第42章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4215更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
before,foreverynowandthenIsawhiltsofswords,spoons, forks,tankards,andallsuchkindofwarebroughtin,nottobe pawned,buttobesolddownright;andsheboughteverything thatcamewithoutaskinganyquestions,buthadverygood bargains,asIfoundbyherdiscourse。 Ifoundalsothatinfollowingthistradeshealwaysmelted downtheplateshebought,thatitmightnotbechallenged; andshecametomeandtoldmeonemorningthatshewas goingtomelt,andifIwould,shewouldputmytankardin, thatitmightnotbeseenbyanybody。 Itoldher,withallmy heart;sosheweighedit,andallowedmethefullvalueinsilver again;butIfoundshedidnotdothesametotherestofher customers。 Sometimeafterthis,asIwasatwork,andverymelancholy, shebeginstoaskmewhatthematterwas,asshewasusedto do。 Itoldhermyheartwasheavy;Ihadlittlework,and nothingtoliveon,andknewnotwhatcoursetotake。 She laughed,andtoldmeImustgooutagainandtrymyfortune; itmightbethatImightmeetwithanotherpieceofplate。 ’Omother!’saysI,’thatisatradeIhavenoskillin,andifI shouldbetakenIamundoneatonce。’ Saysshe,’Icouldhelp youtoaschoolmistressthatshallmakeyouasdexterousas herself。’ Itrembledat thatproposal,forhithertoIhadhad noconfederates,noranyacquaintanceamongthattribe。 But sheconqueredallmymodesty,andallmyfears;andinalittle time,bythehelpofthisconfederate,Igrewasimpudenta thief,andasdexterousaseverMollCutpursewas,though, iffamedoesnotbelieher,nothalfsohandsome。 Thecomradeshehelpedmetodealtinthreesortsofcraft,viz。 shoplifting,stealingofshop-booksandpocket-books,and takingoffgoldwatchesfromtheladies’sides;andthislastshe didsodexterouslythatnowomaneverarrivedtotheperformance ofthatartsoastodoitlikeher。 Ilikedthefirstandthelast ofthesethingsverywell,andIattendedhersometimeinthe practice,justasadeputyattendsamidwife,withoutanypay。 Atlengthsheputmetopractice。 Shehadshownmeherart, andIhadseveraltimesunhookedawatchfromherownside withgreatdexterity。 Atlastsheshowedmeaprize,andthis wasayoungladybigwithchild,whohadacharmingwatch。 Thethingwastobedoneasshecameoutofchurch。 Shegoes ononesideofthelady,andpretends,justasshecametothe steps,tofall,andfellagainsttheladywithsomuchviolence asputherintoagreatfright,andbothcriedoutterribly。 In theverymomentthatshejostledthelady,Ihadholdofthe watch,andholdingittherightway,thestartshegavedrew thehookout,andsheneverfeltit。 Imadeoffimmediately, andleftmyschoolmistresstocomeoutofherpretendedfright gradually,andtheladytoo;andpresentlythewatchwasmissed。 ’Ay,’saysmycomrade,’thenitwasthoseroguesthatthrust medown,Iwarrantye;Iwonderthegentlewomandidnotmiss herwatchbefore,thenwemighthavetakenthem。’ Shehumouredthethingsowellthatnobodysuspectedher, andIwasgothomeafullhourbeforeher。 Thiswasmyfirst adventureincompany。 Thewatchwasindeedaveryfineone, andhadagreatmanytrinketsaboutit,andmygoverness allowedus#20forit,ofwhichIhadhalf。 AndthusIwas enteredacompletethief,hardenedtothepitchaboveallthe reflectionsofconscienceormodesty,andtoadegreewhich ImustacknowledgeIneverthoughtpossibleinme。 Thusthedevil,whobegan,bythehelpofanirresistiblepoverty, topushmeintothiswickedness,broughtmeontoaheight beyondthecommonrate,evenwhenmynecessitieswerenot sogreat,ortheprospectofmymiserysoterrifying;forIhad nowgotintoalittleveinofwork,andasIwasnotataloss tohandlemyneedle,itwasveryprobable,asacquaintance camein,Imighthavegotmybreadhonestlyenough。 Imustsay,thatifsuchaprospectofworkhadpresenteditself atfirst,whenIbegantofeeltheapproachofmymiserable circumstances——Isay,hadsuchaprospectofgettingmybread byworkingpresenteditselfthen,Ihadneverfallenintothis wickedtrade,orintosuchawickedgangasIwasnowembarked with;butpracticehadhardenedme,andIgrewaudaciousto thelastdegree;andthemoresobecauseIhadcarrieditonso long,andhadneverbeentaken;for,inaword,mynewpartner inwickednessandIwentontogethersolong,withoutbeing everdetected,thatwenotonlygrewbold,butwegrewrich, andwehadatonetimeone-and-twentygoldwatchesinour hands。 Irememberthatonedaybeingalittlemoreseriousthan ordinary,andfindingIhadsogoodastockbeforehandasI had,forIhadnear#200inmoneyformyshare,itcame stronglyintomymind,nodoubtfromsomekindspirit,ifsuch therebe,thatatfirstpovertyexcitedme,andmydistresses drovemetothesedreadfulshifts;soseeingthosedistresses werenowrelieved,andIcouldalsogetsomethingtowardsa maintenancebyworking,andhadsogoodabanktosupport me,whyshouldInownotleaveoff,astheysay,whileIwas well?thatIcouldnotexpecttogoalwaysfree;andifIwas oncesurprised,andmiscarried,Iwasundone。 Thiswasdoubtlessthehappyminute,when,ifIhadhearkened totheblessedhint,fromwhatsoeverhaditcame,Ihadstilla castforaneasylife。 Butmyfatewasotherwisedetermined; thebusydevilthatsoindustriouslydrewmeinhadtoofast holdofmetoletmegoback;butaspovertybroughtmeinto themire,soavaricekeptmein,tilltherewasnogoingback。 Astothe argumentswhichmyreasondictatedforpersuading metolaydown,avaricesteppedinandsaid,’Goon,goon; youhavehadverygoodluck;goontillyouhavegottenfour orfivehundredpounds,andtheyyoushallleaveoff,andthen youmayliveeasywithoutworkingatall。’ ThusI,thatwasonceinthedevil’sclutches,washeldfast thereaswithacharm,andhadnopowertogowithoutthe circle,tillIwasengulfedinlabyrinthsoftroubletoogreatto getoutatall。 However,thesethoughtsleftsomeimpressionuponme,and mademeactwithsomemorecautionthanbefore,andmore thanmydirectorsusedforthemselves。 Mycomrade,asI calledher,butrathersheshouldhavebeencalledmyteacher, withanotherofherscholars,wasthefirstinthemisfortune; for,happeningtobeuponthehuntforpurchase,theymade anattemptuponalinen-draperinCheapside,butweresnapped byahawk’s-eyedjourneyman,andseizedwithtwopiecesof cambric,whichweretakenalsouponthem。 ThiswasenoughtolodgethembothinNewgate,wherethey hadthemisfortunetohavesomeoftheirformersinsbrought toremembrance。 Twootherindictmentsbeingbroughtagainst them,andthefactsbeingproveduponthem,theywereboth condemnedtodie。 Theybothpleadedtheirbellies,andwere bothvotedquickwithchild;thoughmytutoresswasnomore withchildthanIwas。 Iwentfrequentlytoseethem,andcondolewiththem,expecting thatitwouldbemyturnnext;buttheplacegavemesomuch horror,reflectingthatitwastheplaceofmyunhappybirth, andofmymother’smisfortunes,andthatIcouldnotbearit, soIwasforcedtoleaveoffgoingtoseethem。 Andoh!couldIhavebuttakenwarningbytheirdisasters,I hadbeenhappystill,forIwasyetfree,andhadnothingbrought againstme;butitcouldnotbe,mymeasurewasnotyetfilled up。 Mycomrade,havingthebrandofanoldoffender,wasexecuted; theyoungoffenderwasspared,havingobtainedareprieve, butlaystarvingalongwhileinprison,tillatlastshegother nameintowhattheycallacircuitpardon,andsocameoff。 Thisterribleexampleofmycomradefrightedmeheartily,and foragoodwhileImadenoexcursions;butonenight,inthe neighbourhoodofmygoverness’shouse,theycried“Fire。’ Mygovernesslookedout,forwewereallup,andcried immediatelythatsuchagentlewoman’shousewasallofalight fireatop,andsoindeeditwas。 Hereshegivesmeajob。 ’Now, child,’saysshe,’thereisarareopportunity,forthefirebeing sonearthatyoumaygotoitbeforethestreetisblockedup withthecrowd。’ Shepresentlygavememycue。 ’Go,child,’ saysshe,’tothehouse,andruninandtellthelady,oranybody yousee,thatyoucometohelpthem,andthatyoucamefrom suchagentlewoman(thatis,oneofheracquaintancefarther upthestreet)。’ Shegavemethelikecuetothenexthouse, naminganothernamethatwasalsoanacquaintanceofthe gentlewomanofthehouse。 AwayIwent,and,comingtothehouse,Ifoundthemallin confusion,youmaybesure。 Iranin,andfindingoneofthe maids,’Lord!sweetheart,’saysI,’howcamethisdismal accident? Whereisyourmistress? Anyhowdoesshedo? Isshesafe? Andwherearethechildren? Icomefrom Madam——tohelpyou。’ Awayrunsthemaid。 ’Madam, madam,’saysshe,screamingasloudasshecouldyell,’here isagentlewomancomefromMadamtohelpus。’ The poorwoman,halfoutofherwits,withabundleunderherarm, antwolittlechildren,comestowardme。 ’Lord!madam,’says I,’letmecarrythepoorchildrentoMadamshedesires youtosendthem;she’lltakecareofthepoorlambs;’and immediatelyItakesoneofthemoutofherhand,andshelifts theotherupintomyarms。 ’Ay,do,forGod’ssake,’saysshe, ’carrythemtoher。 Oh!thankherforherkindness。’ ’Have youanythingelsetosecure,madam?’saysI;’shewilltake careofit。’ ’Ohdear!ay,’saysshe,’Godblessher,andthank her。Takethisbundleofplateandcarryittohertoo。 Oh,she isagoodwoman。 OhLord!weareutterlyruined,utterly undone!’ Andawaysherunsfrommeoutofherwits,and themaidsafterher;andawaycomesIwiththetwochildren andthebundle。 IwasnosoonergotintothestreetbutIsawanotherwoman cometome。 ’Oh!’saysshe,’mistress,’inapiteoustone,’you