第28章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5050更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
“That’saboutit,“saidtheJudge。“Icangetonwithmostpeople。Butelephantsdepressme。“ SowenamedtheDoctor“Jumbo,“andIdepartedtomyquarters。 Atthebunkhouse,thecommentsweresimilarbutmorehighlysalted。Themenweregoingtobed。Inspiteoftheiroutwarddecorumattheservice,theyhadnotlikedtobetoldthattheywere“altogetherbecomefilthy。“Itwaseasytocallnames;theycoulddothatthemselves。Andtheyappealedtome,severalspeakingatonce,likeaconcertedpieceattheopera:“Say,doyoubelievebabiesgotohell?“——“Ah,ofcoursehedon’t。“——“Thereain’tnohereafter,anyway。“——“Ain’tthere?“——“Whotoldyu’?“——“Samemanastoldthepreacherwewereallasiftedsetofsons-of-guns。“——“Well,I’mgoingtostayaMormon。“——“Well,I’mgoingtoquitfleeingfromtemptation。“——“that’sso!Bettergetitintheneckafteragoodtimethanapoorone。“Andsoforth。Theirwitwasnotextreme,yetIshouldlikeDr。MacBridetohaveheardit。Onefellowputhisnaturalsoulprettywellintowords,“IfIhappenedtolearnwhattheyhadpredestinatedmetodo,I’ddotheotherthing,justtoshow’em!“ AndTrampas?AndtheVirginian?Theywereoutofit。TheVirginianhadgonestraighttohisnewabode。Trampaslayinhisbed,notasleep,andsullenasever。 “Heain’tgotreligionthistrip,“saidScipiotome。 “Didhisnewforemangetit?“Iasked。 “Huh!Itwouldspoilhim。Youkeeparoundthat’sall。Keeparound。“ Scipiowasnottobeprobed;andIwent,stillbaffled,tomyrepose。 NolightburnedinthecabinasIapproacheditsdoor。 TheVirginian’sroomwasquietanddark;andthatDr。MacBrideslumberedwasplainlyaudibletome,evenbeforeIentered。Gofishingwithhim!Ithought,asIundressed。AndIselfishlydecidedthattheJudgemighthavethisprivilegeentirelytohimself。Sleepcametomefairlysoon,inspiteoftheDoctor。I waswakenedfromitbymybed’sbeingjolted——notapleasantthingthatnight。Imusthavestarted。AnditwasthequietvoiceoftheVirginianthattoldmehewassorrytohaveaccidentallydisturbedme。Thisdisturbedmeagooddealmore。Buthisstepsdidnotgotothebunkhouse,asmysensationalmindhadsuggested。Hewasnotwearingmuch,andinthedimnessheseemedtallerthancommon。InextmadeoutthathewasbendingoverDr。 MacBride。Thedivineatlastsprangupright。 “Iamarmed,“hesaid。“Takecare。Whoareyou?“ “Youcanlaydownyourgun,seh。Ifeellikemyspiritwasgoingtobearwitness。IfeellikeImightgetanenlightening。“ Hewasusingsomeofthemissionary’sownlanguage。ThebafflingIhadbeentreatedtobyScipiomeltedtonothinginthis。Didlivingmenpetrify,Ishouldhavechangedtomineralbetweenthesheets。TheDoctorgotoutofbed,lightedhislamp,andfoundabook;andthetworetiredintotheVirginian’sroom,whereI couldheartheexhortationsasIlayamazed。IntimetheDoctorreturned,blewouthislamp,andsettledhimself。Ihadbeenverymuchawake,butwasnearlygonetosleepagain,whenthedoorcreakedandtheVirginianstoodbytheDoctor’sside。 “Areyouawake,seh?“ “What?What’sthat?Whatisit?“ “Excuseme,seh。Theenemyiswinningonme。I’mfeelinglessinwardoppositiontosin。“ Thelampwaslighted,andIlistenedtosomefurtherexhortations。Theymusthavetakenhalfanhour。WhentheDoctorwasinbedagain,IthoughtthatIheardhimsigh。Thisupsetmycomposureinthedark;butIlayfacedownwardinthepillow,andtheDoctorwassoonagainsnoring。Ienviedhimforawhilehisfacultyofeasysleep。ButImusthavedroppedoffmyself;foritwasthelampinmyeyesthatnowwakedmeashecamebackforthethirdtimefromtheVirginian’sroom。Beforeblowingthelightouthelookedathiswatch,andthereuponIinquiredthehourofhim。 “Three,“saidhe。 Icouldnotsleepanymorenow,andIlaywatchingthedarkness。 “I’mafearedtobealone!“saidtheVirginian’svoicepresentlyinthenextroom。“I’mafeared。“Therewasashortpause,andthenheshoutedveryloud,“I’mlosin’mydesireaftehthesinceremilkoftheWord!“ “What?What’sthat?What?“TheDoctor’scotgaveagreatcrackashestarteduplistening,andIputmyfacedeepinthepillow。 “I’mafeared!I’mafeared!Sinhasquitbeingbitterinmybelly。“ “Courage,mygoodman。“TheDoctorwasoutofbedwithhislampagain,andthedoorshutbehindhim。Betweenthemtheymadeitlongthistime。Isawthewindowbecomegray;thenthecornersofthefurnituregrowvisible;andoutside,thedrychorusoftheblackbirdsbegantofillthedawn。Tothesethesoundsofchickensandimpatienthoofsinthestablewereadded,andsomecowwanderedbyloudlycallingforhercalf。Next,someonewhistlingpassednearandgrewdistant。ButalthoughthecoldhuethatIlaystaringatthroughthewindowwarmedandchanged,theDoctorcontinuedworkinghardoverhispatientinthenextroom。 Onlyawordhereandtherewasdistinct;butitwasplainfromtheVirginian’sfewerremarksthatthesininhisbellywasalarminghimless。Yes,theymadethistimelong。Butitproved,indeed,thelastone。Andthoughsomesortofcatastrophewasboundtofalluponus,itwasmyselfwhoprecipitatedthethingthatdidhappen。 Daywaswhollycome。Ilookedatmyownwatch,anditwassix。I hadbeenaboutsevenhoursinmybed,andtheDoctorhadbeenaboutsevenhoursoutofhis。Thedooropened,andhecameinwithhisbookandlamp。Heseemedtobeshiveringalittle,andI sawhimcastalongingeyeathiscouch。ButtheVirginianfollowedhimevenasheblewoutthenowquitesuperfluouslight。 Theymadeanoticeablecoupleintheirunderclothes:theVirginianwithhisleanracehorseshanksrunningtoapointathisankle,andtheDoctorwithhisstomachandhisfatsedentarycalves。 “You’llbegoingtobreakfastandtheladies,seh,prettysoon,“ saidtheVirginian,withachastenedvoice。“ButI’llworrythroughthedaysomehowwithoutyu’。Andto-nightyoucanturnyourwolflooseonmeagain。“ Oncemoreitwasnouse。Myfacewasdeepinthepillow,butI madesoundsasofahenwhohaslaidanegg。ItbrokeontheDoctorwithatotalinstantaneoussmash,quitelikeanego。 Hetriedtospeakcalmly。“Thisisadisgrace。Aninfamousdisgrace。NeverinmylifehaveI——“Wordsforsookhim,andhisfacegrewredder。“Neverinmylife——“Hestoppedagain,because,atthesightofhimbeingdignifiedinhisreddrawers,Iwasmakingthenoiseofadozenhens。ItwassuddenlytoomuchfortheVirginian。Hehastenedintohisroom,andtheresankonthefloorwithhisheadinhishands。TheDoctorimmediatelyslammedthedooruponhim,andthisrenderedmeeasilyfitforalunaticasylum。Icriedintomypillow,andwonderediftheDoctorwouldcomeandkillme。Buthetooknonoticeofmewhatever。IcouldheartheVirginian’sconvulsionsthroughthedoor,andalsotheDoctorfuriouslymakinghistoiletwithinthreefeetofmyhead; andIlayquitestillwithmyfacetheotherway,forIwasreallyafraidtolookathim。WhenIheardhimwalktothedoorinhisboots,Iventuredtopeep;andtherehewas,goingoutwithhisbaginhishand。AsIstillcontinuedtolie,weakandsore,andwithamindthathadceasedanoperation,theVirginian’sdooropened。Hewascleananddressedanddecent,butthedevilstillsportedinhiseye。Ihaveneverseenacreaturemoreirresistiblyhandsome。 Thenmymindworkedagain。“You’vegoneanddoneit,“saidI。 “He’spackedhisvalise。He’llnotsleephere。“ TheVirginianlookedquicklyoutofthedoor。“Why,he’sleavin’ us!“heexclaimed。“Drivin’awayrightnowinhislittleoldbuggy!“Heturnedtome,andoureyesmetsolemnlyoverthislargefact。IthoughtthatIperceivedthefaintesttinctureofdismayinthefeaturesofJudgeHenry’snew,responsible,trustyforeman。Thiswasthefirstactofhisadministration。Onceagainhelookedoutatthedepartingmissionary。“Well,“hevindictivelystated,“Icert’nlyain’tgoin’torunaftehhim。“ Andhelookedatmeagain。 “DoyousupposetheJudgeknows?“Iinquired。 Heshookhishead。“Thewindo’shadesisalldownstillovehyondeh。“Hepaused。“Idon’tcare,“hestated,quiteasifhehadbeentenyearsold。Thenhegrinnedguiltily。“Iwasmightyrespectfultohimallnight。“ “Oh,yes,respectful!Especiallywhenyouinvitedhimtoturnhiswolfloose。“ TheVirginiangaveajoyousgulp。Henowcameandsatdownontheedgeofmybed。“IspokeawfulgoodEnglishtohimmostofthetime,“saidhe。“Ican,yu’know,whenIcinchmyattentiontightontoit。Yes,Icert’nlyspokealoto’goodEnglish。Ididn’tunderstandsomeofitmyself!“ Hewasnowgrowingfranklypleasedwithhisexploit。Hehadbuildedsomuchbetterthanheknew。Hegotupandlookedoutacrossthecrystalworldoflight。“TheDoctorisatone-milecrossing,“hesaid。“He’llgetbreakfastattheN-lazy-Y。“Thenhereturnedandsatagainonmybed,andbegantogivemehisrealheart。“Ineversetupforbeingbetterthanothers。Noteventomyself。Mythoughtsain’tapttotravelaroundmakingcomparisons。AndIshouldn’twonderifmymemorytookasmuchnoticeofthemeannessesIhavedoneasof——asoftheotheractions。Buttohavetositlikeadumblambandletastrangertellyu’foranhourthatyu’reahawgandaswine,justafteryouhaveactedinawaywhichthemthatknowthefactswouldcallprettynearwhite——“ “Trampas!“Icouldnothelpexclaiming。 Fortherearemomentsofinsightwhenaguessamountstoknowledge。 “HasScipiotold——“ “No。Notaword。Hewouldn’ttellme。“ “Well,yu’see,Iarrivedhomehyehthisevenin’withseveralthoughtsworkin’andstirrin’insideme。Andnotoneo’themthoughtswaswhatyu’dcallChristian。Iain’ttheleastlittlebitashamedof’em。I’mahuman。ButaftertheJudge——well,yu’ heardhim。AndsowhenIwentawayfromthattalkandsawhowpositionswaschanged——“ Astepoutsidestoppedhimshort。Nothingmorecouldbereadinhisface,fortherewasTrampashimselfintheopendoor。 “Goodmorning,“saidTrampas,notlookingatus。Hespokewiththesamecoolsullennessofyesterday。 Wereturnedhisgreeting。 “IbelieveI’mlateincongratulatingyouonyourpromotion,“ saidhe。 TheVirginianconsultedhiswatch。“It’sonlyhalfaftehsix,“hereturned。 Trampas’ssullennessdeepened。“Anymanistobecongratulatedongettingarise,Iexpect。“ ThistimetheVirginianlethimhaveit。“Cert’nly。AndIain’tforgettinghowmuchIoweminetoyou。“ Trampaswouldhavelikedtolethimselfgo。“I’venotcomehereforanyforgiveness,“hesneered。 “Whendidyu’feelyu’neededany?“TheVirginianwasimpregnable。 Trampasseemedtofeelhowlittlehewasgoingthisway。Hecameoutstraightnow。“Oh,Ihaven’tanyJudgebehindme,Iknow。I heardyou’dbepayingtheboysthismorning,andI’vecomeformytime。“ “You’rethinkingofleavingus?“askedthenewforeman。“What’syourdissatisfaction?“ “Oh,I’mnotneedinganybodybackofme。I’llgetalongbymyself。“Itwasthusherevealedhisexpectationofbeingdismissedbyhisenemy。 Thiswouldhaveknockedanymeditatedgenerosityoutofmyheart。 ButIwasnottheVirginian。Heshiftedhislegs,leanedbackalittle,andlaughed。“Gobacktoyourjob,Trampas,ifthat’sallyourcomplaint。You’rerightaboutmebeinginluck。Butmaybethere’stwoofusinluck。“ ItwasthisthatScipiohadpreferredmetoseewithmyowneyes。 Thefightwasbetweenmanandmannolonger。Thecasecouldnotbeoneofforgiveness;buttheVirginianwouldnotusehisofficialpositiontocrushhissubordinate。