第18章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4399更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
it,Ibroughthimmorehomeingold,andtoldhimthere wasalittlemoreportionforhim;and,inshort,inaboutaweek moreIbroughthimmore,andaboutinlinen,which ImadehimbelieveIhadbeenobligedtotakewiththe#100 whichIgavehimingold,asacompositionforadebtof#600, beinglittlemorethanfiveshillingsinthepound,andovervaluedtoo。 ’Andnow,mydear,’saysItohim,’Iamverysorrytotellyou, thatthereisall,andthatIhavegivenyoumywholefortune。’ Iadded,thatifthepersonwhohadmy#600hadnotabused me,Ihadbeenworth#1000tohim,butthatasitwas,Ihad beenfaithfultohim,andreservednothingtomyself,butifit hadbeenmoreheshouldhavehadit。 Hewassoobligedbythemanner,andsopleasedwiththesum, forhehadbeeninaterriblefrightlestithadbeennothingat all,thatheaccepteditverythankfully。 AndthusIgotover thefraudofpassingforafortunewithoutmoney,andcheating amanintomarryingmeonpretenceofafortune;which,by theway,Itaketobeoneofthemostdangerousstepsawoman cantake,andinwhichsherunsthemosthazardofbeing ill-usedafterwards。 Myhusband,togivehimhisdue,wasamanofinfinitegood nature,buthewasnofool;andfindinghisincomenotsuited tothemanneroflivingwhichhehadintended,ifIhadbrought himwhatheexpected,andbeingunderadisappointmentin hisreturnofhisplantationsinVirginia,hediscoveredmany timeshisinclinationofgoingovertoVirginia,toliveupon hisown;andoftenwouldbemagnifyingthewayofliving there,howcheap,howplentiful,howpleasant,andthelike。 Ibeganpresentlytounderstandthismeaning,andItook himupveryplainlyonemorning,andtoldhimthatIdidso; thatIfoundhisestateturnedtonoaccountatthisdistance, comparedtowhatitwoulddoifheliveduponthespot,and thatIfoundhehadamindtogoandlivethere;andIadded, thatIwassensiblehehadbeendisappointedinawife,and thatfindinghisexpectationsnotansweredthatway,Icould donoless,tomakehimamends,thantellhimthatIwasvery willingtogoovertoVirginiawithhimandlivethere。 Hesaidathousandkindthingstomeuponthesubjectofmy makingsuchaproposaltohim。 Hetoldme,thathowever hewasdisappointedinhisexpectationsofafortune,hewas notdisappointedinawife,andthatIwasalltohimthata wifecouldbe,andhewasmorethansatisfiedonthewhole whentheparticularswereputtogether,butthatthisofferwas sokind,thatitwasmorethanhecouldexpress。 Tobringthestoryshort,weagreedtogo。 Hetoldmethathe hadaverygoodhousethere,thatitwaswellfurnished,that hismotherwasaliveandlivedinit,andonesister,whichwas alltherelationshehad;thatassoonashecamethere,his motherwouldremovetoanotherhouse,whichwasherown forlife,andhisafterherdecease;sothatIshouldhaveallthe housetomyself;andIfoundallthistobeexactlyashehad said。 Tomakethispartofthestoryshort,weputonboardtheship whichwewentin,alargequantityofgoodfurnitureforour house,withstoresoflinenandothernecessaries,andagood cargoforsale,andawaywewent。 Togiveanaccountofthemannerofourvoyage,whichwas longandfullofdangers,isoutofmyway;Ikeptnojournal, neitherdidmyhusband。 AllthatIcansayis,thataftera terriblepassage,frightedtwicewithdreadfulstorms,andonce withwhatwasstillmoreterrible,Imeanapiratewhocame onboardandtookawayalmostallourprovisions;andwhich wouldhavebeenbeyondalltome,theyhadoncetakenmy husbandtogoalongwiththem,butbyentreatieswereprevailed withtoleavehim;——Isay,afteralltheseterriblethings,we arrivedinYorkRiverinVirginia,andcomingtoourplantation, wewerereceivedwithallthedemonstrationsoftenderness andaffection,bymyhusband’smother,thatwerepossibleto beexpressed。 Welivedherealltogether,mymother-in-law,atmyentreaty, continuinginthehouse,forshewastookindamothertobe partedwith;myhusbandlikewisecontinuedthesameasat first,andIthoughtmyselfthehappiestcreaturealive,when anoddandsurprisingeventputanendtoallthatfelicityina moment,andrenderedmyconditionthemostuncomfortable, ifnotthemostmiserable,intheworld。 Mymotherwasamightycheerful,good-humouredoldwoman—— Imaycallheroldwoman,forhersonwasabovethirty;I sayshewasverypleasant,goodcompany,andusedtoentertain me,inparticular,withabundanceofstoriestodivertme,as wellof thecountrywewereinasofthepeople。 Amongtherest,sheoftentoldmehowthegreatestpartof theinhabitantsofthecolonycamethitherinveryindifferent circumstancesfromEngland;that,generallyspeaking,they wereoftwosorts;either,first,suchaswerebroughtoverby mastersofshipstobesoldasservants。 ’Suchaswecallthem, mydear,’saysshe,’buttheyaremoreproperlycalledslaves。’ Or,secondly,suchasaretransportedfromNewgateandother prisons,afterhavingbeenfoundguiltyoffelonyandother crimespunishablewithdeath。 ’Whentheycomehere,’saysshe,’wemakenodifference;the plantersbuythem,andtheyworktogetherinthefieldtill theirtimeisout。 When’tisexpired,’saidshe,’theyhave encouragementgiventhemtoplantforthemselves;forthey haveacertainnumberofacresoflandallottedthembythe country,andtheygotoworktoclearandcuretheland,and thentoplantitwithtobaccoandcornfortheirownuse;and asthetradesmenandmerchantswilltrustthemwithtoolsand clothesandothernecessaries,uponthecreditoftheircrop beforeitisgrown,sotheyagainplanteveryyearalittlemore thantheyearbefore,andsobuywhatevertheywantwiththe cropthatisbeforethem。 ’Hence,child,’saysshe,’manaNewgate-birdbecomesagreat man,andwehave,’continuedshe,’severaljusticesofthepeace, officersofthetrainedbands,andmagistratesofthetownsthey livein,thathavebeenburntinthehand。’ Shewasgoingonwiththatpartofthestory,whenherown partinitinterruptedher,andwithagreatdealofgood-humoured confidenceshetoldmeshewasoneofthesecondsortof inhabitantsherself;thatshecameawayopenly,havingventured toofarinaparticularcase,sothatshewasbecomeacriminal。 ’Andhere’sthemarkofit,child,’saysshe;and,pullingoffher glove,’lookyehere,’saysshe,turningupthepalmofher hand,andshowedmeaveryfinewhitearmandhand,but brandedintheinsideofthehand,asinsuchcasesitmustbe。 Thisstorywasverymovingtome,butmymother,smiling, said,’Youneednotthingathingstrange,daughter,forasI toldyou,someofthebestmeninthiscountryareburntinthe hand,andtheyarenotashamedtoownit。 There’sMajor——,’ saysshe,’hewasaneminentpickpocket;there’sJusticeBa——r, wasashoplifter,andbothofthemwereburntinthehand;and Icouldnameyouseveralsuchastheyare。’ Wehadfrequentdiscoursesofthiskind,andabundanceof instancesshegavemeofthelike。 Aftersometime,asshewas tellingsomestoriesofonethatwastransportedbutafew weeksago,Ibeganinanintimatekindofwaytoaskherto tellmesomethingofherownstory,whichshedidwiththe utmostplainnessandsincerity;howshehadfallenintoveryill companyinLondoninheryoungdays,occasionedbyher mothersendingherfrequentlytocarryvictualsandotherrelief toakinswomanofherswhowasaprisonerinNewgate,and wholayinamiserablestarvingcondition,wasafterwards condemnedtobehanged,buthavinggotrespitebypleading herbelly,diesafterwardsintheprison。 Heremymother-in-lawranoutinalongaccountofthewicked practicesinthatdreadfulplace,andhowitruinedmoreyoung peoplethatallthetownbesides。 ’Andchild,’saysmymother, ’perhapsyoumayknowlittleofit,or,itmaybe,haveheard nothingaboutit;butdependuponit,’saysshe,’weallknow herethattherearemorethievesandroguesmadebythatone prisonofNewgatethanbyalltheclubsandsocietiesofvillains inthenation;’tisthatcursedplace,’saysmymother,’thathalf peopledthiscolony。’ Hereshewentonwithherownstorysolong,andinsoparticular amanner,thatIbegantobeveryuneasy;butcomingtoone particularthatrequiredtellinghername,IthoughtIshould havesunkdownintheplace。 SheperceivedIwasoutof order,andaskedmeifIwasnotwell,andwhatailedme。 I toldherIwassoaffectedwiththemelancholystoryshehad told,andtheterriblethingsshehadgonethrough,thatithad overcomeme,andIbeggedofhertotalknomoreofit。 ’Why, mydear,’sayssheverykindly,’whatneedthesethingstrouble you? Thesepassageswerelongbeforeyourtime,andthey givemenotroubleatallnow;nay,Ilookbackonthemwith aparticularsatisfaction,astheyhavebeenameanstobring metothisplace。’ Thenshewentontotellmehowshevery luckilyfellintoagoodfamily,where,behavingherselfwell, andhermistressdying,hermastermarriedher,bywhomshe hadmyhusbandandhissister,andthatbyherdiligenceand goodmanagementafterherhusband’sdeath,shehadimproved theplantationstosuchadegreeastheythenwere,sothatmost oftheestatewasofhergetting,notherhusband’s,forshehad beenawidowupwardsofsixteenyears。 Iheardthispartoftheystorywithverylittleattention,because Iwantedmuchtoretireandgiveventtomypassions,which Ididsoonafter;andletanyonejudgewhatmustbetheanguish ofmymind,whenIcametoreflectthatthiswascertainlyno moreorlessthanmyownmother,andIhadnowhadtwo children,andwasbigwithanotherbymyownbrother,and laywithhimstilleverynight。 Iwasnowthemostunhappyofallwomenintheworld。 Oh! hadthestoryneverbeentoldme,allhadbeenwell;ithadbeen nocrimetohavelainwithmyhusband,sinceastohisbeing myrelationIhadknownnothingofit。 Ihadnowsuchaloadonmymindthatitkeptmeperpetually waking;torevealit,whichwouldhavebeensomeeasetome, Icouldnotfindwouldbetoanypurpose,andyettoconceal itwouldbenexttoimpossible;nay,IdidnotdoubtbutIshould talkofitinmysleep,andtellmyhusbandofitwhetherIwould orno。