第37章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5430更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
Mollycontinuedtobeindustrious。 “Andthat’swhy,“saidMrs。Taylor,“Iwanteverygirlthat’sanythingtometoknowherluckwhenitcomes。ForIwasthatneartellingTaylorIwouldn’t!“ “Ifevermyluckcomes,“saidMolly,withherbacktoherfriend,“Ishallsay’Iwill’atonce。“ “Thenyou’llsayitatBenningtonnextweek。“ Mollywheeledround。 “Why,yousurelywill。Doyouexpecthe’sgoingtostayhere,andyouinBennington?“Andthecampaignersatbackinherchair。 “He?Goodness!Whoishe?“ “Child,child,you’retalkingcrossto-daybecauseyou’reatoutswithyourself。You’vebeenatoutseversinceyoutookthisideaofleavingtheschoolandusandeverythingthisneedlessway。 Youhavenottreatedhimright。Andwhy,Ican’tmakeouttosaveme。Whathaveyoufoundoutallofasudden?Ifhewasnotgoodenoughforyou,I——But,oh,it’saprimeoneyou’relosing,Molly。Whenamanlikethatstaysfaithfultoagirl’spiteallthechanceshegets,herluckiscome。“ “Oh,myluck!Peoplehavedifferentnotionsofluck。“ “Notions!“ “Hehasbeenverykind。“ “Kind!“Andnowwithoutfurthersimmering,Mrs。Taylor’swrathboiledupandpouredcopiouslyoverMollyWood。“Kind!There’sawordyoushouldn’tuse,mydear。Nodoubtyoucanspellit。ButmorethanitsspellingIguessyoudon’tknow。Thechildrencanlearnwhatitmeansfromsomeoftherestofusfolksthatdon’tspellsocorrect,maybe。“ “Mrs。Taylor,Mrs。Taylor——“ “Ican’twait,deary。Sincetheroughnesslooksbiggertoyouthanthediamond,youhadbettergobacktoVermont。Iexpectyou’llfindbettergrammarthere,deary。“ Thegooddamestalkedout,andacrosstoherowncabin,andlefttheangrygirlamongherboxes。Itwasinvainshefelltoworkuponthem。Presentlysomethinghadtobedoneoveragain,andwhenitwastheboxheldseveralchattelslessthanbeforethereadjustment。Sheplayedasortofdesperatedominostofittheseobjectsinthespace,butherewereapaper-weight,aportfolio,withtwowretchedvolumesthatnochinkwouldharbor;andlettingthemfallallatonce,shestraightenedherself,stillstormywithrevolt,eyesandcheeksstillhotfromthestingoflong-parriedtruth。There,onherwallstill,wastheminiature,thelittlesilentancestress;anduponthisfacethegirl’sglancerested。ItwasasifsheappealedtoGrandmotherStarkforsupportandcomfortacrossthehundredyearswhichlaybetweenthem。Sotheflaxengirlonthewallandsheamongtheboxesstoodamomentfacetofaceinseemingcommunion,andthenthedescendantturnedagaintoherwork。Butafteradesultorytouchhereandthereshedrewalongbreathandwalkedtotheopendoor。Whatusewasinfinishingto-day,whenshehadnearlyaweek?Thisfirstspurtoftoilhadsweptthecabinbareofallindwellingcharm,anditslookwaschill。Acrossthelanehishorse,theonehehad“gentled“forher,wasgrazingidly。Shewalkedthereandcaughthim,andledhimtohergate。Mrs。Taylorsawhergoin,andsooncomeoutinriding-dress;andshewatchedthegirlthrowthesaddleonwithquickease——theeasehehadtaughther。Mrs。Tayloralsosawthesharpcutshegavethehorse,andlaughedgrimlytoherselfinherwindowashorseandridergallopedintothebeautifulsunnyloneliness。 Tothepunishedanimalthisswitchingwasnew!andatitsthirdrepetitionheturnedhisheadinsurprise,butwasnomoreheededthanwerethebluffsandflowerswherehewastakinghisownundirectedchoiceofway。Hecarriedherovergroundsheknewbyheart——CorncliffMesa,CrowheartButte,Westfall’sCrossing,UpperCanyon;openlandandwoodland,pinesandsage-brush,allsilentandgraveandlustrousinthesunshine。Onceandagainaranchmangreetedher,andwonderedifshehadforgottenwhohewas;onceshepassedsomecow-puncherswithasmallherdofsteers,andtheystaredafterhertoo。BearCreeknarrowed,itsmountain-sidesdrewnear,itslittlefallsbegantorushwhiteinmiddayshadow,andthehorsesuddenlyprickedhisears。Unguided,hewastakingthisadvantagetogohome。Thoughhehadmadebutlittleway——amerebeginningyet——onthistrailovertoSunkCreek,herewasalreadyaSunkCreekfriendwhinnyinggooddaytohim,sohewhinniedbackandquickenedhispace,andMollystartedtolife。WhatwasMontedoinghere?Shesawtheblackhorsesheknewalso,saddled,withreinsdraggingonthetrailastheriderhaddroppedthemtodismount。Acoldspringbubbledoutbeyondthenextrock,andsheknewherlover’shorsewaswaitingforhimwhilehedrank。Shepulledatthereins,butloosedthem,fortoturnandescapenowwasridiculous;andridingboldlyroundtherock,shecameuponhimbythespring。Oneofhisarmshunguptoitselbowinthepool,theotherwascrookedbesidehishead,butthefacewassunkdownwardagainsttheshelvingrock,sothatshesawonlyhisblack,tangledhair。AsherhorsesnortedandtossedhisheadshelookedswiftlyatMonte,asiftoquestionhim。Seeingnowthesweatmattedonhiscoat,andnotingthewhiterimofhiseye,shesprangandrantothemotionlessfigure。Apatchofbloodathisshoulderbehindstainedthesoftflannelshirt,spreadingdownbeneathhisbelt,andtheman’swholestrongbodylayslackandpitifullyhelpless。 Shetouchedthehandbesidehishead,butitseemedneitherwarmnorcoldtoher;shefeltforthepulse,asnearlyasshecouldrememberthedoctorsdid,butcouldnottellwhethersheimaginedornotthatitwasstill;twicewithpainfulcareherfingerssoughtandwaitedforthebeat,andherfaceseemedlikeoneoflistening。Sheleaneddownandliftedhisotherarmandhandfromthewater,andastheirice-coldnessreachedhersenses,clearlyshesawthepatchneartheshouldershehadmovedgrowwetwithnewblood,andatthatsightshegraspedatthestonesuponwhichsheherselfnowsank。Sheheldtightbytworocks,sittingstraightbesidehim,staring,andmurmuringaloud,“Imustnotfaint;Iwillnotfaint;“andthestandinghorseslookedather,prickingtheirears。 Inthiscup-likespreadoftheravinethesunshonewarmlydown,thetallredcliffwaswarm,thepineswereawarmfilmandfilterofgreen;outsidetheshadeacrossBearCreekrosethesteep,soft,openyellowhill,warmandhightotheblue,andBearCreektumbleduponitssunsparklingstones。Thetwohorsesonthemargintrailstilllookedatthespringandtrees,wheresattheneatflaxengirlsorigidbytheslackpronebodyinitsflannelshirtandleathernchaps。Suddenlyherfacelivened。“Butthebloodran!“sheexclaimed,asiftothehorses,hercompanionsinthis。Shemovedtohim,andputherhandinthroughhisshirtagainsthisheart。 Nextmomentshehadsprungupandwasathissaddle,searching,thenswiftlywentontoherownandgothersmallflaskandwasbackbesidehim。Herewasthecoldwaterhehadsought,andsheputitagainsthisforeheadanddrenchedthewoundedshoulderwithit。Threetimesshetriedtomovehim,sohemightliemoreeasy,buthisdeadweightwastoomuch,anddesisting,shesatcloseandraisedhisheadtoletitrestagainsther。Thusshesawthebloodthatwasrunningfrominfrontoftheshoulderalso;butshesaidnomoreaboutfainting。Shetorestripsfromherdressandsoakedthem,keepingthemcoldandwetuponbothopeningsofhiswound,andshedrewherpocket-knifeoutandcuthisshirtawayfromtheplace。Asshecontinuallyrinsedandcleanedit,shewatchedhiseyelashes,longandsoftandthick,buttheydidnotstir。Againshetriedtheflask,butfailedfrombeingstilltoogentle,andhersearchingeyesfelluponashesnearthepool。Stillundispersedbytheweatherlaythesmallcharredendsofafireheandshehadmadeonceheretogether,toboilcoffeeandfrytrout。Shebuiltanotherfirenow,andwhentheflamesweregoingwell,filledherflask-cupfromthespringandsetittoheat。Meanwhile,shereturnedtonursehisheadandwound。Hercoldwaterhadstoppedthebleeding。Thenshepouredherbrandyinthesteamingcup,and,maderoughbyherdesperatehelplessness,forcedsomebetweenhislipsandteeth。 Instantly,almost,shefeltthetrembleoflifecreepingback,andashisdeepeyesopeneduponhershesatstillandmute。Butthegazeseemedluminouswithanunnotingcalm,andshewonderedifperhapshecouldnotrecognizeher;shewatchedthisinternalclearnessofhisvision,scarcelydaringtobreathe,untilpresentlyhebegantospeak,withthesameprofoundandclearimpersonalitysoundinginhisslowlyutteredwords。 “Ithoughttheyhadfoundme。Iexpectedtheyweregoingtokillme。“Hestopped,andshegavehimmoreofthehotdrink,whichhetook,stilllyingandlookingatherasifthepresentdidnotreachhissenses。“Iknewhandsweretouchingme。IreckonIwasnotdead。Iknewaboutthemsoonastheybegan,onlyIcouldnotinterfere。“Hewaitedagain。“ItismightystrangewhereIhavebeen。No。Mightynatural。“Thenhewentbackintohisrevery,andlaywithhiseyesstillfullopenuponherwhereshesatmotionless。 Shebegantofeelagreateraweinthislivingpresencethanwhenithadbeenhisbodywithanice-coldhand;andshequietlyspokehisname,venturingscarcelymorethanawhisper。 Atthis,somenearerthingwakenedinhislook。“Butitwasyouallalong,“heresumed。“Itisyounow。Youmustnotstay——“ Weaknessovercamehim,andhiseyesclosed。Shesatministeringtohim,andwhenherousedagain,hebegananxiouslyatonce: “Youmustnotstay。Theywouldgetyou,too。“ Sheglancedathimwithasortoffierceness,thenreachedforhispistol,inwhichwasnothingbutblackenedemptycartridges。 Shethrewtheseoutanddrewsixfromhisbelt,loadedtheweapon,andsnappedshutitshinge。 “Pleasetakeit,“hesaid,moreanxiousandmorehimself。“I ain’tworthtryin’tokeep。Lookatme!“ “Areyougivingup?“sheinquired,tryingtoputscorninhertone。Thensheseatedherself。 “Whereisthesenseinbothofus——“ “Youhadbettersaveyourstrength,“sheinterrupted。 Hetriedtositup。 “Liedown!“sheordered。 Hesankobediently,andbegantosmile。 Whenshesawthat,shesmiledtoo,andunexpectedlytookhishand。“Listen,friend,“saidshe。“Nobodyshallgetyou,andnobodyshallgetme。Nowtakesomemorebrandy。“ “Itmustbenoon,“saidthecow-puncher,whenshehaddrawnherhandawayfromhim。“Irememberitwasdarkwhen——when——whenI canremember。Ireckontheywerescaredtofollowmeinsoclosetosettlers。Elsetheywouldhavebeenhere。“ “Youmustrest,“sheobserved。 Shebrokethesoftendsofsomeevergreen,andputtingthembeneathhishead,wenttothehorses,loosenedthecinches,tookoffthebridles,ledthemtodrink,andpicketedthemtofeed。 Furtherstill,toleavenothingundonewhichshecouldherselfmanage,shetookthehorses’saddlesofftorefoldtheblanketswhenthetimeshouldcome,andmeanwhilebroughtthemforhim。 Butheputthemawayfromhim。Hewassittingupagainstarock,strongerevidently,andaskingforcoldwater。Hisheadwasfire-hot,andthepalenessbeneathhisswarthyskinhadchangedtoadeepeningflush。 “Onlyfivemiles!“shesaidtohim,bathinghishead。 “Yes。Imustholditsteady,“heanswered,wavinghishandatthecliff。 Shetoldhimtotryandkeepitsteadyuntiltheygothome。 “Yes,“herepeated。“Onlyfivemiles。Butit’sfightin’toturnaround。“Halfawarethathewasbecominglight-headed,helookedfromtherocktoherandfromhertotherockwithdilatingeyes。 “Wecanholdittogether,“shesaid。“Youmustgetonyourhorse。“Shetookhishandkerchieffromroundhisneck,knottingitwithherown,andtomakemorebandagesherantotherollofclothesbehindhissaddleandtoreinhalvesacleanshirt。A handkerchieffellfromit,whichsheseizedalso,andopening,sawherowninitialsbythehem。Thensheremembered:shesawagaintheirfirstmeeting,theswollenriver,theoversetstage,theunknownhorsemanwhocarriedhertothebankonhissaddleandwentawayunthanked——herwholefirstadventureonthatfirstdayofhercomingtothisnewcountry——andnowsheknewhowherlong-forgottenhandkerchiefhadgonethatday。Sherefoldeditgentlyandputitbackinhisbundle,fortherewasenoughbandagewithoutit。Shesaidnotawordtohim,andheplacedawrongmeaninguponthelookwhichshegavehimasshereturnedtobindhisshoulder。 “Itdon’thurtsomuch,“heassuredher(thoughextremepainwasclearinghisheadforthemoment,andhehadbeenabletoholdtheclifffromturning)。“Yu’mustnotsquanderyourpity。“