Isuspectedthemateofhisopinionofthecaptainlongbeforeheexpressedit。Hewas,Isay,ataciturnman,butonedayspeechbrokethroughhim。Hehadbeensittingatthetablewithhisarmsfoldedonit,musingdrearily,pipeinmouth,andthevoiceofthecaptaindrifteddownfromabove。
Themateliftedhisheavyeyestomeandregardedmeforamoment。Thenhebegantoheavewiththebeginningsofspeech。
Hedisembarrassedhimselfofhispipe。Icoweredwithexpectation。Speechwascomingatlast。Beforehespokehenoddedreassuringlyonceortwice。
“E——“
Hemovedhisheadstrangelyandmysteriously,butachildmighthaveknownhespokeofthecaptain。
“E’saforeigner。”
Heregardedmedoubtfullyforatime,andatlastdecidedforthesakeofluciditytoclenchthematter。
“That’swhatEis——aDAGO!”
Henoddedlikeamanwhogivesalasttaptoanail,andIcouldseeheconsideredhisremarkwellandtrulylaid。Hisface,thoughstillresolute,becameastranquilanduneventfulasahugehallafterapublicmeetinghasdispersedoutofit,andfinallyheclosedandlockeditwithhispipe。
“RoumanianJew,isn’the?”Isaid。
Henoddeddarklyandalmostforbiddingly。
Morewouldhavebeentoomuch。Thethingwassaid。ButfromthattimeforthIknewIcoulddependuponhimandthatheandI
werefriends。IthappensIneverdidhavetodependuponhim,butthatdoesnotaffectourrelationship。
Forwardthecrewlivedlivesverymuchafterthefashionofours,morecrowded,morecrampedanddirty,wetter,steamier,moreverminous。Thecoarsefoodtheyhadwasstillnotsocoarsebutthattheydidnotthinktheywereliving“likefightingcocks。”
SofarasIcouldmakeouttheywereallnearlydestitutemen;
hardlyanyofthemhadaproperseaoutfit,andwhatsmallpossessionstheyhadwereasourceofmutualdistrust。Andaswepitchedandflounderedsouthwardtheygambledandfought,werebrutaltooneanother,arguedandwrangledloudly,untilweprotestedattheuproar。
There’snoromanceabouttheseainasmallsailingshipasIsawit。Theromanceisinthemindofthelandsmandreamer。Thesebrigsandschoonersandbrigantinesthatstillstandoutfromeverylittleportarerelicsfromanageofpettytrade,asrottenandobsolescentasaGeorgianhousethathassunkenintoaslum。Theyareindeedjustfloatingfragmentsofslum,muchasicebergsarefloatingfragmentsofglacier。Thecivilisedmanwhohaslearnttowash,whohasdevelopedasenseofphysicalhonour,ofcleanlytemperatefeeding,oftime,canendurethemnomore。Theypass,andtheclankingcoal-wastingsteamerswillfollowthem,givingplacetocleaner,finerthings。
ButsoitwasImademyvoyagetoAfrica,andcameatlastintoaworldofsteamyfogsandahotsmellofvegetabledecay,andintosoundandsightofsurfanddistantintermittentglimpsesofthecoast。Ilivedastrangeconcentratedlifethroughallthattime,suchalifeasacreaturemustdothathasfalleninawell。Allmyformerwaysceased,allmyoldvistasbecamememories。
ThesituationIwassavingwasverysmallanddistantnow;Ifeltitsurgencynomore。BeatriceandLadyGrove,myuncleandtheHardingham,mysoaringintheairandmyhabitualwidevisionofswifteffectualthings,becameasremoteasiftheywereinsomeworldIhadleftforever。
AlltheseAfricanmemoriesstandbythemselves。Itwasformeanexpeditionintotherealmsofundisciplinednatureoutoftheworldthatisruledbymen,myfirstboutwiththathotsideofourmotherthatgivesyouthejungle——thatcoldsidethatgivesyoutheair-eddyIwasbeginningtoknowpassingwell。Theyarememorieswovenuponafabricofsunshineandheatandaconstantwarmsmellofdecay。Theyendinrain——suchrainasIhadneverseenbefore,avehement,afranticdownpouringofwater,butourfirstslowpassagethroughthechannelsbehindMordet’sIslandwasinincandescentsunshine。
Therewegoinmymemorystill,ablistereddirtyshipwithpatchedsailsandabatteredmermaidtopresentMaudMary,soundingandtakingthoughtbetweenhighranksofforestwhosetreescomeoutknee-deepatlastinthewater。Therewegowithalittlebreezeonourquarter,MordetIslandroundedandthequap,itmightbewithinadayofus。
Hereandtherestrangeblossomswokethedankintensitiesofgreenwithatrumpetcallofcolour。Thingscreptamongthejungleandpeepedanddashedbackrustlingintostillness。
Alwaysinthesluggishlydrifting,opaquewaterwereeddyingsandstirrings;littlerushesofbubblescamechucklinguplight-heartedlyfromthisorthatsubmergedconflictandtragedy;nowandagainwerecrocodileslikeastrandedfleetoflogsbaskinginthesun。Stillitwasbyday,adrearystillnessbrokenonlybyinsectsoundsandthecreakingandflappingofourprogress,bythecallingofthesoundingsandthecaptain’sconfusedshouts;butinthenightaswelaymooredtoaclumpoftreesthedarknessbroughtathousandswampythingstolifeandoutoftheforestcamescreamingandhowlings,screamingandyellsthatmadeusgladtobeafloat。Andoncewesawbetweenthetreestemslongblazingfires。Wepassedtwoorthreevillageslandward,andbrown-blackwomenandchildrencameandstaredatusandgesticulated,andonceamancameoutinaboatfromacreekandhailedusinanunknowntongue;andsoatlastwecametoagreatopenplace,abroadlakerimmedwithadesolationofmudandbleachedrefuseanddeadtrees,freefromcrocodilesorwaterbirdsorsightorsoundofanylivingthing,andsawfaroff,evenasNasmythhaddescribed,theruinsofthedesertedstation,andhardbytwolittleheapsofbuff-huedrubbishunderagreatribofrock,thequap!Theforestreceded。
Thelandtotherightofusfellawayandbecamebarren,andfaronacrossnotchinitsbackbonewassurfandthesea。
Wetooktheshipintowardsthoseheapsandtheruinedjettyslowlyandcarefully。Thecaptaincameandtalked。
“Thisiseet?”hesaid。
“Yes。”saidI。
“Iseetfortradewehavecome?”
Thiswasironical。
“No。”saidI。
“Gordon-Nasmythwouldhaftoldmelongagowhatiteesforwehafcome。”
“I’lltellyounow。”Isaid。“Wearegoingtolayinascloseaswecantothosetwoheapsofstuff——youseethem?——undertherock。Thenwearegoingtochuckallourballastoverboardandtakethosein。Thenwe’regoinghome。”
“MayIpresumetoask——iseetgold?”
“No。”Isaidincivilly,“itisn’t。”
“Thenwhatisit?”
“It’sstuff——ofsomecommercialvalue。”
“Wecan’tdoeet。”hesaid。
“Wecan。”Iansweredreassuringly。
“Wecan’t。”hesaidasconfidently。“Idon’tmeanwhatyoumean。
Youknowsoliddle——But——disisforbiddencountry。”
Iturnedonhimsuddenlyangryandmetbrightexcitedeyes。Foraminutewescrutinisedoneanother。ThenIsaid,“That’sourrisk。Tradeisforbidden。Butthisisn’ttrade。Thisthing’sgottobedone。”
Hiseyesglitteredandheshookhishead。
Thebrigstoodinslowlythroughthetwilighttowardthisstrangescorchedandblisteredstretchofbeach,andthemanatthewheelstrainedhisearstolisteningthelow-voicedangryargumentthatbeganbetweenmyselfandthecaptain,thatwaspresentlyjoinedbyPollack。Wemooredatlastwithinahundredyardsofourgoal,andallthroughourdinnerandfarintothenightwearguedintermittentlyandfiercelywiththecaptainaboutourrighttoloadjustwhatwepleased。“Iwillhafnothingtodowitheet。”hepersisted。“Iwashmyhands。”Itseemedthatnightasthoughwearguedinvain。“Ifitisnottrade。”hesaid,“itisprospectingandmining。Thatisworse。Anyonewhoknowsanything——outsideEngland——knowsthatisworse。”
WearguedandIlostmytemperandsworeathim。Pollackkeptcoolerandchewedhispipewatchfullywiththatblueeyeofhisuponthecaptain’sgestures。FinallyIwentondecktocool。
TheskywasovercastIdiscoveredallthemenwereinaknotforward,staringatthefaintquiveringluminositythathadspreadovertheheapsofquap,aphosphorescencesuchasoneseesattimesonrottingwood。Andaboutthebeacheastandwesttherewerepatchesandstreaksofsomethinglikedilutedmoonshine。
InthesmallhoursIwasstillawakeandturningoverschemeafterschemeinmymindwherebyImightcircumventthecaptain’sopposition。ImeanttogetthatquapaboardifIhadtokillsomeonetodoit。NeverinmylifehadIbeensothwarted!
Afterthisintolerablevoyage!TherecamearapatmycabindoorandthenitopenedandImadeoutabeardedface。“Comein。”I
said,andablackvolublefigureIcouldjustseeobscurelycameintotalkinmyprivateearandfillmycabinwithitswhisperingsandgestures。Itwasthecaptain。He,too,hadbeenawakeandthinkingthingsover。Hehadcometoexplain——enormously。IlaytherehatinghimandwonderingifI
andPollackcouldlockhiminhiscabinandruntheshipwithouthim。“Idonotwanttospoildisexpedition。”emergedfromacloudofprotestations,andthenIwasabletodisentangle“acommission——shushasmallcommission——forspecialrisks!”