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类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5700更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
Idonotknowwithwhichofthetwoestimates——Mr。Taylor’sortheVirginian’s——youagreed。DidyouthinkthatMissMaryStarkWoodofBennington,Vermont,wasfortyyearsofage?Thatwouldhavebeenanerror。AtthetimeshewrotethelettertoMrs。 Balaam,ofwhichlettercertainportionshavebeenquotedinthesepages,shewasinhertwenty-firstyear;or,tobemoreprecise,shehadbeentwentysomeeightmonthsprevious。 Now,itisnotusualforyoungladiesoftwentytocontemplateajourneyofnearlytwothousandmilestoacountrywhereIndiansandwildanimalsliveunchained,unlesstheyaretomakesuchjourneyincompanywithaprotector,oraregoingtoaprotector’sarmsattheotherend。NorisschoolteachingonBearCreekausualambitionforsuchyoungladies。 ButMissMaryStarkWoodwasnotausualyoungladyfortworeasons。 First,therewasherdescent。Hadshesowished,shecouldhavebelongedtoanynumberofthosepatrioticsocietiesofwhichourAmericanearshavegrownaccustomedtohearsomuch。ShecouldhavebeenenrolledintheBostonTeaParty,theEthanAllenTiconderogas,theGreenMountainDaughters,theSaratogaSacredCircle,andtheConfederatedColonialChatelaines。Shetraceddirectdescentfromthehistoricladywhosenameshebore,thatMollyStarkwhowasnotawidowafterthebattlewhereherlord,herCaptainJohn,battledsobravelyastosendhisnamethrillingdownthroughthebloodofgenerationsofschoolboys。 ThisancestresswasherchiefclaimtobeamemberofthoseshiningsocietieswhichIhaveenumerated。Butshehadbeenwillingtojoinnoneofthem,althoughinvitationstodosowerebynomeanslacking。Icannottellyouherreason。Still,Icantellyouthis。Whenthesesocietiesweremuchspokenofinherpresence,herverysprightlycountenancebecamemoresprightly,andsheaddedherwordsofpraiseorrespecttothegeneralchorus。Butwhenshereceivedaninvitationtojoinoneofthesebodies,hercountenance,asshereadthemissive,wouldassumeanexpressionwhichwasknowntoherfriendsas“slickinghernoseintheair。“IdonotthinkthatMolly’sreasonforrefusingtojoincouldhavebeenatrulygoodone。Ishouldaddthathermostpreciouspossession——atreasurewhichaccompaniedherevenifshewentawayforonlyonenight’sabsence——wasanheirloom,alittleminiatureportraitoftheoldMollyStark,paintedwhenthatfar-offdamemusthavebeenscarcemorethantwenty。AndwheneachsummertheyoungMollywenttoDunbarton,NewHampshire,topayherestablishedfamilyvisittothelastsurvivorsofherconnectionwhoborethenameofStark,nowordthatsheheardintheDunbartonhousespleasedhersomuchaswhenacertaingreat-auntwouldtakeherbythehand,and,afterlookingwithfondintentnessather,pronounce:“Mydear,you’regettingmoreliketheGeneral’swifeeveryyearyoulive。“ “Isupposeyoumeanmynose,“Mollywouldthenreply。 “Nonsense,child。Youhavethefamilylengthofnose,andI’veneverheardthatithasdisgracedus。“ “ButIdon’tthinkI’mtallenoughforit。“ “Therenow,runtoyourroom,anddressfortea。TheStarkshavealwaysbeenpunctual。“ Andafterthisannualconversation,Mollywouldruntoherroom,andthereinitsprivacy,evenattheriskoffallingbelowthepunctualityoftheStarks,shewouldconsulttwoobjectsforquiteaminutebeforeshebegantodress。Theseobjects,asyouhavealreadycorrectlyguessed,weretheminiatureoftheGeneral’swifeandthelookingglass。 SomuchforMissMollyStarkWood’sdescent。 Thesecondreasonwhyshewasnotausualgirlwashercharacter。 Thischaracterwastheresultofprideandfamilypluckbattlingwithfamilyhardship。 Justoneyearbeforeshewastobepresentedtotheworld——notthegreatmetropolitanworld,butaworldthatwouldhavemadeherwelcomeanddoneherhomageatitslittledancesandlittledinnersinTroyandRutlandandBurlington——fortunehadturnedherbackupontheWoods。Theirpossessionshadneverbeengreatones;buttheyhadsufficed。Fromgenerationtogenerationthefamilyhadgonetoschoollikegentlefolk,dressedlikegentlefolk,usedthespeechandwaysofgentlefolk,andasgentlefolklivedanddied。Andnowthemillsfailed。 Insteadofthinkingaboutherfirsteveningdress,Mollyfoundpupilstowhomshecouldgivemusiclessons。Shefoundhandkerchiefsthatshecouldembroiderwithinitials。Andshefoundfruitthatshecouldmakeintopreserves。Thatmachinecalledthetypewriterwastheninexistence,butthedayofwomentypewritershadasyetscarcelybeguntodawn,elseIthinkMollywouldhavepreferredthisoccupationtothehandkerchiefsandthepreserves。 TherewerepeopleinBenningtonwho“wonderedhowMissWoodcouldgoaboutfromhousetohouseteachingthepiano,andshealady。“ Therealwayshavebeensuchpeople,Isuppose,becausetheworldmustalwayshavearubbishheap。ButweneednotdwelluponthemfurtherthantomentiononeotherremarkoftheirsregardingMolly。TheyallwithonevoicedeclaredthatSamBannettwasgoodenoughforanybodywhodidfancyembroideryatfivecentsaletter。 “Idaresayhehadagreat-grandmotherquiteasgoodashers,“ remarkedMrs。Flynt,thewifeoftheBaptistminister。 “That’sentirelypossible,“returnedtheEpiscopalrectorofHoosic,“onlywedon’thappentoknowwhoshewas。“TherectorwasafriendofMolly’s。Afterthislittleobservation,Mrs。 Flyntsaidnomore,butcontinuedherpurchasesinthestorewheresheandtherectorhadhappenedtofindthemselvestogether。LatershestatedtoafriendthatshehadalwaysthoughttheEpiscopalChurchasnobbishone,andnowsheknewit。 SopublicopinionwentonbeingindignantoverMolly’sconduct。 Shecouldstooptoworkformoney,andyetshepretendedtoholdherselfabovethemostrisingyoungmaninHoosicFalls,andalljustbecausetherewasadifferenceintheirgrandmothers! Wasthisthereasonatthebottomofit?Theverybottom?I cannotbecertain,becauseIhaveneverbeenagirlmyself。 Perhapsshethoughtthatworkisnotastooping,andthatmarriagemaybe。Perhaps——ButallIreallyknowisthatMollyWoodcontinuedcheerfullytoembroiderthehandkerchiefs,makethepreserves,teachthepupils——andfirmlytorejectSamBannett。 Thusitwentonuntilshewastwenty。TherecertainmembersofherfamilybegantotellherhowrichSamwasgoingtobe——was,indeed,already。ItwasatthistimethatshewroteMrs。BalaamherdoubtsandherdesiresastomigratingtoBearCreek。Itwasatthistimealsothatherfacegrewalittlepaler,andherfriendsthoughtthatshewasoverworked,andMrs。Flyntfearedshewaslosingherlooks。Itwasatthistime,too,thatshegrewveryintimatewiththatgreat-auntoveratDunbarton,andfromherreceivedmuchcomfortandstrengthening。 “Never!“saidtheoldlady,“especiallyifyoucan’tlovehim。“ “Idolikehim,“saidMolly;“andheisverykind。“ “Never!“saidtheoldladyagain。“WhenIdie,you’llhavesomething——andthatwillnotbelongnow。“ Mollyflungherarmsaroundheraunt,andstoppedherwordswithakiss。Andthenonewinterafternoon,twoyearslater,camethelaststraw。 Thefrontdooroftheoldhousehadshut。Outofithadsteppedthepersistentsuitor。Mrs。Flyntwatchedhimdriveawayinhissmartsleigh。 “Thatgirlisafool!“shesaidfuriously;andshecameawayfromherbedroomwindowwhereshehadpostedherselfforobservation。 Insidetheoldhouseadoorhadalsoshut。ThiswasthedoorofMolly’sownroom。Andthereshesat,infloodsoftears。Forshecouldnotbeartohurtamanwholovedherwithallthepoweroflovethatwasinhim。 Itwasabouttwilightwhenherdooropened,andanelderlyladycamesoftlyin。 “Mydear,“sheventured,“andyouwerenotable——“ “Oh,mother!“criedthegirl,“haveyoucometosaythattoo?“ ThenextdayMissWoodhadbecomeveryhard。InthreeweeksshehadacceptedthepositiononBearCreek。Intwomonthsshestarted,heart-heavy,butwithaspiritcravingtheunknown。 IX。THESPINSTERMEETSTHEUNKNOWN OnaMondaynoonasmallcompanyofhorsemenstrungoutalongthetrailfromSunkCreektogathercattleovertheirallottedsweepofrange。Springwasbackward,andthey,astheyrodegallopingandgatheringuponthecoldweek’swork,cursedcheerilyandoccasionallysang。TheVirginianwasgraveinbearingandofinfrequentspeech;buthekeptasonggoing——amatterofsomeseventy-nineverses。Seventy-eightwerequiteunprintable,andrejoicedhisbrothercowpunchersmonstrously。They,knowinghimtobeasingularman,foreboreevertopresshim,andawaitedhisownhumor,lestheshouldwearyofthelyric;andwhenafteradayofsilenceapparentlysaturnine,hewouldlifthisgentlevoiceandbegin: “IfyougotomonkeywithmyLooloogirl,I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo: I’llcyarveyourheartwithmyrazor,AND I’llshootyouwithmypistol,too——“ thentheywouldstridentlytakeupeachlastline,andkeepitgoingthree,four,tentimes,andkickholesinthegroundtotheswingofit。 BythelevelsofBearCreekthatreachlikeinletsamongthepromontoriesofthelonelyhills,theycameupontheschoolhouse,roofedandreadyforthefirstnativeWyomingcrop。Itsymbolizedthedawnofaneighborhood,anditbroughtachangeintothewildernessair。Thefeelofitstruckcolduponthefreespiritsofthecow-punchers,andtheytoldeachotherthat,whatwithwomenandchildrenandwirefences,thiscountrywouldnotlongbeacountryformen。Theystoppedforamealatanoldcomrade’s。Theylookedoverhisgate,andtherehewaspatteringamonggardenfurrows。 “Pickin’nosegays?“inquiredtheVirginianandtheoldcomradeaskediftheycouldnotrecognizepotatoesexceptinthedish。 Buthegrinnedsheepishlyatthem,too,becausetheyknewthathehadnotalwayslivedinagarden。Thenhetookthemintohishouse,wheretheysawanobjectcrawlingonthefloorwithahandfulofsulphurmatches。Hebegantoremovethematches,butstoppedinalarmatthevociferousresult;andhiswifelookedinfromthekitchentocautionhimabouthumoringlittleChristopher。 WhenshebeheldthematchesshewasaghastbutwhenshesawherbabygrowquietinthearmsoftheVirginian,shesmiledatthatcowpuncherandreturnedtoherkitchen。 ThentheVirginianslowlyspokeagain:“Howmanylittlestrangershaveyu’got,James? “Onlytwo。“ “My!Ain’titmostthreeyearssinceyu’maried?Yu’mustn’tlettimecreepahaido’yu’,James。 Thefatheroncemoregrinnedathisguests,whothemselvesturnedsheepishandpolite;forMrs。Westfallcamein,briskandhearty,andsetthemeatuponthetable。Afterthat,itwasshewhotalked。Theguestsatescrupulously,muttering,“Yes,ma’am,“and“No,ma’am,“intheirplates,whiletheirhostesstoldthemofincreasingfamiliesuponBearCreek,andtheexpectedschool-teacher,andlittleAlfred’searlyteething,andhowitwastimeforallofthemtobecomehusbandslikeJames。Thebachelorsofthesaddlelistened,alwaysdiffident,buteatingheartilytotheend;andsoonaftertheyrodeawayinathoughtfulclump。ThewivesofBearCreekwerefewasyet,andthehomesscattered;theschoolhousewasonlyasprigonthevastfaceofaworldofelkandbearanduncertainIndians;butthatnight,whentheearthnearthefirewaslitteredwiththecow-punchers’beds,theVirginianwashearddrawlingtohimself: “AlfredandChristopher。Oh,sugar!“ Theyfoundpleasureinthedelicatelychosenshadeofthisoath。 HealsorecitedtothemanewverseabouthowhetookhisLooloogirltotheschoolhousefortolearnherABC;andasitwasquiteoriginalandunprintable,thecamplaughedandsworejoyfully,androlledinitsblanketstosleepunderthestars。 UponaMondaynoonlikewise(forthingswillhappenso)sometearfulpeopleinpetticoatswavedhandkerchiefsatatrainthatwasjustleavingBennington,Vermont。Agirl’sfacesmiledbackatthemonce,andwithdrewquickly,fortheymustnotseethesmiledieaway。 Shehadwithheralittlemoney,afewclothes,andinhermindarigiddeterminationneithertobeaburdentohermothernortogiveintothatmother’sdesires。Absencealonewouldenablehertocarryoutthisdetermination。Beyondthesethings,shepossessednotmuchexceptspelling-books,acolonialminiature,andthatcravingfortheunknownwhichhasbeenmentioned。Iftheancestorsthatwecarryshutupinsideustaketurnsindictatingtousouractionsandourstateofmind,undoubtedlyGrandmotherStarkwasempressofMolly’sspirituponthisMonday。 AtHoosicJunction,whichcamesoon,shepassedtheup-trainboundbacktoherhome,andseeingtheengineerandtheconductor,——facesthatsheknewwell,——hercouragenearlyfailedher,andsheshuthereyesagainstthisglimpseofthefamiliarthingsthatshewasleaving。Tokeepherselfsteadyshegrippedtightlyalittlebunchofflowersinherhand。 Butsomethingcausedhereyestoopen;andtherebeforeherstoodSamBannett,askingifhemightaccompanyhersofarasRotterdamJunction“No!“shetoldhimwithaseveritybornfromthestruggleshewasmakingwithhergrief。“Notamilewithme。NottoEagleBridge。 Good-by。“