第42章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5257更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
Mr。McLeanlaughedmirthfullyatthelover。“Well,“hesaid,“Mrs。McLeanwillbeglad。Shetoldmetogiveyu’hercongratulationsquiteawhileago。Iwastohave’emreadyjustassoonaseveryu’askedfor’emyourself。“Linhadbeenmadeahappymansometwelvemonthsprevioustothis。Andnow,bywayofanexchangeofnews,headded:“We’reexpectin’alittleMcLeandownonBoxElder。That’swhatyou’llbeexpectin’someofthesedays,Ihope。“ “Yes,“murmuredtheVirginian,“Ihopesotoo。“ “AndIdon’tguess,“saidLin,“thatyouandIwilldomuchshufflin’ofotherfolks’childrenanymore。“ WhereuponheandtheVirginianshookhandssilently,andunderstoodeachotherverywell。 OnthedaythattheVirginianpartedwithMolly,besidetheweightoffarewellwhichlayheavyonhisheart,histhoughtswerealsogravewithnews。Thecattlethieveshadgrownmoreaudacious。Horsesandcattlebothwerebeingmissed,andeachmanbeganalmosttodoubthisneighbor。 “Stepswillhavetobetakensoonbysomebody,Ireckon,“saidthelover。 “Byyou?“sheaskedquickly。 “MostlikelyI’llgetmixedupwithit。“ “Whatwillyouhavetodo?““Can’tsay。I’lltellyu’whenIcomeback。 Sodidhepartfromher,leavinghermorekissesthanwordstoremember。 AndwhatwasdoingatBennington,meanwhile,andatDunbarton? ThosethreeletterswhichbytheirmereoutsidehadsomovedMrs。 Taylor,producedbytheircontentsmuchpainfuldisturbance。 ItwillberememberedthatMollywrotetohermother,andtohergreat-aunt。Thatannouncementtohermotherwasundertakenfirst。 Itscompositionoccupiedthreehoursandahalf,anditfilledelevenpages,notcountingapostscriptuponthetwelfth。Thelettertothegreat-aunttookonlytenminutes。Icannotpretendtoexplainwhythisonewassogreatlysuperiortotheother;butsuchistheremarkablefact。Itsbeginning,tobesure,didgivetheoldladyastart;shehaddismissedthecow-boyfromherprobabilities。 “Tut,tut,tut!“sheexclaimedoutloudinherbedroom。“Shehasthrownherselfawayonthatfellow!“ Butsomesentencesattheendmadeherpauseandsitstillforalongwhile。Theseverityuponherfacechangedtotenderness,gradually。“Ah,me,“shesighed。“Ifmarriagewereassimpleaslove!“Thenshewentslowlydownstairs,andoutintohergarden,whereshewalkedlongbetweentheboxborders。“Butifshehasfoundagreatlove,“saidtheoldladyatlength。Andshereturnedtoherbedroom,andopenedanolddesk,andreadsomeoldletters。 TherecametoherthenextmorningacommunicationfromBennington。ThishadbeenpennedfranticallybypoorMrs。Wood。 Assoonasshehadbeenabletogatherhersensesaftertheshockofherdaughter’selevenpagesandthepostscript,themotherhadpouredouteightpagesherselftotheeldestmemberofthefamily。Therehadbeen,indeed,muchexcuseforthepoorlady。Tobeginwith,Mollyhadconstructedherwholeopeningpagewiththeexpressandmercifulintentionofpreparinghermother。 Consequently,itmadenosensewhatever。Itseffectwastheusualeffectofremarksdesignedtobreakathinggently。ItmerelymadeMrs。Wood’sheadswim,andfilledherwithasickeningdread。“Oh,mercy,Sarah,“shehadcried,“comehere。Whatdoesthismean?“Andthen,fortifiedbyherelderdaughter,shehadturnedoverthatfirstpageandfoundwhatitmeantonthetopofthesecond。“Asavagewithknivesandpistols!“shewailed。 “Well,mother,Ialwaystoldyouso,“saidherdaughterSarah。 “Whatisaforeman?“exclaimedthemother。“AndwhoisJudgeHenry?““Shehastakenasortofupperservant,“saidSarah。“Ifitisallowedtogoasfarasawedding,IdoubtifIcanbringmyselftobepresent。“(ThisthreatsheproceededtomaketoMolly,withresultsthatshallbesetforthintheirproperplace。)“Themanappearstohavewrittentomehimself,“saidMrs。Wood。“Heknowsnobetter,“saidSarah。“Bosh!“saidSarah’shusbandlater。“Itwasaverymanlythingtodo。“ThusdidconsternationrageinthehouseatBennington。Mollymighthavesparedherselfthemanyassurancesthatshegaveconcerningtheuniversalesteeminwhichhercow-puncherwasheld,andthefairprospectswhichwerehis。So,inthefirstthroesofherdespair,Mrs。Woodwrotethoseeightnotmaturelyconsideredpagestothegreat-aunt。 “Tut,tut,tut!“saidthegreat-auntasshereadthem。Herfacewasmuchmoreseveretoday。“You’dsuppose,“shesaid,“thatthegirlhadbeenkidnapped!Why,shehaskepthimwaitingthreeyears!“Andthenshereadmore,butsoonputtheletterdownwithlaughter。ForMrs。Woodhadrepeatedinwritingthatearlyoutburstofhersaboutasavagewithknivesandpistols。“Law!“ saidthegreat-aunt。“Law,whatafoolLizzieis!“ SoshesatdownandwrotetoMrs。Woodawholesomereplyaboutputtingalittlemoretrustinherownfleshandblood,andremindingheramongotherthingsthatGeneralStarkhadhimselfbeenwonttocarryknivesandpistolsowingtothenecessitiesofhiscareer,butthathehadoccasionallytakenthemoff,asdidprobablythisyoungmaninWyoming。“Youhadbettersendmetheletterhehaswrittenyou,“sheconcluded。“IshallknowmuchbetterwhattothinkafterIhaveseenthat。“ ItisnotprobablethatMrs。Woodgotmuchcomfortfromthiscommunication;andherdaughterSarahwasactuallyenragedbyit。 “Shegrowsmoreperverseasshenearsherdotage,“saidSarah。 ButtheVirginian’sletterwassenttoDunbarton,wheretheoldladysatherselfdowntoreaditwithmuchattention。 HereiswhattheVirginianhadsaidtotheunknownmotherofhissweetheart。 Bennington,Vermont。 Madam:IfyourdaughterMissWoodhasevertoldyouabouthersavingaman’slifeherewhensomeIndianshadshothimthatisthemanwhowritestoyounow。Idon’tthinkshecanhavetoldyourightaboutthataffairforsheistheonlyoneinthiscountrywhothinksitwasalittlething。SoImusttellyouit,themainpoints。SuchanactionwouldhavebeenthoughthighlyofinaWesterngirl,butwithMissWood’sraisingnobodyhadarighttoexpectit。 “Indeed!“snortedthegreat-aunt。“Well,hewouldberight,ifI hadnothadagooddealmoretodowithher’raising’thaneverLizziehad。“Andshewentonwiththeletter。 Iwasstartingintodiewhenshefoundme。Ididnotknowanythingthen,andshepulledmebackfromwhereIwashalfinthenextworld。ShedidnotknowbutwhatIndianswouldgethertoobutIcouldnotmakeherleaveme。Iamaheavymanonehundredandseventy-threestrippedwheninfullhealth。Sheliftedmeherselffromthegroundmehelpingscarceanyfortherewasnotmuchhelpinmethatday。Shewashedmywoundandbroughtmetowithherownwhiskey。BeforeshecouldgetmehomeIwasoutofmyheadbutshekeptmeonmyhorsesomehowandtalkedwiselytomesoImindedheranddidnotgocleancrazytillshehadgotmesafetobed。ThedoctorsaysIwouldhavediedallthesameifshehadnotnursedmethewayshedid。ItmademelovehermorewhichIdidnotknowIcould。Butthereisnoend,forthiswritingitdownmakesmelovehermoreasIwriteit。 AndnowMrs。WoodIamsorrythiswillbebadnewsforyoutohear。IknowyouwouldneverchoosesuchamanasIamforherforIhavegotnoeducationandmustwritehumbleagainstmybirth。IwishIcouldmakethenewseasierbuttruthisthebest。 IamofoldstockinVirginiaEnglishandoneScotchIrishgrandmothermyfather’sfatherbroughtfromKentucky。Wehavealwaysstayedatthesameplacefarmersandhuntersnotbetteringourlotandveryplain。Wehavefoughtwhenwegotthechance,underOldHickoryandinMexicoandmyfatherandtwobrotherswerekilledintheValleysixty-four。AlwayswithusonesonhasbeenapttorunawayandIwastheonethistime。Ihadtoomucholderbrotheringtosuitme。ButnowIamdoingwellbeinginfullsightofprosperityandnottoooldandverystrongmyhealthhavingstoodthesundriesithasbeenputthrough。Sheshallteachschoolnomorewhensheismine。IwishIcouldmakethisnewseasierforyouMrs。Wood。IdonotlikepromisesIhaveheardsomany。Iwilltellanymanofyourfamilyanythinghelikestoaskone,andJudgeHenrywouldtellyouaboutmyreputation。IhaveseenplentyroughthingsbutcansayIhaveneverkilledforpleasureorprofitandamnotoneofthatkind,alwayspreferringpeace。Ihavehadtoliveinplaceswheretheyhadcourtsandlawyerssocalledbutanhonestmanwasallthelawyoucouldfindinfivehundredmiles。IhavenottoldheraboutthosethingsnotbecauseIamashamedofthembuttherearesomanythingstoodarkforagirllikehertohearabout。 IhadbettertellyouthewayIknowIloveMissWood。Iamnotaboynow,andwomenarenonewthingtome。AmanlikemewhohastravelledmeetsmanyofthemashegoesandpassesonbutI stoppedwhenIcametoMissWood。ThatisthreeyearsbutIhavenotgoneon。Whatrighthassuchashe?youwillsay。SodidI sayitaftershehadsavedmylife。Itwashardtogettothatpointandkeeptherewithheraroundmeallday。ButIsaidtomyselfyouhavebotheredherforthreeyearswithyourloveandifyouletyourlovebotherheryoudon’tloveherlikeyoushouldandyoumustquitforhersakewhohassavedyourlife。I didnotknowwhatIwasgoingtodowithmylifeafterthatbutI supposedIcouldgosomewhereandworkhardandsoMrs。WoodI toldherIwouldgiveherup。Butshesaidno。Itisgoingtobehardforhertogetusedtoamanlikeme- ButatthispointintheVirginian’sletter,theoldgreat-auntcouldreadnomore。Sherose,andwentovertothatdeskwherelaythosefadedlettersofherown。Shelaidherheaddownuponthepackage,andashertearsflowedquietlyuponit,“Odear,“ shewhispered,“Odear!AndthisiswhatIlost!“ TohergirluponBearCreekshewrotethenextday。AndthiswordfromDunbartonwaslikebalmamongtheharshstingsMollywasreceiving。Thevoicesoftheworldreachedheringatheringnumbers,andnotoneofthemsavethatgreat-aunt’swassweet。 Herdayswerefullofhurts;andtherewasnoonebytokissthehurtsaway。Nordidsheevenhearfromherloveranymorenow。 Sheonlyknewhehadgoneintolonelyregionsuponhiserrand。 Thaterrandtookhimfar:-AcrosstheBasin,amongthesecretplacesofOwlCreek,pasttheWashakieNeedles,overtheDividetoGrosVentre,andsothroughafinalbarrierofpeaksintothebordersofEastIdaho。There,byreasonofhisbiddingme,Imethim,andcametoshareinapartofhiserrand。 ItwaswithnoguidethatItravelledtohim。Hehadnamedalittlestationontherailroad,andfromthencehehadchartedmyroutebymeansoflandmarks。DidIbelieveinomens,theblackstormthatIsetoutinuponmyhorsewouldseemlikeoneto-day。 ButIhadbeenlivingincitiesandsmoke;andIdaho,evenwithrain,wasdelightfultome。 Whenthefirstlandmark,theloneclumpofcottonwoods,cameatlengthinsight,darkandblurredinthegentlerain,standingcutperhapsamilebeyondthedistantbuildings,mywholewearybodyhailedtheapproachofrepose。Savingthenoonhour,Ihadbeeninthesaddlesincesix,andnowsixwascomeroundagain。 Theranch,myresting-placeforthisnight,wasaruin——cabin,stable,andcorral。Yetafterthetwelvehoursofpushingonandonthroughsilence,stilltohavesilence,stilltoeatandgotosleepinit,perfectlyfittedthemoodofbothmyfleshandspirit。Atnoon,whenforawhileIhadthrownoffmylongoilskincoat,merelythesightofthenewspaperhalfcrowdedintomypockethadbeenadispleasingreminderoftherailway,andcities,andaffairs。Butforitspossiblehelptobuildfires,itwouldhavecomenofartherwithme。Thegreatlevelsaroundmelaycooledandfreedofdustbythewetweather,andfullofsweetairs。Farinfrontthefoot-hillsrosethroughtherain,indefiniteandmystic。Iwantednospeechwithanyone,nortobenearhumanbeingsatall。Iwassteepedinareveryasoftheprimalearth;eventhoughtsthemselveshadalmostceasedmotion。 Toliedownwithwildanimals,withelkanddeer,wouldhavemademywakingdreamcomplete;andsincesuchdreamcouldnotbe,thecattlearoundthedesertedbuildings,meredotsasyetacrossseparatingspace,weremypropercompanionsforthisevening。