第50章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5221更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
“Butperhapsyouareofthesameopinionstill?“theJudgeinquired。 “Itisallterribletome,“shesaid。 “Yes;andsoiscapitalpunishmentterrible。Andsoiswar。Andperhapssomedayweshalldowithoutthem。Buttheyarenoneofthemsoterribleasuncheckedtheftandmurderwouldbe。“ AftertheJudgehaddepartedonhiswaytoSunkCreek,noonespoketoMollyuponthissubject。Butherfacedidnotgrowcheerfulatonce。Itwasplainfromherfitsofsilencethatherthoughtswerenotatrest。Andsometimesatnightshewouldstandinfrontofherlover’slikeness,gazinguponitwithbrothloveandshrinking。 XXXIV。TOFITHERFINGER ItwastworingsthattheVirginianwroteforwhennextIheardfromhim。 AftermydarksightofwhattheCattleLandcouldbe,IsoonhadjourneyedhomebywayofWashakieandRawlins。SteveandShortydidnotleavemymemory,norwilltheyever,Isuppose。 TheVirginianhadtouchedthewholethingthedayIlefthim。Hehadnoticedmelookingasortoffarewellattheplainsandmountains。 “Youwillcomebacktoit,“hesaid。“Iftherewasaheadstoneforeverymanthatoncepleasuredinhisfreedomhere,yu’dseeonemosteverytimeyu’turnedyourhead。It’saheapsadderthanagraveyard——butyu’loveitallthesame。“ Sadnesshadpassedfromhim——fromhisuppermostmood,atleast,whenhewroteabouttherings。Deepinhimwassadnessofcourse,aswellasjoy。ForhehadknownSteve,andhehadcoveredShortywithearth。Hehadlookeduponlifewithamarkseyes,veryclose;andnoone,ifhehaveaheart,canpassthroughthisandnotcarrysadnessinhisspiritwithhimforever。Butheseldomshowsitopenly;itbideswithinhim,enrichinghischeerfulnessandrenderinghimofbetterservicetohisfellow-men。 Itwasacommissionofcheerfulnessthathenowgave,beingdistantfromwhereringsaretobebought。HecouldnotgosofarastheEasttoprocurewhathehadplanned。RingsweretobehadinCheyenne,andastillgreaterchoiceinDenver;andsofaraseitherofthesetownshisaffairswouldhavepermittedhimtotravel。ButhewassetuponhavingringsfromtheEast。Theymustcomefromthebestplaceinthecountry;nothingshortofthatwasgoodenough“tofitherfinger,“ashesaid。Theweddingringwasasimplematter。Letitberight,thatwasall:thepurestgoldthatcouldbeused,withherinitialsandhistogethergravenroundtheinside,withthedayofthemonthandtheyear。 Thedatewasnowset。Ithadcomesofarasthis。Julythirdwastobetheday。Thenforsixtydaysandnightshewastobeabridegroom,freefromhisdutiesatSunkCreek,freetotakehisbridewheresoevershemightchoosetogo。Andshehadchosen。 Thosevoicesoftheworldhadmorethanangeredher;foraftertheangerasetpurposewasleft。Hersistershouldhavethechanceneithertocomenortostayaway。HadhermotherevenansweredtheVirginian’sletter,therecouldhavebeensomerelenting。Butthepoorladyhadbeeninadequateinthis,asinallothersearchingmomentsofherlife:shehadsentmessages,——kindones,tobesure,——butonlymessages。IfthishadhurttheVirginian,nooneknewitintheworld,leastofallthegirlinwhoseheartithadleftacold,frozenspot。Notagoodspiritinwhichtobemarried,youwillsay。No;frozenspotsarenotgoodatanytime。ButMolly’sownnaturegaveherduepunishment。Throughallthesedaysofherwarmhappinessachillcurrentran,likethosewhichinterrupttheswimmer’sperfectjoy。Thegirlwasonlyhalfashappyasherlover;butshehidthisdeepfromhim,——hidituntilthatfinal,fiercehourofreckoningthathernaturehadwithher,——nay,wasboundtohavewithher,beforethepunishmentwaslifted,andthefrozenspotmeltedatlengthfromherheart。 So,meanwhile,shemadeherdecreeagainstBennington。NotVermont,butWyoming,shouldbeherweddingplace。Noworld’svoicesshouldbewhispering,noworld’seyesshouldbelookingon,whenshemadehervowtohimandreceivedhisvow。ThosevoicesshouldbespokenandthatringputoninthiswildCattleLand,wherefirstshehadseenhimrideintothefloodedriver,andliftherashoreuponhishorse。Itwasthisopenskywhichshouldshinedownonthem,andthisfrontiersoiluponwhichtheirfeetshouldtread。Theworldshouldtakeitsturnsecond。 Afteramonthwithhimbystreamandcanyon,amonthfardeeperintothemountainwildsthaneveryethehadbeenfreetotakeher,amonthwithsometimesatentandsometimesthestarsabovethem,andonlytheirhorsesbesidesthemselves——aftersuchamonthasthis,shewouldtakehimtohermotherandtoBennington;andtheoldauntoveratDunbartonwouldlookathim,andbeoncemoreabletodeclarethattheStorkshadalwayspreferredamanwhowasaman。 AndsoJulythirdwastobeengravedinsidetheweddingring。 UpontheotherringtheVirginianhadspentmuchdeliciousmeditation,allinhissecretmind。Hehadevengottherightmeasureofherfingerwithouthersuspectingthereason。Butthisstepwasthefinaloneinhisplan。 Duringthetimethathisthoughtshadbeguntobebusyovertheotherring,byachancehehadlearnedfromMrs。Henryanumberofoldfanciesregardingpreciousstones。Mrs。HenryoftenaccompaniedtheJudgeinventuresomemountainclimbs,andsometimesthesteepnessoftherocksrequiredhertouseherhandsforsafety。OnedaywhentheVirginianwentwiththemtohelpmarkoutcertainboundarycorners,sheremovedherringslesttheyshouldgetscratched;andhe,beingjustbehindher,tookthemduringtheclimb。 “Iseeyou’relookingatmytopaz,“shehadsaid,ashereturnedthem。“IfIcouldhavechosen,itwouldhavebeenaruby。ButI wasborninNovember。“ Hedidnotunderstandherintheleast,butherwordsawakenedexceedinginterestinhim;andtheyhaddescendedsomefivemilesofmountainbeforehespokeagain。Thenhebecameingenious,forhehadhalfworkedoutwhatMrs。Henry’smeaningmustbe;buthemustmakequitesure。Therefore,accordingtohiswild,shynature,hebecameingenious。 “Menwearrings,“hebegan。“Someofthemenontheranchdo。I don’tseeanyharminaman’swearin’aring。ButIneverhave。“ “Well,“saidthelady,notyetsuspectingthathewasundertakingtocircumventher,“probablythosemenhavesweethearts。“ “No,ma’am。Notsweetheartsworthwearin’ringsfor——intwocases,anyway。Theywon’ematcyards。Andtheyliketosee’emshine。Ineversawamanwearatopaz。“ Mrs。Henrydidnothaveanyfurtherremarktomake。 “IwasborninJanuarymyself,“pursuedtheVirginian,verythoughtfully。 Thentheladygavehimonelook,andwithoutfurtherprocessofmindperceivedexactlywhathewasdrivingat。 “That’sveryextravagantforrings,“saidshe。“Januaryisdiamonds。“ “Diamonds,“murmuredtheVirginian,moreandmorethoughtfully。 “Well,itdon’tmatter,forI’dnotweararing。AndNovemberis——whatdidyu’say,ma’am?“ “Topaz。“ “Yes。Well,jewelsarecert’nlyprettythings。IntheSpanishMissionsyu’llseelargeonesnowandagain。Andthey’renotglass,Ithink。Andsotheyhavegotsomejewelthatkindofbelongstoeachmonthrightaroundthetwelve?“ “Yes,“saidMrs。Henry,smiling。“Oneforeachmonth。Buttheopaliswhatyouwant。“ Helookedather,andbegantoblush。 “Octoberistheopal,“sheadded,andshelaughedoutright,forMissWood’sbirthdaywasonthefifteenthofthatmonth。 TheVirginiansmiledguiltilyatherthroughhiscrimson。 “I’venodoubtyoucanbeataroundthebushverywellwithmen,“ saidMrs。Henry。“Butit’sperfectlytransparentwithus——inmattersofsentiment,atleast。“ “Well,Iamsorry,“hepresentlysaid。“Idon’twanttogiveheranopal。Ihavenosuperstition,butIdon’twanttogiveheranopal。Ifhermotherdid,oranybodylikethat,why,allright。 Butnotfromme。D’yu’understand,ma’am?“ Mrs。Henrydidunderstandthissubtletraitinthewildman,andsherejoicedtobeabletogivehimimmediatereassuranceconcerningopals。 “Don’tworryaboutthat,“shesaid。“Theopalissaidtobringillluck,butnotwhenitisyourownmonthstone。Thenitissupposedtobenotonlydeprivedofevilinfluence,buttopossesspeculiarlyfortunatepower。Letitbeanopalring。“ Thenheaskedherboldlyvariousquestions,andsheshovedhimherrings,andgavehimadviceaboutthesetting。Therewasnospecialcustom,shetoldhim,rulingsuchringsasthishedesiredtobestow。Thegemmightbethelady’sfavoriteorthelover’sfavorite;andtochoosethelady’smonthstonewasverywellindeed。 Verywellindeed,theVirginianthought。Butnotquitewellenoughforhim。Hismindnowbusieditselfwiththisloreconcerningjewels,andsoonhissentimenthadsuggestedsomethingwhichheforthwithcarriedout。 Whentheringwasachieved,itwasanopal,butsetwithfoursmallembracingdiamonds。Thuswashermonthstonejoinedwithhis,thattheirluckandtheirlovemightbeinseparablyclasped。 Hefoundthesizeofherfingeronedaywhenwinterhaddeparted,andtheearlygrasswasgreen。Hemadearingoftwistedgrassforher,whilesheheldherhandforhimtobindit。Hemadeanotherforhimself。Then,aftereachhadworntheirgrassringforawhile,hebeggedhertoexchange。Hedidnotsendhistokenawayfromhim,butmostcarefullymeasuredit。Thustheringfittedherwell,andthelustrousflamewithintheopalthrilledhishearteachtimehesawit。FornowJunewasnearitsend;andthatotherplaingoldring,which,forsafekeeping,hecherishedsuspendedroundhisneckdayandnight,seemedtoburnwithaninwardglowthatwasdeeperthantheopal’s。 SoinduecoursearrivedthesecondofJuly。Molly’spunishmenthadgotasfarasthis:shelongedforhermothertobenearheratthistime;butitwastoolate。 Townlaytwelvestraightmilesbeforetheloverandhissweetheart,whentheycametothebrowofthelastlonghill。Allbeneaththemwaslikeamap:neithermannorbeastdistinguishable,buttheveinedandtintedimageofacountry,knobsandflatssetoutinorderclearly,shiningextensiveandmotionlessinthesun。Itopenedonthesightoftheloversastheyreachedthesuddenedgeofthetableland,wheresincemorningtheyhadriddenwiththeheadofneitherhorseeverinadvanceoftheother。 Attheviewoftheirjourney’send,theVirginianlookeddownathisgirlbesidehim,hiseyesfilledwithabridegroom’slight,and,hangingsafeuponhisbreast,hecouldfeelthegoldringthathewouldslowlypressuponherfingerto-morrow。Hedrewofftheglovefromherlefthand,andstooping,kissedthejewelinthatotherringwhichhehadgivenher。Thecrimsonfireintheopalseemedtominglewiththatinhisheart,andhisarmliftedherduringamomentfromthesaddleasheheldhertohim。Butinherhearttheloveofhimwastroubledbythatcoldpangoflonelinesswhichhadcreptuponherlikeatideasthedaydrewnear。Noneofherownpeoplewerewaitinginthatdistanttowntoseeherbecomehisbride。Friendlyfacesshemightpassontheway;butallofthemnewfriends,madeinthiswildcountry:notafaceofherchildhoodwouldsmileuponher;anddeepwithinher,avoicecriedforthemotherwhowasfarawayinVermont。 ThatshewouldseeMrs。Taylor’skindfaceatherweddingwasnocomfortnow。 TherelaythetowninthesplendorofWyomingspace。Arounditspreadthewateredfields,westwardforalittleway,eastwardtoagreatdistance,makingsquaresofgreenandyellowcrops;andthetownwasbutapoorraginthemidstofthisquiltedharvest。 Afterthefieldstotheeast,thetawnyplainbegan;andwithonefaintfurrowofriverliningitsundulations,itstretchedbeyondsight。ButwestofthetownrosetheBowLegMountains,coolwiththeirstillunmeltedsnowsandtheirdullbluegulfsofpine。 Fromthreecanyonsflowedthreeclearforkswhichbegantheriver。Theirconfluencewasabovethetownagoodtwomiles;itlookedbutafewpacesfromuphere,whileeachsidetheriverstraggledthemargincottonwoods,likethinbordersalongagardenwalk。Overallthismaphungsilencelikeaharmony,tremendousyetserene。