第16章

类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:5077更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
“Whatisadahabeeyah,Charles?“thedistinctvoiceofawidow,seatedinanarm-chairbythewindow,askedherson。 Itwastheendofthepiece,andhisanswerwaslostinthegeneralclearingofthroatsandtappingofknees。 “They’realloldinthisroom,“Rachelwhispered。 Creepingon,theyfoundthatthenextwindowrevealedtwomeninshirt-sleevesplayingbilliardswithtwoyoungladies。 “Hepinchedmyarm!“theplumpyoungwomancried,asshemissedherstroke。 “Nowyoutwo——noragging,“theyoungmanwiththeredfacereprovedthem,whowasmarking。 “Takecareorweshallbeseen,“whisperedHelen,pluckingRachelbythearm。Incautiouslyherheadhadrisentothemiddleofthewindow。 Turningthecornertheycametothelargestroominthehotel,whichwassuppliedwithfourwindows,andwascalledtheLounge,althoughitwasreallyahall。Hungwitharmourandnativeembroideries,furnishedwithdivansandscreens,whichshutoffconvenientcorners,theroomwaslessformalthantheothers,andwasevidentlythehauntofyouth。SignorRodriguez,whomtheyknewtobethemanagerofthehotel,stoodquiteneartheminthedoorwaysurveyingthescene——thegentlemenlounginginchairs,thecouplesleaningovercoffee-cups,thegameofcardsinthecentreunderprofuseclustersofelectriclight。Hewascongratulatinghimselfupontheenterprisewhichhadturnedtherefectory,acoldstoneroomwithpotsontrestles,intothemostcomfortableroominthehouse。 Thehotelwasveryfull,andprovedhiswisdomindecreeingthatnohotelcanflourishwithoutalounge。 Thepeoplewerescatteredaboutincouplesorpartiesoffour,andeithertheywereactuallybetteracquainted,ortheinformalroommadetheirmannerseasier。Throughtheopenwindowcameanunevenhummingsoundlikethatwhichrisesfromaflockofsheeppentwithinhurdlesatdusk。Thecard-partyoccupiedthecentreoftheforeground。 HelenandRachelwatchedthemplayforsomeminuteswithoutbeingabletodistinguishaword。Helenwasobservingoneofthemenintently。 Hewasalean,somewhatcadaverousmanofaboutherownage,whoseprofilewasturnedtothem,andhewasthepartnerofahighly-colouredgirl,obviouslyEnglishbybirth。 Suddenly,inthestrangewayinwhichsomewordsdetachthemselvesfromtherest,theyheardhimsayquitedistinctly:—— “Allyouwantispractice,MissWarrington;courageandpractice—— one’snogoodwithouttheother。“ “HughlingElliot!Ofcourse!“Helenexclaimed。Sheduckedherheadimmediately,foratthesoundofhisnamehelookedup。 Thegamewentonforafewminutes,andwasthenbrokenupbytheapproachofawheeledchair,containingavoluminousoldladywhopausedbythetableandsaid:—— “Betterluckto-night,Susan?“ “Alltheluck’sonourside,“saidayoungmanwhountilnowhadkepthisbackturnedtothewindow。Heappearedtoberatherstout,andhadathickcropofhair。 “Luck,Mr。Hewet?“saidhispartner,amiddle-agedladywithspectacles。 “Iassureyou,Mrs。Paley,oursuccessisduesolelytoourbrilliantplay。“ “UnlessIgotobedearlyIgetpracticallynosleepatall,“ Mrs。Paleywasheardtoexplain,asiftojustifyherseizureofSusan,whogotupandproceededtowheelthechairtothedoor。 “They’llgetsomeoneelsetotakemyplace,“shesaidcheerfully。 Butshewaswrong。Noattemptwasmadetofindanotherplayer,andaftertheyoungmanhadbuiltthreestoriesofacard-house,whichfelldown,theplayersstrolledoffindifferentdirections。 Mr。Hewetturnedhisfullfacetowardsthewindow。Theycouldseethathehadlargeeyesobscuredbyglasses;hiscomplexionwasrosy,hislipsclean-shaven;and,seenamongordinarypeople,itappearedtobeaninterestingface。Hecamestraighttowardsthem,buthiseyeswerefixednotupontheeavesdroppersbutuponaspotwherethecurtainhunginfolds。 “Asleep?“hesaid。 HelenandRachelstartedtothinkthatsomeonehadbeensittingneartothemunobservedallthetime。Therewerelegsintheshadow。 Amelancholyvoiceissuedfromabovethem。 “Twowomen,“itsaid。 Ascufflingwasheardonthegravel。Thewomenhadfled。Theydidnotstoprunninguntiltheyfeltcertainthatnoeyecouldpenetratethedarknessandthehotelwasonlyasquareshadowinthedistance,withredholesregularlycutinit。 Anhourpassed,andthedownstairsroomsatthehotelgrewdimandwerealmostdeserted,whilethelittlebox-likesquaresabovethemwerebrilliantlyirradiated。Somefortyorfiftypeopleweregoingtobed。Thethumpofjugssetdownonthefloorabovecouldbeheardandtheclinkofchina,fortherewasnotasthickapartitionbetweentheroomsasonemightwish,soMissAllan,theelderlyladywhohadbeenplayingbridge,determined,givingthewallasmartrapwithherknuckles。Itwasonlymatchboard,shedecided,runuptomakemanylittleroomsofonelargeone。 Hergreypetticoatsslippedtotheground,and,stooping,shefoldedherclotheswithneat,ifnotlovingfingers,screwedherhairintoaplait,woundherfather’sgreatgoldwatch,andopenedthecompleteworksofWordsworth。Shewasreadingthe“Prelude,“partlybecauseshealwaysreadthe“Prelude“abroad,andpartlybecauseshewasengagedinwritingashort_Primer__of__English__Literature_——_Beowulf_ _to__Swinburne_——whichwouldhaveaparagraphonWordsworth。 Shewasdeepinthefifthbook,stoppingindeedtopencilanote,whenapairofbootsdropped,oneafteranother,ontheflooraboveher。Shelookedupandspeculated。Whosebootswerethey,shewondered。Shethenbecameawareofaswishingsoundnextdoor—— awoman,clearly,puttingawayherdress。Itwassucceededbyagentletappingsound,suchasthatwhichaccompanieshair-dressing。Itwasverydifficulttokeepherattentionfixeduponthe“Prelude。“ WasitSusanWarringtontapping?Sheforcedherself,however,toreadtotheendofthebook,whensheplacedamarkbetweenthepages,sighedcontentedly,andthenturnedoutthelight。 Verydifferentwastheroomthroughthewall,thoughaslikeinshapeasoneegg-boxislikeanother。AsMissAllanreadherbook,SusanWarringtonwasbrushingherhair。Ageshaveconsecratedthishour,andthemostmajesticofalldomesticactions,totalkoflovebetweenwomen;butMissWarringtonbeingalonecouldnottalk; shecouldonlylookwithextremesolicitudeatherownfaceintheglass。Sheturnedherheadfromsidetoside,tossingheavylocksnowthiswaynowthat;andthenwithdrewapaceortwo,andconsideredherselfseriously。 “I’mnice-looking,“shedetermined。“Notpretty——possibly,“shedrewherselfupalittle。“Yes——mostpeoplewouldsayIwashandsome。“ ShewasreallywonderingwhatArthurVenningwouldsayshewas。 Herfeelingabouthimwasdecidedlyqueer。Shewouldnotadmittoherselfthatshewasinlovewithhimorthatshewantedtomarryhim,yetshespenteveryminutewhenshewasaloneinwonderingwhathethoughtofher,andincomparingwhattheyhaddoneto-daywithwhattheyhaddonethedaybefore。 “Hedidn’taskmetoplay,buthecertainlyfollowedmeintothehall,“ shemeditated,summinguptheevening。Shewasthirtyyearsofage,andowingtothenumberofhersistersandtheseclusionoflifeinacountryparsonagehadasyethadnoproposalofmarriage。 Thehourofconfidenceswasoftenasadone,andshehadbeenknowntojumpintobed,treatingherhairunkindly,feelingherselfoverlookedbylifeincomparisonwithothers。Shewasabig,well-madewoman,theredlyinguponhercheeksinpatchesthatweretoowelldefined,butherseriousanxietygaveherakindofbeauty。 Shewasjustabouttopullbackthebed-clotheswhensheexclaimed,“Oh,butI’mforgetting,“andwenttoherwriting-table。A brownvolumelaytherestampedwiththefigureoftheyear。 Sheproceededtowriteinthesquareuglyhandofamaturechild,asshewrotedailyyearafteryear,keepingthediaries,thoughsheseldomlookedatthem。 “A。M——TalkedtoMrs。H。Elliotaboutcountryneighbours。SheknowstheManns;alsotheSelby-Carroways。Howsmalltheworldis! Likeher。Readachapterof_Miss__Appleby’s__Adventure_toAuntE。P。M——Playedlawn-tenniswithMr。PerrottandEvelynM。Don’t_like_Mr。P。Haveafeelingthatheisnot’quite,’thoughclevercertainly。Beatthem。Daysplendid,viewwonderful。 Onegetsusedtonotrees,thoughmuchtoobareatfirst。 Cardsafterdinner。AuntE。cheerful,thoughtwingy,shesays。 Mem。:_ask__about__damp__sheets_。“ Shekneltinprayer,andthenlaydowninbed,tuckingtheblanketscomfortablyabouther,andinafewminutesherbreathingshowedthatshewasasleep。Withitsprofoundlypeacefulsighsandhesitationsitresembledthatofacowstandinguptoitskneesallnightthroughinthelonggrass。 Aglanceintothenextroomrevealedlittlemorethananose,prominentabovethesheets。Growingaccustomedtothedarkness,forthewindowswereopenandshowedgreysquareswithsplintersofstarlight,onecoulddistinguishaleanform,terriblylikethebodyofadeadperson,thebodyindeedofWilliamPepper,asleeptoo。Thirty-six,thirty-seven,thirty-eight——herewerethreePortuguesemenofbusiness,asleeppresumably,sinceasnorecamewiththeregularityofagreattickingclock。Thirty-ninewasacornerroom,attheendofthepassage,butlatethoughitwas——“One“ struckgentlydownstairs——alineoflightunderthedoorshowedthatsomeonewasstillawake。 “Howlateyouare,Hugh!“awoman,lyinginbed,saidinapeevishbutsolicitousvoice。Herhusbandwasbrushinghisteeth,andforsomemomentsdidnotanswer。 “Youshouldhavegonetosleep,“hereplied。“IwastalkingtoThornbury。“ “ButyouknowthatInevercansleepwhenI’mwaitingforyou,“ shesaid。 Tothathemadenoanswer,butonlyremarked,“Wellthen,we’llturnoutthelight。“Theyweresilent。 Thefaintbutpenetratingpulseofanelectricbellcouldnowbeheardinthecorridor。OldMrs。Paley,havingwokenhungrybutwithoutherspectacles,wassummoninghermaidtofindthebiscuit-box。Themaidhavingansweredthebell,drearilyrespectfulevenatthishourthoughmuffledinamackintosh,thepassagewasleftinsilence。 Downstairsallwasemptyanddark;butontheupperflooralightstillburntintheroomwherethebootshaddroppedsoheavilyaboveMissAllan’shead。Herewasthegentlemanwho,afewhourspreviously,intheshadeofthecurtain,hadseemedtoconsistentirelyoflegs。 Deepinanarm-chairhewasreadingthethirdvolumeofGibbon’s_History__of__the__Decline__and__Fall__of__Rome_bycandle-light。 Ashereadheknockedtheashautomatically,nowandagain,fromhiscigaretteandturnedthepage,whileawholeprocessionofsplendidsentencesenteredhiscapaciousbrowandwentmarchingthroughhisbraininorder。Itseemedlikelythatthisprocessmightcontinueforanhourormore,untiltheentireregimenthadshifteditsquarters,hadnotthedooropened,andtheyoungman,whowasinclinedtobestout,comeinwithlargenakedfeet。 “Oh,Hirst,whatIforgottosaywas——“ “Twominutes,“saidHirst,raisinghisfinger。 Hesafelystowedawaythelastwordsoftheparagraph。 “Whatwasityouforgottosay?“heasked。 “D’youthinkyou_do_makeenoughallowanceforfeelings?“ askedMr。Hewet。Hehadagainforgottenwhathehadmeanttosay。 AfterintensecontemplationoftheimmaculateGibbonMr。Hirstsmiledatthequestionofhisfriend。Helaidasidehisbookandconsidered。 “Ishouldcallyoursasingularlyuntidymind,“heobserved。 “Feelings?Aren’ttheyjustwhatwedoallowfor?Weputloveupthere,andalltherestsomewheredownbelow。“Withhislefthandheindicatedthetopofapyramid,andwithhisrightthebase。