第70章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3437更新时间:18/12/22 09:14:23
Iwasrousedfromsuchthoughtsbythesoundoffootstepsbehindme。 Iturnedhalfhopeful——sofoolishisalover’simagination,andstoppedamazed。Itwasmyuncle。Hisfacewaswhite——whiteasI hadseenitinmydream。 “Hullo!”Isaid,andstared。“Whyaren’tyouinLondon?” “It’sallup。”hesaid。 “Adjudicated?” “No!” Istaredathimforamoment,andthengotoffthestile。 Westoodswayingandthencameforwardwithaweakmotionofhisarmslikeamanwhocannotseedistinctly,andcaughtatandleantuponthestile。Foramomentwewereabsolutelystill。Hemadeaclumsygesturetowardsthegreatfutilitybelowandchoked。Idiscoveredthathisfacewaswetwithtears,thathiswetglassesblindedhim。Heputuphislittlefathandandclawedthemoffclumsily,feltinefficientlyforhispocket-handkerchief,andthen,tomyhorror,asheclungtome,hebegantoweepaloud,thislittle,oldworldwornswindler。Itwasn’tjustsobbingorsheddingtears,itwascryingasachildcries。Itwasoh!terrible! “It’scruel。”heblubberedatlast。“Theyaskedmequestions。 TheyKEP’askingmequestions,George。” Hesoughtforutterance,andspluttered。 “TheBloodybullies!”heshouted。“TheBloodyBullies。” Heceasedtoweep。Hebecamesuddenlyrapidandexplanatory。 “It’snotafairgame,George。Theytireyouout。AndI’mnotwell。Mystomach’sallwrong。AndIbeenandgotacold。I alwaysbeenli’bletocold,andthisone’sonmychest。Andthentheytellyoutospeakup。Theybaityou——andbaityou,andbaityou。It’storture。Thestrainofit。Youcan’trememberwhatyousaid。You’reboundtocontradictyourself。It’slikeRussia,George。Itisn’tfairplay。Prominentman。I’vebeennextatdinnerswiththatchap,Neal;I’vetoldhimstories——andhe’sbitter!Setsouttoruinme。Don’taskacivilquestion——bellows。”Hebrokedownagain。“I’vebeenbellowedat,Ibeenbullied,Ibeentreatedlikeadog。Dirtycadstheyare!Dirtycads!I’dratherbeaThree-CardSharperthanabarrister;I’drathersellcat’s-meatinthestreets。 “Theysprungthingsonmethismorning,thingsIdidn’texpect。 Theyrushedme!I’dgotitallinmyhandsandthenIwasjumped。ByNeal!NealI’vegivencitytipsto!Neal!I’vehelpedNeal。 “Icouldn’tswallowamouthful——notinthelunchhour。I couldn’tfaceit。It’strue,George——Icouldn’tfaceit。IsaidI’dgetabitofairandslippedoutanddowntotheEmbankment,andthereItookaboattoRichmond。Someidee。ItookarowingboatwhenIgotthereandIrowedaboutontheriverforabit。 Alotofchapsandgirlstherewasonthebanklaughedatmyshirt-sleevesandtophat。Dessaytheythoughtitwasapleasuretrip。Fatlotofpleasure!Irowedroundforabitandcamein。ThenIcameonhere。Windsorway。AndtheretheyareinLondondoingwhattheylikewithme。Idon’tcare!” “But“Isaid,lookingdownathim,perplexed。 “It’sabscondin’。They’llhaveawarrant。” “Idon’tunderstand。”Isaid。 “It’sallup,George——allupandover。 “AndIthoughtI’dliveinthatplace,Georgeanddiealord! It’sagreatplace,reely,animperial——ifanyonehasthesensetobuyitandfinishit。Thatterrace——“ Istoodthinkinghimover。 “Lookhere!”Isaid。“What’sthatabout——awarrant?Areyousurethey’llgetawarrant?I’msorryuncle;butwhathaveyoudone?” “Haven’tItoldyou?” “Yes,buttheywon’tdoverymuchtoyouforthat。They’llonlybringyouupfortherestofyourexamination。” Heremainedsilentforatime。Atlasthespoke——speakingwithdifficulty。 “It’sworsethanthat。I’vedonesomething。They’reboundtogetitout。PracticallytheyHAVEgotitout。” “What?” “Writin’thingsdown——Idonesomething。” Forthefirsttimeinhislife,Ibelieve,hefeltandlookedashamed。Itfilledmewithremorsetoseehimsufferso。 “We’vealldonethings。”Isaid。“It’spartofthegametheworldmakesusplay。Iftheywanttoarrestyou——andyou’vegotnocardsinyourhand——!Theymustn’tarrestyou。” “No。That’spartlywhyIwenttoRichmond。ButIneverthought——“ HislittlebloodshoteyesstaredatCrestHill。 “ThatchapWittakerWright。”hesaid,“hehadhisstuffready。I haven’t。Nowyougotit,George。That’sthesortofholeI’min。” Thatmemoryofmyuncleatthegateisveryclearandfull。Iamabletorecalleventheundertowofmythoughtswhilehewasspeaking。Iremembermypityandaffectionforhiminhismiserygrowingandstirringwithinme,myrealisationthatatanyriskI musthelphim。Butthencomesindistinctnessagain。Iwasbeginningtoact。IknowIpersuadedhimtoputhimselfinmyhands,andbeganatoncetoplananddo。Ithinkthatwhenweactmostwerememberleast,thatjustinthemeasurethattheimpulseofourimpressionstranslatesitselfintoschemesandmovements,itceasestorecorditselfinmemories。IknowI resolvedtogethimawayatonce,andtousetheLordRobertsB ineffectingthat。Itwasclearhewassoontobeahuntedman,anditseemedtomealreadyunsafeforhimtotrytheordinaryContinentalroutesinhisflight。Ihadtoevolvesomescheme,andevolveitrapidly,howwemightdropmostinconspicuouslyintotheworldacrossthewater。Myresolvetohaveoneflightatleastinmyairshipfittedwiththislikehandtoglove。Itseemedtomewemightbeabletocrossoverthewaterinthenight,setourairshipadrift,andturnupaspedestriantouristsinNormandyorBrittany,andsogetaway。That,atanyrate,wasmyrulingidea。 IsentoffCothopewithadummynotetoWoking,becauseIdidnotwanttoimplicatehim,andtookmyuncletothepavilion。I wentdowntomyaunt,andmadeacleanbreastofthesituation。 Shebecameadmirablycompetent。Wewentintohisdressing-roomandruthlesslybrokehislocks。Igotapairofbrownboots,atweedsuitandacapofhis,andindeedaplausiblewalkingoutfit,andalittlegamebagforhispedestriangear;and,inaddition,abigmotoringovercoatandasupplyofrugstoaddtothoseIhadatthepavilion。Ialsogotaflaskofbrandy,andshemadesandwiches。Idon’trememberanyservantsappearing,andIforgetwhereshegotthosesandwiches。Meanwhilewetalked。AfterwardsIthoughtwithwhatasureconfidencewetalkedtoeachother“What’shedone?”shesaid。 “D’youmindknowing?” “Noconscienceleft,thankGod!” “Ithink——forgery!” Therewasjustalittlepause。“Canyoucarrythisbundle?”sheasked。 Iliftedit。 “Nowomaneverhasrespectedthelaw——ever。”shesaid。“It’stoosilly。Thethingsitletsyoudo!Andthenpullsyouup——likeamadnursemindingachild。” Shecarriedsomerugsformethroughtheshrubberyinthedarkling。 “They’llthinkwe’regoingmooning。”shesaid,jerkingherheadatthehousehold。“Iwonderwhattheymakeofus——criminals。”。Animmensedroningnotecameasifinanswertothat。Itstartledusbothforamoment。“Thedears!”shesaid。“It’sthegongfordinner!。ButIwishIcouldhelplittleTeddy,George。It’sawfultothinkofhimtherewithhoteyes,redanddry。AndIknow——thesightofmemakeshimfeelsore。ThingsI said,George。IfIcouldhaveseen,I’dhavelethimhaveanomnibusfulofScrymgeours。Icuthimup。He’dneverthoughtI meantitbefore。I’llhelpallIcan,anyhow。” Iturnedatsomethinginhervoice,andgotamoonlightgleamoftearsuponherface。 “CouldSHEhavehelped?”sheaskedabruptly。 “SHE?” “Thatwoman。” “MyGod!”Icried,“HELPED!Those——thingsdon’thelp!” “TellmeagainwhatIoughttodo。”shesaidafterasilence。 IwentovertheplansIhadmadeforcommunicating,andthethingsIthoughtshemightdo。Ihadgivenhertheaddressofasolicitorshemightputsometrustin。 “Butyoumustactforyourself。”Iinsisted。 “Roughly。”Isaid,“it’sascramble。Youmustgetwhatyoucanforus,andfollowasyoucan。” Shenodded。 Shecamerightuptothepavilionandhoveredforatimeshyly,andthenwentaway。