第44章

类别:其他 作者:E。 Phillips Oppenheim字数:3548更新时间:18/12/26 17:06:22
musttrytoearnyourbetteropinion。 Hamelreadsteadilyfortheremainderofthemorning。Itwaspastoneo’clockwhenherosestifflyfromhisseatamongthesandknollsand,strollingbacktotheTower,openedthedoorandentered。Theclothwaslaidforluncheoninthelittlesitting-room,buttherewerenosignsofHannahCox。Hepassedonintothekitchenandcametoasuddenstandstill。Oncemorethememoryofhisownworkpassedawayfromhim。Oncemorehewasbackagainamongthatqueer,cloudedtangleofstrangesuspicions,ofthrilling,half-formedfears,whichhadassailedhimattimeseversincehisarrivalatSt,David’s。Hestoppedquiteshort。Thewordswhichrosetohislipsdiedaway。Hefeltthebreathless,compellingneedforsilenceandgrewtenseintheefforttomakenosound。 HannahCoxwaskneelingonthestonefloor。Herearwasclosetothecrackofthedoorwhichledintotheboat-house。Herface,halfturnedfromit,wassetinastrange,concentratedpassionoflistening;herlipswereparted,hereyeshalfclosed。ShetooknomorenoticeofHamelorhisarrivalthanifhehadbeensomeuselesspieceoffurniture。Everyfacultyseemedtobeabsorbedinthatoneintenseeffortoflistening。Therewasnoneedofherout-stretchedfinger。Hamelfellinatoncewithamoodsomesmeric。 He,too,listened。Thesmallclockwhichshehadbroughtwithherfromthevillagetickedawayuponthemantelpiece。Thefullseafellwithplacidsoftnessuponthehighbeachoutside。Someslightnoiseofcookingcamefromthestove。Saveforthesethingstherewassilence。Yet,foraspaceoftimewhichHamelcouldneverhavemeasured,theybothlistened。Whenatlastthewomanrosetoherfeet,Hamel,findingwordsatlast,wassurprisedtofindthathisthroatwasdry。 “Whatisit,Mrs。Cox?“heasked。“Whywereyoulisteningthere?“ Herfacewasabsolutelyexpressionless。Shewasbusyingherselfnowwithasmallsaucepan,andherbackwasturnedtowardshim。 “Ispendmylife,sir,“shesaid,“listeningandwaiting。Oneneverknowswhentheendmaycome。“ “Buttheboat-house,“Hamelobjected。“Noonehasbeenintherehismorning,havethey?“ “Whocantell?“sheanswered。“Hecouldgoanywherewhenhechose,orhowhechose-throughthekeyhole,ifhewanted。“ “Butwhylisten?“Hamelpersisted。“Thereisnothingintherenowbutsomeoddsandendsofmachinery。“ Sheturnedfromthefireandlookedathimforamoment。Hereyeswerecolourless,hertoneunemotional。 “Maybe!There’snoharminlistening。“ “Didyouhearanythingwhichmadeyouwanttolisten?“ “Whocantell?“sheanswered。“Awomanwholiveswell-nighalone,asIlive,inaquietplace,hearsthingssooftenthatotherfolkneverlistento。There’salwayssomethinginmyears,nightorday。 SometimesIamnotsurewhetherit’sinthisworldortheother。Itwaslikethatwithmejustthen。ItwasforthatreasonIlistened。 Yourluncheon’sready,sir。“ Hamelwalkedthoughtfullybackintohissitting-room。HeseatedhimselfbeforeaspotlessclothandwatchedHannahCoxspreadouthiswell-cooked,cleanly-servedmeal。 “Ifthere’sanythingyouwant,sir,“shesaid,“Ishallhearyouataword。Thekitchendoorisopen。“ “Onemoment,Mrs。Cox。“ Shelingeredtherepatiently,withthetrayinherhand。 “Therewassomesound,“Hamelcontinued,“perhapsarealsound,perhapsafancy,whichmadeyougodownonyourkneesinthekitchen。 Tellmewhatitwas。“ “ThesoundIalwayshear,sir,“sheansweredquietly。“Ihearitinthenight,andIhearitwhenIstandbytheseaandlookout。I havehearditforsomanyyearsthatwhocantellwhetheritcomesfromthisworldortheother-thecryofmenwhodie!“ Shepassedout。Hamellookedafterher,foramoment,likeamaninadream,Inhisfancyhecouldseeherbackagainoncemoreinthekitchen,kneelingonthestonefloor,-listening! AcoldtwilighthadfallenuponthelandwhenHamellefttheTowerthateveningandwalkedbrisklyalongthefoot-waytotheHall。 Littlepatchesofmisthungoverthecreeks,theskywasalmostfrosty。ThelightsfromSt。David’sHallshonelikecheerfulbeaconsbeforehim。Hehastenedupthestonesteps,crossedtheterrace,andpassedintothehall。Aservantconductedhimatoncetothedrawing-room。Mrs。Fentolin,inapinkeveningdress,withapinkornamentinherhair,heldoutbothherhands。Inthebackground,Mr。Fentolin,inhisqueerly-cuteveningclothes,satwithfoldedarms,leaningbackinhiscarriage。Helistenedgrimlytohissister-in-lawasshestoodwithHamel’shandsinhers。 “MydearMr。Hamel!“sheexclaimed。“Howperfectlycharmingofyoutocomeupandrelievealittleoursadloneliness!Delightful,I callit,ofyou。IwasjustsayingsotoMiles。“ Hamellookedaroundtheroom。Alreadyhisheartwasbeginningtosink。 “MissFentoliniswell,Ihope?“heasked。 “Well,butaverynaughtygirl,“hermotherdeclared。“IlethergotoLadySaxthorpe’stolunch,andnowwehavehadsimplythefirmestletterfromLadySaxthorpe。TheyinsistuponkeepingEsthertodineandsleep。Ihavehadtosendhereveningclothes,butyoucan’ttell,Mr。Hamel,howImissher。“ Hamel’sdisappointmentwasalittletooobvioustopassunnoticed。 Therewasashadeofannoyance,too,inhisface。Mr。Fentolinsmoothlyintervened。 “LetusbequitecandidwithMr。Hamel,dearFlorence,“hebegged。 “Ihavespokentomysister-in-lawandtoldherthesubstanceofourconversationthismorning,“heproceeded,wheelinghischairnearertoHamel。“Sheisthunderstruck。Shewishestoreflect,toconsider。Estherchancedtobeaway。Wehaveencouragedherabsenceforafewmorehours。“ “Ihope,Mrs,Fentolin,“Hamelsaidsimply,“thatyouwillgivehertome。Iamnotarichman,butIamfairlywelloff。IshouldbewillingtoliveexactlywhereEstherwishes,andIwoulddomybesttomakeherhappy。“ Mrs,Fentolinopenedherlipsonceandclosedthemagain。Shelaughedalittle-ahigh-pitched,semi-hystericallaugh。Thehandwhichgrippedherfanwasstrainingsothattheblueveinsstoodoutalmostlikewhipcord。 “Estherisveryyoung,Mr。Hamel。Wemusttalkthisover。Youhaveknownherforsuchaveryshorttime。“ Aservantannounceddinner,andHamelofferedhisarmtohishostess。 “IsGeraldaway,too?“heasked。 “Wedoindeedoweyouourapologies,“Mr。Fentolindeclared。 “GeraldisspendingacoupleofdaysattheDormyHouseatBrancaster-agolfarrangementmadesometimeback。“ “Hepromisedtoplaywithmeto-morrow,“Hamelremarkedthoughtfully。 “Hesaidnothingaboutgoingaway。“ “Ifearthatlikemostyoungmenofhisagehehaslittlememory,“ Mr。Fentolinsighed。“However,hewillbebackto-morroworthenextday。Ioweyoumyapologies,Mr。Hamel,forourlackofyoungpeople。Wemustdoourbesttoentertainourguest,Florence。Youmustbeatyourbest,dear。Youmusttellhimsomeofthosecapitalstoriesofyours。“ Mrs,Fentolinshiveredforamoment。Hamel,ashehandedhertoherplace,wasstruckbyastrangelookwhichshethrewuponhim,halffurtive,fullofpain。Herhandalmostclungtohis。Sheslippedalittle,andheheldhertightly。Thenhewassuchdenlyconsciousthatsomethinghardwasbeingpressedintohispalm。Hedrewhishandawayatonce。 “Youseemalittleunsteadythisevening,mydearFlorence,“Mr。 Fentolinremarked,peeringacrosstheroundtable。 Sheeyedhimnonchalantlyenough。 “Thefloorisslippery,“shesaid。“Iwasglad,foramoment,ofMr。Hamel’sstronghand。Wherearethosedearpuppies?Chow-Chow,“ shewenton,“comeandsitbyyourmistressatonce。“ Hamel’sfingersinsidehiswaistcoatpocketweresmoothingoutthecrumpledpieceofpaperwhichshehadpassedtohim。Soonhehaditquiteflat。Mrs,Fentolin,asthoughfreedfromsomeanxiety,chatteredawaygaily。 “Idon’tknowthatIshallapologisetoMr。Hamelatallfortheyoungpeoplebeingaway,“shedeclared。“Justfancywhatwehavesavedhimfrom-asolitarymealservedbyHannahCox!Doyouknowthattheysaysheishalf-witted,Mr。Hamel?“ “Sofar,shehaslookedaftermeverywell,“Hamelobserved。