“Youareafoolishperson,“shesaidcalmly。“Youaresofoolishthatyouarenot,inallprobability,intheslightestdegreedangerous。Believeme,oursisanunequalduel。Thereisabelluponthistablewhichhasapparentlyescapedyournotice。Isitwithmyfingeruponthebutton-so。Ihaveonlytopressit,andtheservantswillbehere。Idonotwishtopressit。Idonotdesirethatyoushouldbe,asyoucertainlywouldbe,banishedfromthishouse。“
Hewasimmenselypuzzled。Shehadnotresentedhisstrangeintrusion。Shehadacceptedit,indeed,withcuriousequanimity。
Herforefingerlingeredstilloverthelittleivoryknobofthebellattachedtoherdesk。Heshruggedhisshoulders。
“Youhavetheadvantageofme,“headmitted,alittlecurtly。“Allthesame,IthinkIcouldpossessmyselfofthosesheetsofpaper,youknow,beforethebellwasanswered。“
“Woulditbewise,Iwonder,then,toensuretheirsafety?“sheaskedcoolly。
Herfingerpressedthebell。Hetookaquickstepforward。Sheheldoutherhand。
“Stop!“sheordered。“Thesesheetswilltellyounothingwhichyoudonotknowalreadyunlessyouareafool。Nevermindthebell。
Thatismyaffair。Iamsendingyouaway。“
Heleanedalittletowardsher。
“Itwouldn’tbepossibletobribeyou,Isuppose?“
Sheshookherhead。
“Iwonderyouhaven’ttriedthatbefore。No,itwouldnot-notwithmoney,thatistosay。“
“You’lltellMr。Fentolin,Ipresume?“heaskedquickly。
“Ihavenothingtotellhim,“shereplied。“Nothinghashappened。
Richards,“shewenton,asaservantenteredtheroom,“Mr。HamelislookingforMissFentolin。Willyouseeifyoucanfindher?“
Theman’sexpressionwasfullofpoliteregret。
“MissFentolinwentovertoLeghWoodsearlythismorning,sir,“
heannounced。“SheisstayingtolunchwithLadySaxthorpe。“
Hamelstoodquitestillforamoment。Thenheturnedtothewindow。
InthefardistancehecouldcatchaglimpseoftheTower。Mr。
Fentolin’schairhaddisappearedfromthewalk。
“Iamsorry,“hesaid。“Imusthavemadeamistake。Iwillhurryback。“
Thereweremorequestionswhichhewaslongingtoask,butthecoldnegativenessofhermannerchilledhim。Shesatwithherfingerspoisedoverthekeys,waitingforhisdeparture。Heturnedandlefttheroom。
Mr。Fentolin,hiscarriagedrawnupclosetothebeach,waspaintingsteadilywhenHamelstoodoncemorebyhisside。Hiseyesmovedonlyfromtheseatothecanvas。Heneverturnedhishead。
“Soyourwooinghasnotprospered,myyoungfriend,“heremarkedgently。“Iamsorry。IsthereanythingIcando?“
“Yourniecehasgoneouttolunch,“Hamelrepliedshortly。
Mr。Fentolinstoppedpainting。HisfacewasfullofconcernashelookedupatHamel。
“Mydearsir,“heexclaimed,“howcanIapologise!Ofcourseshehasgoneouttolunch。ShehasgoneouttoLadySaxthorpe’s。I
rememberthesubjectbeingdiscussed。Imyself,infact,wastheinstigatorofhergoing。Ioweyouathousandapologies,Mr。Hamel。
Letmemakewhatamendsarepossibleforyouruselessjourney。
Dinewithusto-night。“
“Youareverykind。“
“Apooramends,“Mr。Fentolincontinued。“Amorninglikethiswasmadeforlovers。Sunshineandbluesky,asaltbreezeflavouredjustalittlewiththatlavender,andastrollthroughmyspringgardens,wheremyhyacinthsarelikeafieldofpurpleandgold,amantleofjewelsuponthebrownearth。Ah,well!One’sthoughtswillwandertothebeautifulthingsoflife。Therewereoncewomenwholovedme,Mr。Hamel。“
Hamellookeddoubtfullyatthestrangelittlefigureinthechair。
Wasthisgenuine,hewondered,avoluntaryoutburst,orwasitsomesubtleattempttoincitesympathy?Mr。Fentolinseemedalmosttohavereadhisthought。
“ItisnotforthesakeofyourpitythatIsaythis,“hecontinued。
“Mineisonlythepassingacrossthelinewhichageaswellasinfirmitymakesinevitable。Nooneintheworldwholivestogrowold,andwhohaslovedandfeltthefireofitinhisveins,canpassthatlinewithoutsorrow,orlookbackwithoutapang。Iamamongagreatarmy。Well,well,Ishallpaintnomoreto-day,“heconcludedabruptly。
“Whereisyourservant?“Hamelasked。
Mr。Fentolinglancedaroundhimcarelessly。
“Hehaswanderedawayoutofsight。HeknowswellhownecessarysolitudeistomeifonceItakethebrushbetweenmyfingers-solitudenaturalandentire,Imean。IfanyoneiswithinadozenyardsofmeIknowit,eventhoughIcannotseethem。
MeekinsiswanderingsomewheretheothersideoftheTower。“
“ShallIcallhim?“
“Onnoaccount,“Mr。Fentolinbegged。“Presentlyhewillappear,inplentyoftime。Thereisthemorningtobepassed-barelyeleveno’clock,Ithink,now。Ishallsitinmychair,andsinkalittledown,anddreamofthesebeautifullights,theserolling,foam-fleckedwaves,thesepatchesofblueandshiftinggreen。I
canformtheminmybrain。Icanmakeapicturethere,eventhoughmyfingersrefusetomove。Youarenotanaesthete,Ithink,Mr。
Hamel?Thestudyofbeautydoesnotmeantoyouwhatitdidtoyourfather,andmyfather,and,inasmallerwaytome。“
“Perhapsnot,“Hamelconfessed。“IbelieveIfeelthesethingssomewhere,becausetheybringaqueersenseofcontentwiththem。
Iamafraid,though,thatmyartisticperceptionsarenotsokeenassomemen’s。“
Mr。Fentolinlookedathimthoughtfully。
“Itisthephysicallifeinyourveins-toosplendidtopermityouabstractpleasures。Compensationsagain,yousee-compensations。
Iwonderwhatthelawisthatgovernsthesethings。Ihaveforgottensometimes,“hewenton,“forgottenmyowninfirmitiesinthesoftintoxicationofawonderfulseascape。Only,“hewenton,hisfacealittlegrey,“itisthephysicalinlifewhichtriumphs。
Therearethehungryhourswhichnothingwillsatisfy。“
Hisheadsank,hischinresteduponhischest。Hehadalltheappearancenowofamanwhotalksinbitterearnest。YetHamelwondered。HelookedtowardstheTower;therewasnosignofMeekins。
Thesea-gullswentscreamingabovetheirheads。Mr。Fentolinnevermoved。Hiseyesseemedhalfclosed。ItwasonlywhenHamelrosetohisfeetthathelookedswiftlyup。
“Staywithme,Ibegyou,Mr。Hamel,“hesaid。“Iaminoneofthemoodswhensolitude,evenforamoment,isdangerous。DoyouknowwhatIhavesometimesthoughttomyself?“
Hepointedtotheplankedwaywhichleddownthesteep,pebblybeachtothesea。
“Ihavesometimesthought,“hewenton,“thatitwouldbeglorioustofindafriendtostandbymysideatthetopoftheplanks,justthere,whenthetidewashigh,andtobidhimloosemychairandtosteeritmyself,tosteeritdownthenarrowpathintothearmsofthesea。Thefirsttouchofthesaltwaves,thelasttouchoflife。
Whynot?Onesleepswithoutfear。“
Heliftedhisheadsuddenly。Meekinshadampeared,comingroundfromthebackoftheTower。InstantlyMr。Fentolin’swholemannerchanged。Hesatupinhischair。
“Itisarranged,then,“hesaid。“Youdinewithusto-night。Fortheothermattersofwhichyouhavespoken,well,letthemrestinthehandsofthegods。Youarenotverykindtome。IamnotsurewhetheryouwouldmakeEstheragoodhusband。Iamnotsure,even,thatIlikeyou。Youtakenopainstomakeyourselfagreeable。
Consideringthatyourfatherwasanartist,youseemtomeratheradullanduninspiredyoungman。Butwhocantell?Theremaybethingsstirringbeneaththattorpidbrainofyoursofwhichnootherpersonknowssaveyourself。“
TheconcentratedgazeofMr。Fentolin’skeeneyeswashardtomeet,butHamelcameoutoftheordealwithoutflinching。
“Ateighto’clock,Mr。Fentolin,“heanswered。“IcanseethatI