第45章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4027更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
nay,thoughIseveraltimeswenthomewithhimtohislodgings, accordingasourbusinessdirected,andfourorfivetimeslay withhimallnight。 Butourdesignlayanotherway,anditwas absolutelynecessarytometoconcealmysexfromhim,as appearedafterwards。 Thecircumstancesofourliving,coming inlate,andhavingsuchandsuchbusinesstodoasrequired thatnobodyshouldbetrustedwiththecomingintoourlodgings, weresuchasmadeitimpossibletometorefuselyingwithhim, unlessIwouldhaveownedmysex;andasitwas,Ieffectually concealedmyself。 Buthisill,andmygoodfortune,soonput anendtothislife,whichImustownIwassickoftoo,on severalotheraccounts。 Wehadmadeseveralprizesinthis newwayofbusiness,butthelastwouldbeextraordinary。 Therewasashopinacertainstreetwhichhadawarehouse behinditthatlookedintoanotherstreet,thehousemakingthe corneroftheturning。 Throughthewindowofthewarehousewesay,lyingonthe counterorshowboard,whichwasjustbeforeit,fivepiecesof silks,besidesotherstuffs,andthoughitwasalmostdark,yet thepeople,beingbusyinthefore-shopwithcustomers,had nothadtimetoshutupthosewindows,orelsehadforgotit。 Thistheyoungfellowwassooverjoyedwith,thathecould notrestrainhimself。 Itlayallwithinhisreachhesaid,andhe sworeviolentlytomethathewouldhaveit,ifhebrokedown thehouseforit。 Idissuadedhimalittle,butsawtherewasno remedy;soheranrashlyuponit,slippedoutasquareofthe sashwindowdexterouslyenough,andwithoutnoise,andgot outfourpiecesofthesilks,andcamewiththemtowardsme, butwasimmediatelypursuedwithaterribleclutterandnoise。 Wewerestandingtogetherindeed,butIhadnottakenanyof thegoodsoutofhishand,whenIsaidtohimhastily,’Youare undone,fly,forGod’ssake!’ Heranlikelightning,andItoo, butthepursuitwashotterafterhimbecausehehadthegoods, thanafterme。 Hedroppedtwoofthepieces,whichstopped themalittle,butthecrowdincreasedandpursuedusboth。 Theytookhimsoonafterwiththeothertwopiecesuponhim, andthentherestfollowedme。 Iranforitandgotintomy governess’shousewhithersomequick-eyedpeoplefollowed metowarmlyastofixmethere。 Theydidnotimmediately knock,atthedoor,bywhichIgottimetothrowoffmydisguise anddressmeinmyownclothes;besides,whentheycamethere, mygoverness,whohadhertaleready,keptherdoorshut,and calledouttothemandtoldthemtherewasnomancomein there。 Thepeopleaffirmedtheredidamancomeinthere,and sworetheywouldbreakopenthedoor。 Mygoverness,notatallsurprised,spokecalmlytothem,told themtheyshouldveryfreelycomeandsearchherhouse,if theyshouldbringaconstable,andletinnonebutsuchasthe constablewouldadmit,foritwasunreasonabletoletinawhole crowd。 Thistheycouldnotrefuse,thoughtheywereacrowd。 Soaconstablewasfetchedimmediately,andsheveryfreely openedthedoor;theconstablekeptthedoor,andthemenhe appointedsearchedthehouse,mygovernessgoingwiththem fromroomtoroom。 Whenshecametomyroomshecalled tome,andsaidaloud,’Cousin,prayopenthedoor;here’s somegentlementhatmustcomeandlookintoyourroom。’ Ihadalittlegirlwithme,whichwasmygoverness’sgrandchild, asshecalledher;andIbadeheropenthedoor,andtheresat Iatworkwithagreatlitterofthingsaboutme,asifIhadbeen atworkallday,beingmyselfquiteundressed,withonly night-clothesonmyhead,andaloosemorning-gownwrapped aboutme。 Mygovernessmadeakindofexcusefortheir disturbingme,tellingmepartlytheoccasionofit,andthatshe hadnoremedybuttoopenthedoorstothem,andletthem satisfythemselves,forallshecouldsaytothemwouldnot satisfythem。 Isatstill,andbidthemsearchtheroomifthey pleased,foriftherewasanybodyinthehouse,Iwassurethey werenotinmyroom;andasfortherestofthehouse,Ihad nothingtosaytothat,Ididnotunderstandwhattheylookedfor。 Everythinglookedsoinnocentandtohonestaboutme,that theytreatedmecivillerthanIexpected,butitwasnottillthey hadsearchedtheroomtoanicety,evenunderthebed,inthe bed,andeverywhereelsewhereitwaspossibleanythingcould behid。 Whentheyhaddonethis,andcouldfindnothing,they askedmypardonfortroublingme,andwentdown。 Whentheyhadthussearchedthehousefrombottomtotop, andthentoptobottom,andcouldfindnothing,they appeasedthemobprettywell;buttheycarriedmygoverness beforethejustice。 Twomensworethattheysawtheman whomtheypursuedgointoherhouse。 Mygovernessrattled andmadeagreatnoisethatherhouseshouldbeinsulted,and thatsheshouldbeusedthusfornothing;thatifamandid comein,hemightgooutagainpresentlyforaughtsheknew, forshewasreadytomakeoaththatnomanhadbeenwithin herdoorsallthatdayassheknewof(andthatwasverytrue indeed);thatismightbeindeedthatasshewasabovestairs, anyfellowinafrightmightfindthedooropenandruninfor shelterwhenhewaspursued,butthatsheknewnothingofit; andifithadbeenso,hecertainlywentoutagain,perhapsat theotherdoor,forshehadanotherdoorintoanalley,andso hadmadehisescapeandcheatedthemall。 Thiswasindeedprobableenough,andthejusticesatisfied himselfwithgivingheranoaththatshehadnotreceivedor admittedanymanintoherhousetoconcealhim,orprotector hidehimfromjustice。 Thisoathshemightjustlytake,and didso,andsoshewasdismissed。 ItiseasytojudgewhatafrightIwasinuponthisoccasion, anditwasimpossibleformygovernessevertobringmeto dressinthatdisguiseagain;for,asItoldher,Ishouldcertainly betraymyself。 Mypoorpartnerinthismischiefwasnowinabadcase,for hewascarriedawaybeforemyLordMayor,andbyhisworship committedtoNewgate,andthepeoplethattookhimwereso willing,aswellasable,toprosecutehim,thattheyoffered themselvestoenterintorecognisancestoappearatthesessions andpursuethechargeagainsthim。 However,hegothisindictmentdeferred,uponpromiseto discoverhisaccomplices,andparticularlythemanthatwas concernedwithhiminhisrobbery;andhefailednottodohis endeavour,forhegaveinmyname,whomhecalledGabriel Spencer,whichwasthenameIwentbytohim;andhere appearedthewisdomofmyconcealingmynameandsexfrom him,which,ifhehadeverknownIhadbeenundone。 HedidallhecouldtodiscoverthisGabrielSpencer;he describedme,hediscoveredtheplacewherehesaidIlodged, and,inaword,alltheparticularsthathecouldofmydwelling; buthavingconcealedthemaincircumstancesofmysexfrom him,Ihadavastadvantage,andhenevercouldhearofme。 He broughttwoorthreefamiliesintotroublebyhisendeavouring tofindmeout,buttheyknewnothingofme,anymorethan thatIhadafellowwithmethattheyhadseen,butknewnothing of。 Andasformygoverness,thoughshewasthemeansofhis comingtome,yetitwasdoneatsecond-hand,andheknew nothingofher。 Thisturnedtohisdisadvantage;forhavingpromiseddiscoveries, butnotbeingabletomakeitgood,itwaslookeduponas triflingwiththejusticeofthecity,andhewasthemorefiercely pursuedbytheshopkeeperswhotookhim。 Iwas,however,terriblyuneasyallthiswhile,andthatImight bequiteoutoftheway,Iwentawayfrommygoverness’s forawhile;butnotknowingwithertowander,Itooka maid-servantwithme,andtookthestage-coachtoDunstable, tomyoldlandlordandlandlady,whereIhadlivedso handsomelywithmyLancashirehusband。 HereItoldhera formalstory,thatIexpectedmyhusbandeverydayfrom Ireland,andthatIhadsentalettertohimthatIwouldmeet himatDunstableatherhouse,andthathewouldcertainly land,ifthewindwasfair,inafewdays,sothatIwascometo spendafewdayswiththemtillheshouldcome,forhewas eithercomepost,orintheWestChestercoach,Iknewnot which;butwhichsoeveritwas,hewouldbesuretocometo thathousetomeetme。 Mylandladywasmightygladtoseeme,andmylandlordmade suchastirwithme,thatifIhadbeenaprincessIcouldnot havebeenbetterused,andhereImighthavebeenwelcome amonthortwoifIhadthoughtfit。 Butmybusinesswasofanothernature。 Iwasveryuneasy (thoughsowelldisguisedthatitwasscarcepossibletodetect me)lestthisfellowshouldsomehoworotherfindmeout;and thoughhecouldnotchargemewiththisrobbery,having persuadedhimnottoventure,andhavingalsodonenothing initmyselfbutrunaway,yethemighthavechargedmewith otherthings,andhaveboughthisownlifeattheexpenseof mine。 Thisfilledmewithhorribleapprehensions。 Ihadnorecourse, nofriend,noconfidantebutmyoldgoverness,andIknewno remedybuttoputmylifeinherhands,andsoIdid,forIlet herknowwheretosendtome,andhadseverallettersfrom herwhileIstayedhere。 Someofthemalmostscaredmeout mywitsbutatlastshesentmethejoyfulnewsthathewas hanged,whichwasthebestnewstomethatIhadhearda greatwhile。 Ihadstayedherefiveweeks,andlivedverycomfortablyindeed (thesecretanxietyofmymindexcepted);butwhenIreceived thisletterIlookedpleasantlyagain,antoldmylandladythat IhadreceivedaletterfrommyspouseinIreland,thatIhad