第21章

类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:5298更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
ThemiddaysunwhichHirsthadforetoldwasbeginningtobeatdownhotly。Thehighertheygotthemoreoftheskyappeared,untilthemountainwasonlyasmalltentofearthagainstanenormousbluebackground。TheEnglishfellsilent;thenativeswhowalkedbesidethedonkeysbrokeintoqueerwaveringsongsandtossedjokesfromonetotheother。Thewaygrewverysteep,andeachriderkepthiseyesfixedonthehobblingcurvedformoftherideranddonkeydirectlyinfrontofhim。Rathermorestrainwasbeingputupontheirbodiesthanisquitelegitimateinapartyofpleasure,andHewetoverheardoneortwoslightlygrumblingremarks。 “Expeditionsinsuchheatareperhapsalittleunwise,“Mrs。ElliotmurmuredtoMissAllan。 ButMissAllanreturned,“Ialwaysliketogettothetop“; anditwastrue,althoughshewasabigwoman,stiffinthejoints,andunusedtodonkey-riding,butasherholidayswerefewshemadethemostofthem。 Thevivaciouswhitefigurerodewellinfront;shehadsomehowpossessedherselfofaleafybranchandworeitroundherhatlikeagarland。 Theywentonforafewminutesinsilence。 “Theviewwillbewonderful,“Hewetassuredthem,turningroundinhissaddleandsmilingencouragement。Rachelcaughthiseyeandsmiledtoo。Theystruggledonforsometimelonger,nothingbeingheardbuttheclatterofhoovesstrivingontheloosestones。 ThentheysawthatEvelynwasoffherass,andthatMr。PerrottwasstandingintheattitudeofastatesmaninParliamentSquare,stretchinganarmofstonetowardstheview。Alittletotheleftofthemwasalowruinedwall,thestumpofanElizabethanwatch-tower。 “Icouldn’thavestooditmuchlonger,“Mrs。ElliotconfidedtoMrs。Thornbury,buttheexcitementofbeingatthetopinanothermomentandseeingtheviewpreventedanyonefromansweringher。 Oneafteranothertheycameoutontheflatspaceatthetopandstoodovercomewithwonder。Beforethemtheybeheldanimmensespace—— greysandsrunningintoforest,andforestmerginginmountains,andmountainswashedbyair,theinfinitedistancesofSouthAmerica。 Ariverranacrosstheplain,asflatastheland,andappearingquiteasstationary。Theeffectofsomuchspacewasatfirstratherchilling。Theyfeltthemselvesverysmall,andforsometimenoonesaidanything。ThenEvelynexclaimed,“Splendid!“ Shetookholdofthehandthatwasnexther;itchancedtobeMissAllan’shand。 “North——South——East——West,“saidMissAllan,jerkingherheadslightlytowardsthepointsofthecompass。 Hewet,whohadgonealittleinfront,lookedupathisguestsasiftojustifyhimselfforhavingbroughtthem。Heobservedhowstrangelythepeoplestandinginarowwiththeirfiguresbentslightlyforwardandtheirclothesplasteredbythewindtotheshapeoftheirbodiesresemblednakedstatues。Ontheirpedestalofearththeylookedunfamiliarandnoble,butinanothermomenttheyhadbrokentheirrank,andhehadtoseetothelayingoutoffood。 Hirstcametohishelp,andtheyhandedpacketsofchickenandbreadfromonetoanother。 AsSt。JohngaveHelenherpacketshelookedhimfullinthefaceandsaid: “Doyouremember——twowomen?“ Helookedathersharply。 “Ido,“heanswered。 “Soyou’rethetwowomen!“Hewetexclaimed,lookingfromHelentoRachel。 “Yourlightstemptedus,“saidHelen。“Wewatchedyouplayingcards,butweneverknewthatwewerebeingwatched。“ “Itwaslikeathinginaplay,“Racheladded。 “AndHirstcouldn’tdescribeyou,“saidHewet。 ItwascertainlyoddtohaveseenHelenandtofindnothingtosayabouther。 HughlingElliotputuphiseyeglassandgraspedthesituation。 “Idon’tknowofanythingmoredreadful,“hesaid,pullingatthejointofachicken’sleg,“thanbeingseenwhenoneisn’tconsciousofit。 Onefeelssureonehasbeencaughtdoingsomethingridiculous—— lookingatone’stongueinahansom,forinstance。“ Nowtheothersceasedtolookattheview,anddrawingtogethersatdowninacircleroundthebaskets。 “Andyetthoselittlelooking-glassesinhansomshaveafascinationoftheirown,“saidMrs。Thornbury。“One’sfeatureslooksodifferentwhenonecanonlyseeabitofthem。“ “Therewillsoonbeveryfewhansomcabsleft,“saidMrs。Elliot。 “Andfour-wheeledcabs——IassureyouevenatOxfordit’salmostimpossibletogetafour-wheeledcab。“ “Iwonderwhathappenstothehorses,“saidSusan。 “Vealpie,“saidArthur。 “It’shightimethathorsesshouldbecomeextinctanyhow,“saidHirst。 “They’redistressinglyugly,besidesbeingvicious。“ ButSusan,whohadbeenbroughtuptounderstandthatthehorseisthenoblestofGod’screatures,couldnotagree,andVenningthoughtHirstanunspeakableass,butwastoopolitenottocontinuetheconversation。 “Whentheyseeusfallingoutofaeroplanestheygetsomeoftheirownback,Iexpect,“heremarked。 “Youfly?“saidoldMr。Thornbury,puttingonhisspectaclestolookathim。 “Ihopeto,someday,“saidArthur。 Hereflyingwasdiscussedatlength,andMrs。Thornburydeliveredanopinionwhichwasalmostaspeechtotheeffectthatitwouldbequitenecessaryintimeofwar,andinEnglandwewereterriblybehind-hand。“IfIwereayoungfellow,“sheconcluded,“Ishouldcertainlyqualify。“Itwasoddtolookatthelittleelderlylady,inhergreycoatandskirt,withasandwichinherhand,hereyeslightingupwithzealassheimaginedherselfayoungmaninanaeroplane。 Forsomereason,however,thetalkdidnotruneasilyafterthis,andalltheysaidwasaboutdrinkandsaltandtheview。 SuddenlyMissAllan,whowasseatedwithherbacktotheruinedwall,putdownhersandwich,pickedsomethingoffherneck,andremarked,“I’mcoveredwithlittlecreatures。“Itwastrue,andthediscoverywasverywelcome。Theantswerepouringdownaglacieroflooseearthheapedbetweenthestonesoftheruin——largebrownantswithpolishedbodies。SheheldoutoneonthebackofherhandforHelentolookat。 “Supposetheysting?“saidHelen。 “Theywillnotsting,buttheymayinfestthevictuals,“saidMissAllan,andmeasuresweretakenatoncetodiverttheantsfromtheircourse。 AtHewet’ssuggestionitwasdecidedtoadoptthemethodsofmodernwarfareagainstaninvadingarmy。Thetable-clothrepresentedtheinvadedcountry,androundittheybuiltbarricadesofbaskets,setupthewinebottlesinarampart,madefortificationsofbreadanddugfossesofsalt。Whenanantgotthroughitwasexposedtoafireofbread-crumbs,untilSusanpronouncedthatthatwascruel,andrewardedthosebravespiritswithspoilintheshapeoftongue。 Playingthisgametheylosttheirstiffness,andevenbecameunusuallydaring,forMr。Perrott,whowasveryshy,said,“Permitme,“ andremovedanantfromEvelyn’sneck。 “Itwouldbenolaughingmatterreally,“saidMrs。ElliotconfidentiallytoMrs。Thornbury,“ifanantdidgetbetweenthevestandtheskin。“ Thenoisegrewsuddenlymoreclamorous,foritwasdiscoveredthatalonglineofantshadfoundtheirwayontothetable-clothbyabackentrance,andifsuccesscouldbegaugedbynoise,Hewethadeveryreasontothinkhispartyasuccess。Neverthelesshebecame,fornoreasonatall,profoundlydepressed。 “Theyarenotsatisfactory;theyareignoble,“hethought,surveyinghisguestsfromalittledistance,wherehewasgatheringtogethertheplates。 Heglancedatthemall,stoopingandswayingandgesticulatingroundthetable-cloth。Amiableandmodest,respectableinmanyways,lovableevenintheircontentmentanddesiretobekind,howmediocretheyallwere,andcapableofwhatinsipidcrueltytooneanother! TherewasMrs。Thornbury,sweetbuttrivialinhermaternalegoism; Mrs。Elliot,perpetuallycomplainingofherlot;herhusbandamerepeainapod;andSusan——shehadnoself,andcountedneitheronewaynortheother;Venningwasashonestandasbrutalasaschoolboy; pooroldThornburymerelytrodhisroundlikeahorseinamill; andthelessoneexaminedintoEvelyn’scharacterthebetter,hesuspected。Yetthesewerethepeoplewithmoney,andtothemratherthantootherswasgiventhemanagementoftheworld。 Putamongthemsomeonemorevital,whocaredforlifeorforbeauty,andwhatanagony,whatawastewouldtheyinflictonhimifhetriedtosharewiththemandnottoscourge! “There’sHirst,“heconcluded,comingtothefigureofhisfriend; withhisusuallittlefrownofconcentrationuponhisforeheadhewaspeelingtheskinoffabanana。“Andhe’sasuglyassin。“ FortheuglinessofSt。JohnHirst,andthelimitationsthatwentwithit,hemadetherestinsomewayresponsible。Itwastheirfaultthathehadtolivealone。ThenhecametoHelen,attractedtoherbythesoundofherlaugh。ShewaslaughingatMissAllan。 “Youwearcombinationsinthisheat?“shesaidinavoicewhichwasmeanttobeprivate。Helikedthelookofherimmensely,notsomuchherbeauty,butherlargenessandsimplicity,whichmadeherstandoutfromtherestlikeagreatstonewoman,andhepassedoninagentlermood。HiseyefelluponRachel。 Shewaslyingbackratherbehindtheothersrestingononeelbow; shemighthavebeenthinkingpreciselythesamethoughtsasHewethimself。 Hereyeswerefixedrathersadlybutnotintentlyupontherowofpeopleoppositeher。Hewetcrawleduptoheronhisknees,withapieceofbreadinhishand。 “Whatareyoulookingat?“heasked。 Shewasalittlestartled,butanswereddirectly,“Humanbeings。“ ChapterXI Oneafteranothertheyroseandstretchedthemselves,andinafewminutesdividedmoreorlessintotwoseparateparties。OneofthesepartieswasdominatedbyHughlingElliotandMrs。Thornbury,who,havingbothreadthesamebooksandconsideredthesamequestions,werenowanxioustonametheplacesbeneaththemandtohanguponthemstoresofinformationaboutnaviesandarmies,politicalparties,nativesandmineralproducts——allofwhichcombined,theysaid,toprovethatSouthAmericawasthecountryofthefuture。 EvelynM。listenedwithherbrightblueeyesfixedupontheoracles。 “Howitmakesonelongtobeaman!“sheexclaimed。 Mr。Perrottanswered,surveyingtheplain,thatacountrywithafuturewasaveryfinething。 “IfIwereyou,“saidEvelyn,turningtohimanddrawingherglovevehementlythroughherfingers,“I’draiseatroopandconquersomegreatterritoryandmakeitsplendid。You’dwantwomenforthat。 I’dlovetostartlifefromtheverybeginningasitoughttobe—— nothingsqualid——butgreathallsandgardensandsplendidmenandwomen。 Butyou——youonlylikeLawCourts!“ “Andwouldyoureallybecontentwithoutprettyfrocksandsweetsandallthethingsyoungladieslike?“askedMr。Perrott,concealingacertainamountofpainbeneathhisironicalmanner。 “I’mnotayounglady,“Evelynflashed;shebitherunderlip。 “JustbecauseIlikesplendidthingsyoulaughatme。WhyaretherenomenlikeGaribaldinow?“shedemanded。 “Lookhere,“saidMr。Perrott,“youdon’tgivemeachance。 Youthinkweoughttobeginthingsfresh。Good。ButIdon’tseeprecisely——conqueraterritory?They’reallconqueredalready,aren’tthey?“ “It’snotanyterritoryinparticular,“Evelynexplained。 “It’stheidea,don’tyousee?Weleadsuchtamelives。AndI feelsureyou’vegotsplendidthingsinyou。“ HewetsawthescarsandhollowsinMr。Perrott’ssagaciousfacerelaxpathetically。Hecouldimaginethecalculationswhicheventhenwentonwithinhismind,astowhetherhewouldbejustifiedinaskingawomantomarryhim,consideringthathemadenomorethanfivehundredayearattheBar,ownednoprivatemeans,andhadaninvalidsistertosupport。Mr。Perrottagainknewthathewasnot“quite,“asSusanstatedinherdiary;notquiteagentlemanshemeant,forhewasthesonofagrocerinLeeds,hadstartedlifewithabasketonhisback,andnow,thoughpracticallyindistinguishablefromaborngentleman,showedhisorigintokeeneyesinanimpeccableneatnessofdress,lackoffreedominmanner,extremecleanlinessofperson,andacertainindescribabletimidityandprecisionwithhisknifeandforkwhichmightbetherelicofdayswhenmeatwasrare,andthewayofhandlingitbynomeansgingerly。