第43章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5558更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
To-morrownightIshouldprobablybecampingwiththeVirginianinthefoot-hills。Athisletter’sbiddingIhadcomeeastwardacrossIdaho,abandoningmyhuntingintheSawToothRangetomakethisjourneywithhimbackthroughtheTetons。Itwasatrailknowntohim,andnottomanyotherhonestmen。HorseThiefPasswasthenamehislettergaveit。Business(hewasalwaysbrief)wouldcallhimoverthereatthistime。Returning,hemustattendtocertainmattersintheWindRivercountry。ThereI couldleavebystagefortherailroad,orgoonwithhimthewholewaybacktoSunkCreek。Hedesignatedforourmeetingtheforksofacertainlittlestreaminthefoot-hillswhichto-day’sridehadbroughtinsight。Therewouldbenochanceforhimtoreceiveananswerfrommeintheinterveningtime。Ifbyacertainday——whichwasfourdaysoffstill——Ihadnotreachedtheforks,hewouldunderstandIhadotherplans。Tomeitwaslikelivingbackinagesgone,thiswayofmeetingmyfriend,thischoiceofastreamsofarandlonelythatitsverycourseuponthemapswaswronglytraced。Andtoleavebehindallnoiseandmechanisms,andsetoutatease,slowly,withonepackhorse,intothewilderness,mademefeelthattheancientearthwasindeedmymotherandthatIhadfoundheragainafterbeinglostamonghouses,customs,andrestraints。Ishouldarrivethreedaysearlyattheforks——threedaysofmarginseemingtomeawiseprecautionagainstdelaysunforeseen。IftheVirginianwerenotthere,good;Icouldfishandbehappy。Ifheweretherebutnotreadytostart,good;Icouldstillfishandbehappy。AndrememberingmyEasternhelplessnessintheyearwhenwehadmetfirst,IenjoyedthinkinghowIhadcometobetrusted。InthosedaysIhadnotbeenallowedtogofromtheranchforsomuchasanafternoon’srideunlesstiedtohimbyastring,sotospeak; nowIwascrossingunmappedspaceswithnoguidance。Themanwhocoulddothiswasscarceanylongera“tenderfoot。“ Myvision,asIrode,tookinserenelythedimfoot-hills,——to-morrow’sgoal,——andnearerinthevastwetplaintheclumpofcottonwoods,andstillnearermylodgingforto-nightwiththedottedcattleroundit。Andnowmyhorseneighed。Ifelthisgaitfreshenforthejourney’send,andleaningtopathisneckInoticedhisearsnolongerslackandinattentive,butpointingforwardtowherefoodandrestawaitedbothofus。Twiceheneighed,impatientlyandlong;andashequickenedhisgaitstillmore,thepackhorsedidthesame,andI realizedthattherewasaboutmestillaspiceofthetenderfoot: thosedotswerenotcattle;theywerehorses。 Myhorsehadputmeinthewrong。Hehadknownhiskindfromafar,andwashasteningtothem。Theplainsman’seyewasnotyetmine;andIsmiledalittleasIrode。WhenwasIgoingtoknow,asbyinstinct,thedifferentlookofhorsesandcattleacrosssometwoorthreemilesofplain? Thesemileswefinishedsoon。Thebuildingschangedintheiraspectastheygrewtomyapproach,showingtheirdesolationmoreclearly,andinsomewaybringingapprehensionintomymood。Andaroundthemthehorses,too,allstandingwithearserect,watchingmeasIcame——therewassomethingaboutthem;orwasitthesilence?ForthesilencewhichIhadlikeduntilnowseemedsuddenlytobemadetoogreatbythepresenceofthedesertedbuildings。Andthenthedoorofthestableopened,andmencameoutandstood,alsowatchingmearrive。BythetimeIwasdismountingmorewerethere。ItwassenselesstofeelasunpleasantasIdid,andIstrovetogivetothemagreetingthatshouldsoundeasy。ItoldthemthatIhopedtherewasroomforonemorehereto-night。Someofthemhadansweredmygreeting,butnoneofthemansweredthis;andasIbegantobesurethatI recognizedseveraloftheirstrangelyimperturbablefaces,theVirginiancamefromthestable;andatthatwelcomesightmyreliefspokeoutinstantly。 “Iamhere,yousee!“ “Yes,Idosee。“Ilookedhardathim,forinhisvoicewasthesamestrangenessthatIfeltineverythingaroundme。Buthewaslookingathiscompanions。“Thisgentlemanisallright,“hetoldthem。 “Thatmaybe,“saidonewhomInowknewthatIhadseenbeforeatSunkCreek;“buthewasnotdueto-night。“ “Norto-morrow,“saidanother。 “Noryetthedayafter,“athirdadded。 TheVirginianfellintohisdrawl。“Noneofyouwaseverearlyforanything,Ipresume。“ Oneretorted,laughing,“Oh,we’renotsuspicioningyouorcomplicity。“ Andanother,“NotevenwhenwerememberhowthickyouandSteveusedtobe。“ Whateverjokestheymeantbythishedidnotreceiveasjokes。I sawsomethinglikeawincepassoverhisface,andaflushfollowit。Buthenowspoketome。“Weexpectedtobethroughbeforethis,“hebegan。“I’mrightsorryyouhavecometo-night。Iknowyou’dhavepreferredtokeepaway。“ “Wewanthimtoexplainhimself,“putinoneoftheothers。“Ifhesatisfiesus,he’sfreetogoaway。“ “Freetogoaway!“Inowexclaimed。ButattheindulgenceintheirfrontiersmileIcooleddown。“Gentlemen,“Isaid,“Idon’tknowwhymymovementsinterestyousomuch。It’squiteacompliment!MayIgetundershelterwhileIexplain?“ Norequestcouldhavebeenmorenatural,fortherainhadnowbeguntofallinstraightfloods。Yettherewasapausebeforeoneofthemsaid,“Hemightaswell。“ TheVirginianchosetosaynothingmore;buthewalkedbesidemeintothestable。Twomensattheretogether,andathirdguardedthem。AtthatsightIknewsuddenlywhatIhadstumbledupon;andontheimpulseImurmuredtotheVirginian,“You’rehangingthemto-morrow。“ Hekepthissilence。 “Youmayhavethreeguesses,“saidamanbehindme。 ButIdidnotneedthem。Andintherecoilofmyinsighttheclumpofcottonwoodscameintomymind,blackandgrim。Noothertreeshighenoughgrewwithintenmiles。This,then,wasthebusinessthattheVirginian’sletterhadsocurtlymentioned。Myeyeswentintoallcornersofthestable,butnootherprisonerswerehereIhalfexpectedtoseeTrampas,andIhalffearedtoseeShorty;forpoorstupidShorty’shonestyhadnotbeenproofagainstfrontiertemptations,andhehadfallenawayfromthecompanyofhisoldfriends。OftenoflateIhadheardtalkatSunkCreekofbreakingupacertaingangofhorseandcattlethievesthatstoleinoneTerritoryandsoldinthenext,andknewwheretohideinthemountainsbetween。Andnowithadcometothepoint;forceshadbeengathered,alongexpeditionmade,andheretheywere,successfulundertheVirginian’slead,butalittlelaterthantheircalculations。AndherewasI,alittletooearly,andawitnessinconsequence。Mypresenceseemedasimplethingtoaccountfor;butwhenIhadthusaccountedforit,oneofthemsaidwithgoodnature:-“Soyoufindushere,andwefindyouhere。Whichisthemostsurprised,Iwonder?“ “There’snotelling,“saidI,keepingasamiableasIcould;“noranytellingwhichobjectsthemost。“ “Oh,there’snoobjectionhere。You’rewelcometostay。Butnotwelcometogo,Iexpect。Heain’twelcometogo,ishe?“ BytheanswersthattheirfacesgavehimitwasplainthatIwasnot。“Nottillwearethrough,“saidone。 “Heneedn’ttoseeanything,“’anotheradded。“Bettersleeplateto-morrowmorning,“athirdsuggestedtome。 Ididnotwishtostayhere。Icouldhavemadesomesortofcampapartfromthembeforedark;butinthefaceoftheirneedlesscautionIwashelpless。ImadenoattempttoinquirewhatkindofspytheyimaginedIcouldbe,whatsortofrescueIcouldbringinthislonelycountry;mytooearlyappearanceseemedtobeallthattheylookedat。Andagainmyeyessoughttheprisoners。 Certainlytherewereonlytwo。Onewaschewingtobacco,andtalkingnowandthentohisguardasifnothingwerethematter。 Theothersatdullinsilence,notmovinghiseyes;buthisfaceworked,andInoticedhowhecontinuallymoistenedhisdrylips。 AsIlookedatthesedoomedprisoners,whosefateIwasinvitedtosleepthroughto-morrowmorning,theonewhowaschewingquietlynoddedtome。 “Youdon’trememberme?“hesaid。 ItwasSteve!SteveofMedicineBow!ThepleasantSteveofmyfirsteveningintheWest。Somechangeofbeardhaddelayedmyinstantrecognitionofhisface。Herehesatsentencedtodie。A shock,chillandpainful,deprivedmeofspeech。 Hehadnosuchweakfeelings。“Haveyu’beentoMedicineBowlately?“heinquired。“That’sgettingtobequiteawhileago。“ Iassented。Ishouldhavelikedtosaysomethingnaturalandkind,butwordsstuckagainstmywill,andIstoodawkwardandillatease,noticingidlythatthesilentoneworeagrayflannelshirtlikemine。Stevelookedmeover,andsawinmypocketthenewspaperwhichIhadbroughtfromtherailroadandonwhichIhadpencilledafewexpenses。Heaskedme,WouldImindlettinghimhaveitforawhile?AndIgaveittohimeagerly,begginghimtokeepitaslongashewanted。Iwasovereagerinmyembarrassment。“Youneednotreturnitatall,“Isaid;“thosenotesarenothing。Dokeepit。“Hegavemeashortglanceandasmile。“Thankyou,“hesaid;“I’llnotneeditbeyondto-morrowmorning。“Andhebegantosearchthroughit。“Jake’selectionisconsideredsure,“hesaidtohiscompanion,whomadenoresponse。 “Well,FremontCountyowesittoJake。“AndIlefthiminterestedinthelocalnews。 DeadmenIhaveseennotafewtimes,evensomelyingpaleandterribleafterviolentends,andtheedgeofthiswearsoff;butIhopeIshallneveragainhavetobeinthecompanywithmenwaitingtobekilled。Bythistimeto-morrowthegrayflannelshirtwouldbebuttonedroundacorpse。UntilwhatmomentwouldStevechew?AgainstsuchfanciesastheseImanagedpresentlytobarricademymind,butImadeapleatobeallowedtopassthenightelsewhere,andIsuggestedtheadjacentcabin。BytheirfacesIsawthatmywordsmerelyhelpedtheirdistrustofme。Thecabinleakedtoomuch,theysaid;Iwouldsleepdrierhere。Onemangaveittomemoredirectly:“Ifyoufiguredoncampinginthisstable,whathaschangedyourmind?“HowcouldItellthemthatIshrunkfromanycontactwithwhattheyweredoing,althoughIknewthatonlysocouldjusticebedealtinthiscountry?TheirwholesomefronttiernervesknewnothingofsuchrefinementsButtheVirginianunderstoodpartofit。“Iamrightsorryforyourannoyance,“hesaid。AndnowInoticedhewasunderaconstraintverydifferentfromtheeaseoftheothers。 Afterthetwelvehours’ridemyboneswerehungryforrest。I spreadmyblanketsonsomestrawinastallbymyselfandrolledupinthem;yetIlaygrowingbroaderawake,everyinchofwearinessstrickenfrommyexcitedsenses。Forawhiletheysatovertheircouncils,whisperingcautiously,sothatIwasmadecurioustohearthembynotbeingable;wasitthenamesofTrampasandShortythatwereonceortwicespoken~Icouldnotbesure。Iheardthewhisperersceaseandseparate。Iheardtheirbootsastheycastthemoffupontheground。AndIheardthebreathingofslumberbeginandgrowintheinteriorsilence。Tooneafteronesleepcame,butnottome。Outside,thedullfalloftherainbeatevenly,andinsomeangledrippedthespoutingpulsesofaleak。Sometimesacoldairblewin,bearingwithitthekeenwetodorofthesage-brush。Onhundredsofothernightsthisperfumehadbeenmylastwakingremembrance;ithadseemedtohelpdrowsiness;andnowIlaystaring,thinkingofthis。 Twicethroughthehoursthethievesshiftedtheirpositionswithclumsysounds,exchangingmutedwordswiththeirguard。So,often,hadIheardothercompanionsmoveandmutterinthedarknessandliedownagain。Itwastheverynaturalnessandusualnessofeveryfactofthenight,——thestablestraw,therainoutside,myfamiliarblankets,thecoolvisitsofthewind,——andwithallthisthethoughtofStevechewingandthemaninthegrayflannelshirt,thatmadethehoursunearthlyandstrungmetightwithsuspense。AndatlastIheardsomeonegetupandbegintodress。InalittlewhileIsawlightsuddenlythroughmyclosedeyelids,andthendarknessshutagainabruptlyuponthem。 Theyhadswunginalanternandfoundmebymistake。Iwastheonlyonetheydidnotwishtorouse。Movingandquiettalkingsetuparoundme,andtheybegantogooutofthestable。Atthegleamsofnewdaylightwhichtheyletinmythoughtswenttotheclumpofcottonwoods,andIlaystillwithhandsandfeetgrowingsteadilycold。Nowitwasgoingtohappen。Iwonderedhowtheywoulddoit;oneinstancehadbeendescribedtomebyawitness,butthatwasdonefromabridge,andtherehadbeenbutasinglevictim。Thismorning,wouldonehavetowaitandseetheothergothroughwithitfirst? Thesmellofsmokereachedme,andnexttherattleoftindishes。 BreakfastwassomethingIhadforgotten,andoneofthemwascookingitnowinthedryshelterofthestable。Hewasalone,becausethetalkingandthestepswereoutsidethestable,andI