第38章

类别:其他 作者:E。 Phillips Oppenheim字数:3659更新时间:18/12/26 17:06:22
inaccessiblecountries,whereeventhearmofthelawseldomreaches。 Couldn’tyoutakeherawaythere,takeherrightaway,travelsofastthatnothingcouldcatchyou,andhide-hideforalittletime?“ Hamelstaredathiscompanion,foramoment,blankly。Herattitudewassounexpected,herquestioningsofierce。 “MydearMrs。Fentolin,“hebegan- Shesuddenlyrelaxedhergripofhisarm。Somethingoftheoldhopelessnesswassettlingdownuponherface。Herhandsfellintoherlap。 “No,“sheinterrupted,“Iforgot!Imustn’ttalklikethat。She,too,ispartofthesacrifice。“ “Partofthesacrifice,“Hamelrepeated,frowning。“Isshe,indeed! Idon’tknowwhatsacrificeyoumean,butEstheristhegirlwhomsoonerorlater,somehoworother,Iamgoingtomakemywife,andwhensheismywife,Ishallseetoitthatsheisn’tafraidofMilesFentolinorofanyothermanbreathing。“ Agleamofhopefulnessshonethroughthestonymiseryofthewoman’sface。 “DoesEsthercare?“sheaskedsoftly。 “HowcanItell?Icanonlyhopeso。Ifshedoesn’tyet,sheshallsomeday。Isuppose,“headded,withasigh,“itisrathertoosoonyettoexpectthatsheshould。Ifitisnecessary,IcanWait。“ Mrs。Fentolin’seyeswereoncemorefixedupontheTower。Thesunhadcaughtthetopofthetelephonewireandplayedaroundittillitseemedlikealong,thinshaftofsilver。 “Ifyougodownthere,“shesaid,“Estherwillnotbeallowedtoseeyouatall。Mr。Fentolinhasdecidedtotakeitasapersonalaffront。Youwillbeostracisedfromhere。“ “ShallI?“heanswered。“Well,itwon’tbeforlong,atanyrate。 AndastonotseeingEsther,youmustrememberthatIcomefromoutsidethislittledomain,andIseenothingmoreinMr。Fentolinthanabad-tempered,mischievous,tyrannicaloldinvalid,whoisfortunatelypreventedbyhisinfirmitiesfromdoingasmuchmischiefashemight。Iamnotafraidofyourbrother-in-law,orofthebullyhetakesaboutwithhim,andIamgoingtoseeyourdaughtersomehoworother,andIamgoingtomarryherbeforeverylong。“ Shethrustoutherhandsuddenlyandgraspedhis。Thefingerswereverythin,almostbony,andcoveredwithrings。Theirgripwasfeverishandhefeltthemtremble。 “Youareabraveman,Mr。Hamel,“shedeclaredspeakinginalow,quickundertone。“Perhapsyouareright。Theshadowisn’toveryourhead。Youhaven’tlivedintheterrorofit。Youmayfindaway。Godgrantit!“ Shewrunghisfingersandrosetoherfeet。Hervoicesuddenlychangedintoanotherkey。Hamelknewinstinctivelythatshewishedhimtounderstandthattheirconversationwasover。 “Chow-Chow,“shecried,“comealong,dear,wemusthaveourwalk。 Comealong,Koto;comealong,littledogs。“ Hamelstrolleddowntheterracestepsandwanderedforatimeinthegardensbehindthehouse。Here,intheshelterofthegreatbuilding,hefoundhimselfsuddenlyinanatmosphereofspringtime。 Therewerebedsofcrocusesandhyacinths,fragrantclumpsofviolets,bordersofsnowdrops,massesofprimrosesandearlyanemones。Heslowlyclimbedoneortwosteeppathsuntilhereachedasortofplateau,levelwiththetopofthehouse。Theflowersheregrewmoresparsely,thetrackofthesaltwindlaylikeawitheringbandacrosstheflower-beds。Thegardenbelowwaslikealittleoasisofcolourandperfume。Arrivedattheborderingredbrickwall,heturnedaroundandlookedalongthenarrowroadwhichledtothesea。TherewasnosignofMr。Fentolin’sreturn。Thentohislefthesawagateopenandheardtheclamourofdogs。 Estherappeared,walkingswiftlytowardsthelittlestretchofroadwhichledtothevillage。Hehurriedafterher。 “Unsociableperson!“heexclaimed,ashecaughtherup。“Didn’tyouknowthatIwaslongingforawalk?“ “HowshouldIreadyourthoughts?“sheanswered。“Besides,afewminutesagoIsawyouontheterrace,talkingtomother。Iamonlygoingasfarasthevillage。“ “MayIcome?“heasked。“Ihavebusinesstheremyself。“ Shelaughed。 “Thereareninecottages,threefarmhouses,andageneralshopinSt。David’s,“sheremarked。“Alsoaboutfifteenfishermen’scottagesdottedaboutthemarsh。Yourbusiness,Ipresume,iswiththegeneralshop?“ Heshookhishead,fallingintostepwithher。 “WhatIwant,“heexplained,“istofindawomantocomeinandlookaftermeattheTower。Yourservantwhovaletsmehasgivenmetwonames。 Somethingofthelightnessfadedfromherface。 “Soyouhavequitemadeupyourmindtoleaveus?“sheaskedslowly。 “Motherwasn’tabletopersuadeyoutostay?“ Heshookhishead。 “Shewasverykind,“hesaid,“buttherearereallygravereasonswhyIfeelthatImustnotacceptMr。Fentolin’shospitalityanylonger。Ihad,“hewenton,“averyinterestingtalkwithyourmother。“ Sheturnedquicklytowardshim。Theslightestpossibletingeofadditionalcolourwasinhercheeks。Shewaswalkingonthetopofagreenbank,withthewindblowingherskirtsaroundher。Theturnofherheadwasalittlediffident,almostshy。Hereyeswereaskinghimquestions。Atthatmomentsheseemedtohim,withherslimbody,hergentlypartedlipsandsoft,tremulouseyes,almostlikeachild。Hedrewalittlenearertoher。 “Itoldyourmother,“hecontinued,“allthatIhavetoldyou,andmore。Itoldher,dear,thatIcaredforyou,thatIwantedyoutobemywife。“ Shewascaughtinalittlegustofwind。Bothherhandswentuptoherhat;herfacewashidden。Shesteppeddownfromthebank。 “Youshouldn’thavedonethat,“shesaidquietly。 “Whynot?“hedemanded。“Itwasthetruth。“ Hestoopedforward,intentuponlookingintoherface。Themysticsoftnesswasstillinhereyes,buthergeneralexpressionwasinscrutable。Itseemedtohimthattherewasfearthere。 “Whatdidmothersay?“shewhispered。 “Nothingdiscouraging,“hereplied。“Idon’tthinkshemindedatall。Ihavedecided,ifyougivemepermission,togoandtalktoMr。Fentolinthisevening。“ Sheshookherheadveryemphatically。 “Don’t!“sheimplored。“Don’t!Don’tgivehimanotherwhiptolashuswith。Keepsilent。Letmejusthavethememoryforafewdaysalltomyself。“ Herwordscametohimlikenumbthings。Therewaslittleexpressioninthem,andyethefeltthatsomehowtheymeantsomuch。 “Estherdear,“hesaid,“Ishalldojustasyouaskme。Atthesametime,pleaselisten。IthinkthatyouareallabsurdlyfrightenedofMr。Fentolin。Livingherealonewithhim,youhaveallgrownunderhisdominancetoanunreasonableextent。Becauseofhishorribleinfirmity,youhaveletyourselvesbecomehisslaves。Therearelimitstothissortofthing,Esther。Icomehereasastranger,andIseenothingmoreinMr。Fentolinthanaveryselfish,irritable,domineering,andcapriciousoldman。 Humourhim,byallmeans。Iamwillingtodothesamemyself。 Butwhenitcomestothegreatthingsinlife,neitherhenoranylivingpersonisgoingtokeepfrommethewomanIlove。“ Shewalkedbyhissideinsilence。Herbreathwascomingalittlequicker,herfingerslaypassiveinhis。Thenforamomenthefeltthegripofthemalmostburnintohisflesh。Stillshesaidnothing。 “Iwantyourpermission,dear,“hewenton,“togotohim。I supposehecallshimselfyourguardian。Ifhesaysno,youareofage。IjustwantyoutobelievethatIamstrongenoughtoputmyarms,aroundyouandtocarryyouawaytomyownworldandkeepyouthere,althoughanarmyofMr。Fentolin’screaturesfollowedus。“ Sheturned,andhesawthegreattransformation。Herfacewasbrilliant,hereyesshonewithwonderfulthings。 “Please,“shebegged,“willyousayordonothingatallforalittletime,untilItellyouwhen?Iwantjustafewdayspeace。 YouhavesaidsuchbeautifulthingstomethatIwantthemtoliethereinmythoughts,inmyheart,undisturbed,forjustalittltime。Yousee,weareatthevillagenow。Iamgoingtocallatthisthirdcottage。WhileIaminside,youcangoandmakewhatenquiriesyoulike。Comeandknockatthedoorformewhenyouareready。“ “Andwewillwalkbacktogether?“ “Wewillwalkbacktogether,“shepromisedhim。 “Iwilltakeyouhomeanotherway。IwilltakeyouoverwhattheycalltheCommon,andcomedownbehindtheHallintothegardens。 Shedismissedhimwithalittlesmile。Hestrolledalongthevillagestreetandplungedintothemysteriousrecessesoftheonetinyshop。