第71章

类别:其他 作者:Daniel Defoe字数:4243更新时间:18/12/26 16:40:16
Hestoodalittlewhilehesitating,asifdoubtfulwhetherto takeitorno;butIpresseditonhim,andmadehimacceptit, anditwasnotmuchlessworththanhisleatherpouchfullof Spanishgold;no,thoughitweretobereckonedasifatLondon, whereasitwasworthtwiceasmuchthere,whereIgaveithim。 Atlengthhetookit,kissedit,toldmethewatchshouldbea debtuponhimthathewouldbepayingaslongasIlived。 Afewdaysafterhebroughtthewritingsofgift,andthe scrivenerwiththem,andIsignedthemveryfreely,and deliveredthemtohimwithahundredkisses;forsurenothing everpassedbetweenamotherandatender,dutifulchildwith moreaffection。 Thenextdayhebringsmeanobligation underhishandandseal,wherebyheengagedhimselfto manageandimprovetheplantationformyaccount,andwith hisutmostskill,andtoremittheproducetomyorderwherever Ishouldbe;andwithal,tobeobligedhimselftomakeupthe produce#100ayeartome。 Whenhehaddoneso,hetoldme thatasIcametodemanditbeforethecropwasoff,Ihada righttoproduceofthecurrentyear,andsohepaidme#100 inSpanishpiecesofeight,anddesiredmetogivehimareceipt foritasinfullforthatyear,endingatChristmasfollowing; thisbeingaboutthelatterendofAugust。 Istayedhereaboutfiveweeks,andindeedhadmuchadoto getawaythen。 Nay,hewouldhavecomeoverthebaywith me,butIwouldbynomeansallowhimtoit。 However,he wouldsendmeoverinasloopofhisown,whichwasbuilt likeayacht,andservedhimaswellforpleasureasbusiness。 ThisIacceptedof,andso,aftertheutmostexpressionsboth ofdutyandaffection,heletmecomeaway,andIarrivedsafe intwodaysatmyfriend’stheQuaker’s。 Ibroughtoverwithmefortheuseofourplantation,three horses,withharnessandsaddles,somehogs,twocows,and athousandotherthings,thegiftofthekindestandtenderest childthateverwomanhad。 Irelatedtomyhusbandallthe particularsofthisvoyage,exceptthatIcalledmysonmy cousin;andfirstItoldhimthatIhadlostmywatch,which heseemedtotakeasamisfortune;butthenItoldhimhow kindmycousinhadbeen,thatmymotherhadleftmesucha plantation,andthathehadpreserveditforme,inhopessome timeorotherheshouldhearfromme;thenItoldhimthatI hadleftittohismanagement,thathewouldrendermea faithfulaccountofitsproduce;andthenIpulledhimouttheinsilver,asthefirstyear’sproduce;andthenpulling outthedeerskinpursewiththepistoles,’Andhere,mydear,’ saysI,’isthegoldwatch。’ Myhusband——soisHeaven’s goodnesssuretoworkthesameeffectsinallsensibleminds wheremerciestouchtheheart——liftedupbothhands,andwith anecstacyofjoy,’WhatisGoda-doing,’sayshe,’forsuchan ungratefuldogasIam!’ ThenIlethimknowwhatIhad broughtoverinthesloop,besidesallthis;Imeanthehorses, hogs,andcows,andotherstoresforourplantation;allwhich addedtohissurprise,andfilledhisheartwiththankfulness; andfromthistimeforwardIbelievehewasassincereapenitent, andasthoroughlyareformedman,aseverGod’sgoodness broughtbackfromaprofligate,ahighwayman,andarobber。 Icouldfillalargerhistorythanthiswiththeevidenceofthis truth,andbutthatIdoubtthatpartofthestorywillnotbe equallydivertingasthewickedpart,Ihavehadthoughtsof makingavolumeofitbyitself。 Asformyself,asthisistobemyownstory,notmyhusband’s, Ireturntothatpartwhichrelatedtomyself。 Wewentonwith ourplantation,andmanageditwiththehelpanddiversionof suchfriendsaswegottherebyourobligingbehaviour,and especiallythehonestQuaker,whoprovedafaithful,generous, andsteadyfriendtous;andwehadverygoodsuccess,for havingaflourishingstocktobeginwith,asIhavesaid,and thisbeingnowincreasedbytheadditionof#150sterlingin money,weenlargedournumberofservants,builtusavery goodhouse,andcuredeveryyearagreatdealofland。 The secondyearIwrotetomyoldgoverness,givingherpartwith usofthejoyofoursuccess,andorderherhowtolayoutthe moneyIhadleftwithher,whichwas#250asabove,andto sendittousingoods,whichsheperformedwithherusual kindnessandfidelity,andthisarrivedsafetous。 Herewehadasupplyofallsortsofclothes,aswellformy husbandasformyself;andItookespecialcaretobuyfor himallthosethingsthatIknewhedelightedtohave;astwo goodlongwigs,twosilver-hiltedswords,threeorfourfine fowling-pieces,afindsaddlewithholstersandpistolsvery handsome,withascarletcloak;and,inaword,everythingI couldthinkoftoobligehim,andtomakehimappear,ashe reallywas,averyfinegentleman。 Iorderedagoodquantity ofsuchhouseholdstuffasweyetwanted,withlinenofall sortsforusboth。 Asformyself,Iwantedverylittleofclothes orlinen,beingverywellfurnishedbefore。 Therestofmy cargoconsistediniron-workofallsorts,harnessforhorses, tools,clothesforservants,andwoollencloth,stuffs,serges, stockings,shoes,hats,andthelike,suchasservantswear; andwholepiecesalsotomakeupforservants,allbydirection oftheQuaker;andallthiscargoarrivedsafe,andingood condition,withthreewoman-servants,lustywenches,which myoldgovernesshadpickedforme,suitableenoughtothe place,andtotheworkwehadforthemtodo;oneofwhich happenedtocomedouble,havingbeengotwithchildbyone oftheseamenintheship,assheownedafterwards,before theshipgotsofarasGravesend;soshebroughtusastout boy,aboutsevenmonthsafterherlanding。 Myhusband,youmaysuppose,wasalittlesurprisedatthe arrivingofallthiscargofromEngland;andtalkingwithme afterhesawtheaccountofthisparticular,’Mydear,’sayshe, ’whatisthemeaningofallthis? Ifearyouwillrunustoo deepindebt: whenshallwebeabletomakereturnforitall?’ Ismiled,andtoldhimthatiswasallpaidfor;andthenItold him,thatwhatourcircumstancesmightexposeusto,Ihad nottakenmywholestockwithme,thatIhadreservedso muchinmyfriend’shands,whichnowwewerecomeover safe,andwassettledinawaytolive,Ihadsentfor,ashe mightsee。 Hewasamazed,andstoodawhiletellinguponhisfingers, butsaidnothing。 Atlasthebeganthus: ’Hold,let’ssee,’says he,tellinguponhisfingersstill,andfirstonhisthumb;’there’s inmoneyatfirst,thentwogoldwatches,diamondrings, andplate,’sayshe,upontheforefinger。 Thenuponthenext finger,’Here’saplantationonYorkRiver,#100ayear,then inmoney,thenaslooploadofhorses,cows,hogs,and stores’;andsoontothethumbagain。 ’Andnow,’sayshe,’a cargocost#250inEngland,andworthheretwicethemoney。’ ’Well,’saysI,’whatdoyoumakeofallthat?’ ’Makeofit?’ sayshe;’why,whosaysIwasdeceivedwhenImarriedawife inLancashire? IthinkIhavemarriedafortune,andavery goodfortunetoo,’sayshe。 Inaword,wewerenowinveryconsiderablecircumstances, andeveryyearincreasing;forournewplantationgrewupon ourhandsinsensibly,andineightyearswhichwelivedupon it,webroughtittosuchpitch,thattheproducewasatleast sterlingayear;Imean,worthsomuchinEngland。 AfterIhadbeenayearathomeagain,Iwentoverthebayto seemyson,andtoreceiveanotheryear’sincomeofmy plantation;andIwassurprisedtohear,justatmylandingthere, thatmyoldhusbandwasdead,andhadnotbeenburiedabove afortnight。 This,Iconfess,wasnotdisagreeablenews, becausenowIcouldappearasIwas,inamarriedcondition; soItoldmysonbeforeIcamefromhim,thatIbelievedI shouldmarryagentlemanwhohadaplantationnearmine; andthoughIwaslegallyfreetomarry,astoanyobligation thatwasonmebefore,yetthatIwasshyofit,lesttheblot shouldsometimeorotherberevived,anditmightmakea husbanduneasy。 Myson,thesamekind,dutiful,andobliging creatureasever,treatedmenowathisownhouse,paidme myhundredpounds,andsentmehomeagainloadedwithpresents。 Sometimeafterthis,IletmysonknowIwasmarried,and invitedhimovertoseeus,andmyhusbandwroteavery obliginglettertohimalso,invitinghimtocomeandseehim; andhecameaccordinglysomemonthsafter,andhappenedto betherejustwhenmycargofromEnglandcamein,whichI lethimbelievebelongedalltomyhusband’sestate,nottome。 Itmustbeobservedthatwhentheoldwretchmybrother (husband)wasdead,Ithenfreelygavemyhusbandanaccount ofallthataffair,andofthiscousin,asIhadcalledhimbefore, beingmyownsonbythatmistakenunhappymatch。 Hewas perfectlyeasyintheaccount,andtoldmeheshouldhave beenaseasyiftheoldman,aswecalledhim,hadbeenalive。 ’For,’saidhe,’itwasnofaultofyours,norofhis;itwasa mistakeimpossibletobeprevented。’ Heonlyreproachedhim withdesiringmetoconcealit,andtolivewithhimasawife, afterIknewthathewasmybrother;that,hesaid,wasavile Thusallthesedifficultiesweremadeeasy,andwelived togetherwiththegreatestkindnessandcomfortimaginable。 Wearegrownold;IamcomebacktoEngland,beingalmost seventyyearsofage,husbandsixty-eight,havingperformed muchmorethanthelimitedtermsofmytransportation;and now,notwithstandingallthefatiguesandallthemiserieswe havebothgonethrough,wehavebothgonethrough,weare bothofusingoodheartandhealth。 Myhusbandremained theresometimeaftermetosettleouraffairs,andatfirstIhad intendedtogobacktohim,butathisdesireIalteredthat resolution,andheiscomeovertoEnglandalso,wherewe resolvetospendtheremainderofouryearsinsincerepenitence forthewickedliveswehavelived。 ThebellatSt。Sepulchre’s,whichtollsuponexecutionday。 End