第56章

类别:其他 作者:Owen Wister字数:5698更新时间:18/12/26 17:11:26
Attheheadheplacedtheneatsackofherbelongings。Forhisownhemadeashelterwithcrossedpolesandasheetofcanvasbeyondthefirstpines。Hebuiltthefirewhereitssmokewouldfloatoutwardfromthetreesandthetent,andnearithestoodthecookingthingsandhisprovisions,andmadethisfirstsupperreadyinthetwilight。Hehadbroughtmuchwithhim;butfortenminuteshefished,catchingtroutenough。Whenatlengthshecameridingoverthestreamathiscall,therewasnothingforhertodobutsitandeatatthetablehehadlaid。Theysattogether,watchingthelastofthetwilightandthegentleoncomingofthedusk。Thefinalafter-glowofdayleftthesky,andthroughthepurplewhichfolloweditcameslowlythefirststars,brightandwideapart。Theywatchedthespacesbetweenthemfinwithmorestars,whilenearthemtheflamesandembersoftheirfiregrewbrighter。Thenhesenthertothetentwhilehecleanedthedishesandvisitedthehorsestoseethattheydidnotstrayfromthepasture。Somewhileafterthedarknesswasfullycome,herejoinedher。Allhadbeenashehadseenitinhisthoughtsbeforehand:thepineswiththesettingsunuponthem,thesinkingcamp-fire,andnowthesoundofthewaterasitflowedmurmuringbytheshoresoftheisland。 Thetentopenedtotheeast,andfromittheywatchedtogethertheirfirstsunrise。Inhisthoughtshehadseenthismorningbeforehandalso:thewaking,thegentlesoundofthewatermurmuringceaselessly,thegrowingday,thevisionofthestream,thesensethattheworldwasshutawayfarfromthem。Sodiditallhappen,exceptthathewhisperedtoheragain:-“Betterthanmydreams。“ Theysawthesunlightbeginuponahilltop;andpresentlycamethesunitself,andlakesofwarmthflowedintotheair,slowlyfillingthegreensolitude。Alongtheislandshorestheripplescaughtflashesfromthesun。 “Iamgoingintothestream,“hesaidtoher;andrising,heleftherinthetent。Thiswashissideoftheisland,hehadtoldherlastnight;theotherwashers,wherehehadmadeaplaceforhertobathe。Whenhewasgone,shefoundit,walkingthroughthetreesandrockstothewater’sedge。Andso,withtheislandbetweenthem,thetwobathedinthecoldstream。Whenhecameback,hefoundheralreadybusyattheircamp。Thebluesmokeofthefirewasfloatingoutfromthetrees,loiteringundispersedinthequietair,andshewasgettingtheirbreakfast。Shehadbeenabletoforestallhimbecausehehaddelayedlongathisdressing,notwillingtoreturntoherunshaven。Shelookedathiseyesthatwereclearasthewaterhehadleapedinto,andathissoftsilkneckerchief,knottedwithcare。 “Donotletusevergoawayfromhere!“shecried,andrantohimashecame。Theysatlongtogetheratbreakfast,breathingthemorningbreathoftheearththatwasfragrantwithwoodlandmoistureandwiththepines。Afterthemealhecouldnotpreventherhelpinghimmakeeverythingclean。Then,byallcustomsofmountainjourneys,itwastimetheyshouldbreakcampandbemovingbeforetheheatoftheday。Butfirst,theydelayedfornoreason,savethatinthesehourstheysolovedtodonothing。Andnext,whenwithsomeenergyhegotuponhisfeetanddeclaredhemustgoanddrivethehorsesin,sheasked,Why?Woulditnotbewellforhimtofishhere,thattheymightbesureoftroutattheirnooning?Andthoughheknewthatwheretheyshouldstopfornoon,troutwouldbeassureashere,hetookthischanceformoredelay。 Shewentwithhimtohisfishingrock,andsatwatchinghim。Therockwastall,higherthanhisheadwhenhestood。Itjuttedouthalfwayacrossthestream,andthewaterflowedrounditinquickfoam,andfellintoapool。Hecaughtseveralfish;butthesunwasgettinghigh,andafteratimeitwasplainthefishhadceasedtorise。 Yetstillhestoodcastinginsilence,whileshesatbyandwatchedhim。Acrossthestream,thehorseswanderedorlaydownintheirpasture。Atlengthhesaidwithhalfasighthatperhapstheyoughttogo。 “Ought?“sherepeatedsoftly。 “Ifwearetogetanywhereto-day,“heanswered。 “Needwegetanywhere?“sheasked。 Herquestionsentdelightthroughhimlikeaflood。“Thenyoudonotwanttomovecampto-day?“saidhe。 Sheshookherhead。 Atthishelaiddownhisrodandcameandsatbyher。“Iamverygladweshallnotgotilltomorrow,“hemurmured。 “Notto-morrow,“shesaid。“Nornextday。Noranydayuntilwemust。“Andshestretchedherhandsouttotheislandandthestreamexclaiming,“Nothingcansurpassthis!“ Hetookherinhisarms。“YoufeelaboutitthewayIdo,“healmostwhispered。“Icouldnothavehopedthere’dbetwoofustocaresomuch。“ Presently,whiletheyremainedwithoutspeakingbythepool,camealittlewildanimalswimmingroundtherockfromabove。Ithadnotseenthem,norsuspectedtheirpresence。Theyheldthemselvesstill,watchingitsalertheadcrossthroughthewavesquicklyandcomedownthroughthepool,andsoswimtotheotherside。 Thereitcameoutonasmallstretchofsand,turneditsgrayheadanditspointedblacknosethiswayandthat,neverseeingthem,andthenrolleduponitsbackinthewarmdrysand。Afteraminuteofrolling,itgotonitsfeetagain,shookitsfur,andtrottedaway。 Thenthebridegroomhusbandopenedhisshyheartdeepdown。 “Iamlikethatfellow,“hesaiddreamily。“Ihaveoftendonethesame。“Andstretchingslowlyhisarmsandlegs,helayfulllengthuponhisback,lettinghisheadrestuponher。“IfIcouldtalkhisanimallanguage,Icouldtalktohim,“hepursued。“Andhewouldsaytome:’Comeandrollonthesands。Where’stheuseoffretting?What’sthegaininbeingaman?Comerollonthesandswithme。’That’swhathewouldsay。“TheVirginianpaused。 “But,“hecontinued,“thetroubleis,Iamresponsible。Ifthatcouldonlybeforgotforeverbyyouandme!“Againhepausedandwenton,alwaysdreamily。“OftenwhenIhavecampedhere,ithasmademewanttobecometheground,becomethewater,becomethetrees,mixwiththewholething。Notknowmyselffromit。Neverunmixagain。Whyisthat?“hedemanded,lookingather。“Whatisit?Youdon’tknow,norIdon’t。Iwonderwouldeverybodyfeelthatwayhere?“ “Ithinknoteverybody,“sheanswered。 “No;noneexcepttheoneswhounderstandthingstheycan’tputwordsto。Butyoudid!“Heputupahandandtouchedhersoftly。 “Youunderstoodaboutthisplace。Andthat’swhatmakesit——makesyouandmeaswearenow——betterthanmydreams。Andmydreamswereprettygood。“ Hesighedwithsupremequietandhappiness,andseemedtostretchhislengthclosertotheearth。Andsohelay,andtalkedtoherashehadnevertalkedtoanyone,noteventohimself。Thusshelearnedsecretsofhisheartnewtoher:hisvisitshere,whattheyweretohim,andwhyhehadchosenitfortheirbridalcamp。 “WhatIdidnotknowatall,“hesaid,“wasthewayamancanbepiningfor——forthis——andneverguesswhatisthematterwithhim。“ Thenhehadfinishedtalking,stillhelayextendedandserene; andshelookeddownathimandthewonderfulchangethathadcomeoverhim,likeasunrise。Wasthisdreamyboythemanoftwodaysago?Itseemedadistanceimmeasurable;yetitwastwodaysonlysincethatweddingevewhenshehadshrunkfromhimashestoodfierceandimplacable。Shecouldlookbackatthatdarkhournow,althoughshecouldnotspeakofit。Shehadseendestructionlikesharpsteelglitteringinhiseyes。Werethesethesameeyes?Wasthisyouthwithhisblackheadofhairinherlapthecreaturewithwhommendidnottrifle,whosehandknewhowtodealdeath? Wherehadthemanmeltedawaytointhisboy?Forasshelookedathim,hemighthavebeennoolderthannineteento-day。Notevenattheirfirstmeeting——thatnightwhenhisfreakishspiritwasuppermost——hadhelookedsoyoung。Thischangetheirhoursupontheislandhadwrought,fillinghisfacewithinnocence。 Byandbytheymadetheirnooning。Intheafternoonshewouldhaveexploredthenearerwoodswithhim,orwalkedupthestream。 Butsincethiswastobetheircampduringseveraldays,hemadeitmorecomplete。Hefashionedaroughbenchandatable;aroundtheirtenthebuiltatallwind-breakforbettershelterincaseofstorm;andforthefirehegatheredandcutmuchwood,andpileditup。Sotheywereprovidedfor,andsoforsixdaysandnightstheystayed,findingnodayornightlongenough。 Oncehishedgeofboughsdidthemgoodservice,fortheyhadanafternoonoffuriousstorm。Thewindrockedthepinesandransackedtheisland,thesunwentout,theblackcloudsrattled,andwhiteboltsoflightningfellcloseby。Theshowerbrokethroughthepinebranchesandpoureduponthetent。Buthehadremovedeverythinginsidefromwhereitcouldtouchthecanvasandsoleadthewaterthrough,andtherainranoffintotheditchhehaddugroundthetent。Whiletheysatwithin,lookingoutupontheboundingfloodsandthewhitelightning,shesawhimglanceatherapprehensively,andatoncesheansweredhisglance。 “Iamnotafraid,“shesaid。“Ifaflameshouldconsumeustogethernow,whatwoulditmatter?“ Andsotheysatwatchingthestormtillitwasover,hewithhisfacechangedbyhertoaboy’s,andsheleavenedwithhim。 Whenatlasttheywerecompelledtoleavetheisland,orseenomoreofthemountains,itwasnotafinalparting。Theywouldcomebackforthelastnightbeforetheirjourneyended。 Furthermore,theypromisedeachotherliketwochildrentocomehereeveryyearupontheirweddingday,andliketwochildrentheybelievedthatthiswouldbepossible。Butinafteryearstheydidcome,morethanonce,tokeeptheirweddingdayupontheisland,anduponeachnewvisitwereabletosaytoeachother,“Betterthanourdreams。“ Forthirtydaysbythelightofthesunandthecamp-firelighttheysawnofacesexcepttheirown;andwhentheyweresilentitwasallstillness,unlessthewindpassedamongthepines,orsomeflowingwaterwasnearthem。Sometimesateveningtheycameuponelk,orblack-taileddeer,feedingoutinthehighparksofthemountains;andoncefromtheedgeofsomeconcealingtimberheshowedherabear,sittingwithanoldlogliftedinitspaws。 Sheforbadehimtokillthebear,oranycreaturethattheydidnotrequire。Hetookherupwardbytrailandcanyon,throughtheunfootedwoodsandalongdwindlingstreamstotheirheadwaiters,lakeslyingnearthesummitoftherange,fulloftrout,withmeadowsoflonggrassandathousandflowers,andabovethesethepinnaclesofrockandsnow。 Theymadetheircampsinmanyplaces,delayingseveraldayshere,andonenightthere,exploringthehighsolitudestogether,andsinkingdeepintheirromance。Sometimeswhenhewasatworkwiththeirhorses,orintentoncastinghisbrownhackleforafish,shewouldwatchhimwitheyesthatwerefulleroflovethanofunderstanding。Perhapsshenevercamewhollytounderstandhim; butinhercompleteloveforhimshefoundenough。Helovedherwithhiswholeman’spower。Shehadlistenedtohimtellherinwordsoftransport,“Icouldenjoydying“;yetshelovedhimmorethanthat。Hehadcometoherfromasmokingpistol,abletobidherfarewell——andshecouldnotlethimgo。Atthelastwhite-hotedgeofordeal,itwasshewhorenounced,andhewhohadhisway。 Neverthelessshefoundmuchmorethanenough,inspiteofthesighthatnowandagainbreathedthroughherhappinesswhenshewouldwatchhimwitheyesfulleroflovethanofunderstanding。 Theycouldnotspeakofthatgrimweddingeveforalongwhileafter;butthemountainsbroughtthemtogetheruponallelseintheworldandtheirownlives。Attheendtheylovedeachotherdoublymorethanatthebeginning,becauseoftheseaddedconfidenceswhichtheyexchangedandshared。Itwasanewblisstohertoknowaman’stalkandthoughts,tobegivensomuchofhim;andtohimitwasablissstillgreatertomeltfromthatreservehislonelylifehadbredinhim。Heneverwouldhaveguessedsomuchhadbeenstoredawayinhim,unexpressedtillnow。TheydidnotwanttogotoVermontandleavethesemountains,butthedaycamewhentheyhadtoturntheirbacksupontheirdream。Sotheycameoutintotheplainsoncemore,wellestablishedintheirfamiliarity,withonlythejourneystilllyingbetweenthemselvesandBennington。 “Ifyoucould,“shesaid,laughing。“Ifonlyyoucouldridehomelikethis。“ “WithMonteandmysix-shooter?“heasked。“Toyourmother?“ “Idon’tthinkmothercouldresistthewayyoulookonahorse。 Buthesaid“Itthiswayshe’sfearing,Iwillcome。“ “Ihavemadeonediscovery,“shesaid。“YouarefonderofgoodclothesthanIam。“ Hegrinned。“Icert’nlylike’em。Butdon’ttellmyfriends。Theywouldsayitwasmarriage。WhenyouseewhatIhavegotforBennington’sspecialbenefit,you——why,you’lljusttrustyourhusbandmorethanever。“ Sheundoubtedlydid。Afterhehadputononeparticularsuit,shearoseandkissedhimwherehestoodinit。 “Benningtonwillbesorrowful,“hesaid。“Nowild-westshow,afterall。Andnoready-madeguy,either。“Andhelookedathimselfintheglasswithunbiddenpleasure。 “Howdidyouchoosethat?“sheasked。“Howdidyouknowthathomespunwasexactlythethingforyou?“