第1章

类别:其他 作者:Anne Sexton字数:874更新时间:18/12/22 09:57:27
Mineeyesaresoconfused,Mycheekitissopale,Myheadissobemused,Arealmoffairy—tale。 Iwanted,boldlydaring,Sea—goingwaystofollow,Whereathousandcragsrisesoaring,AndFloodsflowbleakandhollow。 IclungtoThoughthigh—soaring,Onitstwowingsdidride,Andthoughstormwindswereroaring,AlldangerIdefied。 Ididnotfalterthere,ButeverondidpressWiththewildeagle\'sstareOnjourneyslimitless。 AndthoughtheSirenspinsHermusicsoendearingWherebytheheartshewins—— Igavethatsoundnohearing。 IturnedawaymineearFromthesweetsoundsIheard,MybosomdidaspireToaloftierreward。 Alas,thewavesspedon,Atresttheywouldnotbe; TheresweptbymanyaoneTooswiftformetosee。 WithmagicpowerandwordIcastwhatspellsIknew,Butforththewavesstillroared,Tilltheyweregonefromview。 AndbytheFloodsorepressed,Anddizzyatthesight,ItumbledfromthathostIntothemistynight。 AndwhenIroseagainFromfruitlesstoilatlast,Mypowersallweregone,Andalltheheart\'sglowlostAndtrembling,pale,IlongGazedintomyownbreast; BynouplifitingsongWasmyafflictionblessed。 Mysongswereflown,alack; ThesweetestArtwasgone—— NoGodwouldgiveitbackNorGraceofDeathlessOne。 TheFortresshadsunkdownThatoncesobolddidstand; Thefieryglowwasdrowned,Voidwasthebosom\'sland。 Thenshoneyourradiance,Thepurestlightofsoul,WhereinachangingdanceRoundEarththeHeavensroll。 ThenwasIcaptivebound,Thenwasmyvisionclear,ForIhadtrulyfoundWhatmydarkstrivingswere。 Soulrangmorestrong,morefree,Outofthedeep—stirredbreastIntriumphheavenly,Andinsheerhappiness。 MyspiritsthenandthereSoared,jubilantandgay,And,likeasorcerer,TheircoursesdidIsway。 Ileftthewavesthatrush,Thefloodsthatchangeandflow,Onthehighclifftocrash,Butsavedtheinnerglow。 AndwhatmySoul,Fate—drivenNeverinflighto\'ertook,Thattomyheartwasgiven,Wasgrantedbyyourlook。 (writtenbetweenNovember1836andFebruary1837)