第15章

类别:其他 作者:E。 Phillips Oppenheim字数:3859更新时间:18/12/26 17:06:22
Runalong,mydearchild。Youdonotamuseme。YoucantakeGeraldwithyou,ifyouwill。IhavenothingtosaytoGeraldjustnow。 Heisinmygoodbooks。IsthereanythingIcandoforyou,Gerald? Yourallowance,forinstance-atriflingincreaseoranadvance? Iaminageneroushumour。“ “ThengrantmewhatIbeggedfortheotherday,“theboyansweredquickly。“LetmegotoSandhurst。Icouldentermynamenextweekfortheexaminations,andIcouldpassto-morrow。“ Mr。Fentolintappedthetablethoughtfullywithhisforefinger。 “Alittleungrateful,mydearboy,“hedeclared,“alittleungratefulthat,Ithink。Yourconfidenceinyourselfpleasesme,though。Youthinkyoucouldpassyourexaminations?“ “Ididasetofpaperslastweek,“theboyreplied。“OnthegivenpercentagesIcameouttwelfthorbetter。Mr。BrownassuredmethatIcouldgoinforthematanymoment。Hepromisedtowriteyouaboutitbeforeheleft。“ Mr。Fentolinnoddedgently。 “NowIcometothinkofit,IdidhavealetterfromMr。Brown,“ heremarked。“Ratheranimpertinenceforatutor,Ithoughtit。 Hedevotedthreepagestowardsimpressinguponmethenecessityofyouradoptingsomesortofacareer。“ “Hewrotebecausehethoughtitwashisduty,“theboysaiddoggedly。 “Soyouwanttobeasoldier,“Mr。Fentollncontinuedmusingly。 “Well,well,whynot?Ourpicturegalleriesarefullofthem。 TherehasbeenaFentolinineverygreatbattleforthelastfivehundredyears。Sailors,too-plentyofthem-andjustafewdiplomatists。Bravefellows!Notone,Ifancy,“headded,“likeme-notonecondemnedtopasstheirdaysinaperambulator。Youareafinefellow,Gerald-aregularFentolin。Gettingonforsixfeet,aren’tyou? “Sixfeettwo,sir。“ “Averyfinefellow,“Mr。Fentolinrepeated。“Iamnotsosureaboutthearmy,Gerald。Yousee,therearesomepeoplewhosay,likeyourAmericanfriend,thatweareevennowalmostonthebrinkofwar。“ “Allthemorereasonformetohurry,“theboybegged。 Mr。Fentolinclosedhiseyes。 “Don’t!“heinsisted。“Haveyoueverstoppedtothinkwhatwarmeans-thewaryouspeakofsolightly?Thesuffering,themiseryofit!Allthepageantryandmusicandheroisminfront;andbehind,ablackenedworld,atrailofwrithingcorpses,aworldofweepingwomenforwhomthesunshallneverriseagain。Ugh!Anuglythingwar,Gerald。Iamnotsurethatyouarenotbetterathomehere。 Whynotpractisegolfalittlemoreassiduously?Iseefromthelocalpaperthatyouarestillplayingattwohandicap。Nowwithyourphysique,Ishouldhavethoughtyouwouldhavebeenascratchplayerlongbeforenow。“ “Iplaycricket,sir,“theboyremindedhim,alittleimpatiently,“and,afterall,thereareotherthingsintheworldbesidesgames。“ Mr。Fentolin’slongfingershotsuddenlyout。Hewasleaningalittlefromhischair。Hisexpressionofgentleimmobilityhadpassedaway。Hisfacewasstern,almoststony。 “Youhavespokenthetruth,Gerald,“hesaid。“Thereareotherthingsintheworldbesidesgames。Thereisthereal,thetragicalsideoflife,thedutiesonetakesup,theobligationsofhonour。 Youhavenotforgotten,youngman,theburdenyoucarry?“ Theboywaspaler,buthehaddrawnhimselftohisfullheight。 “Ihavenotforgotten,sir,“heansweredbitterly。“DoIshowanysignsofforgetting?Haven’tIdoneyourbiddingyearbyyear? Aren’tIherenowtodoit?“ “Thendoit!“Mr。Fentolinretortedsharply。“WhenIamreadyforyoutoleavehere,youshallleave。Untilthen,youaremine。 Rememberthat。Ah!thisisDoctorSarsonwhocomes,Ibelieve。 Thatmustmeanthatitisfiveo’clock。Comein,Doctor。Iamnotengaged。Yousee,Iamalonewithmydearnieceandnephew。Wehavebeenhavingalittlepleasantconversation。“ DoctorSarsonbowedtoEsther,whoscarcelyglancedathim。Heremainedinthebackground,quietlywaiting。 “Averydelightfullittleconversation,“Mr。Fentolinconcluded。 “Ihavebeencongratulatingmynephew,Doctor,uponhiswisdominpreferringthequietcountrylifedownheretothewearisomeroutineofaprofession。Heescapestheembarrassingchoiceofacareerbypreferringtodevotehislifetomycomfort。Ishallnotforgetit。 Ishallnotbeungrateful。Imayhavemyfaults,butIamnotungratefulRunawaynow,bothofyou。Dearchildrenyouare,butonewearies,youknow,ofeverything。Iamgoingout。Yousee,thetwilightiscoming。Thetideischanging。Iamgoingdowntomeetthesea。“ Hislittlecarriagemovedtowardsthedoor。Thebrotherandsisterpassedout。EstherledGeraldintothegreatdining-room,andfromthere,throughtheopenwindows,outontotheterrace。ShegrippedhisshoulderandpointeddowntotheTower。 “Something,“shewhisperedinhisear,“isgoingtohappenthere。“ ThelittlestationatwhichHamelalightedwaslikeanoasisinthemiddleofaflatstretchofsandandmarsh。Itconsistedonlyofafewraisedplanksandarudeshelter-built,indeed,fortheconvenienceofSt。David’sHallalone,forthenearestvillagewastwomilesaway。Thestation-master,onhisreturnfromescortingtheyoungladytohercar,staredatthisotherpassengerinsomesurprise。 “Whichwaytothesea?“Hamelasked。 Themanpointedtothewhitegatesofthecrossing。 “Youcantakeanyofthosepathsyoulike,sir,“hesaid。“IfyouwanttogettoSalthouse,though,youshouldhavegotoutatthenextstation。“ “Thiswilldoforme,“Hamelrepliedcheerfully。 “Becarefulofthedikes,“thestation-masteradvisedhim。“Someofthemareprettydeep。“ Hamelnodded,andpassingthroughthewhitegates,madehiswaybyaraisedcattletracktowardsthesea。Oneithersideofhimflowedanarrowdikefilledwithsalt-water。Beyondstretchedtheflatmarshland,itsmossyturfleavenedwithcracksandcreeksofallwidths,filledalsowithsea-slimeandsea-water。Aslightgreymistresteduponthemoredistantpartsofthewildernesswhichhewascrossing,amistwhichseemedtobeblowninfromtheseainlittlepuffs,restingforatimeupontheearth,andthendriftingupandfadingawaylikesoapbubbles。 Morethanoncewherethedikeshadoverflownhewascompelledtochangehiscourse,buthearrivedatlastatthelittleridgeofpebbledbeachborderingthesea。Straightaheadofhimnowwasthatstrange-lookingbuildingtowardswhichhehadallthetimebeendirectinghisfootsteps。Asheapproachedit,hisforeheadslightlycontracted。Therewasampleconfirmationbeforehimofthetruthofhisfellow-passenger’swords。Theplace,lefttoitselfforsomanyyears,withoutanyattentionfromitsactualowner,wasneitherdesertednorinruins。Itssolidgreystonewallsweresea-stainedandatrifleworn,butthearchedwoodendoorsleadingintothelifeboatshelter,whichoccupiedonesideofthebuilding,hadbeennewlypainted,andinthefrontthewindowwashungwithacurtain,nowcloselydrawn,ofsomedarkredmaterial。Thelockfromthedoorhadbeenremovedaltogether,andinitsplacewastheapertureforaYalelatch-key。Thelastnoteofmodernitywassuppliedbythetelephonewireattachedtotheroofofthelifeboatshelter。Hewalkedallroundthebuilding,seekinginvainforsomeothermeansofingress。Thenhestoodforafewmomentsinfrontofthecurtainedwindow。Hewasamanofsomewhatdetermineddisposition,andhefoundhimselfvaguelyirritatedbythelibertieswhichhadbeentakenwithhisproperty。 Hehammeredgentlyupontheframeworkwithhisfist,andthewindowsopenedreadilyinwards,pushingbackthecurtainwiththem。 Hedrewhimselfupontothesill,and,squeezinghimselfthroughtheopening,landedonhisfeetandlookedaroundhim,alittlebreathless。 Hefoundhimselfinasimplyfurnishedman’ssitting-room。Aneaselwasstandingclosetothewindow。Therewerereamsofdrawingpaperandseveralunfinishedsketchesleaningagainstthewall。Therewasasmalloaktableinthemiddleoftheroom;againstthewallstoodanexquisitechiffonier,onwhichwererestingsomecut-glassdecantersandgoblets。TherewasaTurkeycarpetuponthefloorwhichmatchedthecurtains,buttohissurprisetherewasnotasinglechairofanysorttobeseen。Thewallshadbeendistemperedandwerehungwithoneortwoengravingswhich,althoughhewasnojudge,hewasquitesureweregood。Hewanderedintothebackroom,wherehefoundastove,atea-serviceuponadealtable,andseveralothercookingutensils,allspotlesslycleanandofthemostexpensivedescription。Thewallsherewereplainlywhitewashed,andthefloorwasofhardstone。Hethentriedthedoorontheleft,whichledintothelargerportionofthebuilding-theshedinwhichthelifeboathadoncebeenkept。Notonlywasthedoorlocked,buthesawatoncethatthelockwasmodern,andthedooritselfwassecuredwithheavyironclamps。Hereturnedtothesitting-room。