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类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3032更新时间:18/12/22 09:14:23
foundithadcaughthiseye。 “GoodLord!”Icried;“isTHATstillgoingon!” Thatnightthelittleclergymanwatched,andinthesmallhoursheraisedafalsealarmthatmyunclewasdying,andmadeanextraordinaryfuss。Heraisedthehouse。Ishallneverforgetthatscene,Ithink,whichbeganwithatappingatmybedroomdoorjustafterIhadfallenasleep,andhisvoice—— “Ifyouwanttoseeyourunclebeforehegoes,youmustcomenow。” ThestuffylittleroomwascrowdedwhenIreachedit,andlitbythreeflickeringcandles。IfeltIwasbackintheeighteenthcentury。Therelaymypooruncleamidstindescribablytumbledbedclothes,wearyoflifebeyondmeasure,wearyandrambling,andthelittleclergymantryingtoholdhishandandhisattention,andrepeatingoverandoveragain: “Mr。Ponderevo,Mr。Ponderevo,itisallright。Itisallright。 OnlyBelieve!’Believeonme,andyeshallbesaved’!” Closeathandwasthedoctorwithoneofthosecruelandidioticinjectionneedlesmodernscienceputsinthehandsofthesehalf-educatedyoungmen,keepingmyuncleflickeringlyalivefornoreasonwhatever。Thereligieusehoveredsleepilyinthebackgroundwithanoverdueandneglecteddose。Inaddition,thelandladyhadnotonlygotupherself,butrousedanagedcroneofamotherandapartiallyimbecilehusband,andtherewasalsoafattish,stolidmaningreyalpaca,withanairofimportance——whohewasandhowhegotthere,Idon’tknow。I ratherfancythedoctorexplainedhimtomeinFrenchIdidnotunderstand。Andtheywereallthere,wearilynocturnal,hastilyandcarelesslydressed,intentuponthelifethatflickeredandsank,makingapublicandcuriousshowofitsgoing,queershapesofhumanbeingslitbythreeuncertaincandles,andeverysoulofthemkeenlyandavidlyresolvedtobeinatthedeath。Thedoctorstood,theotherswereallsittingonchairsthelandladyhadbroughtinandarrangedforthem。 Andmyunclespoilttheclimax,anddidnotdie。 Ireplacedthelittleclergymanonthechairbythebedside,andhehoveredabouttheroom。 “Ithink。”hewhisperedtomemysteriously,ashegaveplacetome,“Ibelieve——itiswellwithhim。” IheardhimtryingtorenderthestockphrasesofLowChurchpietyintoFrenchforthebenefitofthestolidmaningreyalpaca。Thenheknockedaglassoffthetable,andscrabbledforthefragments。FromthefirstIdoubtedthetheoryofanimmediatedeath。Iconsultedthedoctorinurgentwhispers。I turnedroundtogetchampagne,andnearlyfellovertheclergyman’slegs。HewasonhiskneesattheadditionalchairtheBasquelandladyhadgotonmyarrival,andhewasprayingaloud,“Oh,HeavenlyFather,havemercyonthisthyChild。”I hustledhimupandoutoftheway,andinanotherminutehewasdownatanotherchairprayingagain,andbarringthepathofthereligieuse,whohadfoundmethecorkscrew。SomethingputintomyheadthattremendousblasphemyofCarlyle’sabout“thelastmewofadrowningkitten。”Hefoundathirdchairvacantpresently;itwasasifhewasplayingagame。 “GoodHeavens!”Isaid,“wemustclearthesepeopleout。”andwithacertainurgencyIdid。 Ihadatemporarylapseofmemory,andforgotallmyFrench。I drovethemoutmainlybygesture,andopenedthewindow,totheuniversalhorror。Iintimatedthedeathscenewaspostponed,and,asamatteroffact,myuncledidnotdieuntilthenextnight。 Ididnotletthelittleclergymancomenearhimagain,andIwaswatchfulforanysignthathismindhadbeentroubled。Buthemadenone。Hetalkedonceabout“thatparsonchap。” “Didn’tbotheryou?”Iasked。 “Wantedsomething。”hesaid。 Ikeptsilence,listeningkeenlytohismutterings。I understoodhimtosay,“Theywantedtoomuch。”Hisfacepuckeredlikeachild’sgoingtocry。“Youcan’tgetasafesixpercent……”hesaid。Ihadforamomentawildsuspicionthatthoseurgenttalkshadnotbeenaltogetherspiritual,butthat,I think,wasaquiteunworthyandunjustsuspicion。Thelittleclergymanwasassimpleandhonestastheday。Myunclewassimplygeneralisingabouthisclass。 Butitmayhavebeenthesetalksthatsetloosesomelongdormantstringofideasinmyuncle’sbrain,ideasthethingsofthisworldhadlongsuppressedandhiddenaltogether。Neartheendhesuddenlybecameclearmindedandlucid,albeitveryweak,andhisvoicewaslittle,butclear。 “George。”hesaid。 “I’mhere。”Isaid,“closebesideyou。” “George。Youhavealwaysbeenresponsibleforthescience。 George。YouknowbetterthanIdo。Is——Isitproved?” “Whatproved?” “Eitherway?” “Idon’tunderstand。” “Deathendsall。Aftersomuch——Suchsplendidbeginnin’s。 Somewhere。Something。” Istaredathimamazed。Hissunkeneyeswereverygrave。 “Whatdoyouexpect?”Isaidinwonder。 Hewouldnotanswer。“Aspirations。”hewhispered。Hefellintoabrokenmonologue,regardlessofme。“Trailingcloudsofglory。” hesaid,and“first-ratepoet,first-rate。Georgewasalwayshard。Always。” Foralongtimetherewassilence。 Thenhemadeagesturethathewishedtospeak。 “Seemstome,George“ Ibentmyheaddown,andhetriedtolifthishandtomyshoulder。Iraisedhimalittleonhispillows,andlistened。 “Itseemstome,George,always——theremustbesomethinginme——thatwon’tdie。” Helookedatmeasthoughthedecisionrestedwithme。 “Ithink。”hesaid;“——something。” Then,foramoment,hismindwandered。“Justalittlelink。”hewhisperedalmostpleadingly,andlayquitestill,butpresentlyhewasuneasyagain。 “Someotherworld“ “Perhaps。”Isaid。“Whoknows?” “Someotherworld。” “Notthesamescopeforenterprise。”Isaid。 “No。” Hebecamesilent。Isatleaningdowntohim,andfollowingoutmyownthoughts,andpresentlythereligieuseresumedherperiodicconflictwiththewindowfastening。Foratimehestruggledforbreath。Itseemedsuchnonsensethatheshouldhavetosufferso——poorsillylittleman! “George。”hewhispered,andhisweaklittlehandcameout。 “PERHAPS——“ Hesaidnomore,butIperceivedfromtheexpressionofhiseyesthathethoughtthequestionhadbeenput。 “Yes,Ithinkso;“Isaidstoutly。 “Aren’tyousure?” “Oh——practicallysure。”saidI,andIthinkhetriedtosqueezemyhand。AndthereIsat,holdinghishandtight,andtryingtothinkwhatseedsofimmortalitycouldbefoundinallhisbeing,whatsortofghosttherewasinhimtowanderoutintothebleakimmensities。Queerfanciescametome。Helaystillforalongtime,saveforabriefstruggleorsoforbreathandeverandagainIwipedhismouthandlips。 Ifellintoapitofthought。Ididnotremarkatfirstthechangethatwascreepingoverhisface。Helaybackonhispillow,madeafaintzzzingsoundthatceased,andpresentlyandquitequietlyhedied——greatlycomfortedbymyassurance。Idonotknowwhenhedied。Hishandrelaxedinsensibly。Suddenly,withastart,withashock,Ifoundthathismouthhadfallenopen,andthathewasdead。