第64章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4118更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
Itoldhimheshouldsee,andbefullysatisfied,thatI woulddomyutmostinthatparttoo,andifitdidnotsucceed, yetthatIwouldmakegoodtherest。 Wepartedafterthislongconferencewithsuchtestimoniesof kindnessandaffectionasIthoughtwereequal,ifnotsuperior, tothatatourpartingatDunstable;andnowIsawmoreplainly thanbefore,thereasonwhyhedeclinedcomingatthattime anyfartherwithmetowardLondonthanDunstable,andwhy, whenwepartedthere,hetoldmeitwasnotconvenientfor himtocomepartofthewaytoLondontobringmegoing,as hewouldotherwisehavedone。 Ihaveobservedthatthe accountofhislifewouldhavemadeamuchmorepleasing historythanthisofmine;and,indeed,nothinginitwasmore strangethanthispart,viz。thathecarriedonthatdesperate tradefullfive-and-twentyyearsandhadneverbeentaken, thesuccesshehadmetwithhadbeensoveryuncommon,and suchthatsometimeshehadlivedhandsomely,andretiredin placeforayearortwoatatime,keepinghimselfanda man-servanttowaitonhim,andhadoftensatinthe coffee-housesandheardtheverypeoplewhomhehadrobbed giveaccountsoftheirbeingrobbed,andoftheplaceand circumstances,sothathecouldeasilyrememberthatitwas thesame。 Inthismanner,itseems,helivednearLiverpoolatthetime heunluckilymarriedmeforafortune。 HadIbeenthefortune heexpected,Iverilybelieve,ashesaid,thathewouldhave takenupandlivedhonestlyallhisdays。 Hehadwiththerestofhismisfortunesthegoodlucknotto beactuallyuponthespotwhentherobberywasdonewhich hewascommittedfor,andsononeofthepersonsrobbed couldsweartohim,orhadanythingtochargeuponhim。 But itseemsashewastakenwiththegang,onehard-mouthed countrymansworehometohim,andtheywereliketohave otherscomeinaccordingtothepublicationtheyhadmade; sothattheyexpectedmoreevidenceagainsthim,andforthat reasonhewaskeptinhold。 However,theofferwhichwasmadetohimofadmittinghimto transportationwasmade,asIunderstood,upontheintercession ofsomegreatpersonwhopressedhimhardtoacceptofitbefore atrial;andindeed,asheknewtherewereseveralthatmight comeinagainsthim,Ithoughthisfriendwasintheright,and Ilayathimnightanddaytodelayitnolonger。 Atlast,withmuchdifficulty,hegavehisconsent;andashe wasnotthereforeadmittedtotransportationincourt,andon hispetition,asIwas,sohefoundhimselfunderadifficulty toavoidembarkinghimselfasIhadsaidhemighthavedone; hisgreatfriend,whowashisintercessorforthefavourofthat grant,havinggivensecurityforhimthatheshouldtransport himself,andnotreturnwithintheterm。 Thishardshipbrokeallmymeasures,forthestepsItook afterwardsformyowndeliverancewereherebyrendered whollyineffectual,unlessIwouldabandonhim,andleave himtogotoAmericabyhimself;thanwhichheprotestedhe wouldmuchratherventure,althoughhewerecertaintogo directlytothegallows。 Imustnowreturntomycase。 Thetimeofmybeingtransported accordingtomysentencewasnearathand;mygoverness,who continuedmyfastfriend,hadtriedtoobtainapardon,butit couldnotbedoneunlesswithanexpensetooheavyformy purse,consideringthattobeleftnakedandempty,unlessIhad resolvedtoreturntomyoldtradeagain,hadbeenworsethan mytransportation,becausethereIknewIcouldlive,hereI couldnot。 Thegoodministerstoodveryhardonanother accounttopreventmybeingtransportedalso;buthewas answered,thatindeedmylifehadbeengivenmeathisfirst solicitations,andthereforeheoughttoasknomore。Hewas sensiblygrievedatmygoing,because,ashesaid,hefearedI shouldlosethegoodimpressionswhichaprospectofdeath hadatfirstmadeonme,andwhichweresinceincreasedby hisinstructions;andthepiousgentlemanwasexceedingly concernedaboutmeonthataccount。 Ontheotherhand,IreallywasnotsosolicitousaboutitasI wasbefore,butIindustriouslyconcealedmyreasonsforit fromtheminister,andtothelasthedidnotknowbutthatI wentwiththeutmostreluctanceandaffliction。 ItwasinthemonthofFebruarythatIwas,withsevenother convicts,astheycalledus,deliveredtoamerchantthattraded toVirginia,onboardaship,riding,astheycalledit,in DeptfordReach。 Theofficeroftheprisondelivereduson board,andthemasterofthevesselgaveadischargeforus。 Wewereforthatnightclappedunderhatches,andkeptso closethatIthoughtIshouldhavebeensuffocatedforwant ofair;andthenextmorningtheshipweighed,andfelldown therivertoaplacetheycallBugby’sHole,whichwasdone, astheytoldus,bytheagreementofthemerchant,thatall opportunityofescapeshouldbetakenfromus。 However, whentheshipcamethitherandcastanchor,wewereallowed moreliberty,andparticularlywerepermittedtocomeupon thedeck,butnotuponthequarter-deck,thatbeingkept particularlyforthecaptainandforpassengers。 Whenbythenoiseofthemenovermyhead,andthemotion oftheship,Iperceivedthattheywereundersail,Iwasatfirst greatlysurprised,fearingweshouldgoawaydirectly,andthat ourfriendswouldnotbeadmittedtoseeusanymore;butI waseasysoonafter,whenIfoundtheyhadcometoananchor again,andsoonafterthatwehadnoticegivenbysomeofthe menwherewewere,thatthenextmorningweshouldhave thelibertytocomeupondeck,andtohaveourfriendscome andseeusifwehadany。 AllthatnightIlayuponthehardboardsofthedeck,asthe passengersdid,butwehadafterwardsthelibertyoflittle cabinsforsuchofusashadanybeddingtolayinthem,and roomtostowanyboxortrunkforclothesandlinen,ifwe hadit(whichmightwellbeputin),forsomeofthemhad neithershirtnorshiftoraragoflinenorwoollen,butwhat wasontheirbacks,orafarthingofmoneytohelpthemselves; andyetIdidnotfindbuttheyfaredwellenoughintheship, especiallythewomen,whogotmoneyfromtheseamenfor washingtheirclothes,sufficientto purchaseanycommon thingsthattheywanted。 Whenthenextmorningwehadthelibertytocomeuponthe deck,Iaskedoneoftheofficersoftheship,whetherImight nothavethelibertytosendaletteronshore,toletmyfriends knowwheretheshiplay,andtogetsomenecessarythings senttome。 Thiswas,itseems,theboatswain,averycivil, courteoussortofman,whotoldmeIshouldhavethat,orany otherlibertythatIdesired,thathecouldallowmewithsafety。 ItoldhimIdesirednoother;andheansweredthattheship’s boatwouldgouptoLondonthenexttide,andhewouldorder mylettertobecarried。 Accordingly,whentheboatwentoff,theboatswaincameto meandtoldmetheboatwasgoingoff,andthathewentinit himself,andaskedmeifmyletterwasreadyhewouldtake careofit。 Ihadpreparedmyself,youmaybesure,pen,ink, andpaperbeforehand,andIhadgottenaletterreadydirected tomygoverness,andenclosedanotherformyfellow-prisoner, which,however,Ididnotletherknowwasmyhusband,not tothelast。 Inthattomygoverness,Iletherknowwherethe shiplay,andpressedherearnestlytosendmewhatthingsI knewshehadgotreadyformeformyvoyage。 WhenIgavetheboatswaintheletter,Igavehimashilling withit,whichItoldhimwasforthechargeofamessenger orporter,whichIentreatedhimtosendwiththeletteras soonashecameonshore,thatifpossibleImighthavean answerbroughtbackbythesamehand,thatImightknow whatwasbecomeofmythings;’forsir,’saysI,’iftheship shouldgoawaybeforeIhavethemonboard,Iamundone。’ Itookcare,whenIgavehimtheshilling,tolethimseethat Ihadalittlebetterfurnitureaboutmethantheordinary prisoners,forhesawthatIhadapurse,andinitaprettydeal ofmoney;andIfoundthattheverysightofitimmediately furnishedmewithverydifferenttreatmentfromwhatIshould otherwisehavemetwithintheship;forthoughhewasvery courteousindeedbefore,inakindofnaturalcompassionto me,asawomanindistress,yethewasmorethanordinarily soafterwards,andprocuredmetobebettertreatedintheship than,Isay,Imightotherwisehavebeen;asshallappearin itsplace。 Heveryhonestlyhadmyletterdeliveredtomygoverness’s ownhands,andbroughtmebackananswerfromherinwriting; andwhenhegavemetheanswer,gavemetheshillingagain。 ’There,’sayshe,’there’syourshillingagaintoo,forIdelivered thelettermyself。’ Icouldnottellwhattosay,Iwassosurprised atthething;butaftersomepause,Isaid,’Sir,youaretookind; ithadbeenbutreasonablethatyouhadpaidyourselfcoach-hire, then。’ ’No,no,’sayshe,’Iamoverpaid。 Whatisthegentlewoman? Yoursister。’ ’No,sir,’saysI,’sheisnorelationtome,butsheisadear friend,andallthefriendsIhaveintheworld。’ ’Well,’says he,’therearefewsuchfriendsintheworld。 Why,shecried afteryoulikeachild,’ ’Ay,’saysIagain,’shewouldgivea hundredpounds,Ibelieve,todelivermefromthisdreadful conditionIamin。’ ’Wouldsheso?’sayshe。 ’ForhalfthemoneyIbelieveIcould putyouinawayhowtodeliveryourself。’ Butthishespoke softly,thatnobodycouldhear。 ’Alas!sir,’saidI,’butthenthatmustbesuchadeliverance as,ifIshouldbetakenagain,wouldcostmemylife。’ ’Nay,’ saidhe,’ifyouwereonceoutoftheship,youmustlookto yourselfafterwards;thatIcansaynothingto。’ Sowedropped thediscourseforthattime。