第16章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:4953更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
TothecircleatBennington,aletterfromBearCreekwasalwaysawelcomesummonstogatherandhearofdoingsverystrangetoVermont。Andwhenthetaleofthechangedbabiesarriveddulybythepost,itcreatedamorethanusualsensation,andwasreadtoalargenumberofpleasedandscandalizedneighbors。“Ihatehertobewheresuchthingscanhappen,“saidMrs。Wood。“IwishI couldhavebeenthere,“saidherson-in-law,AndrewBell。“Shedoesnotmentionwhoplayedthetrick,“saidMrs。AndrewBell。 “Weshouldn’tbeanywiserifshedid,“saidMrs。Wood。“I’dliketomeettheperpetrator,“saidAndrew。“Oh,no!“saidMrs。Wood。 “They’reallhorrible。“Andshewroteatonce,beggingherdaughtertotakegoodcareofherself,andtoseeasmuchofMrs。 Balaamaspossible。“Andofanyotherladiesthatarenearyou。 Foryouseemtometobeinacommunityofroughs。Iwishyouwouldgiveitallup。Didyouexpectmetolaughaboutthebabies?“ Mrs。Flynt,whenthisstorywasrepeatedtoher(shehadnotbeeninvitedintoheartheletter),remarkedthatshehadalwaysfeltthatMollyWoodmustbealittlevulgar,eversinceshebegantogoaboutgivingmusiclessonslikeanyordinaryGerman。 ButMrs。Woodwasconsiderablyrelievedwhenthenextletterarrived。Itcontainednothinghorribleaboutbarbecuesorbabies。 Itmentionedthegreatbeautyoftheweather,andhowwellandstrongthefineairwasmakingthewriterfeel。Anditaskedthatbooksmightbesent,manybooksofallsorts,novels,poetry,allthegoodoldbooksandanygoodnewonesthatcouldbespared。 Cheapeditions,ofcourse。“Indeedsheshallhavethem!“saidMrs。Wood。“Howhermindmustbestarvinginthatdreadfulplace!“Theletterwasnotalongone,and,besidesthebooks,spokeoflittleelseexceptthefineweatherandthechancesforoutdoorexercisethatthisgave。“Youhavenoidea,“itsaid,“howdelightfulitistoride,especiallyonaspiritedhorse,whichIcandonowquitewell。“ “Hownicethatis!“saidMrs。Wood,puttingdowntheletter。“I hopethehorseisnottoospirited。“——“Whodoesshegoridingwith?“askedMrs。Bell。“Shedoesn’tsay,Sarah。Why?“——“Nothing。 Shehasaqueerwayofnotmentioningthings,nowandthen。“——“Sarah!“exclaimedMrs。Wood,reproachfully。“Oh,well,mother,youknowjustaswellasIdothatshecanbeveryindependentandunconventional。“——“Yes;butnotinthatway。Shewouldn’tridewithpoorSamBannett,andafterallheisasuitableperson。“ Nevertheless,inhernextletter,Mrs。WoodcautionedherdaughterabouttrustingherselfwithanyoneofwhomMrs。Balaamdidnotthoroughlyapprove。ThegoodladycouldnevergraspthatMrs。Balaamlivedalongday’sjourneyfromBearCreek,andthatMollysawheraboutonceeverythreemonths。“Wehavesentyourbooks,“themotherwrote;“everybodyhascontributedfromtheirstore,——Shakespeare,Tennyson,Browning,Longfellow;andanumberofnovelsbyScott,Thackeray,GeorgeEliot,Hawthorne,andlesserwriters;somevolumesofEmerson;andJaneAustencomplete,becauseyouadmirehersoparticularly。“ ThisconsignmentofliteraturereachedBearCreekaboutaweekbeforeChristmastime。 ByNewYear’sDay,theVirginianhadbegunhiseducation。 “Well,Ihavemanagedtogetthrough’em,“hesaid,asheenteredMolly’scabininFebruary。Andhelaidtwovolumesuponhertable。 “Andwhatdoyouthinkofthem?“sheinquired。 “IthinkthatI’vecert’nlyearnedagoodlongrideto-day。“ “GeorgieTaylorhassprainedhisankle。“ “No,Idon’tmeanthatkindofaride。I’veearnedaridewithjustustwoalone。I’vereadeverywordofbothof’em,yu’ know。“ “I’llthinkaboutit。Didyoulikethem?“ “No。Notmuch。IfI’dknowedthatonewasadetectivestory,I’dhavegotyu’totrysomethingelseonme。Canyouguessthemurderer,oristheauthortoosmartforyu’?That’salltheyamountto。Well,hewastoosmartformethistime,butthatdidn’tdistressmeany。Thatotherbooktalkstoomuch。“ Mollywasscandalized,andshetoldhimitwasagreatwork。 “Oh,yes,yes。Afinebook。Butitwillkeepupitstalkin’。 Don’tletyoualone。“ “Didn’tyoufeelsorryforpoorMaggieTulliver?“ “Hmp。Yes。Sorryforher,andforTawmmy,too。Butthemandidrighttodrownd’emboth。“ “Itwasn’taman。Awomanwrotethat。“ “Awomandid!Well,then,o’courseshetalkstoomuch。“ “I’llnotgoridingwithyou!“shriekedMolly。 Butshedid。AndhereturnedtoSunkCreek,notwithadetectivestory,butthistimewithaRussiannovel。 ItwasalmostAprilwhenhebroughtitbacktoher——andaheavysleetstormlostthemtheirride。Sohespenthistimeindoorswithher,notspeakingasyllableoflove。Whenhecametotakehisdeparture,heaskedherforsomeotherbookbythissameRussian。Butshehadnomore。 “Iwishyouhad,“hesaid。“I’veneversawabookcouldtellthetruthlikethatonedoes。“ “Why,whatdoyoulikeaboutit?“sheexclaimed。Toherithadbeendistasteful。 “Everything,“heanswered。“Thatyoungcome-outer,andhisfam’lythatcan’tunderstandhim——forheisbroadgauge,yu’see,andtheyarenarro’gauge。“TheVirginianlookedatMollyamomentalmostshyly。“Doyouknow,“hesaid,andablushspreadoverhisface,“Iprettynearcriedwhenthatyoungcome-outerwasdyin’,andsaidabouthimself,’Iwasagiant。’Lifemadehimbroadgauge,yu’see,andthentookhischanceaway。“ MollylikedtheVirginianforhisblush。Itmadehimveryhandsome。Butshethoughtthatitcamefromhisconfessionabout“prettynearcrying。“Thedeepercauseshefailedtodivine,——thathe,likethedyingherointhenovel,felthimselftobeagiantwhomlifehadmade“broadgauge,“anddeniedopportunity。Fecundnaturebegetsandsquandersthousandsoftheserichseedsinthewildernessoflife。 HetookawaywithhimavolumeofShakespeare。“I’vesawgoodplaysofhis,“heremarked。 KindMrs。Taylorinhercabinnextdoorwatchedhimrideoffinthesleet,boundforthelonelymountaintrail。 “Ifthatgirldon’tgetreadytotakehimprettysoon,“sheobservedtoherhusband,“I’llgiveherapieceofmymind。“ Taylorwasastonished。“Ishethinkingofher?“heinquired。 “Lord,Mr。Taylor,andwhyshouldn’the?“ Mr。Taylorscratchedhisheadandreturnedtohisnewspaper。 Itwaswarm——warmandbeautifuluponBearCreek。SnowshoneuponthepeaksoftheBowLegrange;lowerontheirslopesthepineswerestirringwithagentlesong;andflowersbloomedacrossthewideplainsattheirfeet。 MollyandherVirginiansatatacertainspringwherehehadoftenriddenwithher。OnthisdayhewasbiddingherfarewellbeforeundertakingthemostimportanttrustwhichJudgeHenryhadasyetgivenhim。ForthisjourneyshehadprovidedhimwithSirWalterScott’sKenilworth。Shakespearehehadreturnedtoher。HehadboughtShakespeareforhimself。“AssoonasIgotusedtoreadin’it,“hehadtoldher,“IknowedforcertainthatIlikedreadin’forenjoyment“ Butitwasnotofbooksthathehadspokenmuchto-day。Hehadnotspokenatall。Hehadbadeherlistentothemeadow-lark,whenitssongfelluponthesilencelikebeadeddropsofmusic。 Hehadshowedherwhereacoveyofyoungwillow-grousewerehidingastheirhorsespassed。Andthen,withoutwarning,astheysatbythespring,hehadspokenpotentlyofhislove。 Shedidnotinterrupthim。Shewaiteduntilhewaswhollyfinished。 “Iamnotthesortofwifeyouwant,“shesaid,withanattemptofairiness。 Heansweredroughly,“Iamthejudgeofthat。“Andhisroughnesswasapleasuretoher,yetitmadeherafraidofherself。Whenhewasabsentfromher,andshecouldsitinhercabinandlookatGrandmotherStark,andreadhomeletters,theninimaginationshefounditeasytoplaythepartwhichshehadarrangedtoplayregardinghim——thepartoftheguide,andsuperior,andindulgentcompanion。Butwhenhewasbyherside,thatpartbecameadifficultone。Herwoman’sfortresswasshakenbyaforceunknowntoherbefore。SamBannettdidnothaveitinhimtolookasthismancouldlook,whenthecoldlustreofhiseyesgrewhotwithinternalfire。Whatcolortheywerebaffledherstill。“Canitpossiblychange?“shewondered。Itseemedtoherthatsometimeswhenshehadbeenlookingfromarockstraightdownintoclearseawater,thissamecolorhadlurkedinitsdepths。“Isitgreen,orisitgray?“sheaskedherself,butdidnotturnjustnowtosee。Shekeptherfacetowardthelandscape。 “Allmenarebornequal,“henowremarkedslowly。 “Yes,“shequicklyanswered,withacombativeflash。“Well?“ “Maybethatdon’tincludewomen?“hesuggested。 “Ithinkitdoes。“ “Doyu’tellthekidsso?“ “OfcourseIteachthemwhatIbelieve!“ Hepondered。“IusedtohavetolearnabouttheDeclarationofIndependence。IhatedbooksandtruckwhenIwasakid。“ “Butyoudon’tanymore。“ “No。Icert’nlydon’t。ButIusedtogetkep’inatrecessforbein’sodumb。Iwasmostalwaysatthetailendoftheclass。Mybrother,he’dbeheadsometimes。“ “LittleGeorgeTaylorismyprizescholar,“saidMolly。 “Knowshistasks,doeshe?“ “Always。AndHenryDowcomesnext。“ “Who’slast?“ “PoorBobCarmody。Ispendmoretimeonhimthanonalltherestputtogether。“ “My!“saidtheVirginian。“Ain’tthatstrange!“ Shelookedathim,puzzledbyhistone。“It’snotstrangewhenyouknowBob,“shesaid。 “It’sverystrange,“drawledtheVirginian。“Knowin’Bobdon’thelpitany。“ “Idon’tthinkthatIunderstandyou,“saidMolly,sticky。 “Well,itismightyconfusin’。GeorgeTaylor,he’syourbestscholar,andpoorBob,he’syourworst,andthere’salotinthemiddle——andyoutellmewe’reallbornequal!“ Mollycouldonlysitgigglinginthistraphehadsoingeniouslylaidforher。 “I’lltellyouwhat,“pursuedthecow-puncher,withslowandgrowingintensity,“equalityisagreatbigbluff。It’seasycalled。“ “Ididn’tmean——“beganMolly。 “Wait,andletmesaywhatImean。“Hehadmadeanimperiousgesturewithhishand。“Iknowamanthatmostlywinsatcyards。 Iknowamanthatmostlyloses。Hesaysitishisluck。Allright。Callithisluck。Iknowamanthatworkshardandhe’sgettin’rich,andIknowanotherthatworkshardandisgettin’ poor。Hesaysitishisluck。Allright。Callithisluck。IlookaroundandIseefolksmovin’upormovin’down,winnersorloserseverywhere。Allluck,ofcourse。Butsincefolkscanbebornthatdifferentintheirluck,where’syourequality?No,seh!callyourfailureluck,orcallitlaziness,wanderaroundthewords,prospectallyu’mindto,andyu’llcomeoutthesameoldtrailofinequality。“Hepausedamomentandlookedather。 “Someholdsfouraces,“hewenton,“andsomeholdsnothin’,andsomepoorfello’getstheacesandnoshowtoplay’em;butamanhasgottoprovehimselfmyequalbeforeI’llbelievehim。“ Mollysatgazingathim,silent。 “Iknowwhatyu’meant,“hetoldhernow,“bysayin’you’renotthewifeI’dwant。ButIamthekindthatmovesup。Iamgoin’tobeyourbestscholar。“Heturnedtowardher,andthatfortresswithinherbegantoshake。 “Don’t,“shemurmured。“Don’t,please。“ “Don’twhat?“ “Why——spoilthis。“ “Spoilit?“ “Theserides——Idon’tloveyou——Ican’t——buttheseridesare——“ “Whatarethey?“