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类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5356更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
headthemhawssesoff。Imaynotgetbackrightaway。“Hegallopeduptheopenhillandwentintothepine,choosingaplaceabovewherethevagrantshaddisappeared。 Balaamdismounted,andpickinguphissix-shooter,tooktheropeoffPedro’sneckanddrovehimslowlydowntowardwherethewoodbegan。Itsinteriorwasalreadydim,andBalaamsawthatheremustbetheirstopping-placeto-night,sincetherewasnotellinghowwidethispinestripmightextendalongthetrailbeforetheycouldcomeoutofitandreachanothersuitablecamping-ground。 Pedrohadrecoveredhisstrength,andhenowshowedsignsofrestlessness。Heshiedwheretherewasnotevenastoneinthetrail,andfinallyturnedsharplyround。Balaamexpectedhewasgoingtorushbackonthewaytheyhadcome;butthehorsestoodstill,breathingexcitedly。Hewasurgedforwardagain,thoughheturnedmorethanonce。Butwhentheywereafewpacesfromthewood,andBalaamhadgotoffpreparatorytocamping,thehorsesnortedanddashedintothewater,andstoodstillthere。TheastonishedBalaamfollowedtoturnhim;butPedroseemedtolosecontrolofhimself,andplungedtothemiddleoftheriver,andwasevidentlyintendingtocross。Fearingthathewouldescapetotheoppositemeadowandaddtotheirdifficulties,Balaam,withtheideaofturninghimround,drewhissix-shooterandfiredinfrontofthehorse,divining,evenastheflashcutthedusk,thesecretofallthis——theIndians;buttoolate。Hisbruisedhandhadstiffened,marringhisaim,andhesawPedrofalloverinthewaterthenriseandstruggleupthebankonthefarthershore,wherehenowhurriedalso,tofindthathehadbrokenthepony’sleg。 Heneedednointerpreterforthevoicesoftheseemingowlsthathadhauntedthelatterhouroftheirjourney,andheknewthathisbeast’skeenerinstincthadperceivedthedestructionthatlurkedintheinteriorofthewood。Thehistoryofthetrapperwhosehorsehadreturnedwithouthimmighthavebeen——mightstillbe——hisown;andhethoughtoftheragthathadfallenfromthebuzzard’stalonswhenhehadbeendisturbedathismealinthemarsh。“Peaceable“Indianswerestillinthesemountains,andsomefewofthemhadforthepasthourbeenskirtinghisjourneyunseen,andnowwaitedforhiminthewoodwhichtheyexpectedhimtoenter。Theyhadbeentoowarytousetheirriflesorshowthemselves,lestthesetravellersshouldbeonlypartofalargercompanyfollowing,whowouldhearthenoiseofashot,andcatchthemintheactofmurder。So,safeunderthecoverofthepines,theyhadplannedtoslingtheirsilentnoose,anddragthewhitemanfromhishorseashepassedthroughthetrees。 Balaamlookedovertheriverattheominouswood,andthenhelookedatPedro,thehorsethathehadfirstmaimedandnowruined,towhomheprobablyowedhislife。Hewaslyingontheground,quietlylookingoverthegreenmeadow,whereduskwasgathering。Perhapshewasnotsufferingfromhiswoundyet,asherestedontheground;andintohisanimalintelligencethereprobablycamenoknowledgeofthisfinalstrokeofhisfate。Atanyrate,nosoundofpaincamefromPedro,whosefriendlyandgentlefaceremainedturnedtowardthemeadow。OncemoreBalaamfiredhispistol,andthistimetheaimwastrue,andthehorserolledover,withaballthroughhisbrain。Itwasthebestrewardthatremainedforhim。 ThenBalaamrejoinedtheoldmare,andturnedfromthemiddleforkofSunkCreek。Hedashedacrossthewidefield,andwentoveraridge,andfoundhiswayalonginthenighttillhecametotheoldtrail——theroadwhichtheywouldneverhaveleftbutforhimandhisobstinacy。HeunsaddledthewearymarebySunkCreek,wherethecanyonbegins,lettingherdragaropeandfindpastureandwater,whilehe,lightingnofiretobetrayhim,crouchedcloseunderatreetillthelightcame。HethoughtoftheVirginianinthewood。Butwhatcouldeitherhavedonefortheotherhadhestayedtolookforhimamongthepines?Ifthecow-punchercamebacktothecorner,hewouldfollowBalaam’stracksornot。Theywouldmeet,atanyrate,wherethecreeksjoined。 Buttheydidnotmeet。AndthentoBalaamtheprospectofgoingonwardtotheSunkCreekRanchbecamemorethanhecouldbear。Tocomewithoutthehorses,tomeetJudgeHenry,tomeettheguestsoftheJudge’s,lookingashedidnowafterhispunishmentbytheVirginian,togivethenewsabouttheJudge’sfavoriteman——no,howcouldhetellsuchastoryasthis?Balaamwentnofartherthanacertaincabin,whereheslept,andwrotealettertotheJudge。Thistheownerofthecabindelivered。Andso,havingspreadnewswhichwouldatoncecauseasearchfortheVirginian,andhavingconstructedsuchsentencestotheJudgeaswouldmostsmoothlyexplainhow,beingovertakenbyillness,hehadnotwishedtobeaburdenatSunkCreek,Balaamturnedhomewardbyhimself。BythetimehewasoncemoreatButteCreek,hisgeneralappearancewasathinglesstobenoticed。AndtherewasShorty,waiting! Onewayandanother,thelostdoghadbeenabletogathersomereadymoney。Hewascheerfulbecauseofthismomentarypursefulofprosperity。 “AndsoIcomeback,yu’see,“hesaid。“ForIfiguredongettingPedrobackassoonasIcouldwhenIsoldhimto,yu’。“ “You’rebehindthetimes,Shorty,“saidBalaam。 Shortylookedblank。“You’vesurenotsoldPedro?“heexclaimed。 “ThemIndians,“saidBalaam,“gotaftermeontheBowLegtrail。 GotaftermeandthatVirginiaman。Buttheydidn’tgetme。“ Balaamwaggedhisbulletheadtoimplythatthisescapewasduetohisownsuperiorintelligence。TheVirginianhadbeenstupid,andsotheIndianshadgothim。“Andtheyshotyourhorse,“ Balaamfinished。“Stopandgetsomedinnerwiththeboys。“ Havingeaten,Shortyrodeawayinmournfulspirits。ForhehadmadesosureofoncemoreridingandtalkingwithPedro,hisfriendwhomhehadtaughttoshakehands。 Exceptforitschairandbed,thecabinwasstrippedalmostbare。 Amiditsemptinessofdismantledshelvesandwallsandfloor,onlythetinyancestressstillhunginherplace,lasttokenofthehomethathadbeen。Thisminiature,tackedagainstthedespoiledboards,anditsdescendant,theangrygirlwithherhandonanopenbox-lid,madeasortofcoupleintheloneliness: sheonthewallsweetandserene,shebytheboxsweetandstormy。Thepicturewasherfinaltreasurewaitingtobepackedforthejourney。Inwhateverroomshehadcalledherownsincechildhood,thereithadalsolivedandlookedather,notquitefamiliar,notquitesmiling,butinitsprimcolonialhuesdelicateassomepressedflower。Itspaleoval,ofcolorblueandroseandflaxen,inabattered,prettygoldframe,unconquerablypervadedanysurroundingswithasomethinglikelastyear’slavender。TillyesterdayaCrowIndianwar-bonnethadhungnextit,asumptuouscascadeoffeathers;ontheothersideabowwitharrowshaddangled;oppositehadbeentheskinofasilverfox; overthedoorhadspreadtheantlersofablack-taildeer;abearskinstretchedbeneathit。Thushadthewholecoseylogcabinbeenupholstered,lavishwithtrophiesofthefrontier;andyetitwasinfrontoftheminiaturethatthevisitorsusedtostop。 Shiningquietlynowinthecabin’sblacknessthissummerday,theheirloomwaspresidinguntiltheend。AndasMollyWood’seyesfelluponherancestressofBennington,1777,thereflashedasparkofsteelinthem,alonehereintheroomthatshewasleavingforever。ShewasnotgoingtoteachschoolanymoreonBearCreek,Wyoming;shewasgoinghometoBennington,Vermont。 Whentimecameforschooltoopenagain,thereshouldbeanewschoolmarm。 ThiswasthemomentousresultofthatvisitwhichtheVirginianhadpaidher。Hehadtoldherthathewascomingforhishoursoon。Fromthathourshehaddecidedtoescape。Shewasrunningawayfromherownheart。Shedidnotdaretotrustherselffacetofaceagainwithherpotent,indomitablelover。Shelongedforhim,andthereforeshewouldneverseehimagain。Nogreat-auntatDunbarton,oranybodyelsethatknewherandherfamily,shouldeversaythatshehadmarriedbelowherstation,hadbeenanunworthyStark!Accordingly,shehadwrittentotheVirginian,biddinghimgood-by,andwishinghimeverythingintheworld。Asshehappenedtobeawarethatshewastakingeverythingintheworldawayfromhim,thisletterwasnotthemosteasyofletterstowrite。Butshehadmadethelanguageverykind。Yes;itwasathoroughlykindcommunication。Andallbecauseofthatmomentaryvisit,whenhehadbroughtbacktohertwonovels,EMMAandPRIDE ANDPREJUDICE。 “Howdoyoulikethem?“shehadtheninquired;andhehadsmiledslowlyather。“Youhaven’treadthem!“sheexclaimed。 “No。“ “Areyougoingtotellmetherehasbeennotime?“ “No。“ ThenMollyhadscoldedhercow-puncher,andtothishehadlistenedwithpleasureundisguised,asindeedhelistenedtoeverywordthatshesaid。 “Why,ithascometoolate,“hehadtoldherwhenthescoldingwasover。“IfIwasoneofyourlittlescholarshyehinBearCreekschoolhouse,yu’couldlearnmetolikesuchfrilleryI reckon。ButI’mamightyignorant,growed-upman。“ “Somuchtheworseforyou!“saidMolly。 “No。IamprettygladIamaman。ElseIcouldnothavelearnedthethingyouhavetaughtme。“ Butsheshutherlipsandlookedaway。OnthedeskwasaletterwrittenfromVermont。“Ifyoudon’ttellmeatoncewhenyoudecide,“hadsaidthearchwriter,“neverhopetospeaktomeagain。MaryWood,seriously,Iamsuspicious。Whydoyounevermentionhimnowadays?Howexcitingtohaveyoubringalivecow-boytoBennington!Weshouldallcometodinner。ThoughofcourseIunderstandnowthatmanyofthemhaveexcellentmanners。 Butwouldhewearhispistolattable?“Sotheletterranon。Itrecountedthelatesthomegossipandjokes。InansweringitMollyWoodhadtakennonoticeofitschildishtonehereandthere。 “Hyeh’ssomeofthemcactusblossomsyu’wanted,“saidtheVirginian。Hisvoicerecalledthegirlwithalmostastart。“I’vebroughtagoodhawssI’vegentledforyu’,andTaylor’llkeephimtillIneedhim。“ “Thankyousomuch!butIwish——“ “Ireckonyu’can’tstopmelendin’Taylorahawss。Andyoucert’nly’llgetsickschoolteachin’ifyu’don’tkeepoutdoorssome。Goodby——tillthatnexttime。“ “Yes;there’salwaysanexttime,“sheanswered,aslightlyasshecould。 “Therealwayswillbe。Don’tyu’knowthat?“ Shedidnotreply。 “Ihavediscouragedspells,“hepursued,“butIdownthem。ForI’vetoldyu’youweregoingtoloveme。Youaregoin’tolearnbackthethingyouhavetaughtme。I’mriotaskin’anythingnow; Idon’twantyoutospeakawordtome。ButI’mnevergoin’toquittill’nexttime’isnomore,andit’s’allthetime’foryouandme。“ Withthathehadriddenaway,noteventouchingherhand。LongafterhehadgoneshewasstillInherchair,hereyeslingeringuponhisflowers,thoseyellowcupsofthepricklypear。Atlengthshehadrisenimpatiently,caughtuptheflowers,gonewiththemtotheopenwindow,-andthen,afterall,setthemwithpainsinwater。 Butto-dayBearCreekwasover。Shewasgoinghomenow。Bytheweek’sendshewouldbestarted。Bythetimethemailbroughthimhergood-bylettershewouldbegone。Shehadacted。 ToBearCreek,theneighborly,thefriendly,thenotcomprehending,thismovehadcomeunlookedfor,andhadbroughtregret。OnlyonehardwordhadbeenspokentoMolly,andthatbyhernext-doorneighborandkindestfriend。InMrs。Taylor’shousethegirlhaddailycomeandgoneasadaughter,andthatladyreachedthesubjectthus:-“WhenItookTaylor,“saidshe,sittingbyasRobertBrowningandJaneAustenweregoingintotheirbox,“Imarriedforlove。“ “Doyouwishithadbeenmoney?“saidMolly,stoopingtoherindustries。 “Youknowbothofusbetterthanthat,child。“ “IknowI’veseenpeopleathomewhocouldn’tpossiblyhavehadanyotherreason。Theyseemedsatisfied,too。“ “Maybethepoorignorantthingswere!“ “AndsoIhaveneverbeensurehowImightchoose。“ “Yes,youaresure,deary。Don’tyouthinkIknowyou?AndwhenitcomesoverTayloronceinawhile,andhetellsmeI’mthebestthinginhislife,andItellhimheain’tmerelythebestthingbuttheonlythinginmine,——himandthechildren,——why,wejustagreewe’ddoitalloverthesamewayifwehadthechance。“