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PoemsbyWilfredOwenWithanIntroductionbySiegfriedSassoonIntroductionInwritinganIntroductionsuchasthisitisgoodtobebrief。 Thepoemsprintedinthisbookneednopreliminarycommendationsfrommeoranyoneelse。TheauthorhasleftushisownfragmentarybutimpressiveForeword;this,andhisPoems,canspeakforhim,backedbytheauthorityofhisexperienceasaninfantrysoldier,andsustainedbynobilityandoriginalityofstyle。AllthatwasstrongestinWilfredOwensurvivesinhispoems;anysuperficialimpressionsofhispersonality,anyrecordsofhisconversation,behaviour,orappearance,wouldbeirrelevantandunseemly。Thecuriositywhichdemandssuchmorselswouldbeincapableofappreciatingtherichnessofhiswork。 Thediscussionofhisexperimentsinassonanceanddissonance(ofwhich~StrangeMeeting~isthefinestexample)maybelefttotheprofessionalcriticsofverse,themajorityofwhomwillbemorepreoccupiedwithsuchtechnicaldetailsthanwiththeprofoundhumanityoftheself—revelationmanifestedinsuchmagnificentlinesasthoseattheendofhis~ApologiaproPoemateMeo~,andinthatotherpoemwhichhenamed~GreaterLove~。 TheimportanceofhiscontributiontotheliteratureoftheWarcannotbedecidedbythosewho,likemyself,bothadmiredhimasapoetandvaluedhimasafriend。HisconclusionsaboutWararesoentirelyinaccordancewithmyownthatIcannotattempttojudgehisworkwithanycriticaldetachment。Icanonlyaffirmthathewasamanofabsoluteintegrityofmind。Heneverwrotehispoems(assomanywar—poetsdid)tomaketheeffectofapersonalgesture。 Hepitiedothers;hedidnotpityhimself。Inthelastyearofhislifeheattainedaclearvisionofwhatheneededtosay,andthesepoemssurvivehimashistrueandsplendidtestament。 WilfredOwenwasbornatOswestryon18thMarch1893。HewaseducatedattheBirkenheadInstitute,andmatriculatedatLondonUniversityin1910。 In1913heobtainedaprivatetutorshipnearBordeaux,whereheremaineduntil1915。DuringthisperiodhebecameacquaintedwiththeeminentFrenchpoet,LaurentTailhade,towhomheshowedhisearlyverses,andfromwhomhereceivedconsiderableencouragement。 In1915,inspiteofdelicatehealth,hejoinedtheArtists’RiflesO。T。C。,wasgazettedtotheManchesterRegiment,andservedwiththeir2ndBattalioninFrancefromDecember1916toJune1917,whenhewasinvalidedhome。 FourteenmonthslaterhereturnedtotheWesternFrontandservedwiththesameBattalion,ultimatelycommandingaCompany。 HewasawardedtheMilitaryCrossforgallantrywhiletakingpartinsomeheavyfightingon1stOctober。Hewaskilledon4thNovember1918,whileendeavouringtogethismenacrosstheSambreCanal。 Amonthbeforehisdeathhewrotetohismother:\"Mynervesareinperfectorder。Icameoutagaininordertohelptheseboys; directly,byleadingthemaswellasanofficercan; indirectly,bywatchingtheirsufferingsthatImayspeakofthemaswellasapleadercan。\"Lethisownwordsbehisepitaph:—— ~\"Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery; Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery。\"~ SiegfriedSassoon。 POEMS PrefaceThisbookisnotaboutheroes。EnglishPoetryisnotyetfittospeakofthem。Norisitaboutdeedsorlands,noranythingaboutglory,honour,dominionorpower,exceptWar。 Aboveall,thisbookisnotconcernedwithPoetry。 ThesubjectofitisWar,andthepityofWar。 ThePoetryisinthepity。 Yettheseelegiesarenottothisgeneration,Thisisinnosenseconsolatory。 Theymaybetothenext。 Allthepoetcandoto—dayistowarn。 ThatiswhythetruePoetsmustbetruthful。 IfIthoughttheletterofthisbookwouldlast,Imighthaveusedpropernames;butifthespiritofitsurvivesPrussia,—— myambitionandthosenameswillbecontent;fortheywillhaveachievedthemselvesfresherfieldsthanFlanders。 Note。——ThisPrefacewasfound,inanunfinishedcondition,amongWilfredOwen’spapers。 ContentsPrefaceStrangeMeetingGreaterLoveApologiaproPoemateMeoTheShowMentalCasesParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungArmsandtheBoyAnthemforDoomedYouthTheSend—offInsensibilityDulceetDecorumestTheSentryTheDead—BeatExposureSpringOffensiveTheChancesS。I。W。 FutilitySmile,Smile,SmileConsciousATerreWildwithallRegretsDisabledTheEnd StrangeMeetingItseemedthatoutofthebattleIescapedDownsomeprofounddulltunnel,longsincescoopedThroughgraniteswhichTitanicwarshadgroined。 Yetalsothereencumberedsleepersgroaned,Toofastinthoughtordeathtobebestirred。 Then,asIprobedthem,onesprangup,andstaredWithpiteousrecognitioninfixedeyes,Liftingdistressfulhandsasiftobless。 Andbyhissmile,Iknewthatsullenhall; Withathousandfearsthatvision’sfacewasgrained; Yetnobloodreachedtherefromtheupperground,Andnogunsthumped,ordownthefluesmademoan。 \"Strange,friend,\"Isaid,\"Hereisnocausetomourn。\" \"None,\"saidtheother,\"Savetheundoneyears,Thehopelessness。Whateverhopeisyours,Wasmylifealso;IwenthuntingwildAfterthewildestbeautyintheworld,Whichliesnotcalmineyes,orbraidedhair,Butmocksthesteadyrunningofthehour,Andifitgrieves,grievesrichlierthanhere。 Forbymygleemightmanymenhavelaughed,Andofmyweepingsomethinghasbeenleft,Whichmustdienow。Imeanthetruthuntold,Thepityofwar,thepitywardistilled。 Nowmenwillgocontentwithwhatwespoiled。 Or,discontent,boilbloody,andbespilled。 Theywillbeswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress,Nonewillbreakranks,thoughnationstrekfromprogress。 Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery; Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery; TomissthemarchofthisretreatingworldIntovaincitadelsthatarenotwalled。 Then,whenmuchbloodhadcloggedtheirchariot—wheelsIwouldgoupandwashthemfromsweetwells,Evenwithtruthsthatlietoodeepfortaint。 IwouldhavepouredmyspiritwithoutstintButnotthroughwounds;notonthecessofwar。 Foreheadsofmenhavebledwherenowoundswere。 Iamtheenemyyoukilled,myfriend。 Iknewyouinthisdark;forsoyoufrownedYesterdaythroughmeasyoujabbedandkilled。 Iparried;butmyhandswereloathandcold。 Letussleepnow……\" (Thispoemwasfoundamongtheauthor’spapers。 Itendsonthisstrangenote。) ~AnotherVersion~ Earth’swheelsrunoiledwithblood。Forgetwethat。 Letusliedownanddigourselvesinthought。 Beautyisyoursandyouhavemastery,Wisdomismine,andIhavemystery。 Wetwowillstaybehindandkeepourtroth。 Letusforegomen’smindsthatarebrute’snatures,Letusnotsupthebloodwhichsomesaynurtures,Bewenotswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress。 Letusbreakranksfromthosewhotrekfromprogress。 MisswethemarchofthisretreatingworldIntooldcitadelsthatarenotwalled。 Letuslieoutandholdtheopentruth。 ThenwhentheirbloodhathcloggedthechariotwheelsWewillgoupandwashthemfromdeepwells。 WhatthoughwesinkfrommenaspitchersfallingManyshallraiseusuptobetheirfillingEvenfromwellswesunktoodeepforwarAndfilledbybrowsthatbledwherenowoundswere。 ~Alternativeline——~ EvenasOnewhobledwherenowoundswere。 GreaterLoveRedlipsarenotsoredAsthestainedstoneskissedbytheEnglishdead。 KindnessofwooedandwooerSeemsshametotheirlovepure。 OLove,youreyesloselureWhenIbeholdeyesblindedinmystead! YourslenderattitudeTremblesnotexquisitelikelimbsknife—skewed,RollingandrollingthereWhereGodseemsnottocare; TillthefierceLovetheybearCrampsthemindeath’sextremedecrepitude。 Yourvoicesingsnotsosoft,—— Thoughevenaswindmurmuringthroughrafteredloft,—— Yourdearvoiceisnotdear,Gentle,andeveningclear,AstheirswhomnonenowhearNowearthhasstoppedtheirpiteousmouthsthatcoughed。 Heart,youwereneverhot,Norlarge,norfulllikeheartsmadegreatwithshot; Andthoughyourhandbepale,PalerareallwhichtrailYourcrossthroughflameandhail: Weep,youmayweep,foryoumaytouchthemnot。 ApologiaproPoemateMeoI,too,sawGodthroughmud—— Themudthatcrackedoncheekswhenwretchessmiled。 Warbroughtmoreglorytotheireyesthanblood,Andgavetheirlaughsmoregleethanshakesachild。 Merryitwastolaughthere—— Wheredeathbecomesabsurdandlifeabsurder。 ForpowerwasonusasweslashedbonesbareNottofeelsicknessorremorseofmurder。 I,too,havedroppedofffear—— Behindthebarrage,deadasmyplatoon,Andsailedmyspiritsurging,lightandclearPasttheentanglementwherehopeslaystrewn; Andwitnessedexultation—— Facesthatusedtocurseme,scowlforscowl,Shineandliftupwithpassionofoblation,Seraphicforanhour;thoughtheywerefoul。 Ihavemadefellowships—— Untoldofhappyloversinoldsong。 ForloveisnotthebindingoffairlipsWiththesoftsilkofeyesthatlookandlong,ByJoy,whoseribbonslips,—— Butwoundwithwar’shardwirewhosestakesarestrong; Boundwiththebandageofthearmthatdrips; Knitintheweldingoftherifle—thong。 IhaveperceivedmuchbeautyInthehoarseoathsthatkeptourcouragestraight; Heardmusicinthesilentnessofduty; Foundpeacewhereshell—stormsspoutedreddestspate。 Nevertheless,exceptyoushareWiththeminhellthesorrowfuldarkofhell,Whoseworldisbutthetremblingofaflare,Andheavenbutasthehighwayforashell,Youshallnotheartheirmirth: YoushallnotcometothinkthemwellcontentByanyjestofmine。ThesemenareworthYourtears:Youarenotworththeirmerriment。 ~November~1917。 TheShowMysoullookeddownfromavagueheightwithDeath,AsunrememberinghowIroseorwhy,Andsawasadland,weakwithsweatsofdearth,Gray,crateredlikethemoonwithhollowwoe,Andfittedwithgreatpocksandscabsofplaques。 Acrossitsbeard,thathorrorofharshwire,Theremovedthincaterpillars,slowlyuncoiled。 ItseemedtheypushedthemselvestobeasplugsOfditches,wheretheywrithedandshrivelled,killed。 BythemhadslimypathsbeentrailedandscrapedRoundmyriadwartsthatmightbelittlehills。 Fromgloom’slastdregstheselong—strungcreaturescrept,Andvanishedoutofdawndownhiddenholes。 (AndsmellcameupfromthosefoulopeningsAsoutofmouths,ordeepwoundsdeepening。) Onditheringfeetupgathered,moreandmore,Brownstringstowardsstringsofgray,withbristlingspines,Allmigrantsfromgreenfields,intentonmire。 Thosethatweregray,ofmoreabundantspawns,Rampedontherestandatethemandwereeaten。 Isawtheirbittenbackscurve,loop,andstraighten,Iwatchedthoseagoniescurl,lift,andflatten。 Whereat,interrorwhatthatsightmightmean,Ireeledandshiveredearthwardlikeafeather。 AndDeathfellwithme,likeadeepeningmoan。 AndHe,pickingamannerofworm,whichhalfhadhidItsbruisesintheearth,butcrawlednofurther,Showedmeitsfeet,thefeetofmanymen,Andthefresh—severedheadofit,myhead。 MentalCasesWhoarethese?Whysittheyhereintwilight? Whereforerockthey,purgatorialshadows,Droopingtonguesfromjawsthatslobtheirrelish,Baringteeththatleerlikeskulls’tongueswicked? Strokeonstrokeofpain,——butwhatslowpanic,Gougedthesechasmsroundtheirfrettedsockets? EverfromtheirhairandthroughtheirhandpalmsMiseryswelters。SurelywehaveperishedSleeping,andwalkhell;butwhothesehellish? ——ThesearemenwhosemindstheDeadhaveravished。 Memoryfingersintheirhairofmurders,Multitudinousmurderstheyoncewitnessed。 Wadingsloughsoffleshthesehelplesswander,Treadingbloodfromlungsthathadlovedlaughter。 Alwaystheymustseethesethingsandhearthem,Batterofgunsandshatterofflyingmuscles,CarnageincomparableandhumansquanderRuckedtoothickforthesemen’sextrication。 ThereforestilltheireyeballsshrinktormentedBackintotheirbrains,becauseontheirsenseSunlightseemsabloodsmear;nightcomesblood—black; Dawnbreaksopenlikeawoundthatbleedsafresh——Thustheirheadswearthishilarious,hideous,Awfulfalsenessofset—smilingcorpses。 ——Thustheirhandsarepluckingateachother; Pickingattherope—knoutsoftheirscourging; Snatchingafteruswhosmotethem,brother,Pawinguswhodealtthemwarandmadness。 ParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungSoAbramrose,andclavethewood,andwent,Andtookthefirewithhim,andaknife。 Andastheysojournedbothofthemtogether,Isaacthefirst—bornspakeandsaid,MyFather,Beholdthepreparations,fireandiron,Butwherethelambforthisburnt—offering? ThenAbramboundtheyouthwithbeltsandstraps,Andbuildedparapetsandtrenchesthere,Andstretch\\edforththeknifetoslayhisson。 Whenlo!anangelcalledhimoutofheaven,Saying,Laynotthyhanduponthelad,Neitherdoanythingtohim。Behold,Aramcaughtinathicketbyitshorns; OffertheRamofPrideinsteadofhim。 Buttheoldmanwouldnotso,butslewhisson…… ArmsandtheBoyLettheboytryalongthisbayonet—bladeHowcoldsteelis,andkeenwithhungerofblood; Bluewithallmalice,likeamadman’sflash; Andthinlydrawnwithfamishingforflesh。 Lendhimtostroketheseblind,bluntbullet—headsWhichlongtomuzzleintheheartsoflads。 Orgivehimcartridgesoffinezincteeth,Sharpwiththesharpnessofgriefanddeath。 Forhisteethseemforlaughingroundanapple。 Therelurknoclawsbehindhisfingerssupple; AndGodwillgrownotalonsathisheels,Norantlersthroughthethicknessofhiscurls。 AnthemforDoomedYouthWhatpassing—bellsforthesewhodieascattle? Onlythemonstrousangeroftheguns。 Onlythestutteringrifles’rapidrattleCanpatterouttheirhastyorisons。 Nomockeriesforthem;noprayersnorbells,Noranyvoiceofmourningsavethechoirs,—— Theshrill,dementedchoirsofwailingshells; Andbuglescallingforthemfromsadshires。 Whatcandlesmaybeheldtospeedthemall? Notinthehandsofboys,butintheireyesShallshinetheholyglimmersofgoodbyes。 Thepallorofgirls’browsshallbetheirpall; Theirflowersthetendernessofpatientminds,Andeachslowduskadrawing—downofblinds。 TheSend—offDowntheclose,darkeninglanestheysangtheirwayTothesiding—shed,Andlinedthetrainwithfacesgrimlygay。 TheirbreastswerestuckallwhitewithwreathandsprayAsmen’sare,dead。 Dullporterswatchedthem,andacasualtrampStoodstaringhard,Sorrytomissthemfromtheuplandcamp。 Then,unmoved,signalsnodded,andalampWinkedtotheguard。 Sosecretly,likewrongshushed—up,theywent。 Theywerenotours: Weneverheardtowhichfronttheseweresent。 NorthereiftheyyetmockwhatwomenmeantWhogavethemflowers。 ShalltheyreturntobeatingsofgreatbellsInwildtrainloads? Afew,afew,toofewfordrumsandyells,Maycreepback,silent,tostillvillagewellsUphalf—knownroads。 InsensibilityI HappyaremenwhoyetbeforetheyarekilledCanlettheirveinsruncold。 WhomnocompassionfleersOrmakestheirfeetSoreonthealleyscobbledwiththeirbrothers。 Thefrontlinewithers,Buttheyaretroopswhofade,notflowersForpoets’tearfulfooling: Men,gapsforfillingLosseswhomighthavefoughtLonger;butnoonebothers。 II AndsomeceasefeelingEventhemselvesorforthemselves。 DullnessbestsolvesTheteaseanddoubtofshelling,AndChance’sstrangearithmeticComessimplerthanthereckoningoftheirshilling。 TheykeepnocheckonArmies’decimation。 III Happyarethesewholoseimagination: Theyhaveenoughtocarrywithammunition。 Theirspiritdragsnopack。 Theiroldwoundssavewithcoldcannotmoreache。 Havingseenallthingsred,TheireyesareridOfthehurtofthecolourofbloodforever。 Andterror’sfirstconstrictionover,Theirheartsremainsmalldrawn。 TheirsensesinsomescorchingcauteryofbattleNowlongsinceironed,Canlaughamongthedying,unconcerned。 IV Happythesoldierhome,withnotanotionHowsomewhere,everydawn,somemenattack,Andmanysighsaredrained。 Happytheladwhosemindwasnevertrained: Hisdaysareworthforgettingmorethannot。 HesingsalongthemarchWhichwemarchtaciturn,becauseofdusk,Thelong,forlorn,relentlesstrendFromlargerdaytohugernight。 V Wewise,whowithathoughtbesmirchBloodoveralloursoul,HowshouldweseeourtaskButthroughhisbluntandlashlesseyes? Alive,heisnotvitalovermuch; Dying,notmortalovermuch; Norsad,norproud,Norcuriousatall。 HecannottellOldmen’splacidityfromhis。 VI Butcursedaredullardswhomnocannonstuns,Thattheyshouldbeasstones。 Wretchedarethey,andmeanWithpaucitythatneverwassimplicity。 BychoicetheymadethemselvesimmuneTopityandwhatevermournsinmanBeforethelastseaandthehaplessstars; Whatevermournswhenmanyleavetheseshores; WhateversharesTheeternalreciprocityoftears。 DulceetDecorumestBentdouble,likeoldbeggarsundersacks,Knock—kneed,coughinglikehags,wecursedthroughsludge,Tillonthehauntingflaresweturnedourbacks,Andtowardsourdistantrestbegantotrudge。 Menmarchedasleep。Manyhadlosttheirboots,Butlimpedon,blood—shod。Allwentlame,allblind; Drunkwithfatigue;deafeventothehootsOfgas—shellsdroppingsoftlybehind。 Gas!GAS!Quick,boys!——AnecstasyoffumblingFittingtheclumsyhelmetsjustintime,ButsomeonestillwasyellingoutandstumblingAndflound’ringlikeamaninfireorlime。—— Dimthroughthemistypanesandthickgreenlight,Asunderagreensea,Isawhimdrowning。 InallmydreamsbeforemyhelplesssightHeplungesatme,guttering,choking,drowning。 Ifinsomesmotheringdreams,youtoocouldpaceBehindthewagonthatweflunghimin,Andwatchthewhiteeyeswrithinginhisface,Hishangingface,likeadevil’ssickofsin,Ifyoucouldhear,ateveryjolt,thebloodComegarglingfromthefroth—corruptedlungsBitterasthecudOfvile,incurablesoresoninnocenttongues,—— Myfriend,youwouldnottellwithsuchhighzestTochildrenardentforsomedesperateglory,TheoldLie:~DulceetdecorumestPropatriamori~。 TheSentryWe’dfoundanoldBochedug—out,andheknew,Andgaveushell,forshellonfranticshellHammeredontop,butneverquiteburstthrough。 Rain,gutteringdowninwaterfallsofslimeKeptslushwaisthigh,thatrisinghourbyhour,Chokedupthestepstoothickwithclaytoclimb。 Whatmurkofairremainedstankold,andsourWithfumesofwhizz—bangs,andthesmellofmenWho’dlivedthereyears,andlefttheircurseintheden,Ifnottheircorpses…… ThereweherdedfromtheblastOfwhizz—bangs,butonefoundourdooratlast。 Buffetingeyesandbreath,snuffingthecandles。 Andthud!flump!thud!downthesteepstepscamethumpingAndsplashingintheflood,delugingmuck—— Thesentry’sbody;thenhisrifle,handlesOfoldBochebombs,andmudinruckonruck。 Wedredgedhimup,forkilled,untilhewhined\"Osir,myeyes——I’mblind——I’mblind,I’mblind!\" Coaxing,IheldaflameagainsthislidsAndsaidifhecouldseetheleastblurredlightHewasnotblind;intimehe’dgetallright。 \"Ican’t,\"hesobbed。Eyeballs,huge—bulgedlikesquidsWatchmydreamsstill;butIforgothimthereInpostingnextforduty,andsendingascoutTobegastretchersomewhere,andflounderingaboutTootherpostsundertheshriekingair。 Thoseotherwretches,howtheybledandspewed,Andonewhowouldhavedrownedhimselfforgood,—— Itrynottorememberthesethingsnow。 Letdreadharkbackforonewordonly:howHalf—listeningtothatsentry’smoansandjumps,Andthewildchatteringofhisbrokenteeth,RenewedmosthorriblywhenevercrumpsPummelledtheroofandsloggedtheairbeneath—— Throughthedensedin,Isay,weheardhimshout\"Iseeyourlights!\"Butourshadlongdiedout。 TheDead—BeatHedropped,——moresullenlythanwearily,Laystupidlikeacod,heavylikemeat,Andnoneofuscouldkickhimtohisfeet; Justblinkedatmyrevolver,blearily; ——Didn’tappeartoknowawarwason,Orseetheblastedtrenchatwhichhestared。 \"I’lldo’emin,\"hewhined,\"Ifthishand’sspared,I’llmurderthem,Iwill。\" Alowvoicesaid,\"It’sBlighty,p’raps,hesees;hispluck’sallgone,Dreamingofallthevaliant,that~aren’t~dead: Bolduncles,smilingministerially; Maybehisbraveyoungwife,gettingherfunInsomenewhome,improvedmaterially。 It’snotthesestiffshavecrazedhim;northeHun。\" Wesenthimdownatlast,outoftheway。 Unwounded;——stoutlad,too,beforethatstrafe。 Malingering?Stretcher—bearerswinked,\"Nothalf!\" NextdayIheardtheDoc。’swell—whiskiedlaugh: \"Thatscumyousentlastnightsoondied。Hooray!\" ExposureI Ourbrainsache,inthemercilessicedeastwindsthatknifeus…… Weariedwekeepawakebecausethenightissilent…… Lowdroopingflaresconfuseourmemoryofthesalient…… Worriedbysilence,sentrieswhisper,curious,nervous,Butnothinghappens。 Watching,wehearthemadguststuggingonthewire。 Liketwitchingagoniesofmenamongitsbrambles。 Northwardincessantly,theflickeringgunneryrumbles,Faroff,likeadullrumourofsomeotherwar。 Whatarewedoinghere? Thepoignantmiseryofdawnbeginstogrow…… Weonlyknowwarlasts,rainsoaks,andcloudssagstormy。 DawnmassingintheeasthermelancholyarmyAttacksoncemoreinranksonshiveringranksofgray,Butnothinghappens。 Suddensuccessiveflightsofbulletsstreakthesilence。 Lessdeadlythantheairthatshuddersblackwithsnow,Withsidelongflowingflakesthatflock,pauseandrenew,Wewatchthemwanderingupanddownthewind’snonchalance,Butnothinghappens。 II Paleflakeswithlingeringstealthcomefeelingforourfaces—— Wecringeinholes,backonforgottendreams,andstare,snow—dazed,Deepintograssierditches。Sowedrowse,sun—dozed,Litteredwithblossomstricklingwheretheblackbirdfusses。 Isitthatwearedying? Slowlyourghostsdraghome:glimpsingthesunkfiresglozedWithcrusteddark—redjewels;cricketsjinglethere; Forhourstheinnocentmicerejoice:thehouseistheirs; Shuttersanddoorsallclosed:onusthedoorsareclosed—— Weturnbacktoourdying。 Sincewebelievenototherwisecankindfiresburn; Noweversunssmiletrueonchild,orfield,orfruit。 ForGod’sinvinciblespringourloveismadeafraid; Therefore,notloath,welieouthere;thereforewereborn,ForloveofGodseemsdying。 To—night,Hisfrostwillfastenonthismudandus,Shrivellingmanyhandsandpuckeringforeheadscrisp。 Theburying—party,picksandshovelsintheirshakinggrasp,Pauseoverhalf—knownfaces。Alltheireyesareice,Butnothinghappens。 SpringOffensiveHaltedagainsttheshadeofalasthill,Theyfed,and,lyingeasy,wereateaseAnd,findingcomfortablechestsandkneesCarelesslyslept。ButmanytherestoodstillTofacethestark,blankskybeyondtheridge,Knowingtheirfeethadcometotheendoftheworld。 Marvellingtheystood,andwatchedthelonggrassswirledBytheMaybreeze,murmurouswithwaspandmidge,ForthoughthesummeroozedintotheirveinsLiketheinjecteddrugfortheirbones’pains,Sharpontheirsoulshungtheimminentlineofgrass,Fearfullyflashedthesky’smysteriousglass。 Hourafterhourtheyponderthewarmfield—— Andthefarvalleybehind,wherethebuttercupsHadblessedwithgoldtheirslowbootscomingup,Whereeventhelittlebrambleswouldnotyield,Butclutchedandclungtothemlikesorrowinghands; Theybreatheliketreesunstirred。 TilllikeacoldgustthrilledthelittlewordAtwhicheachbodyanditssoulbegirdAndtightenthemforbattle。NoalarmsOfbugles,nohighflags,noclamoroushaste—— OnlyaliftandflareofeyesthatfacedThesun,likeafriendwithwhomtheirloveisdone。 Olargershonethatsmileagainstthesun,—— Mightierthanhiswhosebountythesehavespurned。 So,soontheytoppedthehill,andracedtogetherOveranopenstretchofherbandheatherExposed。AndinstantlythewholeskyburnedWithfuryagainstthem;andsoftsuddencupsOpenedinthousandsfortheirblood;andthegreenslopesChasmedandsteepenedsheertoinfinitespace。 OfthemwhorunningonthatlasthighplaceLeapttoswiftunseenbullets,orwentupOnthehotblastandfuryofhell’supsurge,Orplungedandfellawaypastthisworld’sverge,SomesayGodcaughtthemevenbeforetheyfell。 Butwhatsaysuchasfromexistence’brinkVenturedbutdravetooswifttosink。 Thefewwhorushedinthebodytoenterhell,Andthereout—fiendingallitsfiendsandflamesWithsuperhumaninhumanities,Long—famousglories,immemorialshames—— Andcrawlingslowlyback,havebydegreesRegainedcoolpeacefulairinwonder—— Whyspeaktheynotofcomradesthatwentunder? TheChancesImindas’owthenightaforethatshowUsfivegottalking,——wewasintheknow,\"Overthetopto—morrer;boys,we’reforit,Firstwaveweare,firstruddywave;that’storeit。\" \"Ahwell,\"saysJimmy,——an’’e’sseensomescrappin’—— \"Thereain’tmorenorfivethingsascan’appen; Yegetknockedout;elsewounded——badorcushy; Scuppered;ornowtexceptyerfeelingmushy。\" Oneofusgottheknock—out,blowntochops。 T’otherwashurt,like,losin’both’isprops。 An’one,tousethewordof’ypocrites,’AdthemisfortoontobetookbyFritz。 Nowme,Iwasn’tscratched,praiseGodAlmighty(ThoughnexttimepleaseI’llthank’imforablighty),ButpooryoungJim,’e’slivin’an’’e’snot; ’Ereckoned’e’dfivechances,an’’e’s’ad; ’E’swounded,killed,andpris’ner,allthelot—— Theruddylotallrolledinone。Jim’smad。 S。I。W。 \"IwilltotheKing,Andofferhimconsolationinhistrouble,Forthatmantherehassethisteethtodie,Andbeingonethathatesobedience,Discipline,andorderlinessoflife,Icannotmournhim。\" W。B。Yeats。 Pattinggoodbye,doubtlesstheytoldtheladHe’dalwaysshowtheHunabraveman’sface; Fatherwouldsoonerhimdeadthanindisgrace,—— Wasproudtoseehimgoing,aye,andglad。 PerhapshisMotherwhimperedhowshe’dfretUntilhegotanice,safewoundtonurse。 Sisterswouldwishgirlstoocouldshoot,charge,curse,…… Brothers——wouldsendhisfavouritecigarette,Eachweek,monthaftermonth,theywrotethesame,ThinkinghimshelteredinsomeY。M。Hut,WhereonceanhourabulletmisseditsaimAndmissesteasedthehungerofhisbrain。 Hiseyesgrewoldwithwincing,andhishandRecklesswithague。Courageleaked,assandFromthebestsandbagsafteryearsofrain。 Butneverleave,wound,fever,trench—foot,shock,Untrappedthewretch。AnddeathseemedstillwithheldFortortureoflyingmachinallyshelled,Atthepleasureofthisworld’sPowerswho’drunamok。 He’dseenmenshoottheirhands,onnightpatrol,Theirpeopleneverknew。Yettheywerevile。 \"Deathsoonerthandishonour,that’sthestyle!\" SoFathersaid。 Onedawn,ourwirepatrolCarriedhim。Thistime,Deathhadnotmissed。 Wecoulddonothing,butwipehisbleedingcough。 Coulditbeaccident?——Riflesgooff…… Notsniped?No。(LatertheyfoundtheEnglishball。) Itwasthereasonedcrisisofhissoul。 AgainstthefiresthatwouldnotburnhimwholeButkepthimfordeath’sperjuryandscoffAndlife’shalf—promising,andboththeirriling。 Withhimtheyburiedthemuzzlehisteethhadkissed,AndtruthfullywrotetheMother\"Timdiedsmiling。\" FutilityMovehimintothesun—— Gentlyitstouchawokehimonce,Athome,whisperingoffieldsunsown。 Alwaysitwokehim,eveninFrance,Untilthismorningandthissnow。 IfanythingmightrousehimnowThekindoldsunwillknow。 Thinkhowitwakestheseeds—— Woke,once,theclaysofacoldstar。 Arelimbssodear—achieved,aresidesFull—nerved,——stillwarm,——toohardtostir? Wasitforthistheclaygrewtall? ——OwhatmadefatuoussunbeamstoilTobreakearth’ssleepatall? Smile,Smile,SmileHeadtolimphead,thesunk—eyedwoundedscannedYesterday’sMail;thecasualties(typedsmall) And(large)VastBootyfromourLatestHaul。 Also,theyreadofCheapHomes,notyetplanned; For,saidthepaper,\"WhenthiswarisdoneThemen’sfirstinstinctwillbemakinghomes。 Meanwhiletheirforemostneedisaerodromes,Itbeingcertainwarhasjustbegun。 Peacewoulddowrongtoourundyingdead,—— ThesonsweofferedmightregrettheydiedIfwegotnothinglastingintheirstead。 Wemustbesolidlyindemnified。 ThoughallbeworthyVictorywhichallbought,WerulerssittinginthisancientspotWouldwrongourveryselvesifweforgotThegreatestglorywillbetheirswhofought,Whokeptthisnationinintegrity。\" Nation?——Thehalf—limbedreadersdidnotchafeButsmiledatoneanothercuriouslyLikesecretmenwhoknowtheirsecretsafe。 Thisisthethingtheyknowandneverspeak,ThatEnglandonebyonehadfledtoFrance(NotmanyelsewherenowsaveunderFrance)。 Picturesofthesebroadsmilesappeareachweek,AndpeopleinwhosevoicerealfeelingringsSay:Howtheysmile!They’rehappynow,poorthings。 ~23rdSeptember~1918。 ConsciousHisfingerswake,andflutterupthebed。 Hiseyescomeopenwithapullofwill,Helpedbytheyellowmay—flowersbyhishead。 Ablind—corddrawlsacrossthewindow—sill…… Howsmooththefloorofthewardis!whatarug! Andwho’sthattalking,somewhereoutofsight? Whyaretheylaughing?What’sinsidethatjug? \"Nurse!Doctor!\"\"Yes;allright,allright。\" Butsuddenduskbewildersalltheair—— Thereseemsnotimetowantadrinkofwater。 Nurselookssofaraway。AndeverywhereMusicandrosesburntthroughcrimsonslaughter。 Cold;cold;he’scold;andyetsohot: Andthere’snolighttoseethevoicesby—— Notimetodream,andask——heknowsnotwhat。 ATerre(~BeingthephilosophyofmanySoldiers。~) Sitonthebed;I’mblind,andthreepartsshell,Becareful;can’tshakehandsnow;nevershall。 Botharmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes。 Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats。 Itriedtopegoutsoldierly——nouse! Onediesofwarlikeanyolddisease。 Thisbandagefeelslikepenniesonmyeyes。 Ihavemymedals?——Discstomakeeyesclose。 Mygloriousribbons?——RippedfrommyownbackInscarletshreds。(That’sforyourpoetrybook。) Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybrick! Weusedtosaywe’dhatetolivedeadold,—— Yetnow……I’dwillinglybepuffy,bald,Andpatriotic。BufferscatchfromboysAtleastthejokeshurledatthem。IsupposeLittleI’deverteachason,buthitting,Shooting,war,hunting,alltheartsofhurting。 Well,that’swhatIlearnt,——that,andmakingmoney。 Yourfiftyyearsaheadseemnonetoomany? TellmehowlongI’vegot?God!ForoneyearTohelpmyselftonothingmorethanair! OneSpring!Isonetoogoodtospare,toolong? Springwindwouldworkitsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。 Myservant’slamed,butlistenhowheshouts! WhenI’mluggedout,he’llstillbegoodforthat。 Hereinthismummy—case,youknow,I’vethoughtHowwellImighthaveswepthisfloorsforever,I’dasknonightoffwhenthebustle’sover,Enjoyingsothedirt。Who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn,Lesswarmthandustthatmixeswitharms’tan? I’dlovetobeasweep,now,blackasTown,Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload? OLife,Life,letmebreathe,——adug—outrat! Notworsethanourstheexistencesratslead—— Nosingalongatnightdownsomesafevat,Theyfindashell—proofhomebeforetheyrot。 Deadmenmayenvylivingmitesincheese,Orgoodgermseven。Microbeshavetheirjoys,Andsubdivide,andnevercometodeath,Certainlyflowershavetheeasiesttimeonearth。 \"Ishallbeonewithnature,herb,andstone。\" Shelleywouldtellme。Shelleywouldbestunned; ThedullestTommyhugsthatfancynow。 \"Pushingupdaisies,\"istheircreed,youknow。 Tograin,then,gomyfat,tobudsmysap,Foralltheusefulnessthereisinsoap。 D’youthinktheBochewilleverstewman—soup? Someday,nodoubt,if…… Friend,beverysureIshallbebetteroffwithplantsthatshareMorepeaceablythemeadowandtheshower。 Softrainswilltouchme,——astheycouldtouchonce,Andnothingbutthesunshallmakemeware。 Yourgunsmaycrasharoundme。I’llnothear; Or,ifIwince,IshallnotknowIwince。 Don’ttakemysoul’spoorcomfortforyourjest。 Soldiersmaygrowasoulwhenturnedtofronds,Butherethething’sbestleftathomewithfriends。 Mysoul’salittlegrief,grapplingyourchest,Toclimbyourthroatonsobs;easilychasedOnothersighsandwipedbyfresherwinds。 Carrymycryingspirittillit’sweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedthesewounds。 WildwithallRegrets(Anotherversionof\"ATerre\"。) ToSiegfriedSassoonMyarmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes! Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats,Myback’sbeenstiffforhours,damnedhours。 DeathnevergiveshissquadaStand—at—ease。 Ican’tread。There:it’snouse。Takeyourbook。 Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybuck! Wesaidwe’dhatetogrowdeadold。Butnow,Nottoliveoldseemsawful:nottorenewMyboyhoodwithmyboys,andteach’emhitting,Shootingandhunting,——alltheartsofhurting! ——Well,that’swhatIlearnt。That,andmakingmoney。 Yourfiftyyearsinstoreseemnonetoomany; ButI’vefiveminutes。God!ForjusttwoyearsTohelpmyselftothisgoodairofyours! OneSpring!Isonetoohardtospare?Toolong? Springairwouldfinditsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。 Yes,there’stheorderly。He’llchangethesheetsWhenI’mluggedout,oh,couldn’tIdothat? Hereinthiscoffinofabed,I’vethoughtI’dliketokneelandsweephisfloorsforever,—— Andasknonightsoffwhenthebustle’sover,ForI’denjoythedirt;who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,—— Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn? Deardust,——inrooms,onroads,onfaces’tan! I’dlovetobeasweep’sboy,blackasTown; Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload? Afleawoulddo。Ifonechapwasn’tbloody,Orwentstone—cold,I’dfindanotherbody。 WhichIshan’tmanagenow。Unlessit’syours。 Ishallstayinyou,friend,forsomefewhours。 You’llfeelmyheavyspiritchillyourchest,Andclimbyourthroatonsobs,untilit’schasedOnsighs,andwipedfromoffyourlipsbywind。 Ithinkonyourrichbreathing,brother,I’llbeweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedmefrommywound。 ~5thDecember~1917。 DisabledHesatinawheeledchair,waitingfordark,Andshiveredinhisghastlysuitofgrey,Legless,sewnshortatelbow。ThroughtheparkVoicesofboysrangsaddeninglikeahymn,Voicesofplayandpleasureafterday,Tillgatheringsleephadmotheredthemfromhim。 AboutthistimeTownusedtoswingsogayWhenglow—lampsbuddedinthelight—bluetreesAndgirlsglancedlovelierastheairgrewdim,——Intheoldtimes,beforehethrewawayhisknees。 NowhewillneverfeelagainhowslimGirls’waistsare,orhowwarmtheirsubtlehands,Allofthemtouchhimlikesomequeerdisease。 Therewasanartistsillyforhisface,Foritwasyoungerthanhisyouth,lastyear。 Nowheisold;hisbackwillneverbrace; He’slosthiscolourveryfarfromhere,Poureditdownshell—holestilltheveinsrandry,Andhalfhislifetimelapsedinthehotrace,Andleapofpurplespurtedfromhisthigh。 Onetimehelikedabloodsmeardownhisleg,Afterthematchescarriedshoulder—high。 Itwasafterfootball,whenhe’ddrunkapeg,Hethoughthe’dbetterjoin。Hewonderswhy…… Someonehadsaidhe’dlookagodinkilts。 That’swhy;andmaybe,too,topleasehisMeg,Aye,thatwasit,topleasethegiddyjilts,Heaskedtojoin。Hedidn’thavetobeg; Smilingtheywrotehislie;agednineteenyears。 Germanshescarcelythoughtof;andnofearsOfFearcameyet。HethoughtofjewelledhiltsFordaggersinplaidsocks;ofsmartsalutes; Andcareofarms;andleave;andpayarrears; Espritdecorps;andhintsforyoungrecruits。 Andsoon,hewasdraftedoutwithdrumsandcheers。 Somecheeredhimhome,butnotascrowdscheerGoal。 OnlyasolemnmanwhobroughthimfruitsThankedhim;andtheninquiredabouthissoul。 Now,hewillspendafewsickyearsinInstitutes,Anddowhatthingstherulesconsiderwise,Andtakewhateverpitytheymaydole。 To—nighthenoticedhowthewomen’seyesPassedfromhimtothestrongmenthatwerewhole。 Howcoldandlateitis!Whydon’ttheycomeAndputhimintobed?Whydon’ttheycome? TheEndAftertheblastoflightningfromtheeast,Theflourishofloudclouds,theChariotthrone,AfterthedrumsoftimehaverolledandceasedAndfromthebronzewestlongretreatisblown,ShallLiferenewthesebodies?OfatruthAlldeathwillheannul,alltearsassuage? OrfillthesevoidveinsfullagainwithyouthAndwashwithanimmortalwaterage? WhenIdoaskwhiteAge,hesaithnotso,—— \"Myheadhangsweighedwithsnow。\" AndwhenIhearkentotheEarthshesaithMyfieryheartsinksaching。Itisdeath。 MineancientscarsshallnotbeglorifiedNormytitanictearstheseasbedried。\"