第65章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3859更新时间:18/12/22 09:14:23
Isuspectedthemateofhisopinionofthecaptainlongbeforeheexpressedit。Hewas,Isay,ataciturnman,butonedayspeechbrokethroughhim。Hehadbeensittingatthetablewithhisarmsfoldedonit,musingdrearily,pipeinmouth,andthevoiceofthecaptaindrifteddownfromabove。 Themateliftedhisheavyeyestomeandregardedmeforamoment。Thenhebegantoheavewiththebeginningsofspeech。 Hedisembarrassedhimselfofhispipe。Icoweredwithexpectation。Speechwascomingatlast。Beforehespokehenoddedreassuringlyonceortwice。 “E——“ Hemovedhisheadstrangelyandmysteriously,butachildmighthaveknownhespokeofthecaptain。 “E’saforeigner。” Heregardedmedoubtfullyforatime,andatlastdecidedforthesakeofluciditytoclenchthematter。 “That’swhatEis——aDAGO!” Henoddedlikeamanwhogivesalasttaptoanail,andIcouldseeheconsideredhisremarkwellandtrulylaid。Hisface,thoughstillresolute,becameastranquilanduneventfulasahugehallafterapublicmeetinghasdispersedoutofit,andfinallyheclosedandlockeditwithhispipe。 “RoumanianJew,isn’the?”Isaid。 Henoddeddarklyandalmostforbiddingly。 Morewouldhavebeentoomuch。Thethingwassaid。ButfromthattimeforthIknewIcoulddependuponhimandthatheandI werefriends。IthappensIneverdidhavetodependuponhim,butthatdoesnotaffectourrelationship。 Forwardthecrewlivedlivesverymuchafterthefashionofours,morecrowded,morecrampedanddirty,wetter,steamier,moreverminous。Thecoarsefoodtheyhadwasstillnotsocoarsebutthattheydidnotthinktheywereliving“likefightingcocks。” SofarasIcouldmakeouttheywereallnearlydestitutemen; hardlyanyofthemhadaproperseaoutfit,andwhatsmallpossessionstheyhadwereasourceofmutualdistrust。Andaswepitchedandflounderedsouthwardtheygambledandfought,werebrutaltooneanother,arguedandwrangledloudly,untilweprotestedattheuproar。 There’snoromanceabouttheseainasmallsailingshipasIsawit。Theromanceisinthemindofthelandsmandreamer。Thesebrigsandschoonersandbrigantinesthatstillstandoutfromeverylittleportarerelicsfromanageofpettytrade,asrottenandobsolescentasaGeorgianhousethathassunkenintoaslum。Theyareindeedjustfloatingfragmentsofslum,muchasicebergsarefloatingfragmentsofglacier。Thecivilisedmanwhohaslearnttowash,whohasdevelopedasenseofphysicalhonour,ofcleanlytemperatefeeding,oftime,canendurethemnomore。Theypass,andtheclankingcoal-wastingsteamerswillfollowthem,givingplacetocleaner,finerthings。 ButsoitwasImademyvoyagetoAfrica,andcameatlastintoaworldofsteamyfogsandahotsmellofvegetabledecay,andintosoundandsightofsurfanddistantintermittentglimpsesofthecoast。Ilivedastrangeconcentratedlifethroughallthattime,suchalifeasacreaturemustdothathasfalleninawell。Allmyformerwaysceased,allmyoldvistasbecamememories。 ThesituationIwassavingwasverysmallanddistantnow;Ifeltitsurgencynomore。BeatriceandLadyGrove,myuncleandtheHardingham,mysoaringintheairandmyhabitualwidevisionofswifteffectualthings,becameasremoteasiftheywereinsomeworldIhadleftforever。 AlltheseAfricanmemoriesstandbythemselves。Itwasformeanexpeditionintotherealmsofundisciplinednatureoutoftheworldthatisruledbymen,myfirstboutwiththathotsideofourmotherthatgivesyouthejungle——thatcoldsidethatgivesyoutheair-eddyIwasbeginningtoknowpassingwell。Theyarememorieswovenuponafabricofsunshineandheatandaconstantwarmsmellofdecay。Theyendinrain——suchrainasIhadneverseenbefore,avehement,afranticdownpouringofwater,butourfirstslowpassagethroughthechannelsbehindMordet’sIslandwasinincandescentsunshine。 Therewegoinmymemorystill,ablistereddirtyshipwithpatchedsailsandabatteredmermaidtopresentMaudMary,soundingandtakingthoughtbetweenhighranksofforestwhosetreescomeoutknee-deepatlastinthewater。Therewegowithalittlebreezeonourquarter,MordetIslandroundedandthequap,itmightbewithinadayofus。 Hereandtherestrangeblossomswokethedankintensitiesofgreenwithatrumpetcallofcolour。Thingscreptamongthejungleandpeepedanddashedbackrustlingintostillness。 Alwaysinthesluggishlydrifting,opaquewaterwereeddyingsandstirrings;littlerushesofbubblescamechucklinguplight-heartedlyfromthisorthatsubmergedconflictandtragedy;nowandagainwerecrocodileslikeastrandedfleetoflogsbaskinginthesun。Stillitwasbyday,adrearystillnessbrokenonlybyinsectsoundsandthecreakingandflappingofourprogress,bythecallingofthesoundingsandthecaptain’sconfusedshouts;butinthenightaswelaymooredtoaclumpoftreesthedarknessbroughtathousandswampythingstolifeandoutoftheforestcamescreamingandhowlings,screamingandyellsthatmadeusgladtobeafloat。Andoncewesawbetweenthetreestemslongblazingfires。Wepassedtwoorthreevillageslandward,andbrown-blackwomenandchildrencameandstaredatusandgesticulated,andonceamancameoutinaboatfromacreekandhailedusinanunknowntongue;andsoatlastwecametoagreatopenplace,abroadlakerimmedwithadesolationofmudandbleachedrefuseanddeadtrees,freefromcrocodilesorwaterbirdsorsightorsoundofanylivingthing,andsawfaroff,evenasNasmythhaddescribed,theruinsofthedesertedstation,andhardbytwolittleheapsofbuff-huedrubbishunderagreatribofrock,thequap!Theforestreceded。 Thelandtotherightofusfellawayandbecamebarren,andfaronacrossnotchinitsbackbonewassurfandthesea。 Wetooktheshipintowardsthoseheapsandtheruinedjettyslowlyandcarefully。Thecaptaincameandtalked。 “Thisiseet?”hesaid。 “Yes。”saidI。 “Iseetfortradewehavecome?” Thiswasironical。 “No。”saidI。 “Gordon-Nasmythwouldhaftoldmelongagowhatiteesforwehafcome。” “I’lltellyounow。”Isaid。“Wearegoingtolayinascloseaswecantothosetwoheapsofstuff——youseethem?——undertherock。Thenwearegoingtochuckallourballastoverboardandtakethosein。Thenwe’regoinghome。” “MayIpresumetoask——iseetgold?” “No。”Isaidincivilly,“itisn’t。” “Thenwhatisit?” “It’sstuff——ofsomecommercialvalue。” “Wecan’tdoeet。”hesaid。 “Wecan。”Iansweredreassuringly。 “Wecan’t。”hesaidasconfidently。“Idon’tmeanwhatyoumean。 Youknowsoliddle——But——disisforbiddencountry。” Iturnedonhimsuddenlyangryandmetbrightexcitedeyes。Foraminutewescrutinisedoneanother。ThenIsaid,“That’sourrisk。Tradeisforbidden。Butthisisn’ttrade。Thisthing’sgottobedone。” Hiseyesglitteredandheshookhishead。 Thebrigstoodinslowlythroughthetwilighttowardthisstrangescorchedandblisteredstretchofbeach,andthemanatthewheelstrainedhisearstolisteningthelow-voicedangryargumentthatbeganbetweenmyselfandthecaptain,thatwaspresentlyjoinedbyPollack。Wemooredatlastwithinahundredyardsofourgoal,andallthroughourdinnerandfarintothenightwearguedintermittentlyandfiercelywiththecaptainaboutourrighttoloadjustwhatwepleased。“Iwillhafnothingtodowitheet。”hepersisted。“Iwashmyhands。”Itseemedthatnightasthoughwearguedinvain。“Ifitisnottrade。”hesaid,“itisprospectingandmining。Thatisworse。Anyonewhoknowsanything——outsideEngland——knowsthatisworse。” WearguedandIlostmytemperandsworeathim。Pollackkeptcoolerandchewedhispipewatchfullywiththatblueeyeofhisuponthecaptain’sgestures。FinallyIwentondecktocool。 TheskywasovercastIdiscoveredallthemenwereinaknotforward,staringatthefaintquiveringluminositythathadspreadovertheheapsofquap,aphosphorescencesuchasoneseesattimesonrottingwood。Andaboutthebeacheastandwesttherewerepatchesandstreaksofsomethinglikedilutedmoonshine。 InthesmallhoursIwasstillawakeandturningoverschemeafterschemeinmymindwherebyImightcircumventthecaptain’sopposition。ImeanttogetthatquapaboardifIhadtokillsomeonetodoit。NeverinmylifehadIbeensothwarted! Afterthisintolerablevoyage!TherecamearapatmycabindoorandthenitopenedandImadeoutabeardedface。“Comein。”I said,andablackvolublefigureIcouldjustseeobscurelycameintotalkinmyprivateearandfillmycabinwithitswhisperingsandgestures。Itwasthecaptain。He,too,hadbeenawakeandthinkingthingsover。Hehadcometoexplain——enormously。IlaytherehatinghimandwonderingifI andPollackcouldlockhiminhiscabinandruntheshipwithouthim。“Idonotwanttospoildisexpedition。”emergedfromacloudofprotestations,andthenIwasabletodisentangle“acommission——shushasmallcommission——forspecialrisks!”