第24章

类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:5026更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
WhenSusan’sengagementhadbeenapprovedathome,andmadepublictoanyonewhotookaninterestinitatthehotel——andbythistimethesocietyatthehotelwasdividedsoastopointtoinvisiblechalk-markssuchasMr。Hirsthaddescribed,thenewswasfelttojustifysomecelebration——anexpedition?Thathadbeendonealready。 Adancethen。Theadvantageofadancewasthatitabolishedoneofthoselongeveningswhichwereapttobecometediousandleadtoabsurdlyearlyhoursinspiteofbridge。 Twoorthreepeoplestandingundertheerectbodyofthestuffedleopardinthehallverysoonhadthematterdecided。Evelynslidapaceortwothiswayandthat,andpronouncedthatthefloorwasexcellent。SignorRodriguezinformedthemofanoldSpaniardwhofiddledatweddings——fiddledsoastomakeatortoisewaltz; andhisdaughter,althoughendowedwitheyesasblackascoal-scuttles,hadthesamepoweroverthepiano。Iftherewereanysosickorsosurlyastoprefersedentaryoccupationsonthenightinquestiontospinningandwatchingothersspin,thedrawing-roomandbilliard-roomweretheirs。Hewetmadeithisbusinesstoconciliatetheoutsidersasmuchaspossible。 ToHirst’stheoryoftheinvisiblechalk-markshewouldpaynoattentionwhatever。Hewastreatedtoasnubortwo,but,inreward,foundobscurelonelygentlemendelightedtohavethisopportunityoftalkingtotheirkind,andtheladyofdoubtfulcharactershowedeverysymptomofconfidinghercasetohiminthenearfuture。 Indeeditwasmadequiteobvioustohimthatthetwoorthreehoursbetweendinnerandbedcontainedanamountofunhappiness,whichwasreallypitiable,somanypeoplehadnotsucceededinmakingfriends。 ItwassettledthatthedancewastobeonFriday,oneweekaftertheengagement,andatdinnerHewetdeclaredhimselfsatisfied。 “They’reallcoming!“hetoldHirst。“Pepper!“hecalled,seeingWilliamPepperslippastinthewakeofthesoupwithapamphletbeneathhisarm,“We’recountingonyoutoopentheball。“ “Youwillcertainlyputsleepoutofthequestion,“Pepperreturned。 “YouaretotakethefloorwithMissAllan,“Hewetcontinued,consultingasheetofpencillednotes。 Pepperstoppedandbeganadiscourseuponrounddances,countrydances,morrisdances,andquadrilles,allofwhichareentirelysuperiortothebastardwaltzandspuriouspolkawhichhaveoustedthemmostunjustlyincontemporarypopularity——whenthewaitersgentlypushedhimontohistableinthecorner。 Thedining-roomatthismomenthadacertainfantasticresemblancetoafarmyardscatteredwithgrainonwhichbrightpigeonskeptdescending。Almostalltheladiesworedresseswhichtheyhadnotyetdisplayed,andtheirhairroseinwavesandscrollssoastoappearlikecarvedwoodinGothicchurchesratherthanhair。Thedinnerwasshorterandlessformalthanusual,eventhewaitersseemingtobeaffectedwiththegeneralexcitement。 Tenminutesbeforetheclockstruckninethecommitteemadeatourthroughtheballroom。Thehall,whenemptiedofitsfurniture,brilliantlylit,adornedwithflowerswhosescenttingedtheair,presentedawonderfulappearanceofetherealgaiety。 “It’slikeastarlitskyonanabsolutelycloudlessnight,“ Hewetmurmured,lookingabouthim,attheairyemptyroom。 “Aheavenlyfloor,anyhow,“Evelynadded,takingarunandslidingtwoorthreefeetalong。 “Whataboutthosecurtains?“askedHirst。Thecrimsoncurtainsweredrawnacrossthelongwindows。“It’saperfectnightoutside。“ “Yes,butcurtainsinspireconfidence,“MissAllandecided。 “Whentheballisinfullswingitwillbetimetodrawthem。 Wemightevenopenthewindowsalittle……Ifwedoitnowelderlypeoplewillimaginetherearedraughts。 Herwisdomhadcometoberecognised,andheldinrespect。 Meanwhileastheystoodtalking,themusicianswereunwrappingtheirinstruments,andtheviolinwasrepeatingagainandagainanotestruckuponthepiano。Everythingwasreadytobegin。 Afterafewminutes’pause,thefather,thedaughter,andtheson-in-lawwhoplayedthehornflourishedwithoneaccord。 Liketheratswhofollowedthepiper,headsinstantlyappearedinthedoorway。Therewasanotherflourish;andthenthetriodashedspontaneouslyintothetriumphantswingofthewaltz。 Itwasasthoughtheroomwereinstantlyfloodedwithwater。 Afteramoment’shesitationfirstonecouple,thenanother,leaptintomid-stream,andwentroundandroundintheeddies。 Therhythmicswishofthedancerssoundedlikeaswirlingpool。 Bydegreestheroomgrewperceptiblyhotter。Thesmellofkidglovesmingledwiththestrongscentofflowers。Theeddiesseemedtocirclefasterandfaster,untilthemusicwroughtitselfintoacrash,ceased,andthecirclesweresmashedintolittleseparatebits。Thecouplesstruckoffindifferentdirections,leavingathinrowofelderlypeoplestuckfasttothewalls,andhereandthereapieceoftrimmingorahandkerchieforaflowerlayuponthefloor。Therewasapause,andthenthemusicstartedagain,theeddieswhirled,thecouplescircledroundinthem,untiltherewasacrash,andthecircleswerebrokenupintoseparatepieces。 Whenthishadhappenedaboutfivetimes,Hirst,wholeantagainstawindow-frame,likesomesingulargargoyle,perceivedthatHelenAmbroseandRachelstoodinthedoorway。Thecrowdwassuchthattheycouldnotmove,butherecognisedthembyapieceofHelen’sshoulderandaglimpseofRachel’sheadturninground。 Hemadehiswaytothem;theygreetedhimwithrelief。 “Wearesufferingthetorturesofthedamned,“saidHelen。 “Thisismyideaofhell,“saidRachel。 Hereyeswerebrightandshelookedbewildered。 HewetandMissAllan,whohadbeenwaltzingsomewhatlaboriously,pausedandgreetedthenewcomers。 “This_is_nice,“saidHewet。“ButwhereisMr。Ambrose?“ “Pindar,“saidHelen。“MayamarriedwomanwhowasfortyinOctoberdance?Ican’tstandstill。“SheseemedtofadeintoHewet,andtheybothdissolvedinthecrowd。 “Wemustfollowsuit,“saidHirsttoRachel,andhetookherresolutelybytheelbow。Rachel,withoutbeingexpert,dancedwell,becauseofagoodearforrhythm,butHirsthadnotasteformusic,andafewdancinglessonsatCambridgehadonlyputhimintopossessionoftheanatomyofawaltz,withoutimpartinganyofitsspirit。 Asingleturnprovedtothemthattheirmethodswereincompatible; insteadoffittingintoeachothertheirbonesseemedtojutoutinanglesmakingsmoothturninganimpossibility,andcutting,moreover,intothecircularprogressoftheotherdancers。 “Shallwestop?“saidHirst。Rachelgatheredfromhisexpressionthathewasannoyed。 Theystaggeredtoseatsinthecorner,fromwhichtheyhadaviewoftheroom。Itwasstillsurging,inwavesofblueandyellow,stripedbytheblackevening-clothesofthegentlemen。 “Anamazingspectacle,“Hirstremarked。“DoyoudancemuchinLondon?“Theywerebothbreathingfast,andbothalittleexcited,thougheachwasdeterminednottoshowanyexcitementatall。 “Scarcelyever。Doyou?“ “MypeoplegiveadanceeveryChristmas。“ “Thisisn’thalfabadfloor,“Rachelsaid。Hirstdidnotattempttoanswerherplatitude。Hesatquitesilent,staringatthedancers。 AfterthreeminutesthesilencebecamesointolerabletoRachelthatshewasgoadedtoadvanceanothercommonplaceaboutthebeautyofthenight。Hirstinterruptedherruthlessly。 “WasthatallnonsensewhatyousaidtheotherdayaboutbeingaChristianandhavingnoeducation?“heasked。 “Itwaspracticallytrue,“shereplied。“ButIalsoplaythepianoverywell,“shesaid,“better,Iexpectthananyoneinthisroom。 YouarethemostdistinguishedmaninEngland,aren’tyou?“ sheaskedshyly。 “Oneofthethree,“hecorrected。 HelenwhirlingpastheretossedafanintoRachel’slap。 “Sheisverybeautiful,“Hirstremarked。 Theywereagainsilent。Rachelwaswonderingwhetherhethoughtheralsonice-looking;St。Johnwasconsideringtheimmensedifficultyoftalkingtogirlswhohadnoexperienceoflife。 Rachelhadobviouslyneverthoughtorfeltorseenanything,andshemightbeintelligentorshemightbejustlikealltherest。 ButHewet’stauntrankledinhismind——“youdon’tknowhowtogetonwithwomen,“andhewasdeterminedtoprofitbythisopportunity。 Herevening-clothesbestowedonherjustthatdegreeofunrealityanddistinctionwhichmadeitromantictospeaktoher,andstirredadesiretotalk,whichirritatedhimbecausehedidnotknowhowtobegin。Heglancedather,andsheseemedtohimveryremoteandinexplicable,veryyoungandchaste。Hedrewasigh,andbegan。 “Aboutbooksnow。Whathaveyouread?JustShakespeareandtheBible?“ “Ihaven’treadmanyclassics,“Rachelstated。Shewasslightlyannoyedbyhisjauntyandratherunnaturalmanner,whilehismasculineacquirementsinducedhertotakeaverymodestviewofherownpower。 “D’youmeantotellmeyou’vereachedtheageoftwenty-fourwithoutreadingGibbon?“hedemanded。 “Yes,Ihave,“sheanswered。 “MonDieu!“heexclaimed,throwingouthishands。“Youmustbeginto-morrow。Ishallsendyoumycopy。WhatIwanttoknowis——“ helookedathercritically。“Yousee,theproblemis,canonereallytalktoyou?Haveyougotamind,orareyouliketherestofyoursex?Youseemtomeabsurdlyyoungcomparedwithmenofyourage。“ Rachellookedathimbutsaidnothing。 “AboutGibbon,“hecontinued。“D’youthinkyou’llbeabletoappreciatehim?He’sthetest,ofcourse。It’sawfullydifficulttotellaboutwomen,“hecontinued,“howmuch,Imean,isduetolackoftraining,andhowmuchisnativeincapacity。 Idon’tseemyselfwhyyoushouldn’tunderstand——onlyIsupposeyou’veledanabsurdlifeuntilnow——you’vejustwalkedinacrocodile,Isuppose,withyourhairdownyourback。“ Themusicwasagainbeginning。Hirst’seyewanderedabouttheroominsearchofMrs。Ambrose。Withthebestwillintheworldhewasconsciousthattheywerenotgettingonwelltogether。 “I’dlikeawfullytolendyoubooks,“hesaid,buttoninghisgloves,andrisingfromhisseat。“Weshallmeetagain。“I’mgoingtoleaveyounow。“ Hegotupandlefther。 Rachellookedround。Shefeltherselfsurrounded,likeachildataparty,bythefacesofstrangersallhostiletoher,withhookednosesandsneering,indifferenteyes。Shewasbyawindow,shepusheditopenwithajerk。Shesteppedoutintothegarden。 Hereyesswamwithtearsofrage。 “Damnthatman!“sheexclaimed,havingacquiredsomeofHelen’swords。 “Damnhisinsolence!“ Shestoodinthemiddleofthepalesquareoflightwhichthewindowshehadopenedthrewuponthegrass。Theformsofgreatblacktreesrosemassivelyinfrontofher。Shestoodstill,lookingatthem,shiveringslightlywithangerandexcitement。 Sheheardthetramplingandswingingofthedancersbehindher,andtherhythmicswayofthewaltzmusic。 “Therearetrees,“shesaidaloud。WouldthetreesmakeupforSt。JohnHirst?ShewouldbeaPersianprincessfarfromcivilisation,ridingherhorseuponthemountainsalone,andmakingherwomensingtoherintheevening,farfromallthis,fromthestrifeandmenandwomen——aformcameoutoftheshadow; alittleredlightburnthighupinitsblackness。 “MissVinrace,isit?“saidHewet,peeringather。“YouweredancingwithHirst?“ “He’smademefurious!“shecriedvehemently。“Noone’sanyrighttobeinsolent!“ “Insolent?“Hewetrepeated,takinghiscigarfromhismouthinsurprise。“Hirst——insolent?“