第47章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4054更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
myselfinacoachwithhim;hetoldmehewasamanofhonour, andwouldnotofferanythingtomeunbecominghimassuch。 Iseemedtodeclineitawhile,butsufferedmyselftobe importunedalittle,andthenyielded。 Iwasatalossinmythoughtstoconcludeatfirstwhatthis gentlemandesigned;butIfoundafterwardshehadhadsome drinkinhishead,andthathewasnotveryunwillingtohave somemore。 HecarriedmeinthecoachtotheSpringGarden, atKnightsbridge,wherewewalkedinthegardens,andhe treatedmeveryhandsomely;butIfoundhedrankveryfreely。 Hepressedmealsotodrink,butIdeclineit。 Hithertohekepthiswordwithme,andofferedmenothing amiss。 Wecameawayinthecoachagain,andhebroughtme intothestreets,andbythistimeitwasnearteno’clockat night,andhestoppedthecoachatahousewhere,itseems, hewasacquainted,andwheretheymadenoscrupletoshow usupstairsintoaroomwithabedinit。 AtfirstIseemedto beunwillingtogoup,butafterafewwordsIyieldedtothat too,beingwillingtoseetheendofit,andinhopetomake somethingofitatlast。 Asforthebed,etc。,Iwasnotmuch concernedaboutthatpart。 Herehebegantobealittlefreerwithmethanhehadpromised; andIbylittleandlittleyieldedtoeverything,sothat,inaword, hedidwhathepleasedwithme;Ineedsaynomore。 Allthis whilehedrankfreelytoo,andaboutoneinthemorningwe wentintothecoachagain。 Theairandtheshakingofthe coachmadethedrinkhehadgetmoreupinhisheadthanit wasbefore,andhegrewuneasyinthecoach,andwasfor actingoveragainwhathehadbeendoingbefore;butasI thoughtmygamenowsecure,Iresistedhim,andbroughthim tobealittlestill,whichhadnotlastedfiveminutesbuthefell fastasleep。 Itookthisopportunitytosearchhimtoanicety。 Itooka goldwatch,withasilkpurseofgold,hisfinefull-bottom periwigandsilver-fringedgloves,hisswordandfinesnuff-box, andgentlyopeningthecoachdoor,stoodreadytojumpout whilethecoachwasgoingon;butthecoachstoppedinthe narrowstreetbeyondTempleBartoletanothercoachpass, Igotsoftlyout,fastenedthedooragain,andgavemygentleman andthecoachtheslipbothtogether,andneverheardmore ofthem。 Thiswasanadventureindeedunlookedfor,andperfectly undesignedbyme;thoughIwasnotsopastthemerrypart oflife,astoforgethowtobehave,whenafopsoblindedby hisappetiteshouldnotknowanoldwomanfromayoung。 I didnotindeedlooksooldasIwasbytenortwelveyears;yet Iwasnotayoungwenchofseventeen,anditwaseasyenough tobedistinguished。 Thereisnothingsoabsurd,sosurfeiting, soridiculous,asamanheatedbywineinhishead,andwicked gustinhisinclinationtogether;heisinthepossessionoftwo devilsatonce,andcannomoregovernhimselfbyhisreason thanamillcangrindwithoutwater;hisvicetramplesuponall thatwasinhimthathadanygoodinit,ifanysuchthingthere was;nay,hisverysenseisblindedbyitsownrage,andheacts absurditieseveninhisviews;suchadrinkingmore,whenhe isdrunkalready;pickingupacommonwoman,withoutregard towhatsheisorwhosheis,whethersoundorrotten,clean orunclean,whetheruglyorhandsome,whetheroldoryoung, andsoblindedasnotreallytodistinguish。 Suchamanisworse thanalunatic;promptedbyhisvicious,corruptedhead,heno moreknowswhatheisdoingthanthiswretchofmineknew whenIpickedhispocketofhiswatchandhispurseofgold。 ThesearethemenofwhomSolomonsays,’Theygolikean oxtotheslaughter,tilladartstrikesthroughtheirliver’;an admirabledescription,bytheway,ofthefouldisease,which isapoisonousdeadlycontagionminglingwiththeblood, whosecentreorfoundationisintheliver;fromwhence,by theswiftcirculationofthewholemass,thatdreadfulnauseous plaguestrikesimmediatelythroughhisliver,andhisspiritsare infected,hisvitalsstabbedthroughaswithadart。 Itistruethispoorunguardedwretchwasinnodangerfrom me,thoughIwasgreatlyapprehensiveatfirstofwhatdanger Imightbeinfromhim;buthewasreallytobepitiedinone respect,thatheseemedtobeagoodsortofmaninhimself; agentlemanthathadnoharminhisdesign;amanofsense, andofafinebehaviour,acomelyhandsomeperson,asober solidcountenance,acharmingbeautifulface,andeverything thatcouldbeagreeable;onlyhadunhappilyhadsomedrink thenightbefore,hadnotbeeninbed,ashetoldmewhenwe weretogether;washot,andhisbloodfiredwithwine,andin thatconditionhisreason,asitwereasleep,hadgivenhimup。 Asforme,mybusinesswashismoney,andwhatIcouldmake ofhim;andafterthat,ifIcouldhavefoundoutanywayto havedoneit,Iwouldhavesenthimsafehometohishouse andtohisfamily,for’twastentoonebuthehadanhonest, virtuouswifeandinnocentchildren,thatwereanxiousforhis safety,andwouldhavebeengladtohavegottenhimhome, andhavetakencareofhimtillhewasrestoredtohimself。 Andthenwithwhatshameandregretwouldhelookback uponhimself!howwouldhereproachhimselfwithassociating himselfwithawhore! pickedupintheworstofallholes,the cloister,amongthedirtandfilthofallthetown!howwould hebetremblingforfearhehadgotthepox,forfearadarthad struckthroughhisliver,andhatehimselfeverytimehelooked backuponthemadnessandbrutalityofhisdebauch!how wouldhe,ifhehadanyprinciplesofhonour,asIverilybelieve hehad——Isay,howwouldheabhorthethoughtofgivingany illdistemper,ifhehadit,asforaughtheknewhemight,to hismodestandvirtuouswife,andtherebysowingthecontagion inthelife-bloodofhisprosterity。 Wouldsuchgentlemenbutconsiderthecontemptiblethoughts whichtheverywomentheyareconcernedwith,insuchcases asthese,haveofthem,itwouldbeasurfeittothem。 AsI saidabove,theyvaluenotthepleasure,theyareraisedbyno inclinationtotheman,thepassivejadethinksofnopleasure butthemoney;andwhenheis,asitwere,drunkinthe ecstasiesofhiswickedpleasure,herhandsareinhispockets searchingforwhatshecanfindthere,andofwhichhecanno morebesensibleinthemomentofhisfollythathecanforethink ofitwhenhegoesaboutit。 Iknewawomanthatwassodexterouswithafellow,who indeeddeservednobetterusage,thatwhilehewasbusywith heranotherway,conveyedhispursewithtwentyguineasin itoutofhisfob-pocket,wherehehadputitforfearofher, andputanotherpursewithgildedcountersinitintotheroom ofit。 Afterhehaddone,hesaystoher,’Nowhan’tyoupicked mypocket?’ Shejestedwithhim,andtoldhimshesupposed hehadnotmuchtolose;heputhishandtohisfob,andwith hisfingersfeltthathispursewasthere,whichfullysatisfied him,andsoshebroughtoffhismoney。 Andthiswasatrade withher;shekeptashamgoldwatch,thatis,awatchofsilver gilt,andapurseofcountersinherpockettobereadyonall suchoccasions,andIdoubtnotpracticeditwithsuccess。 Icamehomewiththislastbootytomygoverness,andreally whenItoldherthestory,itsoaffectedherthatshewashardly abletoforbeartears,toknowhowsuchagentlemanrana dailyriskofbeingundoneeverytimeaglassofwinegotinto hishead。 ButastothepurchaseIgot,andhowentirelyIstrippedhim, shetoldmeitpleaseherwonderfully。 ’Naychild,’saysshe, ’theusagemay,foraughtIknow,domoretoreformhimthan allthesermonsthateverhewillhearinhislife。’ Andifthe remainderofthestorybetrue,soitdid。 Ifoundthenextdayshewaswonderfulinquisitiveaboutthis gentleman;thedescriptionIhadgivenherofhim,hisdress, hisperson,hisface,everythingconcurredtomakeherthink ofagentlemanwhosecharactersheknew,andfamilytoo。 Shemusedawhile,andIgoingstillonwiththeparticulars, shestartsup;saysshe,’I’lllay#100Iknowthegentleman。’ ’Iamsorryyoudo,’saysI,’forIwouldnothavehimexposed onanyaccountintheworld;hehashadinjuryenoughalready byme,andIwouldnotbeinstrumentaltodohimanymore。’ ’No,no,’saysshe,’Iwilldohimnoinjury,Iassureyou,but youmayletmesatisfymycuriosityalittle,forifitishe,I warrantyouIfinditout。’ Iwasalittlestartledatthat,and toldher,withanapparentconcerninmyface,thatbythesame rulehemightfindmeout,andthenIwasundone。 Shereturned warmly,’Why,doyouthinkIwillbetrayyou,child? No,no,’ saysshe,’notforallheisworthintheworld。 Ihavekeptyour counselinworsethingsthanthese;sureyoumaytrustmein this。’ SoIsaidnomoreatthattime。 Shelaidherschemeanotherway,andwithoutacquaintingme ofit,butshewasresolvedtofinditoutifpossible。 Soshe goestoacertainfriendofherswhowasacquaintedinthe familythatsheguessedat,andtoldherfriendshehadsome extraordinarybusinesswithsuchagentleman(who,bythe way,wasnolessthanabaronet,andofaverygoodfamily), andthatsheknewnothowtocomeathimwithoutsomebody tointroduceher。 Herfriendpromisedherveryreadilytodo it,andaccordinglygoestothehousetoseeifthegentleman wasintown。 EndofPart6 Part7 Thenextdayshecometomygovernessandtellsherthat Sir——wasathome,butthathehadmetwithadisasterand wasveryill,andtherewasnospeakingwithhim。 ’What disaster?’saysmygovernesshastily,asifshewassurprised atit。