第65章

类别:其他 作者:Sir Walter Scott字数:5340更新时间:18/12/22 09:36:37
Iwouldhavekeptitsecretfromyou;forIthinkitwillgrieveyou,andyetyoucanadministernoconsolation。 Butyouhavesurprisedme-Iseeyouaresurprisedyourself,- andIhatemystery。Readthatletter。’’ TheletterwasfromColonelTalbot’ssister,andinthesewords: Ireceivedyours,mydearestbrother,byHedges。SirE。 W。andMr。R。arestillatlarge,butarenotpermittedtoleaveLondon。IwishtoHeavenIcouldgiveyouasgoodanaccountofmattersinthesquare。ButthenewsoftheunhappyaffairatPrestoncameuponus,withthedreadfuladditionthatyouwereamongthefallen。YouknowLadyEmily’sstateofhealth,whenyourfriendshipforSirE。inducedyoutoleaveher。ShewasmuchharassedwiththesadaccountsfromScotlandoftherebellionhavingbrokenout;butkeptupherspirits,as,shesaid,itbecameyourwife,andforthesakeofthefutureheir,solonghopedforinvain。Alas,mydearbrother,thesehopesarenowended!Notwithstandingallmywatchfulcare,thisunhappyrumourreachedherwithoutpreparation。Shewastakenillimmediately;andthepoorinfantscarcesurviveditsbirth。WouldtoGodthiswereall!Butalthoughthecontradictionofthehorriblereportbyyourownletterhasgreatlyrevivedherspirits,yetDr。apprehends,Igrievetosay,serious,andevendangerous,consequencestoherhealth,especiallyfromtheuncertaintyinwhichshemustnecessarilyremainforsometime,aggravatedbytheideasshehasformedoftheferocityofthosewithwhomyouareaprisoner。 Dotherefore,mydearbrother,assoonasthisreachesyou,endeavourtogainyourrelease,byparole,byransom,oranywaythatispracticable。IdonotexaggerateLadyEmily’sstateofhealth;butImustnot-darenot-suppressthetruth-Ever,mydearPhilip,yourmostaffectionatesister,LucyTalbot。’’ Edwardstoodmotionlesswhenhehadperusedthisletter; fortheconclusionwasinevitable,thatbytheColonel’sjourneyinquestofhim,hehadincurredthisheavycalamity。Itwassevereenough,eveninitsirremediablepart;forColonelTalbotandLadyEmily,longwithoutafamily,hadfondlyexultedinthehopeswhichwerenowblasted。Butthisdisappointmentwasnothingtotheextentofthethreatenedevil; andEdward,withhorror,regardedhimselfastheoriginalcauseofboth。 Erehecouldcollecthimselfsufficientlytospeak,ColonelTalbothadrecoveredhisusualcomposureofmanner,thoughhistroubledeyedenotedhismentalagony。 Sheisawoman,myyoungfriend,whomayjustifyevenasoldier’stears。’’Hereachedhimtheminiature,exhibitingfeatureswhichfullyjustifiedtheeulogium;andyet,Godknows,whatyouseeofherthereistheleastofthecharmsshepossesses-possessed,Ishouldperhapssay-butGod’swillbedone!’’ Youmustfly-youmustflyinstantlytoherrelief。Itisnot-itshallnotbetoolate。’’ Fly!-howisitpossible?Iamaprisoner-uponparole。’’ Iamyourkeeper-Irestoreyourparole-Iamtoanswerforyou。’’ Youcannotdosoconsistentlywithyourduty;norcanI acceptadischargefromyouwithdueregardtomyownhonour-youwouldbemaderesponsible。’’ Iwillansweritwithmyhead,ifnecessary,’’saidWaverley,impetuously。Ihavebeentheunhappycauseofthelossofyourchild-makemenotthemurdererofyourwife。’’ No,mydearEdward,’’saidTalbot,takinghimkindlybythehand,youareinnorespecttoblame;andifIconcealedthisdomesticdistressfortwodays,itwaslestyoursensibilityshouldviewitinthatlight。Youcouldnotthinkofme,hardlyknewofmyexistence,whenIleftEnglandinquestofyou。Itisaresponsibility,Heavenknows,sufficientlyheavyformortality,thatwemustanswerfortheforeseenanddirectresultofouractions,-fortheirindirectandconsequentialoperation,thegreatandgoodBeing,whoalonecanforeseethedependenceofhumaneventsoneachother,hathnotpronouncedhisfrailcreaturesliable。’’ ButthatyoushouldhaveleftLadyEmily,’’saidWaverley,withmuchemotion,inthesituationofallothersthemostinterestingtoahusband,toseeka’’ Ionlydidmyduty,’’answeredColonelTalbot,calmly,andIdonot,oughtnottoregretit。Ifthepathofgratitudeandhonourwerealwayssmoothandeasy,therewouldbelittlemeritinfollowingit;butitmovesoftenincontradictiontoourinterestandpassions,andsometimestoourbetteraffections。 Thesearethetrialsoflife,andthis,thoughnottheleastbitter,’’(thetearscameunbiddentohiseyes)isnotthefirstwhichithasbeenmyfatetoencounter-Butwewilltalkofthisto-morrow,’’hesaid,wringingWaverley’shands。 Good-night;strivetoforgetitforafewhours。Itwilldawn,Ithink,bysix,anditisnowpasttwo。Good-night。’’ Edwardretired,withouttrustinghisvoicewithareply。 WhenColonelTalbotenteredthebreakfast-parlournextmorning,helearnedfromWaverley’sservantthatourherohadbeenabroadatanearlyhour,andwasnotyetreturned。Themorningwaswelladvancedbeforeheagainappeared。Hearrivedoutofbreath,butwithanairofjoythatastonishedColonelTalbot。 There,’’saidhe,throwingapaperonthetable,thereismymorning’swork-Alick,packuptheColonel’sclothes。 Makehaste,makehaste。’’ TheColonelexaminedthepaperwithastonishment。ItwasapassfromtheChevaliertoColonelTalbot,torepairtoLeith,oranyotherportinpossessionofhisRoyalHighness’stroops,andtheretoembarkforEnglandorelsewhere,athisfreepleasure;heonlygivinghisparoleofhonournottobeararmsagainstthehouseofStuartforthespaceofatwelvemonth。 InthenameofGod,’’saidtheColonel,hiseyessparklingwitheagerness,howdidyouobtainthis?’’ IwasattheChevalier’sleveeassoonasheusuallyrises。 HewasgonetothecampatDuddingston。Ipursuedhimthither;askedandobtainedanaudience-butIwilltellyounotawordmore,unlessIseeyoubegintopack。’’ BeforeIknowwhetherIcanavailmyselfofthispassport,orhowitwasobtained?’’ O,youcantakeoutthethingsagain,youknow-Now,I seeyoubusy,Iwillgoon。WhenIfirstmentionedyourname,hiseyessparkledalmostasbrightasyoursdidtwominutessince。`Hadyou,’heearnestlyasked,`shownanysentimentsfavourabletohiscause?’`Notintheleast,norwasthereanyhopeyouwoulddoso。’Hiscountenancefell。I requestedyourfreedom。`Impossible,’hesaid;-`yourimportance,asafriendandconfidantofsuchandsuchpersonages,mademyrequestaltogetherextravagant。’Itoldhimmyownstoryandyours;andaskedhimtojudgewhatmyfeelingsmustbebyhisown。Hehasaheart,andakindone,ColonelTalbot,youmaysaywhatyouplease。Hetookasheetofpaper,andwrotethepasswithhisownhand。`Iwillnottrustmyselfwithmycouncil,’hesaid;`theywillarguemeoutofwhatisright。Iwillnotendurethatafriend,valuedasI valueyou,shouldbeloadedwiththepainfulreflectionswhichmustafflictyouincaseoffurthermisfortuneinColonelTalbot’sfamily;norwillIkeepabraveenemyaprisonerundersuchcircumstances。Besides,’saidhe,`IthinkIcanjustifymyselftomyprudentadvisers,bypleadingthegoodeffectsuchlenitywillproduceonthemindsofthegreatEnglishfamilieswithwhomColonelTalbotisconnected。’ Therethepoliticianpeepedout,’’saidtheColonel。 Well,atleastheconcludedlikeaking’sson-`Takethepassport;Ihaveaddedaconditionforform’ssake;butiftheColonelobjectstoit,lethimdepartwithoutgivinganyparolewhatever。Icomeheretowarwithmen,butnottodistressorendangerwomen。’’’ Well,IneverthoughttohavebeensomuchindebtedtothePretend’’ TothePrince,’’saidWaverley,smiling。 TotheChevalier,’’saidtheColonel;itisagoodtravellingname,andwhichwemaybothfreelyuse。Didhesayanythingmore?’’ Onlyaskediftherewasanythingelsehecouldobligemein;andwhenIrepliedinthenegative,heshookmebythehand,andwishedallhisfollowerswereasconsiderate,sincesomefriendsofminenotonlyaskedallhehadtobestow,butmanythingswhichwereentirelyoutofhispower,orthatofthegreatestsovereignuponearth。Indeed,hesaid,noprinceseemed,intheeyesofhisfollowers,soliketheDeityashimself,ifyouweretojudgefromtheextravagantrequestswhichtheydailypreferredtohim。’’ Pooryounggentleman!’’saidtheColonel;Isupposehebeginstofeelthedifficultiesofhissituation。Well,dearWaverley,thisismorethankind,andshallnotbeforgottenwhilePhilipTalbotcanrememberanything。Mylife-pshaw-letEmilythankyouforthat-thisisafavourworthfiftylives。Icannothesitateongivingmyparoleinthecircumstances: thereitis-(hewroteitoutinform)-andnow,howamItogetoff?’’ Allthatissettled:yourbaggageispacked,myhorseswait,andaboathasbeenengaged,bythePrince’spermission,toputyouonboardtheFoxfrigate。IsentamessengerdowntoLeithonpurpose。’’ Thatwilldoexcellentlywell。CaptainBeaverismyparticularfriend:hewillputmeashoreatBerwickorShields,fromwhenceIcanrideposttoLondon;-andyoumustentrustmewiththepacketofpaperswhichyourecoveredbymeansofyourMissBeanLean。Imayhaveanopportunityofusingthemtoyouradvantage-ButIseeyourHighlandfriend,Glenwhatdoyoucallhisbarbarousname?andhisorderlywithhim-Imustnotcallhimhisorderlycut-throatanymore,Isuppose。Seehowhewalksasiftheworldwerehisown,withthebonnetononesideofhishead,andhisplaidpuffedoutacrosshisbreast!Ishouldlikenowtomeetthatyouthwheremyhandswerenottied:Iwouldtamehispride,orheshouldtamemine。’’ Forshame,ColonelTalbot!youswellatsightoftartan,asthebullissaidtodoatscarlet。YouandMac-Ivorhavesomepointsnotmuchunlike,sofarasnationalprejudiceisconcerned。’’ Thelatterpartofthisdiscoursetookplaceinthestreet。 TheypassedtheChief,theColonelandhesternlyandpunctiliouslygreetingeachother,liketwoduellistsbeforetheytaketheirground。Itwasevidentthedislikewasmutual。I neverseethatsurlyfellowthatdogshisheels,’’saidtheColonel,afterhehadmountedhishorse,butheremindsmeoflinesI havesomewhereheard-uponthestage,Ithink:- ClosebehindhimStalkssullenBertram,likeasorcerer’sfiend,Pressingtobeemployed。’’ Iassureyou,Colonel,’’saidWaverley,thatyoujudgetooharshlyoftheHighlanders。’’ Notawhit,notawhit;Icannotsparethemajot-I cannotbatethemanace。Letthemstayintheirownbarrenmountains,andpuffandswell,andhangtheirbonnetsonthehornsofthemoon,iftheyhaveamind:butwhatbusinesshavetheytocomewherepeoplewearbreeches,andspeakanintelligiblelanguage?Imeanintelligibleincomparisonwiththeirgibberish,foreventheLowlanderstalkakindofEnglishlittlebetterthanthenegroesinJamaica。IcouldpitythePr,ImeantheChevalierhimself,forhavingsomanydesperadoesabouthim。Andtheylearntheirtradesoearly。 Thereisakindofsubalternimp,forexample,asortofsuckingdevil,whomyourfriendGlenna-Glenamuckthere,hassometimesinhistrain。Tolookathimheisaboutfifteenyears; butheisacenturyoldinmischiefandvillany。Hewasplayingatquoitstheotherdayinthecourt;agentleman-adecent-lookingpersonenough-camepast,andasaquoithithisshin,heliftedhiscane:butmyyoungbravowhipsouthispistol,likeBeauClincherinthetriptotheJubilee,andhadnotascreamof_Gardezl’eau_fromanupperwindowsetallpartiesascamperingforfearoftheinevitableconsequences,thepoorgentlemanwouldhavelosthislifebythehandsofthatlittlecockatrice。’’ Afinecharacteryou’llgiveofScotlanduponyourreturn,ColonelTalbot。’’ O,JusticeShallow,’’saidtheColonel,willsavemethetrouble-`Barren,barren-beggarsall,beggarsall。Marry,goodair,’-andthatonlywhenyouarefairlyoutofEdinburgh,andnotyetcometoLeith,asisourcaseatpresent。’’ Inashorttimetheyarrivedattheseaport: TheboatrockedatthepierofLeith,Fullloudthewindblewdowntheferry; TheshiprodeattheBerwickLaw Farewell,Colonel;mayyoufindallasyouwouldwishit! Perhapswemaymeetsoonerthanyouexpect:theytalkofanimmediateroutetoEngland。’’