第12章

类别:其他 作者:E。 Phillips Oppenheim字数:3323更新时间:18/12/26 17:06:22
“Oh,itisn’texactlythat,“shesaidquietly。“Iamquitewillingtoadmitwhatallthetouristsandchancevisitorscallthefascinationoftheseplaces。Ihappentodislikethem,thatisall。 PerhapsitisbecauseIlivehere,becauseIseethemdaybyday; perhapsbecausethesightofthemandthethoughtofthemhavebecomewovenintomylife。“ Shewastalkinghalftoherself。Foramoment,eventheknowledgeofhispresencehadescapedher。Hamel,however,didnotrealisethatfact。Hewelcomedherconfidenceasasignofrelaxationfromthefrigidityofherearlierdemeanour。 “Thatseemshard,“heobservedsympathetically。“Itseemsoddtohearyoutalklikethat,too。Yourlife,surely,oughttobepleasantenough。“ Shelookedawayfromtheseaintohisface。Althoughthegenuineinterestwhichshesawthereandthekindlyexpressionofhiseyesdisarmedannoyance,shestillstiffenedslightly。 “Whyoughtit?。“ Thequestionwasalittlebewildering。 “Why,becauseyouareyoungandagirl,“hereplied。“It’snaturaltobecheerful,isn’tit?“ “Isit?“sheansweredlistlessly。“Icannottell。Ihavenothadmuchexperience。“ “Howoldareyou?“heaskedbluntly。 Thistimeitcertainlyseemedasthoughherreplywouldcontainsomerebukeforhiscuriosity。Sheglancedoncemoreintohisface,however,andtheinstinctivedesiretoadministerthatwell-deservedsnubpassedaway。Hewassoobviouslyinterested,hisquestionwasaskedsonaturally,thatitsspiceofimpertinencewasasthoughithadnotexisted。 “Iamtwenty-one,“shetoldhim。 “Andhowlonghaveyoulivedhere? “SinceIleftboarding-school,fouryearsago。“ “AnywherenearwhereIamgoingtoburymyselfforatime,Iwonder?“ hewenton。 “Thatdepends,“shereplied。“OuronlyneighboursaretheLorneybrookesofMarketBurnham。Areyougoingthere?“ Heshookhishead。 “I’vegotalittleshantyofmyown,“heexplained,“quiteclosetoSt。David’sStation。I’veneverevenseenityet。“ Shevouchsafedsomeslightshowofcuriosity。 “Whereisthisshanty,asyoucallit?“sheaskedhim。 “Ireallyhaven’tthefaintestidea,“hereplied。“Iamlookingforitnow。AllIcantellyouisthatitstandsjustoutofreachofthefulltides,onapieceofrock,deadonthebeachandaboutamilefromthestation。Itwasbuiltoriginallyforacoastguardstationandmeanttoholdalifeboat,buttheyfoundtheycouldneverlaunchthelifeboatwhentheyhadit,sothemantowhomalltheforeshoreandmostofthelandaroundherebelongs-aMr。 Fentolin,Ibelieve-soldittomyfather。Iexpecttheplacehastumbledtopiecesbythistime,butIthoughtI’dhavealookatit。“ Shewasgazingathimsteadfastlynow,withpartedlips。 “Whatisyourname?“shedemanded。 “RichardHamel。“ “Hamel。“ Sherepeateditlingeringly。Itseemedquiteunfamiliar。 “WasyourfatheragreatfriendofMr。Fentolin’s,then?“sheasked。 “Ibelieveso,inasortofway,“heanswered。“MyfatherwasHameltheartist,youknow。TheymadehimanR。A。sometimebeforehedied。Heusedtocomeouthereandliveinatent。ThenMr。 Fentolinlethimusethisplaceandfinallysoldittohim。Myfatherusedoftentospeaktomeaboutitbeforehedied。“ “Tellme,“sheenquired,“Idonotknowmuchaboutthesematters,buthaveyouanypaperstoprovethatitwassoldtoyourfatherandthatyouhavetherighttooccupyitnowwhenyouchoose?“ Hesmiled。 “OfcourseIhave,“heassuredher。“Asamatteroffact,asnoneofushavebeenhereforsolong,IthoughtI’dbetterbringthetitle-deed,orwhatevertheycallit,alongwithme。It’swiththerestofmytrapsatNorwich。Oh,theplacebelongstome,rightenough!“hewenton,smiling。“Don’ttellmethatanyone’spulleditdown,orthatit’sdisappearedfromthefaceoftheearth?“ “No,“shesaid,“itstillremainsthere。Whenweareroundthenextcurve,IthinkIcanshowittoyou。Buteveryonehasforgotten,Ithink,thatitdoesn’tbelongtoMr。Fentolinstill。Heusesithimselfveryoften。“ “Whatfor?“ Shelookedatherquestionerquitesteadfastly,quitequietly,speechlessly。Acuriousuneasinesscreptintohisthoughts。Thereweremysterioustbingsinherface。Heknewfromthatmomentthatshe,too,directlyorindirectly,wasconcernedwiththosestrangehappeningsatwhichKinsleyhadhinted。Heknewthattherewerethingswhichshewaskeepingfromhimnow。 “Mr。Fentolinusesoneoftheroomsasastudio。Helikestopaintthereandbenearthesea,“sheexplained。“Butfortherest,Idonotknow。Inevergoneartheplace。“ “Iamafraid,“heremarked,afterafewmomentsofsilence,“thatI shallbealittleunpopularwithMr。Fentolin。PerhapsIoughttohavewrittenfirst,butthen,ofcourse,Ihadnoideathatanyonewasmakinguseoftheplace。“ “Idonotunderstand,“shesaid,“howyoucanpossiblyexpecttocomedownlikethisandlivethere,withoutanypreparation。“ “Whynot?“ “Youhaven’tanyservantsnoranyfurniturenorthingstocookwith。“ Helaughed。 “Oh!Iamanoldcampaigner,“heassuredher。“Imeanttopickupafewoddmentsinthevillage。Idon’tsupposeIshallstayverylong,anyhow,butIthoughtI’dliketohavealookattheplace。 By-the-by,whatsortofamanisMr。Fentolin?“ Againtherewasthatcuriousexpressioninhereyes,anexpressionalmostofsecretterror,thistimenotwhollyconcealed。Hecouldhaveswornthatherhandswerecold。 “Hemetwithanaccidentmanyyearsago,“shesaidslowly。“Bothhislegswereamputated。Hespendshislifeinalittlecarriagewhichhewheelsabouthimself。“ “Poorfellow!“Hamelexclaimed,withastrongman’sreadysympathyforsuffering。“ThatisjustasmuchasIhaveheardabouthim。 Isheadecentsortoffellowinotherways?Isuppose,anyhow,ifhehasreallytakenafancytomylittleshanty,Ishallhavetogiveitup。“ Then,asitseemedtohim,forthefirsttimereallifeleapedintoherface。Sheleanedtowardshim。Hertonewashalfcommanding,halfimploring,hermannerentirelyconfidential。 “Don’t!“shebegged。“Itisyours。Claimit。Liveinit。Doanythingyoulikewithit,buttakeitawayfromMr。Fentolin!“ Hamelwasspeechless。Hesatalittleforward,ahandoneitherknee,hismouthungracefullyopen,anexpressionofblankandutterbewildermentinhisface。Forthefirsttimehebegantohavevaguedoubtsconcerningthisyounglady。Everythingaboutherhadbeensostrange:herquietentranceintothecarriage,herunusualmanneroftalking,andfinallythislastpassionate,inexplicableappeal。 “Iamafraid,“hesaidatlast,“Idon’tquiteunderstand。Yousaythepoorfellowhastakenafancytotheplaceandlikesbeingthere。Well,itisn’tmuchofacatchforme,anyway。I’mratherawanderer,andIdaresayIshan’tbebackinthesepartsagainforyears。Whyshouldn’tIlethimhaveitifhewantsit?It’snolosstome。I’mnotapainter,youknow,likemyfather。“ Sheseemedonthepointofmakingafurtherappeal。Herlips,even,wereparted,herheadalittlethrownback。Andthenshestopped。 Shesaidnothing。Thesilencelastedsolongthathebecamealmostembarrassed。 “YouwillforgivemeifIamalittledense,won’tyou?“hebegged。 “Totellyouthetruth,“hewenton,smiling,“I’vegotasortoffeelingthatI’dliketodoanythingyouaskme。Nowwon’tyoujustexplainalittlemoreclearlywhatyoumean,andI’llblowuptheoldplaceskyhigh,ifit’sanypleasuretoyou。“ Sheseemedsuddenlytohaverevertedtoherformerself-thecoldandcolourlessyoungwomanwhohadfirsttakentheseatoppositetohis。