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类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:5800更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
Shewaspalewithsuspensewhiletheboatwithmailbagswasmakingtowardsthem。Absorbedinherlettersshedidnotnoticethatshehadleftthe_Euphrosyne_,andfeltnosadnesswhentheshiplifteduphervoiceandbellowedthricelikeacowseparatedfromitscalf。 “Thechildrenarewell!“sheexclaimed。Mr。Pepper,whosatoppositewithagreatmoundofbagandruguponhisknees,said,“Gratifying。“Rachel,towhomtheendofthevoyagemeantacompletechangeofperspective,wastoomuchbewilderedbytheapproachoftheshoretorealisewhatchildrenwerewellorwhyitwasgratifying。Helenwentonreading。 Movingveryslowly,andrearingabsurdlyhighovereachwave,thelittleboatwasnowapproachingawhitecrescentofsand。 Behindthiswasadeepgreenvalley,withdistincthillsoneitherside。 Ontheslopeoftheright-handhillwhitehouseswithbrownroofsweresettled,likenestingsea-birds,andatintervalscypressesstripedthehillwithblackbars。Mountainswhosesideswereflushedwithred,butwhosecrownswerebald,roseasapinnacle,half-concealinganotherpinnaclebehindit。Thehourbeingstillearly,thewholeviewwasexquisitelylightandairy; thebluesandgreensofskyandtreewereintensebutnotsultry。 Astheydrewnearerandcoulddistinguishdetails,theeffectoftheearthwithitsminuteobjectsandcoloursanddifferentformsoflifewasoverwhelmingafterfourweeksofthesea,andkeptthemsilent。 “Threehundredyearsodd,“saidMr。Peppermeditativelyatlength。 Asnobodysaid,“What?“hemerelyextractedabottleandswallowedapill。ThepieceofinformationthatdiedwithinhimwastotheeffectthatthreehundredyearsagofiveElizabethanbarqueshadanchoredwherethe_Euphrosyne_nowfloated。Half-drawnupuponthebeachlayanequalnumberofSpanishgalleons,unmanned,forthecountrywasstillavirginlandbehindaveil。Slippingacrossthewater,theEnglishsailorsboreawaybarsofsilver,balesoflinen,timbersofcedarwood,goldencrucifixesknobbedwithemeralds。 WhentheSpaniardscamedownfromtheirdrinking,afightensued,thetwopartieschurningupthesand,anddrivingeachotherintothesurf。TheSpaniards,bloatedwithfinelivinguponthefruitsofthemiraculousland,fellinheaps;butthehardyEnglishmen,tawnywithsea-voyaging,hairyforlackofrazors,withmuscleslikewire,fangsgreedyforflesh,andfingersitchingforgold,despatchedthewounded,drovethedyingintothesea,andsoonreducedthenativestoastateofsuperstitiouswonderment。 Hereasettlementwasmade;womenwereimported;childrengrew。 AllseemedtofavourtheexpansionoftheBritishEmpire,andhadtherebeenmenlikeRichardDallowayinthetimeofCharlestheFirst,themapwouldundoubtedlyberedwhereitisnowanodiousgreen。 Butitmustbesupposedthatthepoliticalmindofthatagelackedimagination,and,merelyforwantofafewthousandpoundsandafewthousandmen,thesparkdiedthatshouldhavebeenaconflagration。 FromtheinteriorcameIndianswithsubtlepoisons,nakedbodies,andpaintedidols;fromtheseacamevengefulSpaniardsandrapaciousPortuguese;exposedtoalltheseenemies(thoughtheclimateprovedwonderfullykindandtheearthabundant)theEnglishdwindledawayandallbutdisappeared。Somewhereaboutthemiddleoftheseventeenthcenturyasinglesloopwatcheditsseasonandslippedoutbynight,bearingwithinitallthatwasleftofthegreatBritishcolony,afewmen,afewwomen,andperhapsadozenduskychildren。 Englishhistorythendeniesallknowledgeoftheplace。Owingtoonecauseandanothercivilisationshifteditscentretoaspotsomefourorfivehundredmilestothesouth,andto-daySantaMarinaisnotmuchlargerthanitwasthreehundredyearsago。 Inpopulationitisahappycompromise,forPortuguesefatherswedIndianmothers,andtheirchildrenintermarrywiththeSpanish。 AlthoughtheygettheirploughsfromManchester,theymaketheircoatsfromtheirownsheep,theirsilkfromtheirownworms,andtheirfurniturefromtheirowncedartrees,sothatinartsandindustriestheplaceisstillmuchwhereitwasinElizabethandays。 ThereasonswhichhaddrawntheEnglishacrosstheseatofoundasmallcolonywithinthelasttenyearsarenotsoeasilydescribed,andwillneverperhapsberecordedinhistorybooks。Grantedfacilityoftravel,peace,goodtrade,andsoon,therewasbesidesakindofdissatisfactionamongtheEnglishwiththeoldercountriesandtheenormousaccumulationsofcarvedstone,stainedglass,andrichbrownpaintingwhichtheyofferedtothetourist。 Themovementinsearchofsomethingnewwasofcourseinfinitelysmall,affectingonlyahandfulofwell-to-dopeople。ItbeganbyafewschoolmastersservingtheirpassageouttoSouthAmericaasthepursersoftrampsteamers。Theyreturnedintimeforthesummerterm,whentheirstoriesofthesplendoursandhardshipsoflifeatsea,thehumoursofsea-captains,thewondersofnightanddawn,andthemarvelsoftheplacedelightedoutsiders,andsometimesfoundtheirwayintoprint。Thecountryitselftaxedalltheirpowersofdescription,fortheysaiditwasmuchbiggerthanItaly,andreallynoblerthanGreece。Again,theydeclaredthatthenativeswerestrangelybeautiful,verybiginstature,dark,passionate,andquicktoseizetheknife。Theplaceseemednewandfullofnewformsofbeauty,inproofofwhichtheyshowedhandkerchiefswhichthewomenhadwornroundtheirheads,andprimitivecarvingscolouredbrightgreensandblues。Somehoworother,asfashionsdo,thefashionspread; anoldmonasterywasquicklyturnedintoahotel,whileafamouslineofsteamshipsaltereditsroutefortheconvenienceofpassengers。 OddlyenoughithappenedthattheleastsatisfactoryofHelenAmbrose’sbrothershadbeensentoutyearsbeforetomakehisfortune,atanyratetokeepclearofrace-horses,intheveryspotwhichhadnowbecomesopopular。Often,leaninguponthecolumnintheverandah,hehadwatchedtheEnglishshipswithEnglishschoolmastersforpurserssteamingintothebay。Havingatlengthearnedenoughtotakeaholiday,andbeingsickoftheplace,heproposedtoputhisvilla,ontheslopeofthemountain,athissister’sdisposal。She,too,hadbeenalittlestirredbythetalkofanewworld,wheretherewasalwayssunandneverafog,whichwentonaroundher,andthechance,whentheywereplanningwheretospendthewinteroutofEngland,seemedtoogoodtobemissed。 ForthesereasonsshedeterminedtoacceptWilloughby’sofferoffreepassagesonhisship,toplacethechildrenwiththeirgrand-parents,andtodothethingthoroughlywhileshewasaboutit。 Takingseatsinacarriagedrawnbylong-tailedhorseswithpheasants’ featherserectbetweentheirears,theAmbroses,Mr。Pepper,andRachelrattledoutoftheharbour。Thedayincreasedinheatastheydroveupthehill。Theroadpassedthroughthetown,wheremenseemedtobebeatingbrassandcrying“Water,“wherethepassagewasblockedbymulesandclearedbywhipsandcurses,wherethewomenwalkedbarefoot,theirheadsbalancingbaskets,andcrippleshastilydisplayedmutilatedmembers;itissuedamongsteepgreenfields,notsogreenbutthattheearthshowedthrough。 Greattreesnowshadedallbutthecentreoftheroad,andamountainstream,soshallowandsoswiftthatitplaiteditselfintostrandsasitran,racedalongtheedge。Highertheywent,untilRidleyandRachelwalkedbehind;nexttheyturnedalongalanescatteredwithstones,whereMr。Pepperraisedhisstickandsilentlyindicatedashrub,bearingamongsparseleavesavoluminouspurpleblossom;andataricketycanterthelaststageofthewaywasaccomplished。 Thevillawasaroomywhitehouse,which,asisthecasewithmostcontinentalhouses,lookedtoanEnglisheyefrail,ramshackle,andabsurdlyfrivolous,morelikeapagodainatea-gardenthanaplacewhereoneslept。Thegardencalledurgentlyfortheservicesofgardener。Busheswavedtheirbranchesacrossthepaths,andthebladesofgrass,withspacesofearthbetweenthem,couldbecounted。Inthecircularpieceofgroundinfrontoftheverandahweretwocrackedvases,fromwhichredflowersdrooped,withastonefountainbetweenthem,nowparchedinthesun。 Thecirculargardenledtoalonggarden,wherethegardener’sshearshadscarcelybeen,unlessnowandthen,whenhecutaboughofblossomforhisbeloved。Afewtalltreesshadedit,androundbusheswithwax-likeflowersmobbedtheirheadstogetherinarow。 Agardensmoothlylaidwithturf,dividedbythickhedges,withraisedbedsofbrightflowers,suchaswekeepwithinwallsinEngland,wouldhavebeenoutofplaceuponthesideofthisbarehill。 Therewasnouglinesstoshutout,andthevillalookedstraightacrosstheshoulderofaslope,ribbedwitholivetrees,tothesea。 TheindecencyofthewholeplacestruckMrs。Chaileyforcibly。 Therewerenoblindstoshutoutthesun,norwasthereanyfurnituretospeakofforthesuntospoil。Standinginthebarestonehall,andsurveyingastaircaseofsuperbbreadth,butcrackedandcarpetless,shefurtherventuredtheopinionthattherewererats,aslargeasterriersathome,andthatifoneputone’sfootdownwithanyforceonewouldcomethroughthefloor。Asforhotwater——atthispointherinvestigationsleftherspeechless。 “Poorcreature!“shemurmuredtothesallowSpanishservant-girlwhocameoutwiththepigsandhenstoreceivethem,“nowonderyouhardlylooklikeahumanbeing!“MariaacceptedthecomplimentwithanexquisiteSpanishgrace。InChailey’sopiniontheywouldhavedonebettertostayonboardanEnglishship,butnoneknewbetterthanshethatherdutycommandedhertostay。 Whentheyweresettledin,andintraintofinddailyoccupation,therewassomespeculationastothereasonswhichinducedMr。Peppertostay,takinguphislodgingintheAmbroses’house。 EffortshadbeenmadeforsomedaysbeforelandingtoimpressuponhimtheadvantagesoftheAmazons。 “Thatgreatstream!“Helenwouldbegin,gazingasifshesawavisionarycascade,“I’veagoodmindtogowithyoumyself,Willoughby——onlyIcan’t。Thinkofthesunsetsandthemoonrises—— Ibelievethecoloursareunimaginable。“ “Therearewildpeacocks,“Rachelhazarded。 “Andmarvellouscreaturesinthewater,“Helenasserted。 “Onemightdiscoveranewreptile,“Rachelcontinued。 “There’scertaintobearevolution,I’mtold,“Helenurged。 TheeffectofthesesubterfugeswasalittledashedbyRidley,who,afterregardingPepperforsomemoments,sighedaloud,“Poorfellow!“ andinwardlyspeculatedupontheunkindnessofwomen。 Hestayed,however,inapparentcontentmentforsixdays,playingwithamicroscopeandanotebookinoneofthemanysparselyfurnishedsitting-rooms,butontheeveningoftheseventhday,astheysatatdinner,heappearedmorerestlessthanusual。 Thedinner-tablewassetbetweentwolongwindowswhichwereleftuncurtainedbyHelen’sorders。Darknessfellassharplyasaknifeinthisclimate,andthetownthensprangoutincirclesandlinesofbrightdotsbeneaththem。Buildingswhichnevershowedbydayshowedbynight,andtheseaflowedrightoverthelandjudgingbythemovinglightsofthesteamers。ThesightfulfilledthesamepurposeasanorchestrainaLondonrestaurant,andsilencehaditssetting。WilliamPepperobserveditforsometime; heputonhisspectaclestocontemplatethescene。 “I’veidentifiedthebigblocktotheleft,“heobserved,andpointedwithhisforkatasquareformedbyseveralrowsoflights。 “Oneshouldinferthattheycancookvegetables,“headded。 “Anhotel?“saidHelen。 “Onceamonastery,“saidMr。Pepper。 Nothingmorewassaidthen,but,thedayafter,Mr。Pepperreturnedfromamiddaywalk,andstoodsilentlybeforeHelenwhowasreadingintheverandah。 “I’vetakenaroomoverthere,“hesaid。 “You’renotgoing?“sheexclaimed。 “Onthewhole——yes,“heremarked。“Noprivatecook_can_cookvegetables。“ Knowinghisdislikeofquestions,whichshetosomeextentshared,Helenaskednomore。Still,anuneasysuspicionlurkedinhermindthatWilliamwashidingawound。Sheflushedtothinkthatherwords,orherhusband’s,orRachel’shadpenetratedandstung。Shewashalf-movedtocry,“Stop,William;explain!“andwouldhavereturnedtothesubjectatluncheonifWilliamhadnotshownhimselfinscrutableandchill,liftingfragmentsofsaladonthepointofhisfork,withthegestureofamanprongingseaweed,detectinggravel,suspectinggerms。 “IfyoualldieoftyphoidIwon’tberesponsible!“hesnapped。 “Ifyoudieofdulness,neitherwillI,“Helenechoedinherheart。 Shereflectedthatshehadneveryetaskedhimwhetherhehadbeeninlove。Theyhadgotfurtherandfurtherfromthatsubjectinsteadofdrawingnearertoit,andshecouldnothelpfeelingitareliefwhenWilliamPepper,withallhisknowledge,hismicroscope,hisnote-books,hisgenuinekindlinessandgoodsense,butacertaindrynessofsoul,tookhisdeparture。Alsoshecouldnothelpfeelingitsadthatfriendshipsshouldendthus,althoughinthiscasetohavetheroomemptywassomethingofacomfort,andshetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththereflectionthatoneneverknowshowfarotherpeoplefeelthethingstheymightbesupposedtofeel。