第38章

类别:其他 作者:Sir Walter Scott字数:6540更新时间:18/12/22 09:36:37
spectbeforehim,heatlengtharrivednearthecascade,where,asFergushadaugured,hefoundFloraseated。 Shewasquitealone;and,assoonassheobservedhisapproach,shearose,andcametomeethim。Edwardattemptedtosaysomethingwithinthevergeofordinarycomplimentandconversation,butfoundhimselfunequaltothetask。Floraseemedatfirstequallyembarrassed,butrecoveredherselfmorespeedily,and(anunfavourableauguryforWaverley’ssuit)wasthefirsttoenteruponthesubjectoftheirlastinterview。Itistooimportant,ineverypointofview,Mr。Waverley,topermitmetoleaveyouindoubtonmysentiments。’’ Donotspeakthemspeedily,’’saidWaverley,muchagitated,unlesstheyaresuchas,Ifearfromyourmanner,Imustnotdaretoanticipate。Lettime-letmyfutureconduct-letyourbrother’sinfluence’’ Forgiveme,Mr。Waverley,’’saidFlora,hercomplexionalittleheightened,buthervoicefirmandcomposed。Ishouldincurmyownheavycensure,didIdelayexpressingmysincereconvictionthatIcanneverregardyouotherwisethanasavaluedfriend。IshoulddoyouthehighestinjusticedidI concealmysentimentsforamoment。IseeIdistressyou,andIgrieveforit,butbetternowthanlater;andO,betterathousandtimes,Mr。Waverley,thatyoushouldfeelapresentmomentarydisappointment,thanthelongandheart-sickeninggriefswhichattendarashandill-assortedmarriage!’’ GoodGod!’’exclaimedWaverley,whyshouldyouanticipatesuchconsequencesfromaunionwherebirthisequal,wherefortuneisfavourable,where,ifImayventuretosayso,thetastesaresimilar,whereyouallegenopreferenceforanother,whereyouevenexpressafavourableopinionofhimwhomyoureject?’’ Mr。Waverley,I_have_thatfavourableopinion,’’answeredFlora;andsostrongly,thatthoughIwouldratherhavebeensilentonthegroundsofmyresolution,youshallcommandthem,ifyouexactsuchamarkofmyesteemandconfidence。’’ Shesatdownuponafragmentofrock,andWaverley,placinghimselfnearher,anxiouslypressedfortheexplanationsheoffered。 Idarehardly,’’shesaid,tellyouthesituationofmyfeelings,theyaresodifferentfromthoseusuallyascribedtoyoungwomenatmyperiodoflife;andIdarehardlytouchuponwhatIconjecturetobethenatureofyours,lestIshouldgiveoffencewhereIwouldwillinglyadministerconsolation。 Formyself,frommyinfancytillthisday,Ihavehadbutonewish-therestorationofmyroyalbenefactorstotheirrightfulthrone。Itisimpossibletoexpresstoyouthedevotionofmyfeelingstothissinglesubject;andIwillfranklyconfess,thatithassooccupiedmymindastoexcludeeverythoughtrespectingwhatiscalledmyownsettlementinlife。Letmebutlivetoseethedayofthathappyrestoration,andaHighlandcottage,aFrenchconvent,oranEnglishpalace,willbealikeindifferenttome。’’ But,dearestFlora,howisyourenthusiasticzealfortheexiledfamilyinconsistentwithmyhappiness?’’ Becauseyouseek,oroughttoseekintheobjectofyourattachment,aheartwhoseprincipaldelightshouldbeinaugmentingyourdomesticfelicity,andreturningyouraffection,eventotheheightofromance。Toamanoflesskeensensibility,andlessenthusiastictendernessofdisposition,FloraMac-Ivormightgivecontent,ifnothappiness;forweretheirrevocablewordsspoken,neverwouldshebedeficientinthedutieswhichshevowed。’’ Andwhy-why,MissMac-Ivor,shouldyouthinkyourselfamorevaluabletreasuretoonewhoislesscapableofloving,ofadmiringyou,thantome?’’ Simplybecausethetoneofouraffectionswouldbemoreinunison,andbecausehismorebluntedsensibilitywouldnotrequirethereturnofenthusiasmwhichIhavenottobestow。 Butyou,Mr。Waverley,wouldforeverrefertotheideaofdomestichappinesswhichyourimaginationiscapableofpainting,andwhateverfellshortofthatidealrepresentationwouldbeconstruedintocoolnessandindifference,whileyoumightconsidertheenthusiasmwithwhichIregardedthesuccessoftheroyalfamilyasdefraudingyouraffectionofitsduereturn。’’ Inotherwords,MissMac-Ivor,youcannotloveme?’’saidhersuitordejectedly。 Icouldesteemyou,Mr。Waverley,asmuch,perhapsmore,thananymanIhaveeverseen;butIcannotloveyouasyououghttobeloved。O!donot,foryourownsake,desiresohazardousanexperiment!Thewomanwhomyoumarryoughttohaveaffectionsandopinionsmouldeduponyours。Herstudiesoughttobeyourstudies;-herwishes,herfeelings,herhopes,herfears,shouldallminglewithyours。Sheshouldenhanceyourpleasures,shareyoursorrows,andcheeryourmelancholy。’’ Andwhywillnotyou,MissMac-Ivor,whocansowelldescribeahappyunion-whywillnotyoubeyourselfthepersonyoudescribe?’’ Isitpossibleyoudonotyetcomprehendme?’’answeredFlora。HaveInottoldyouthateverykeenersensationofmymindisbentexclusivelytowardsanevent,uponwhich,indeed,Ihavenopowerbutthoseofmyearnestprayers?’’ AndmightnotthegrantingthesuitIsolicit,’’saidWaverley,tooearnestonhispurposetoconsiderwhathewasabouttosay,evenadvancetheinteresttowhichyouhavedevotedyourself?Myfamilyiswealthyandpowerful,inclinedinprinciplestotheStuartrace,andshouldafavourableopportunity’’ Afavourableopportunity!’’saidFlorasomewhatscornfullyinclinedinprinciples!-Cansuchlukewarmadherencebehonourabletoyourselves,orgratifyingtoyourlawfulsovereign?- Think,frommypresentfeelings,whatIshouldsufferwhenIheldtheplaceofmemberinafamilywheretherightswhichIholdmostsacredaresubjectedtocolddiscussion,andonlydeemedworthyofsupportwhentheyshallappearonthepointoftriumphingwithoutit!’’ Yourdoubts,’’quicklyrepliedWaverley,areunjustasfarasconcernsmyself。ThecausethatIshallassertIdaresupportthrougheverydanger,asundauntedlyastheboldestwhodrawsswordinitsbehalf。’’ Ofthat,’’answeredFlora,Icannotdoubtforamoment。 Butconsultyourowngoodsenseandreasonratherthanaprepossessionhastilyadopted,probablyonlybecauseyouhavemetayoungwomanpossessedoftheusualaccomplishmentsinasequesteredandromanticsituation。Letyourpartinthisgreatandperilousdramarestuponconviction,andnotonahurried,andprobablyatemporaryfeeling。’’ Waverleyattemptedtoreply,buthiswordsfailedhim。 EverysentimentthatFlorahadutteredvindicatedthestrengthofhisattachment;forevenherloyalty,althoughwildlyenthusiastic,wasgenerousandnoble,anddisdainedtoavailitselfofanyindirectmeansofsupportingthecausetowhichshewasdevoted。 Afterwalkingalittlewayinsilencedownthepath,Florathusresumedtheconversation-Onewordmore,Mr。Waverley,erewebidfarewelltothistopicforever;andforgivemyboldnessifthatwordhavetheairofadvice。MybrotherFergusisanxiousthatyoushouldjoinhiminhispresententerprise。 Butdonotconsenttothis;youcouldnotbyyoursingleexertionsfurtherhissuccess,andyouwouldinevitablysharehisfall,ifitbeGod’spleasurethatfallhemust。Yourcharacterwouldalsosufferirretrievably。Letmebegyouwillreturntoyourowncountry;andhavingpubliclyfreedyourselffromeverytietotheusurpinggovernment,Itrustyouwillseecause,andfindopportunity,toserveyourinjuredsovereignwitheffect,andstandforth,asyourloyalancestors,attheheadofyournaturalfollowersandadherents,aworthyrepresentativeofthehouseofWaverley。’’ AndshouldIbesohappyasthustodistinguishmyself,mightInothope’’ Forgivemyinterruption,’’saidFlora。Thepresenttimeonlyisours,andIcanbutexplaintoyouwithcandourthefeelingswhichInowentertain;howtheymightbealteredbyatrainofevents,toofavourableperhapstobehopedfor,itwereinvaineventoconjecture;onlybeassured,Mr。Waverley,thataftermybrother’shonourandhappinessthereisnonewhichI shallmoresincerelyprayforthanforyours。’’ Withthesewordsshepartedfromhim,fortheywerenowarrivedwheretwopathsseparated。Waverleyreachedthecastleamidstamedleyofconflictingpassions。HeavoidedanyprivateinterviewwithFergus,ashedidnotfindhimselfableeithertoencounterhisrailleryorreplytohissolicitations。Thewildrevelryofthefeast,forMac-Ivorkeptopentableforhisclan,servedinsomedegreetostunreflection。WhentheirfestivitywasendedhebegantoconsiderhowheshouldagainmeetMissMac-Ivorafterthepainfulandinterestingexplanationofthemorning。ButFloradidnotappear。Fergus,whoseeyesflashedwhenhewastoldbyCathleenthathermistressdesignedtokeepherapartmentthatevening,wenthimselfinquestofher;butapparentlyhisremonstranceswereinvain,forhereturnedwithaheightenedcomplexion,andmanifestsymptomsofdispleasure。Therestoftheeveningpassedonwithoutanyallusion,ontheparteitherofFergusorWaverley,tothesubjectwhichengrossedthereflectionsofthelatter,andperhapsofboth。 Whenretiredtohisownapartment,Edwardendeavouredtosumupthebusinessoftheday。ThattherepulsehehadreceivedfromFlorawouldbepersistedinforthepresenttherewasnodoubt。Butcouldhehopeforultimatesuccessincasecircumstancespermittedtherenewalofhissuit?Wouldtheenthusiasticloyalty,whichatthisanimatingmomentleftnoroomforasofterpassion,survive,atleastinitsengrossingforce,thesuccessorthefailureofthepresentpoliticalmachinations? Andifso,couldhehopethattheinterestwhichshehadacknowledgedhimtopossessinherfavourmightbeimprovedintoawarmerattachment?Hetaxedhismemorytorecalleverywordshehadused,withtheappropriatelooksandgestureswhichhadenforcedthem,andendedbyfindinghimselfinthesamestateofuncertainty。Itwasverylatebeforesleepbroughtrelieftothetumultofhismind,afterthemostpainfulandagitatingdaywhichhehadeverpassed。 InthemorningwhenWaverley’stroubledreflectionshadforsometimegivenwaytorepose,therecamemusictohisdreams,butnotthevoiceofSelma。HeimaginedhimselftransportedbacktoTully-Veolan,andthatheheardDavieGellatleysinginginthecourtthosematinswhichusedgenerallytobethefirstsoundsthatdisturbedhisreposewhileaguestoftheBaronofBradwardine。Thenoteswhichsuggestedthisvisioncontinued,andwaxedlouder,untilEdwardawokeinearnest。Theillusion,however,didnotseementirelydispelled。 TheapartmentwasinthefortressofIannanChaistel,butitwasstillthevoiceofDavieGellatleythatmadethefollowinglinesresoundunderthewindow:- Myheart’sintheHighlands,myheartisnothere,Myheart’sintheHighlandsa-chasingthedeer; Achasingthewilddeer,andfollowingtheroe,Myheart’sintheHighlandswhereverIgo。<> TheselinesformtheburdenofanoldsongtowhichBurnswroteadditionalverses。 CurioustoknowwhatcouldhavedeterminedMr。Gellatleyonanexcursionofsuchunwontedextent,Edwardbegantodresshimselfinallhaste,duringwhichoperationtheminstrelsyofDaviechangeditstunemorethanonce:- There’snoughtintheHighlandsbutsyboesandleeks,Andlang-leggitcallantsgaunwantingthebreeks; Wantingthebreeks,andwithouthoseandshoon,Butwe’lla’winthebreekswhenKingJamiecomeshame。<> Theselinesarealsoancient,andIbelievetothetuneof We’llneverhaepeacetillJamiecomeshame。’’ towhichBurnslikewisewrotesomeverses。 BythetimeWaverleywasdressedandhadissuedforth,DavidhadassociatedhimselfwithtwoorthreeofthenumerousHighlandloungerswhoalwaysgracedthegatesofthecastlewiththeirpresence,andwascaperinganddancingfullmerrilyinthedoublesandfullcareerofaScotchfoursomereel,tothemusicofhisownwhistling。Inthisdoublecapacityofdancerandmusician,hecontinued,untilanidlepiper,whoobservedhiszeal,obeyedtheunanimouscallof_Seidsuas_(_i。e。,_blowup),andrelievedhimfromthelatterpartofhistrouble。Youngandoldthenmingledinthedanceastheycouldfindpartners。 TheappearanceofWaverleydidnotinterruptDavid’sexercise,thoughhecontrivedbygrinning,nodding,andthrowingoneortwoinclinationsofthebodyintothegraceswithwhichheperformedtheHighlandfling,toconveytoourherosymptomsofrecognition。Then,whilebusilyemployedinsetting,whoopingallthewhile,andsnappinghisfingersoverhishead,heofasuddenprolongedhisside-stepuntilitbroughthimtotheplacewhereEdwardwasstanding,and,stillkeepingtimetothemusiclikeHarlequininapantomime,hethrustaletterintoourhero’shand,andcontinuedhissaltationwithoutpauseorintermission。Edward,whoperceivedthattheaddresswasinRose’shandwriting,retiredtoperuseit,leavingthefaithfulbearertocontinuehisexerciseuntilthepiperorheshouldbetiredout。 Thecontentsofthelettergreatlysurprisedhim。Ithadoriginallycommencedwith_DearSir;_butthesewordshadbeencarefullyerased,andthemonosyllable,_Sir,_substitutedintheirplace。TherestofthecontentsshallbegiveninRose’sownlanguage。 IfearIamusinganimproperfreedombyintrudinguponyou,yetIcannottrusttoanyoneelsetoletyouknowsomethingswhichhavehappenedhere,withwhichitseemsnecessaryyoushouldbeacquainted。ForgivemeifIamwronginwhatIamdoing;for,alas!Mr。Waverley,Ihavenobetteradvicethanthatofmyownfeelings;-mydearfatherisgonefromthisplace,andwhenhecanreturntomyassistanceandprotection,Godaloneknows。Youhaveprobablyheard,thatinconsequenceofsometroublesomenewsfromtheHighlands,warrantsweresentoutforapprehendingseveralgentlemenintheseparts,and,amongothers,mydearfather。InspiteofallmytearsandentreatiesthathewouldsurrenderhimselftotheGovernment,hejoinedwithMr。Falconerandsomeothergentlemen,andtheyhaveallgonenorthwards,withabodyofaboutfortyhorsemen。SoIamnotsoanxiousconcerninghisimmediatesafety,asaboutwhatmayfollowafterwards,forthesetroublesareonlybeginning。Butallthisisnothingtoyou,Mr。Waverley,onlyIthoughtyouwouldbegladtolearnthatmyfatherhasescaped,incaseyouhappentohaveheardthathewasindanger。 Thedayaftermyfatherwentoff,therecameapartyofsoldierstoTully-Veolan,andbehavedveryrudelytoBailieMacwheeble;buttheofficerwasveryciviltome,onlysaidhisdutyobligedhimtosearchforarmsandpapers。Myfatherhadprovidedagainstthisbytakingawayallthearmsexcepttheolduselessthingswhichhunginthehall;andhehadputallhispapersoutoftheway。ButO!Mr。Waverley,howshallItellyouthattheymadestrictinquiryafteryou,andaskedwhenyouhadbeenatTully-Veolan,andwhereyounowwere。 Theofficerisgonebackwithhisparty,butanon-commissionedofficerandfourmenremainasasortofgarrisoninthehouse。