第25章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:6101更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
methanIdeserved,andthatmademebehavebetterthanI naturallywantedto。Mademequitagirloncedintimeforhernottolosehergoodname。Andsothat’sonethingIhaveneverdone。AndifeverIwastohaveasonorsomebodyIsetstoreby,Iwouldwishtheirlottobetoknowoneortwogoodfolksmightywell——menorwomen——womenpreferred。“ HehadlookedawayagaintothehillsbehindSunkCreekranch,towhichourwalkinghorseshadnowalmostbroughtus。 “Asforparsons“——thegestureofhisarmwasadisclaimingone——“Ireckonsomeparsonshavearighttotellyu’tobegood。 ThebishopofthishyehTerritoryhasaright。ButI’lltellyu’ this:amiddlin’doctorisaporething,andamiddlin’lawyerisaporething;butkeepmefromamiddlin’manofGod。“ Onceagainhehadreducedit,butIdidnotlaughthistime。I thoughtthereshouldintruthbeheavydamagesformalpracticeonhumansouls。Butthehotglowofhiswords,andthevisionofhisdeepestinnermanitrevealed,fadedawayabruptly。 “Whatdoyu’makeofthepropositionyondeh?“Ashepointedtothecauseofthisquestionhehadbecomeagainhisdaily,engaging,saturnineself。 ThenIsawoverinafencedmeadow,towhichwewerenowclose,whathewaspleasedtocall“theproposition。“PropositionintheWestdoes,infact,meanwhateveryouatthemomentplease,——anoffertosellyouamine,acloud-burst,aglassofwhiskey,asteamboat。Thistimeitmeantastrangercladinblack,andofaclericaldeportmentwhichwouldinthatatmosphereandtoawatchfuleyebevisibleforamileortwo。 “Ireckonedyu’hadn’tnoticedhim,“wastheVirginian’sreplytomyejaculation。“Yes。Hesetmegoin’onthesubjectawhileback。Iexpectheisanothermissionarytousporecow-boys。“ Iseemedfromahundredyardstofeelthestranger’sforcefulpersonality。Itwasinhiswalk——Ishouldbettersaystalk——ashepromenadedalongthecreek。Hishandswerebehindhisback,andtherewasanairofwaiting,ofdispleasedwaiting,inhismovement。 “Yes,he’llbeamissionary,“saidtheVirginian,conclusively; andhetooktosinging,orrathertowhining,withhisheadtiltedatanabsurdangleupwardatthesky: “’DarisabigCar’linanigger,Aboutdesizeofdischileorp’rapsalittlebigger,BydenameofJimCrow。 Datwhatdewhitefolkscallhim。 IfeverIseeshintI’tendsfortomaulhim,JusttoletdewhitefolksseeSuchananimosasheCan’twalkaroundthestreetsandscandalizeme。’“ Thelanewhichwasconductingustothegroupofranchbuildingsnowturnedacornerofthemeadow,andtheVirginianwentonwithhissecondverse: “’Greatbigfool,hehasn’tanyknowledge。 Gosh!howcouldhe,whenhe’sneverbeentoscollege? NeitherhasI。 ButI’secomemightynigh; IpeakedthroughdedoorasIwentby。’“ Hewasbeginningathirdstanza,butstoppedshort;ahorsehadneighedclosebehindus。 “Trampas,“saidhe,withoutturninghishead,“wearehome。“ “Itlooksthatway。“SometenyardswerebetweenourselvesandTrampas,wherehefollowed。 “AndI’lltroubleyu’formyropeyu’tookthismawnin’insteado’yourown。“ “Idon’tknowasit’syourropeI’vegot。“Trampasskilfullyspokethissothatapreciselyoppositemeaningflowedfromhiswords。 Ifitwasdiscussionhetriedfor,hefailed。TheVirginian’shandmoved,andforonethick,flashingmomentmythoughtswereevidentlyalsothethoughtsofTrampas。ButtheVirginianonlyheldouttoTrampastheropewhichhehaddetachedfromhissaddle。 “Takeyourhandoffyourgun,Trampas。IfIhadwantedtokillyu’you’dbelyingninedaysbackontheroadnow。Here’syourrope。Didyu’expectI’dnotknowit?It’stheonlyoneincampthestiffnessain’talldrugoutofyet。Ormaybeyu’expectedmetonoticeand——nottakenotice?“ “Idon’tspendmytimeinexpectationsaboutyou。If——“ TheVirginianwheeledhishorseacrosstheroad。“Yu’retalkin’ toosoonafterreachin’safety,Trampas。Ididn’ttellyu’tohandmethatropethismawnin’,becauseIwasbusy。Iain’tforemannow;andIwantthatrope。“ Trampasproducedasmileasskilfulashisvoice。“Well,Iguessyourhavingmineprovesthisoneisyours。“HerodeupandreceivedthecoilwhichtheVirginianheldout,unloosingthedisputedoneonhissaddle。Ifhehadmeanttodeviseaslippery,evasiveinsult,nosmalltrickincow-landcouldbemoreoffensivethanthistakinganotherman’srope。Anditisthesmalltrickswhichleadtothebigbullets。Trampasputasmoothcoatingofplausibilityoverthewholetransaction。“Aftertheropecorralwehadtomakethismorning“——histonewasmockexplanatory——“theropeswasallstrewedroundcamp,andinthehustleI——“ “Pardonme,“saidasonorousvoicebehindus,“doyouhappentohaveseenJudgeHenry?“Itwasthereverendgentlemaninhismeadow,cometothefence。Asweturnedroundtohimhespokeon,withmuchrotundauthorityinhiseye。“Fromhisanswertomyletter,JudgeHenryundoubtedlyexpectsmehere。IhavearrivedfromFettermanaccordingtomyplanwhichIannouncedtohim,tofindthathehasbeenabsentallday——absentthewholeday。“ TheVirginiansatsidewisetotalk,onelong,straightlegsupportinghimononestirrup,theotherbentatease,theboothalfliftedfromitsdanglingstirrup。Hemadehimselftheperfectionofcourtesy。“TheJudgeisfrequentlyabsentallnight,seh。“ “Scarcelyto-night,Ithink。Ithoughtyoumightknowsomethingabouthim。“ “Ihavebeenabsentmyself,seh。“ “Ah!Onavacation,perhaps?“Thedivinehadaruddyfacet。Hisstrongglancewasstraightandfrankandfearless;buthissmiletoomuchremindedmeofdaysbygone,whenweusedtoreturntoschoolfromtheChristmasholidays,andthemasterswouldshakeourhandsandwelcomeuswith:“Robert,John,Edward,gladtoseeyoualllookingsowell!Rested,andreadyforhardwork,I’msure!“ Thatsmiledoesnotreallypleaseevengood,tamelittleboys; andtheVirginianwasnearingthirty。 “Ithasnotbeenvacationthistrip,seh,“saidhe,settlingstraightinhissaddle。“There’stheJudgedrivinginnow,intimeforallquestionsyu’havetoaskhim。“ Hishorsetookastep,butwasstoppedshort。TherelaytheVirginian’sropeontheground。IhadbeenawareofTrampas’squiteproperdepartureduringthetalk;andashewasleaving,I seemedalsotobeawareofhisplacingthecoilacrossthecantleofitsowner’ssaddle。Hadheintendedittofallandhavetobepickedup?Itwasanotherevasivelittlebusiness,andquitesuccessful,ifdesignedtonagtheowneroftherope。AfewhundredyardsaheadofusTrampaswasnowshoutingloudcow-boyshouts。Weretheytoannouncehisreturntothoseathome,ordidtheymeanderision?TheVirginianleaned,keepinghisseat,and,swingingdownhisarm,caughtuptherope,andhungitonhissaddlesomewhatcarefully。Butthehueofragespreadoverhisface。 Fromhisfencethedivinenowspoke,inapprobation,butwithanotherstrong,cheerlesssmile。“Youpickupthatropeasifyouwerewelltrainedtoit。“ “It’spartofourbusiness,seh,andwetrytominditliketherest。“Butthis,statedinagentledrawl,didnotpiercethemissionary’sarmor;hissuperioritywasverythick。 Wenowrodeon,andIwasimpressedbythereverendgentleman’srobust,dictatorialbackasheproceededbyashortcutthroughthemeadowtotheranch。Youcouldtakehimfornothingbutavigorous,sincere,dominatingman,fullofthehighestpurpose。 Butwhateverhiscreed,Ialreadydoubtedifheweretherightonetosowitandmakeitgrowinthesenew,wildfields。Heseemedmorethesortofgardenertokeepoldwalksandvinesprunedintheirantiquerigidity。Iadmiredhimforcomingallthiswaywithhisclean,short,graywhiskersandhisblack,well-brushedsuit。Andhemademethinkofapowerfullocomotivestuckpuffingonagrade。 Meanwhile,theVirginianrodebesideme,sosilentinhisvolcanicwraththatIdidnotperceiveit。ThemissionarycomingontopofTrampashadbeenmorethanhecouldstand。ButIdidnotknow,andIspokewithinnocentcheeriness。 “Istheparsongoingtosaveus?“Iasked;andIfairlyjumpedathisvoice:“Don’ttalksomuch!“heburstout。Ihadgotthewholeaccumulation! “Who’sbeentalking?“Iinequalangerscreechedback。“I’mnottryingtosaveyou。Ididn’ttakeyourrope。“Andhavingpouredthisout,Iwhippedupmypony。 Buthespurredhisownalongsideofme;andglancingathim,I sawthathewasnowconvulsedwithinternalmirth。Ithereforedrewdowntoawalk,andhestraightenedintogravity。 “I’mrightobligedtoyu’,“helaidhishandinitsbuckskingauntletuponmyhorse’smaneashespoke,“forbringingmebackouto’mynonsense。I’llbeassereneasabirdnow——whatevertheydo。Aman,“hestatedreflectively,“anyfull-sizedman,oughttoownabiglotoftemper。Andlikeallhisvaluablepossessions,he’doughttokeepitandnotloseany。“Thiswashisfullapology。“Asforsalvation,Ihavegotthisfar: somebody,“hesweptanarmatthesunsetandthemountains,“musthavemadeallthat,Iknow。ButIknowonemorethingIwouldtellHimtoHisface:ifIcan’tdonothinglongenoughandgoodenoughtoearneternalhappiness,Ican’tdonothinglongenoughandbadenoughtobedamned。IreckonHeplaysasquaregamewithusifHeplaysatall,andIain’tbotheringmyhaidaboutotherworlds。“ Aswereachedthestables,hehadbecometheserenebirdhepromised,andwassentimentallycontinuing: “’Desunismadeofmudfromdebottomofderiver; Demoonismadeo’fox-fire,asyoumightdisciver; Destarslikedeladies’eyes,Allrounddeworlddeyflies,Togivealittlelightwhendemoondon’trise。’“ Ifwordsweremeanttoconcealourthoughts,melodyisperhapsastillthickerveilforthem。Whatevertemperhehadlost,hehadcertainlyfoundagain;butthisallthemorefittedhimtodealwithTrampas,whenthedealingshouldbegin。IhadhalfamindtospeaktotheJudge,onlyitseemedbeyondamerevisitor’sbusiness。OurmissionarywasatthismomenthimselfspeakingtoJudgeHenryatthedoorofthehomeranch。 “Ireckonhe’sexplaininghehasbeena-waiting。“TheVirginianwasthrowinghissaddleoffasIloosenedthecinchesofmine。 “AndtheJudgedon’tlooklikehewashopelesslydistressed。“ Inowsurveyedthedistantparley,andtheJudge,fromthewagonfulofguestswhomhehadevidentlybeendrivinguponaday’sexcursion,wavedmeawelcome,whichIwavedback。“He’sgotMissMollyWoodthere!“Iexclaimed。 “Yes。“TheVirginianwasbriefaboutthisfact。“I’lllookaftehyoursaddle。Yougoandgetacquaintedwiththecompany。“ ThisfavorIaccepted;itwasthemeanshechoseforsayinghehoped,afterourrecentboilingover,thatallwasnowmorethanrightbetweenus。SoforthewhileIlefthimtohishorses,andhiscorrals,andhisTrampas,andhisforeman,andhisimminentproblem。 JudgeandMrs。Henry,MollyWood,andtwostrangers,aladyandagentleman,werethepartywhichhadbeendrivinginthelargethree-seatedwagon。Theyhadseemedamerryparty。ButasIcamewithinhearingoftheirtalk,itwasafragmentoftheminister’ssonoritywhichreachedmefirst:“——moreopportunityforthemtohavethebenefitofhearingfrequentsermons,“wasthesentenceI heardhimbringtocompletion。 “Yes,tobesure,sir。“JudgeHenrygaveme(italmostseemed) additionalwarmthofwelcomeforarrivingtobreakupthepresentdiscourse。“LetmeintroduceyoutotheRev。Dr。AlexanderMacBride。Doctor,anotherguestwehavebeenhopingforaboutthistime,“wasmyhost’scordialexplanationtohimofme。ThereremainedthegentlemanwithhiswifefromNewYork,andtotheseImademyfinalbows。ButIhadnotbrokenupthediscourse。 “Wemaybesaidtohavemetalready。“Dr。MacBridehadfixeduponmehisfull,masteringeye;anditoccurredtomethatiftheyhadpolicemeninheaven,hewouldbeatleastacenturionintheforce。Buthedidnotmeantobeunpleasant;itwasonlythatinamindfullofmatterslessworldly,pleasurewasleftout。“I observedyourfriendwasaskilfulhorseman,“hecontinued。“I wassayingtoJudgeHenrythatIcouldwishsuchskilfulhorsemenmightridetoachurchupontheSabbath。Achurch,thatis,ofrightdoctrine,wheretheywouldhaveopportunitytohearfrequentsermons。“ “Yes,“saidJudgeHenry,“yes。Itwouldbeagoodthing。“ Mrs。Henry,withsomemurmuraboutthekitchen,herewentintothehouse。 “Iwasinformed,“Dr。MacBrideheldtherestofus,“beforeundertakingmyjourneythatIshouldfindadesolateandmainlygodlesscountry。ButnobodygavemetounderstandthatfromMedicineBowIwastodrivethreehundredmilesandpassnochurchofanyfaith。“ TheJudgeexplainedthattherehadbeenafewalongwaytotherightandleftofhim。“Still,“heconceded,“youarequiteright。Butdon’tforgetthatthisisthenewestpartofanewworld。“ “Judge,“saidhiswife,comingtothedoor,“howcanyoukeepthemstandinginthedustwithyourtalking?“ Thismostefficientlydidbreakupthediscourse。Asourlittleparty,withthesmilesandthepoliteholdingsbackofnewacquaintanceship,movedintothehouse,theJudgedetainedmebehindallofthemlongenoughtowhisperdolorously,“He’sgoingtostayawholeweek。“ IhadhopesthathewouldnotstayawholeweekwhenIpresentlylearnedofthecrowdedarrangementswhichourhosts,withmanyhospitableapologies,disclosedtous。Theyweredelightedtohaveus,buttheyhadn’tforeseenthatweshouldallbesimultaneous。Theforeman’shousehadbeenpreparedfortwoofus,anddidwemind?ThetwoofuswereDr。MacBrideandmyself; andIexpectedhimtomind。ButIwrongedhimgrossly。Itwouldbemuchbetter,heassuredMrs。Henry,thanstrawinastable,whichhehadtriedseveraltimes,andwasquitereadyfor。SoI sawthatthoughhekepthisvigorousbodycleanwhenhecould,hecarednothingforitinthefaceofhismission。Howtheforemanandhiswiferelishedbeingturnedoutduringaweekforamissionaryendmyselfwasnotmyconcern,althoughwhileheandI