第23章

类别:其他 作者:E。 Phillips Oppenheim字数:3685更新时间:18/12/26 17:06:22
Againsheplayedalittlemoreloudlyforafewmoments。Thenthemusicdiedawayoncemore。 “Whatreasondidhegiveforkeepingpossessionofthat?“ “Anotherbobby,“Hamelreplied。“Heisaninventor,itseems。Hehasthemodelofsomethingthere;hewouldnottellmewhat。“ Sheshiveredalittle,andhermusicdriftedaway。Shebentoverthekeys,herfacehiddenfromhim。 “Youwillnotgoawayjustyet?“sheaskedsoftly。“Youaregoingtostayforafewdays,atanyrate?“ “Withoutadoubt,“heassuredher。“Iamaltogethermyownmaster。“ “ThankGod,“shemurmured。 Heleanedwithhiselbowagainstthetopofthepiano,lookingdownather。Sincedinnertimeshehadfastenedalargeredroseinthefrontofhergown。 “Doyouknowthatthisisallrathermysterious?“hesaidcalmly。 “’Whatismysterious?“shedemanded。 “Theatmosphereoftheplace:youruncle’squeeraversiontomyhavingtheTower;yourvisitorupstairs,whofightswiththeservantswhileweareatdinner;yourunclehimself,whosewillseemstobelawnotonlytoyoubuttoyourbrother,whomustbeofage,Ishouldthink,andwhoseemstohaveplentyofspirit。“ “Welivehere,bothofus,“shetoldhim。“Heisourguardian。“ “Naturally,“Hamelreplied,“andyet,itmayhavebeenmyfancy,ofcourse,butatdinnertimeIseemedtogetaqueerimpression。 “Tellitme?“sheinsisted,herfingersbreakingsuddenlyintoaliveliermelody。“Tellitmeatonce?Youwerethereallthetime。 Icouldseeyouwatch-ng。Tellmewhatyouthought?“ Shehadturnedherheadnow,andhereyeswerefixeduponhis。Theywerelargeandsoft,capable,heknew,ofinfiniteexpression。Yetatthatmomentthelightthatshonefromthemwassimplyoneoffear,halfcurious,halfshrinking。 “Myimpression,“hesaid,“wasthatbothofyoudislikedandfearedMr。Fentolin,yetforsomereasonorotherthatyouwerehisabjectslaves。“ Herfingersseemedsuddenlyinspiredwithdiabolicalstrengthandenergy。Strangechordscrashedandbrokebeneaththem。Sheplayedsomeunfamiliarmusicwithtenseandfierceenergy。Suddenlyshepausedandrosetoherfeet。 “Comeoutontotheterrace,“sheinvited。“Youarenotafraidofcold?“ Hefollowedherwithoutaword。SheopenedtheFrenchwindows,andtheysteppedoutontothelong,broadstonepromenade。Thenightwasdark,andtherewaslittletobeseen。Thelightwasburningattheentrancetothewaterway;afewlightsweretwinklingfromthevillage。Thesoftmoaningoftheseawasdistinctlyaudible。 Shemovedtotheedgeofthepalisading。Hefollowedherclosely。 “Youareright,Mr。Hamel,“shesaid。“IthinkthatIammoreafraidofhimthananywomaneverwasofanymaninthisworld。“ “Thenwhydoyoulivehere?“heprotested。“Youmusthaveotherrelationstowhomyoucouldgo。Andyourbrother-whydoesn’thedosomething-gointooneoftheprofessions?Hecouldsurelyleaveeasilyenough?“ “Iwilltellyouasecret,“sheansweredcalmly。“Perhapsitwillhelpyoutounderstand。Youknowmyuncle’scondition。Youknowthatitwastheresultofanaccident?“ “Ihaveheardso,“herepliedgravely。 Sheclutchedathisarm。 “Come,“shesaid。 Sidebysidetheywalkedtheentirelengthoftheterrace。Whentheyreachedthecorner,theyweremetwithafiercegustofwind。 Shebattledalong,andhefollowedher。Theywerelookinginlandnow。Therewerenolightsvisible-nothingbutdark,chaoticemptiness。Fromsomewherebelowhimhecouldhearthewindinthetree-tops。 “Thisway,“shedirected。“Becareful。“ Theywalkedtotheveryedgeofthepalisading。Itwasscarcelymorethanacoupleoffeethigh。Shepointeddownwards。 “Canyousee?“shewhispered。 Bydegreeshiseyesfaintlypenetratedthedarkness。Itwasasthoughtheywerelookingdownaprecipice。Thedescentwasperfectlysheerfornearlyahundredfeet。Atthebottomwerethepinetrees。 “Comehereagaininthemorning,“shewhispered。“Youwillseethen。 Ibroughtyouheretoshowyoutheplace。Itwasherethattheaccidenthappened。“ “Whataccident?“ “Mr。Fentolln’s,“shecontinued。“Itwasherethathewentover。 Hewaspickedupwithbothhislegsbroken。Theyneverthoughtthathewouldlive。“ Hamelshiveredalittle。Ashiseyesgrewaccustomedtothedarkness,hesawmoredistinctlythaneverthesheerfall,thetopsofthebendingtreesbelow。 “Whatahorriblething!“heexclaimed。 “Itwasmorehorriblethanyouknow,“shecontinued,droppinghervoicealittle,almostwhisperinginhisear。“IdonotknowwhyItellyouthis-you,astranger-butifIdonottellsomeone,Ithinkthatthememoryofitwilldrivememad。Itwasnoaccidentatall。Mr。Fentolinwasthrownover!“ “Bywhom?“heasked。 Sheclungtohisarmforamoment。 “Ah,don’taskme!“shebegged。“Nooneknows。Myunclegaveout,assoonashewasconscious,thatitwasanaccident。“ “That,atanyrate,wasfineofhim,“Hameldedared。 Sheshivered。 “Hewasproud,atleast,ofourfamilyname。Whatevercredithedeservesforit,hemusthave。Itwasowingtothataccidentthatwebecamehisslaves:nothingbutthat-hisabsoluteslaves,towaituponhim,ifhewould,handandfoot。Yousee,hehasneverbeenabletomarry。Hislifewas,ofcourse,ruined。Sotheburdencametous。Wetookitup,littlethinkingwhatwasinstoreforus。 Fiveyearsagowecameheretolive。Geraldwantedtogointothearmy;Iwantedtotravelwithmymother。Geraldhasdonealltheworksecretly,buthehasneverbeenallowedtopasshisexaminations。 IhaveneverleftEnglandexcepttospendtwoyearsatthestrictestboarding-schoolinParis,towhichIwastakenandfetchedawaybyoneofhiscreatures。Welivehere,withtheshadowofthisthingalwayswithus。Wearehispuppets。Ifwehesitatetodohisbidding,heremindsus。Sofar,wehavebeenhiscreatures,bodyandsoul。Whetheritwillgoon,Icannotsay-oh,Icannotsay! Itisbadforus,but-thereismother,too。Hemakesherlifeaperfecthell!“ Aroarofwindcameboomingoncemoreacrossthemarshes,bendingthetreeswhichgrewsothicklybeneaththemandwhichascendedprecipitatelytothebackofthehouse。TheFrenchwindowsbehindrattled。Shelookedaroundnervously。 “Iamafraidofhimallthetime,“shemurmured。“Heseemstooverheareverything-heorhiscreatures。Listen!“ Theyweresilentforseveralmoments。Hewhisperedinherearsocloselythatthroughthedarknesshecould,seethefireinhereyes。 “Youaretellingmehalf,“hesaid。“Tellmeeverything。Whothrewyouruncleovertheparapet? Shestoodbyhisside,motionlessandtrembling。 “Itwasthepassionofamoment,“shesaidatlast,speakinghoarsely。“Icannottellyou。Listen!Listen!“ “Thereisnoonenear,“Hamelassuredher。“Itisthewindwhichshakesthewindows。Iwishthatyouwouldtellmeeverything。I wouldliketobeyourfriend。Believeme,Ihavethatdesire,really。TherearesomanythingswhichIdonotunderstand。Thatitisdullhereforyou,ofcourse,isnatural,butthereissomethingmorethanthat。Youseemalwaystofearsomething。Youruncleisaselfishman,naturally,althoughtolookathimheseemstohavethedispositionofanangel。Butbeyondthat,isthereanythingofwhichyouareafraid?Youseemallthetimetoliveinfear。“ Shesuddenlyclutchedhishand。Therewasnothingofaffectioninhertouch,andyethefeltathrillofdelight。 “Therearestrangethingswhichhappenhere,“shewhispered,“thingswhichneitherGeraldnorIunderstand。Yettheyterrifyus。I thinkthatverysoontheendwillcome。Neitherofuscanstanditverymuchlonger。Wehavenofriends。Somehoworother,heseemstomanagetokeepusalwaysisolated。“ “Ishallnotgoawayfromhere,“Hamelsaidfirmly,“atpresent。 Mind,Iamnotatallsurethat,livingthissolitarylifeasyoudo,youhavenotbecomealittleover-nervous;thatyouhavenotexaggeratedthefearofsomethings。Tomeyouruncleseemsmerelyquixoticandegregiouslyselfish。Howeverthatmaybe,I amgoingtoremain。“Sheclutchedonce,moreathisarm,herfingerwasupraised。Theylistenedtogether。Fromsomewherebehindthemcametheclear,lowwailingofaViolin。 “ItisMr。Fentolin,“shewhispered。“Pleasecomein;letusgoinatonce。Heonlyplayswhenheisexcited。Iamafraid!Oh,Iamafraidthatsomethingisgoingtohappen!“ Shewasalreadyroundthecornerandonherwaytothemainterrace。 Hefollowedherclosely。