第38章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5329更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
“Donotsquanderyourstrength,“saidshe。 “Oh,Icouldputupaprettygoodfightnow!“Buthetotteredinshowingherhowstronghewas,andshetoldhimthat,afterall,hewasachildstill。 “Yes,“heslowlysaid,lookingafterherasshewenttobringhishorse,“thesamechildthatwantedtotouchthemoon,Iguess。“ Andduringtheslowclimbdownintothesaddlefromarocktowhichshehelpedhimhesaid,“Youhavegottobethemanallthroughthismess。“ Shesawhisteethclinchedandhisdroopingmusclescompelledbywill;andasherodeandshewalkedtolendhimsupport,leadingherhorsebyabackward-stretchedlefthand,shecountedoffthedistancetohimcontinually——theincreasinggain,thelesseningroad,thelandmarksnearinganddroppingbehind;herewasthetreewiththewasp-nestgone;nowtheburnedcabinwaspassed; nowthecottonwoodsatthefordwereinsight。Hewassilent,andheldtothesaddlehorn,leaningmoreandmoreagainsthistwohandsclaspedoverit;andjustaftertheyhadmadethecrossinghefell,withoutasodslippingtothegrass,andhisdescentbrokenbyher。Butitstartedthebloodalittle,andshedarednotleavehimtoseekhelp。Shegavehimthelastoftheflaskandallthewaterhecraved。 Revived,hemanagedtosmile。“Yu’see,Iain’tworthkeeping。“ “It’sonlyamile,“saidshe。Soshefoundalog,afallentrunk,andhecrawledtothat,andfromtherecrawledtohissaddle,andshemarchedonwithhim,talking,biddinghimnotethestepsaccomplished。Forthenexthalf-miletheywentthus,thesilentmanclinchedonthehorse,andbyhissidethegirlwalkingandcheeringhimforward,whensuddenlyhebegantospeak:-“Iwillsaygood-bytoyounow,ma’am。“ Shedidnotunderstand,atfirst,thesignificanceofthis。 “Heisgettingaway,“pursuedtheVirginian。“Imustaskyoutoexcuseme,ma’am。“ Itwasalongwhilesinceherlordhadaddressedheras“ma’am。“ Asshelookedathimingrowingapprehension,heturnedMonteandwouldhaveriddenaway,butshecaughtthebridle。 “Youmusttakemehome,“saidshe,withreadyinspiration。“IamafraidoftheIndians。“ “Why,you——why,they’veallgone。Therehegoes。Ma’am——thathawss——“ “No,“saidshe,holdingfirmlyhisreinandquickeningherstep。 “Agentlemandoesnotinvitealadytogooutridingandleaveher。“ Hiseyeslosttheirpurpose。“I’llcert’nlytakeyouhome。Thatsorrelhasgoneintherebythewallow,andJudgeHenrywillunderstand。“Withhiseyeswatchingimaginaryobjects,herodeandrambledanditwasnowthegirlwhowassilent,excepttokeephismindfromitshalf-fixedideaofthesorrel。Ashegrewmorefluentshehastenedstillmore,listeningtoheadoffthatnotionofreturn,skilfullyinventingquestionstoengagehim,sothatwhenshebroughthimtohergatesheheldhiminamannersubjected,answeringfaithfullytheshrewdunrealitieswhichshedevised,whatevermakeshiftsshecouldsummontohermind;andnextshehadgothiminsideherdwellingandsethimdowndocile,butnowcompletelywandering;andthen——nohelpwasathand,evenhere。Shehadmadesureofaidfromnextdoor,andthereshehastened,tofindtheTaylor’scabinlockedandsilent;andthismeantthatparentsandchildrenweregonetodrive;normightshebeluckierathernextnearestneighbors’,shouldshetraveltheinterveningmiletofetchthem。Withamindjostledoncemoreintouncertainty,shereturnedtoherroom,andsawachangeinhimalready。Illnesshadstriddenuponhim;hisfacewasnotasshehadleftit,andthewholebody,thesplendidsupplehorseman,showedsicknessineverylineandlimb,itsspursandpistolandboldleatherchapsamockeryoftrappings。Shelookedathim,anddecisioncamebacktoher,clearandsteady。Shesupportedhimovertoherbedandlaidhimonit。Hisheadsankflat,andhisloose,nervelessarmsstayedassheleftthem。Thenamongherpacking-boxesandbeneaththelittleminiature,blueandflaxenandgolduponitslonelywall,sheundressedhim。Hewascold,andshecoveredhimtotheface,andarrangedthepillow,andgotfromitsboxherscarletandblackNavajoblanketandspreaditoverhim。Therewasnomorethatshecoulddo,andshesatdownbyhimtowait。Amongthemanyandmanythingsthatcameintohermindwasawordhesaidtoherlightlyalongwhileago。“Cow-punchersdonotlivelongenoughtogetold,“hehadtoldher。Andnowshelookedattheheaduponthepillow,graveandstrong,butstilltheheadofsplendid,unwornyouth。 Atthedistantjingleofthewagoninthelaneshewasout,andhadmetherreturningneighborsmidway。Theyheardherwithamazement,andcameinhastetothebedside;thenTaylordepartedtospreadnewsoftheIndiansandbringthedoctor,twenty-fivemilesaway。Thetwowomenfriendsstoodaloneagain,astheyhadstoodinthemorningwhenangerhadbeenbetweenthem。 “Kissme,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor。“NowIwilllookafterhim——andyou’llneedsomelookingafteryourself。“ Butonreturningfromhercabinwithwhatstoreshepossessedoflintandstimulants,sheencounteredarebel,independentasever。Mollywouldhearnotalkaboutsavingherstrength,wouldnotbeinanyroombutthisoneuntilthedoctorshouldarrive; thenperhapsitwouldbetimetothinkaboutresting。Sotogetherthedameandthegirlrinsedtheman’swoundandwrappedhimincleanthings,anddidallthelittlethattheyknew——whichwas,intruth,theverythingneeded。Thentheysatwatchinghimtossandmutter。ItwasnolongeruponIndiansorthesorrelhorsethathistalkseemedtorun,oranythingrecent,apparently,alwaysexceptinghiswork。Thisflowinglymergedwithwhateverscenehewasinventingorlivingagain,andhewanderedunendinglyinthatincompatibleworldwedreamin。Throughthemedleyofeventsandnames,oftenthicklyspoken,butrisingattimestogrotesquecoherence,thelistenersnowandthencouldpieceoutthereferencefromtheirownknowledge。“Monte,“forexample,continuallyaddressed,andMollyheardherownname,butinvariablyas“MissWood“;nothinglessrespectfulcameout,andfrequentlyheansweredsomeoneas“ma’am。“AtthesefragmentsofrevelationMrs。Taylorabstainedfromspeech,buteyedMollyWoodwithcausticreproach。Asthenightworeon,shortlullsofsilenceintervened,andthewatchersweredeceivedintohopethatthefeverwasabating。AndwhentheVirginiansatquietlyupinbed,essayedtomovehisbandage,andlookedsteadilyatMrs。 Taylor,sherosequicklyandwenttohimwithaquestionastohowhewasdoing。 “Riseonyourlaigs,youpolecat,“saidhe,“andtellthemyou’realiar。“ Thegooddamegasped,thenbadehimliedown,andheobeyedherwiththatstrangedoubleunderstandingofthedelirious;forevenwhilesubmitting,hemuttered“liar,““polecat,“andthen“Trampas。“ AtthatnamelightflashedonMrs。Taylor,andsheturnedtoMolly;andtherewasthegirlstrugglingwithafitofmirthathisspeech;butthelaughterwasfastbecomingapainfulseizure。 Mrs。TaylorwalkedMollyupanddown,speakingmmediatelytoarrestherattention。 “Youmightaswellknowit,“shesaid。“Hewouldblamemeforspeakingofit,butwhere’stheharmallthiswhileafter?Andyouwouldneverhearitfromhismouth。Molly,child,theysayTrampaswouldkillhimifhedared,andthat’sonaccountofyou。“ “IneversawTrampas,“saidMolly,fixinghereyesuponthespeaker。 “No,deary。Butbeforealotofmen——Taylorhastoldmeaboutit——Trampasspokedisrespectfullyofyou,andbeforethemallhemadeTrampassayhewasaliar。Thatiswhathedidwhenyouwerealmostastrangeramongus,andhehadnotstartedseeingsomuchofyou。IexpectTrampasistheonlyenemyheeverhadinthiscountry。Buthewouldneverletyouknowaboutthat。“ “No,“whisperedMolly;“Ididnotknow。“ “Steve!“thesickmannowcriedout,inpoignantappeal。“Steve!“ Tothewomenitwasanameunknown,——unknownaswasalsothisdeepinwardtideoffeelingwhichhecouldnolongerconceal,beinghimselfnolonger。“No,Steve,“hesaidnext,andmutteringfollowed。“Itain’tso!“heshouted;andthencunninglyinaloweredvoice,“Steve,Ihaveliedforyou。“ IntimeMrs。Taylorspokesomeadvice。 “Youhadbettergotobed,child。Youlookaboutreadyforthedoctoryourself。“ “ThenIwillwaitforhim,“saidMolly。 Sothetwonursescontinuedtosituntildarknessatthewindowsweakenedintogray,andthelampwasnomoreneeded。Theirpatientwasramblingagain。Yet,intowhateversceneshewent,thereinsomeguisedidthethrobofhispainevidentlyfollowhim,andhelayhitchinghisgreatshoulderasiftoriditofthecumbrance。Theywaitedforthedoctor,notdaringmuchmorethantoturnpillowsandgivewhatothereasetheycould;andthen,insteadofthedoctor,cameamessenger,aboutnoon,tosayhewasgoneonavisitsomethirtymilesbeyond,whereTaylorhadfollowedtobringhimhereassoonasmightbe。AtthisMollyconsentedtorestandtowatch,turnabout;andonceshewasoverinherfriend’shouselyingdown,theytriedtokeepherthere。 Buttherevolutionistcouldnotbeputdown,andwhen,asalastpretext,Mrs。Taylorurgedtheproprietiesandconventions,thepalegirlfromVermontlaughedsweetlynherfaceandreturnedtositbythesickman。Withtheapproachofthesecondnighthisfeverseemedtoriseandmasterhimmorecompletelythantheyhadyetseenit,andpresentlyitsoragedthatthewomencalledinstrongerarmstoholdhimdown。Thereweretimeswhenhebrokeoutinthelanguageoftheround-up,andMrs。Taylorrenewedherprotests。“Why,“saidMolly“don’tyousupposeIknewtheycouldswear?“Sothedame,indeepeningastonishmentandaffection,gaveuptheseshiftsatdecorum。Nordidthedeliriumrunintotheintimate,coarsemattersthatshedreaded。Thecow-puncherhadlivedlikehiskind,buthisnaturaldailythoughtswereclean,andcamefromtheuntamedbutunstainedmindofaman。Andtowardmorning,asMrs。Taylorsattakingherturn,suddenlyheaskedhadhebeensicklong,andlookedatherwithaquietedeye。Thewanderingseemedtodropfromhimatastroke,leavinghimaltogetherhimself。Helayveryfeeble,andinquiredonceortwiceofhisstateandhowhecamehere;norwasanythingleftinhismemoryofevencomingtothespringwherehehadbeenfound。 Whenthedoctorarrived,hepronouncedthatitwouldbelong——orveryshort。Hepraisedtheircleanwatertreatment;thewoundwasfortunatelywellupontheshoulder,andgavesofarnobadsigns;therewerenotanybadsigns;andthebloodandstrengthofthepatienthadbeenasfewmen’swere;eachhourwasnowanhournearercertainty,andmeanwhile——meanwhilethedoctorwouldremainaslongashecould。Hehadmanyinquiriestosatisfy。 Dustyfellowswouldrideup,listentohim,andreply,astheyrodeaway,“Don’tyu’lethimdie,Doc。“AndJudgeHenrysentoverfromSunkCreektoanswerforanyattendanceormedicinethatmighthelphisforeman。Thecountrywasmovedwithconcernandinterest;andinMolly’searsitswordsofgoodfeelingseemedtouniteandsumupaburden,“Dontyu’lethimdie,Doc。“TheIndianswhohaddonethiswerenowinmilitarycustody。 Theyhadcomeunpermittedfromasouthernreservation,hunting,nextthieving,andastheslumberingspiritrousedinoneortwooftheyoungandambitious,theyhadventuredthisinthesecretmountains,andperhapshadkilledatrapperfoundthere。Editorsimmediatelyrearedatallwaroutofit;butfromfiveIndiansinaguard-housewaitingpunishmentnotevenaneditorcansupplysparformorethantwoeditions,andiftherecentalarmwasstillamatteroftalkanywhere,itwasnothereinthesick-roomWhicheverwaythecaseshouldturn,itwasthroughMollyalone(thedoctortoldher)thatthewoundedmanhadgotthischance——thisgoodchance,herelocated。 Andhetoldhershehadnotdoneawoman’spart,butaman’spart,andnowhadnomoretodo;nomoretillthepatientgotwell,andcouldthankherinhisownway,saidthedoctor,smiling,andsupposingthingsthatwerenotso——misledperhapsbyMrs。Taylor。 “I’mafraidI’llbegonebythetimeheiswell,“saidMolly,coldly;andthediscreetphysiciansaidah,andthatshewouldfindBenningtonquiteachangefromBearCreek。