第18章

类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:5188更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
Thecouplethereforesatthemselvesdowninarm-chairsandwaited。 “Ah,there’sMr。Hewet,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Mr。Hewet,“ shecontinued,“docomeandsitbyus。Iwastellingmyhusbandhowmuchyouremindedmeofadearoldfriendofmine——MaryUmpleby。 Shewasamostdelightfulwoman,Iassureyou。Shegrewroses。 Weusedtostaywithherintheolddays。“ “Noyoungmanlikestohaveitsaidthatheresemblesanelderlyspinster,“saidMr。Thornbury。 “Onthecontrary,“saidMr。Hewet,“Ialwaysthinkitacomplimenttoremindpeopleofsomeoneelse。ButMissUmpleby——whydidshegrowroses?“ “Ah,poorthing,“saidMrs。Thornbury,“that’salongstory。 Shehadgonethroughdreadfulsorrows。AtonetimeIthinkshewouldhavelosthersensesifithadn’tbeenforhergarden。 Thesoilwasverymuchagainsther——ablessingindisguise; shehadtobeupatdawn——outinallweathers。Andthentherearecreaturesthateatroses。Butshetriumphed。Shealwaysdid。 Shewasabravesoul。“Shesigheddeeplybutatthesametimewithresignation。 “IdidnotrealisethatIwasmonopolisingthepaper,“saidMissAllan,cominguptothem。 “Weweresoanxioustoreadaboutthedebate,“saidMrs。Thornbury,acceptingitonbehalfofherhusband。 “Onedoesn’trealisehowinterestingadebatecanbeuntilonehassonsinthenavy。Myinterestsareequallybalanced,though;Ihavesonsinthearmytoo;andonesonwhomakesspeechesattheUnion—— mybaby!“ “Hirstwouldknowhim,Iexpect,“saidHewet。 “Mr。Hirsthassuchaninterestingface,“saidMrs。Thornbury。 “ButIfeeloneoughttobeveryclevertotalktohim。 Well,William?“sheenquired,forMr。Thornburygrunted。 “They’remakingamessofit,“saidMr。Thornbury。Hehadreachedthesecondcolumnofthereport,aspasmodiccolumn,fortheIrishmembershadbeenbrawlingthreeweeksagoatWestminsteroveraquestionofnavalefficiency。Afteradisturbedparagraphortwo,thecolumnofprintoncemoreransmoothly。 “Youhavereadit?“Mrs。ThornburyaskedMissAllan。 “No,IamashamedtosayIhaveonlyreadaboutthediscoveriesinCrete,“saidMissAllan。 “Oh,butIwouldgivesomuchtorealisetheancientworld!“ criedMrs。Thornbury。“Nowthatweoldpeoplearealone,——we’reonoursecondhoneymoon,——Iamreallygoingtoputmyselftoschoolagain。 Afterallweare_founded_onthepast,aren’twe,Mr。Hewet? MysoldiersonsaysthatthereisstillagreatdealtobelearntfromHannibal。Oneoughttoknowsomuchmorethanonedoes。 SomehowwhenIreadthepaper,Ibeginwiththedebatesfirst,and,beforeI’vedone,thedooralwaysopens——we’reaverylargepartyathome——andsooneneverdoesthinkenoughabouttheancientsandallthey’vedoneforus。But_you_beginatthebeginning,MissAllan。“ “WhenIthinkoftheGreeksIthinkofthemasnakedblackmen,“ saidMissAllan,“whichisquiteincorrect,I’msure。“ “Andyou,Mr。Hirst?“saidMrs。Thornbury,perceivingthatthegauntyoungmanwasnear。“I’msureyoureadeverything。“ “Iconfinemyselftocricketandcrime,“saidHirst。“Theworstofcomingfromtheupperclasses,“hecontinued,“isthatone’sfriendsareneverkilledinrailwayaccidents。“ Mr。Thornburythrewdownthepaper,andemphaticallydroppedhiseyeglasses。Thesheetsfellinthemiddleofthegroup,andwereeyedbythemall。 “It’snotgonewell?“askedhiswifesolicitously。 Hewetpickeduponesheetandread,“AladywaswalkingyesterdayinthestreetsofWestminsterwhensheperceivedacatinthewindowofadesertedhouse。Thefamishedanimal——“ “Ishallbeoutofitanyway,“Mr。Thornburyinterruptedpeevishly。 “Catsareoftenforgotten,“MissAllanremarked。 “Remember,William,thePrimeMinisterhasreservedhisanswer,“ saidMrs。Thornbury。 “Attheageofeighty,Mr。JoshuaHarrisofEelesPark,Brondesbury,hashadason,“saidHirst。 “……Thefamishedanimal,whichhadbeennoticedbyworkmenforsomedays,wasrescued,but——byJove!itbittheman’shandtopieces!“ “Wildwithhunger,Isuppose,“commentedMissAllan。 “You’reallneglectingthechiefadvantageofbeingabroad,“ saidMr。HughlingElliot,whohadjoinedthegroup。“YoumightreadyournewsinFrench,whichisequivalenttoreadingnonewsatall。“ Mr。ElliothadaprofoundknowledgeofCoptic,whichheconcealedasfaraspossible,andquotedFrenchphrasessoexquisitelythatitwashardtobelievethathecouldalsospeaktheordinarytongue。 HehadanimmenserespectfortheFrench。 “Coming?“heaskedthetwoyoungmen。“Weoughttostartbeforeit’sreallyhot。“ “Ibegofyounottowalkintheheat,Hugh,“hiswifepleaded,givinghimanangularparcelenclosinghalfachickenandsomeraisins。 “Hewetwillbeourbarometer,“saidMr。Elliot。“HewillmeltbeforeIshall。“Indeed,ifsomuchasadrophadmeltedoffhisspareribs,theboneswouldhavelainbare。Theladieswereleftalonenow,surrounding_The__Times_whichlayuponthefloor。 MissAllanlookedatherfather’swatch。 “Tenminutestoeleven,“sheobserved。 “Work?“askedMrs。Thornbury。 “Work,“repliedMissAllan。 “Whatafinecreaturesheis!“murmuredMrs。Thornbury,asthesquarefigureinitsmanlycoatwithdrew。 “AndI’msureshehasahardlife,“sighedMrs。Elliot。 “Oh,it_is_ahardlife,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Unmarriedwomen—— earningtheirlivings——it’sthehardestlifeofall。“ “Yetsheseemsprettycheerful,“saidMrs。Elliot。 “Itmustbeveryinteresting,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“Ienvyherherknowledge。“ “Butthatisn’twhatwomenwant,“saidMrs。Elliot。 “I’mafraidit’sallagreatmanycanhopetohave,“sighedMrs。Thornbury。“Ibelievethattherearemoreofusthanevernow。 SirHarleyLethbridgewastellingmeonlytheotherdayhowdifficultitistofindboysforthenavy——partlybecauseoftheirteeth,itistrue。AndIhaveheardyoungwomentalkquiteopenlyof——“ “Dreadful,dreadful!“exclaimedMrs。Elliot。“Thecrown,asonemaycallit,ofawoman’slife。I,whoknowwhatitistobechildless——“ shesighedandceased。 “Butwemustnotbehard,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“TheconditionsaresomuchchangedsinceIwasayoungwoman。“ “Surely_maternity_doesnotchange,“saidMrs。Elliot。 “Insomewayswecanlearnagreatdealfromtheyoung,“ saidMrs。Thornbury。“Ilearnsomuchfrommyowndaughters。“ “IbelievethatHughlingreallydoesn’tmind,“saidMrs。Elliot。 “Butthenhehashiswork。“ “Womenwithoutchildrencandosomuchforthechildrenofothers,“ observedMrs。Thornburygently。 “Isketchagreatdeal,“saidMrs。Elliot,“butthatisn’treallyanoccupation。It’ssodisconcertingtofindgirlsjustbeginningdoingbetterthanonedoesoneself!Andnature’sdifficult—— verydifficult!“ “Aretherenotinstitutions——clubs——thatyoucouldhelp?“ askedMrs。Thornbury。 “Theyaresoexhausting,“saidMrs。Elliot。“Ilookstrong,becauseofmycolour;butI’mnot;theyoungestofelevenneveris。“ “Ifthemotheriscarefulbefore,“saidMrs。Thornburyjudicially,“thereisnoreasonwhythesizeofthefamilyshouldmakeanydifference。Andthereisnotraininglikethetrainingthatbrothersandsistersgiveeachother。Iamsureofthat。 Ihaveseenitwithmyownchildren。MyeldestboyRalph,forinstance——“ ButMrs。Elliotwasinattentivetotheelderlady’sexperience,andhereyeswanderedaboutthehall。 “Mymotherhadtwomiscarriages,Iknow,“shesaidsuddenly。 “Thefirstbecauseshemetoneofthosegreatdancingbears—— theyshouldn’tbeallowed;theother——itwasahorridstory——ourcookhadachildandtherewasadinnerparty。SoIputmydyspepsiadowntothat。“ “Andamiscarriageissomuchworsethanaconfinement,“ Mrs。Thornburymurmuredabsentmindedly,adjustingherspectaclesandpickingup_The__Times_。Mrs。Elliotroseandflutteredaway。 Whenshehadheardwhatoneofthemillionvoicesspeakinginthepaperhadtosay,andnoticedthatacousinofhershadmarriedaclergymanatMinehead——ignoringthedrunkenwomen,thegoldenanimalsofCrete,themovementsofbattalions,thedinners,thereforms,thefires,theindignant,thelearnedandbenevolent,Mrs。Thornburywentupstairstowritealetterforthemail。 Thepaperlaydirectlybeneaththeclock,thetwotogetherseemingtorepresentstabilityinachangingworld。Mr。Perrottpassedthrough; Mr。Venningpoisedforasecondontheedgeofatable。Mrs。Paleywaswheeledpast。Susanfollowed。Mr。Venningstrolledafterher。 Portuguesemilitaryfamilies,theirclothessuggestinglaterisinginuntidybedrooms,trailedacross,attendedbyconfidentialnursescarryingnoisychildren。Asmiddaydrewon,andthesunbeatstraightupontheroof,aneddyofgreatfliesdronedinacircle;iceddrinkswereservedunderthepalms;thelongblindswerepulleddownwithashriek,turningallthelightyellow。Theclocknowhadasilenthalltotickin,andanaudienceoffourorfivesomnolentmerchants。 Bydegreeswhitefigureswithshadyhatscameinatthedoor,admittingawedgeofthehotsummerday,andshuttingitoutagain。 Afterrestinginthedimnessforaminute,theywentupstairs。 Simultaneously,theclockwheezedone,andthegongsounded,beginningsoftly,workingitselfintoafrenzy,andceasing。 Therewasapause。Thenallthosewhohadgoneupstairscamedown; cripplescame,plantingbothfeetonthesamesteplesttheyshouldslip;primlittlegirlscame,holdingthenurse’sfinger; fatoldmencamestillbuttoningwaistcoats。Thegonghadbeensoundedinthegarden,andbydegreesrecumbentfiguresroseandstrolledintoeat,sincethetimehadcomeforthemtofeedagain。 Therewerepoolsandbarsofshadeinthegardenevenatmidday,wheretwoorthreevisitorscouldlieworkingortalkingattheirease。 Owingtotheheatoftheday,luncheonwasgenerallyasilentmeal,whenpeopleobservedtheirneighborsandtookstockofanynewfacestheremightbe,hazardingguessesastowhotheywereandwhattheydid。 Mrs。Paley,althoughwelloverseventyandcrippledinthelegs,enjoyedherfoodandthepeculiaritiesofherfellow-beings。ShewasseatedatasmalltablewithSusan。 “Ishouldn’tliketosaywhat_she_is!“shechuckled,surveyingatallwomandressedconspicuouslyinwhite,withpaintinthehollowsofhercheeks,whowasalwayslate,andalwaysattendedbyashabbyfemalefollower,atwhichremarkSusanblushed,andwonderedwhyherauntsaidsuchthings。 Lunchwentonmethodically,untileachofthesevencourseswasleftinfragmentsandthefruitwasmerelyatoy,tobepeeledandslicedasachilddestroysadaisy,petalbypetal。Thefoodservedasanextinguisheruponanyfaintflameofthehumanspiritthatmightsurvivethemiddayheat,butSusansatinherroomafterwards,turningoverandoverthedelightfulfactthatMr。Venninghadcometoherinthegarden,andhadsattherequitehalfanhourwhileshereadaloudtoheraunt。Menandwomensoughtdifferentcornerswheretheycouldlieunobserved,andfromtwotofouritmightbesaidwithoutexaggerationthatthehotelwasinhabitedbybodieswithoutsouls。Disastrouswouldhavebeentheresultifafireoradeathhadsuddenlydemandedsomethingheroicofhumannature,buttragediescomeinthehungryhours。Towardsfouro’clockthehumanspiritagainbegantolickthebody,asaflamelicksablackpromontoryofcoal。Mrs。Paleyfeltitunseemlytoopenhertoothlessjawsowidely,thoughtherewasnoonenear,andMrs。Elliotsurveyedherfoundflushedfaceanxiouslyinthelooking-glass。 Halfanhourlater,havingremovedthetracesofsleep,theymeteachotherinthehall,andMrs。Paleyobservedthatshewasgoingtohavehertea。 “Youlikeyourteatoo,don’tyou?“shesaid,andinvitedMrs。Elliot,whosehusbandwasstillout,tojoinherataspecialtablewhichshehadplacedforherunderatree。