第34章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3806更新时间:18/12/22 09:14:23
“Sometimes——sometimesIthinkheis——inourblood。InMINE。” Heregardedmeformyopinionveryearnestly,withhispipeinthecornerofhismouth。 “You’retheremotestcousinheeverhad。”Isaid。 Ireflected。“Lookhere,Ewart。”Iasked,“howwouldyouhavethingsdifferent?” Hewrinkleduphisqueerface,regardedthewaitandmadehispipegurgleforaspace,thinkingdeeply。 “Therearecomplications,Iadmit。We’vegrownupundertheterrorofGrundyandthatinnocentbutdocileand——yes——formidablelady,hiswife。Idon’tknowhowfarthecomplicationsaren’tadisease,asortofbleachingundertheGrundyshadow。ItispossibletherearethingsIhavestilltolearnaboutwomen。ManhaseatenoftheTreeofKnowledge。 Hisinnocenceisgone。Youcan’thaveyourcakeandeatit。 We’reinforknowledge;let’shaveitplainandstraight。I shouldbegin,Ithink,byabolishingtheideasofdecencyandindecency。” “Grundywouldhavefits!”Iinjected。 “Grundy,Ponderevo,wouldhavecolddouches——publicly——ifthesightwasnottoopainful——threetimesaday。ButIdon’tthink,mindyou,thatIshouldletthesexesrunabouttogether。 No。Thefactbehindthesexes——issex。It’snogoodhumbugging。 Ittrailsabout——eveninthebestmixedcompany。Tugsatyourankle。Themengetshowingoffandquarrelling——andthewomen。 Orthey’rebored。Isupposetheancestralmaleshavecompetedfortheancestralfemaleseversincetheywerebothsomesortofgrubbylittlereptile。Youaren’tgoingtoalterthatinathousandyearsorso。Nevershouldyouhaveamixedcompany,never——exceptwithonlyonemanoronlyonewoman。Howwouldthatbe?。 “Orduetsonly?。 “Howtomanageit?Someruleofetiquette,perhaps。”。Hebecameportentouslygrave。 Thenhislonghandwentoutinweirdgestures。 “Iseemtosee——Iseemtosee——asortofCityofWomen,Ponderevo。Yes。Awalledenclosure——goodstone-mason’swork——acitywall,highasthewallsofRome,goingaboutagarden。Dozensofsquaremilesofgarden——trees——fountains—— arbours——lakes。Lawnsonwhichthewomenplay,avenuesinwhichtheygossip,boats。Womenlikethatsortofthing。Anywomanwho’sbeentoagoodeventfulgirls’schoollivesonthememoryofitfortherestofherlife。It’soneofthepatheticthingsaboutwomen——thesuperiorityofschoolandcollege——toanythingtheygetafterwards。Andthiscity-gardenofwomenwillhavebeautifulplacesformusic,placesforbeautifuldresses,placesforbeautifulwork。Everythingawomancanwant。Nurseries。 Kindergartens。Schools。Andnoman——excepttodoroughwork,perhaps——evercomesin。Themenliveinaworldwheretheycanhuntandengineer,inventandmineandmanufacture,sailships,drinkdeepandpracticethearts,andfight——“ “Yes。”Isaid,“but——“ Hestilledmewithagesture。 “I’mcomingtothat。Thehomesofthewomen,Ponderevo,willbesetinthewalloftheircity;eachwomanwillhaveherownparticularhouseandhome,furnishedafterherownheartinherownmanner——withalittlebalconyontheoutsidewall。Builtintothewall——andalittlebalcony。Andthereshewillgoandlookout,whenthemoodtakesher,andallroundthecitytherewillbeabroadroadandseatsandgreatshadytrees。Andmenwillstrollupanddowntherewhentheyfeeltheneedoffemininecompany;when,forinstance,theywanttotalkabouttheirsoulsortheircharactersoranyofthethingsthatonlywomenwillstand。Thewomenwillleanoverandlookatthemenandsmileandtalktothemastheyfancy。Andeachwomanwillhavethis; shewillhavealittlesilkenladdershecanletdownifshechooses——ifshe“wantstotalkcloser。” “Themenwouldstillbecompeting。” “Thereperhaps——yes。Butthey’dhavetoabidebythewomen’sdecisions。” Iraisedoneortwodifficulties,andforawhileweplayedwiththisidea。 “Ewart。”Isaid,“thisislikeDoll’sIsland。 “Suppose。”Ireflected,“anunsuccessfulmanlaidsiegetoabalconyandwouldn’tlethisrivalcomenearit?” “Movehimon。”saidEwart,“byaspecialregulation。Asonedoesorgan-grinders。Nodifficultyaboutthat。Andyoucouldforbidit——makeitagainsttheetiquette。Nolifeisdecentwithoutetiquette。Andpeopleobeyetiquettesoonerthanlaws。” “H’m。”Isaid,andwasstruckbyanideathatisremoteintheworldofayoungman。“Howaboutchildren?”Iasked;“intheCity?Girlsareallverywell。Butboys,forexample——growup。” “Ah!”saidEwart。“Yes。Iforgot。Theymustn’tgrowupinside。They’dturnouttheboyswhentheywereseven。Thefathermustcomewithalittleponyandalittlegunandmanlywear,andtaketheboyaway。Thenonecouldcomeafterwardstoone’smother’sbalcony。Itmustbefinetohaveamother。 Thefatherandtheson。” “Thisisallveryprettyinitsway。”Isaidatlast,“butit’sadream。Let’scomebacktoreality。WhatIwanttoknowis,whatareyougoingtodoinBrompton,letussay,orWalhamGreenNOW?” “Oh!damnit!”heremarked,“WalhamGreen!Whatachapyouare,Ponderevo!”andhemadeanabruptendtohisdiscourse。Hewouldn’tevenreplytomytentativesforatime。 “WhileIwastalkingjustnow。”heremarkedpresently,“Ihadaquitedifferentidea。” “What?” “Foramasterpiece。Aseries。LikethebustsoftheCaesars。 Onlynotheads,youknow。Wedon’tseethepeoplewhodothingstousnowadays。” “Howwillyoudoit,then?” “Hands——aseriesofhands!ThehandsoftheTwentiethCentury。 I’lldoit。Somedaysomeonewilldiscoverit——gothere——seewhatIhavedone,andwhatismeantbyit。” “Seeitwhere?” “Onthetombs。Whynot?TheUnknownMasteroftheHighgateSlope!Allthelittle,softfemininehands,thenervousuglymales,thehandsoftheflops,andthehandsofthesnatchers! AndGrundy’sloose,lean,knucklyaffair——Grundytheterror!——thelittlewrinklesandthethumb!Onlyitoughttoholdalltheotherstogether——inaslightlydisturbingsqueeze。LikeRodin’sgreatHand——youknowthething!” IV IforgethowmanydaysintervenedbetweenthatlastbreakingoffofourengagementandMarion’ssurrender。ButIrecallnowthesharpnessofmyemotion,theconcentratedspiritoftearsandlaughterinmythroatasIreadthewordsofherunexpectedletter——“Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIwasselfish。” IrushedofftoWalhamGreenthateveningtogivebackallshehadgivenme,tobeatheraltogetheratgiving。Shewasextraordinarilygentleandgenerousthattime,Iremember,andwhenatlastIlefther,shekissedmeverysweetly。 Soweweremarried。 Weweremarriedwithallthecustomaryincongruity。I gave——perhapsafterawhilenotaltogetherungrudgingly——andwhatIgave,Mariontook,withamanifestsatisfaction。Afterall,Iwasbeingsensible。Sothatwehadthreeliverycarriagestothechurch(oneofthepairsofhorsesmatched)andcoachmen——withimprovisedflavourandveryshabbysilkhats——bearingwhitefavoursontheirwhips,andmyuncleintervenedwithsplendourandinsisteduponhavingaweddingbreakfastsentinfromacaterer’sinHammersmith。Thetablehadagreatdisplayofchrysanthemums,andtherewasorangeblossominthesignificantplaceandawonderfulcake。Wealsocirculatedupwardsofascoreofwedgesofthataccompaniedbysilver-printedcardsinwhichMarion’snameofRamboatwasstrickenoutbyanarrowinfavourofPonderevo。WehadalittlerallyofMarion’srelations,andseveralfriendsandfriends’ friendsfromSmithie’sappearedinthechurchanddriftedvestry-ward。Iproducedmyauntanduncleaselectgroupoftwo。Theeffectinthatshabbylittlehousewasoneofexhilaratingcongestion。Theside-board,inwhichlivedthetable-clothandthe“Apartments“card,wasusedforadisplayofthepresents,ekedoutbytheunusedbalanceofthesilver-printedcards。 Marionworethewhiteraimentofabride,whitesilkandsatin,thatdidnotsuither,thatmadeherseemlargeandstrangetome;sheobtrudedbowsandunfamiliarcontours。ShewentthroughallthisstrangeritualofanEnglishweddingwithasacramentalgravitythatIwasaltogethertooyoungandegotisticaltocomprehend。Itwasallextraordinarilycentralandimportanttoher;itwasnomorethananoffensive,complicated,anddisconcertingintrusionofaworldIwasalreadybeginningtocriticiseverybitterly,tome。Whatwasallthisfussfor?ThemereindecentadvertisementthatIhadbeenpassionatelyinlovewithMarion!Ithink,however,thatMarionwasonlyveryremotelyawareofmysmoulderingexasperationathavingintheendbehaved“nicely。”Ihadplayed——uptotheextentofdressingmypart;Ihadanadmirablycutfrock——coat,anewsilkhat,trousersaslightasIcouldendurethem——lighter,infact——awhitewaistcoat,nighttie,lightgloves。Marion,seeingmedespondenthadtheunusualenterprisetowhispertomethatI