第39章

类别:其他 作者:Virginia Woolf字数:6016更新时间:18/12/27 08:07:33
“I’vebeeneverySundayofmylifeeversinceIcanremember,“ Mrs。Flushingchuckled,asthoughthatwereareasonbyitself。 Rachelturnedabruptlytothewindow。Shedidnotknowwhatitwasthathadputherintosuchapassion;thesightofTerenceinthehallhadconfusedherthoughts,leavinghermerelyindignant。 Shelookedstraightattheirownvilla,half-wayupthesideofthemountain。Themostfamiliarviewseenframedthroughglasshasacertainunfamiliardistinction,andshegrewcalmasshegazed。 Thensherememberedthatshewasinthepresenceofsomeoneshedidnotknowwell,andsheturnedandlookedatMrs。Flushing。 Mrs。Flushingwasstillsittingontheedgeofthebed,lookingup,withherlipsparted,sothatherstrongwhiteteethshowedintworows。 “Tellme,“shesaid,“whichd’youlikebest,Mr。HewetorMr。Hirst?“ “Mr。Hewet,“Rachelreplied,buthervoicedidnotsoundnatural。 “WhichistheonewhoreadsGreekinchurch?“Mrs。Flushingdemanded。 ItmighthavebeeneitherofthemandwhileMrs。Flushingproceededtodescribethemboth,andtosaythatbothfrightenedher,butonefrightenedhermorethantheother,Rachellookedforachair。 Theroom,ofcourse,wasoneofthelargestandmostluxuriousinthehotel。Therewereagreatmanyarm-chairsandsetteescoveredinbrownholland,buteachofthesewasoccupiedbyalargesquarepieceofyellowcardboard,andallthepiecesofcardboardweredottedorlinedwithspotsordashesofbrightoilpaint。 “Butyou’renottolookatthose,“saidMrs。FlushingasshesawRachel’seyewander。Shejumpedup,andturnedasmanyasshecould,facedownwards,uponthefloor。Rachel,however,managedtopossessherselfofoneofthem,and,withthevanityofanartist,Mrs。Flushingdemandedanxiously,“Well,well?“ “It’sahill,“Rachelreplied。TherecouldbenodoubtthatMrs。Flushinghadrepresentedthevigorousandabruptflingoftheearthupintotheair;youcouldalmostseetheclodsflyingasitwhirled。 Rachelpassedfromonetoanother。Theywereallmarkedbysomethingofthejerkanddecisionoftheirmaker;theywereallperfectlyuntrainedonslaughtsofthebrushuponsomehalf-realisedideasuggestedbyhillortree;andtheywereallinsomewaycharacteristicofMrs。Flushing。 “Iseethingsmovin’,“Mrs。Flushingexplained。“So“——shesweptherhandthroughayardoftheair。ShethentookuponeofthecardboardswhichRachelhadlaidaside,seatedherselfonastool,andbegantoflourishastumpofcharcoal。Whilesheoccupiedherselfinstrokeswhichseemedtoserveherasspeechservesothers,Rachel,whowasveryrestless,lookedabouther。 “Openthewardrobe,“saidMrs。Flushingafterapause,speakingindistinctlybecauseofapaint-brushinhermouth,“andlookatthethings。“ AsRachelhesitated,Mrs。Flushingcameforward,stillwithapaint-brushinhermouth,flungopenthewingsofherwardrobe,andtossedaquantityofshawls,stuffs,cloaks,embroideries,ontothebed。 Rachelbegantofingerthem。Mrs。Flushingcameuponcemore,anddroppedaquantityofbeads,brooches,earrings,bracelets,tassels,andcombsamongthedraperies。Thenshewentbacktoherstoolandbegantopaintinsilence。Thestuffswerecolouredanddarkandpale;theymadeacuriousswarmoflinesandcoloursuponthecounterpane,withthereddishlumpsofstoneandpeacocks’ feathersandclearpaletortoise-shellcombslyingamongthem。 “Thewomenworethemhundredsofyearsago,theywear’emstill,“ Mrs。Flushingremarked。“Myhusbandridesaboutandfinds’em; theydon’tknowwhatthey’reworth,soweget’emcheap。Andweshallsell’emtosmartwomeninLondon,“shechuckled,asthoughthethoughtoftheseladiesandtheirabsurdappearanceamusedher。 Afterpaintingforsomeminutes,shesuddenlylaiddownherbrushandfixedhereyesuponRachel。 “ItellyouwhatIwanttodo,“shesaid。“Iwanttogoupthereandseethingsformyself。It’ssillystayin’herewithapackofoldmaidsasthoughwewereattheseasideinEngland。Iwanttogouptheriverandseethenativesintheircamps。It’sonlyamatteroftendaysundercanvas。Myhusband’sdoneit。Onewouldlieoutunderthetreesatnightandbetoweddowntheriverbyday,andifwesawanythin’nicewe’dshoutoutandtell’emtostop。“ Sheroseandbeganpiercingthebedagainandagainwithalonggoldenpin,asshewatchedtoseewhateffecthersuggestionhaduponRachel。 “Wemustmakeupaparty,“shewenton。“Tenpeoplecouldhirealaunch。Nowyou’llcome,andMrs。Ambrose’llcome,andwillMr。Hirstandt’othergentlemancome?Where’sapencil?“ Shebecamemoreandmoredeterminedandexcitedassheevolvedherplan。 Shesatontheedgeofthebedandwrotedownalistofsurnames,whichsheinvariablyspeltwrong。Rachelwasenthusiastic,forindeedtheideawasimmeasurablydelightfultoher。Shehadalwayshadagreatdesiretoseetheriver,andthenameofTerencethrewalustreovertheprospect,whichmadeitalmosttoogoodtocometrue。 ShedidwhatshecouldtohelpMrs。Flushingbysuggestingnames,helpinghertospellthem,andcountingupthedaysoftheweekuponherfingers。AsMrs。Flushingwantedtoknowallshecouldtellheraboutthebirthandpursuitsofeverypersonshesuggested,andthrewinwildstoriesofherownastothetemperamentsandhabitsofartists,andpeopleofthesamenamewhousedtocometoChillingleyintheolddays,butweredoubtlessnotthesame,thoughtheytoowereveryclevermeninterestedinEgyptology,thebusinesstooksometime。 AtlastMrs。Flushingsoughtherdiaryforhelp,themethodofreckoningdatesonthefingersprovingunsatisfactory。 Sheopenedandshuteverydrawerinherwriting-table,andthencriedfuriously,“Yarmouth!Yarmouth!Dratthewoman! She’salwaysoutofthewaywhenshe’swanted!“ Atthismomenttheluncheongongbegantoworkitselfintoitsmiddayfrenzy。Mrs。Flushingrangherbellviolently。Thedoorwasopenedbyahandsomemaidwhowasalmostasuprightashermistress。 “Oh,Yarmouth,“saidMrs。Flushing,“justfindmydiaryandseewheretendaysfromnowwouldbringusto,andaskthehallporterhowmanymen’udbewantedtoroweightpeopleuptheriverforaweek,andwhatit’udcost,andputitonaslipofpaperandleaveitonmydressing-table。Now——“shepointedatthedoorwithasuperbforefingersothatRachelhadtoleadtheway。 “Oh,andYarmouth,“Mrs。Flushingcalledbackoverhershoulder。 “Putthosethingsawayandhang’emintheirrightplaces,there’sagoodgirl,oritfussesMr。Flushin’。“ ToallofwhichYarmouthmerelyreplied,“Yes,ma’am。“ Astheyenteredthelongdining-roomitwasobviousthatthedaywasstillSunday,althoughthemoodwasslightlyabating。 TheFlushings’tablewassetbythesideinthewindow,sothatMrs。Flushingcouldscrutiniseeachfigureasitentered,andhercuriosityseemedtobeintense。 “OldMrs。Paley,“shewhisperedasthewheeledchairslowlymadeitswaythroughthedoor,Arthurpushingbehind。“Thornburys“camenext。 “Thatnicewoman,“shenudgedRacheltolookatMissAllan。 “What’shername?“Thepaintedladywhoalwayscameinlate,trippingintotheroomwithapreparedsmileasthoughshecameoutuponastage,mightwellhavequailedbeforeMrs。Flushing’sstare,whichexpressedhersteelyhostilitytothewholetribeofpaintedladies。 NextcamethetwoyoungmenwhomMrs。FlushingcalledcollectivelytheHirsts。Theysatdownopposite,acrossthegangway。 Mr。Flushingtreatedhiswifewithamixtureofadmirationandindulgence,makingupbythesuavityandfluencyofhisspeechfortheabruptnessofhers。WhileshedartedandejaculatedhegaveRachelasketchofthehistoryofSouthAmericanart。Hewoulddealwithoneofhiswife’sexclamations,andthenreturnassmoothlyasevertohistheme。 Heknewverywellhowtomakealuncheonpassagreeably,withoutbeingdullorintimate。Hehadformedtheopinion,sohetoldRachel,thatwonderfultreasureslayhidinthedepthsoftheland; thethingsRachelhadseenweremerelytriflespickedupinthecourseofoneshortjourney。Hethoughttheremightbegiantgodshewnoutofstoneinthemountain-side;andcolossalfiguresstandingbythemselvesinthemiddleofvastgreenpasturelands,wherenonebutnativeshadevertrod。BeforethedawnofEuropeanarthebelievedthattheprimitivehuntsmenandpriestshadbuilttemplesofmassivestoneslabs,hadformedoutofthedarkrocksandthegreatcedartreesmajesticfiguresofgodsandofbeasts,andsymbolsofthegreatforces,water,air,andforestamongwhichtheylived。 Theremightbeprehistorictowns,likethoseinGreeceandAsia,standinginopenplacesamongthetrees,filledwiththeworksofthisearlyrace。Nobodyhadbeenthere;scarcelyanythingwasknown。 Thustalkinganddisplayingthemostpicturesqueofhistheories,Rachel’sattentionwasfixeduponhim。 ShedidnotseethatHewetkeptlookingatheracrossthegangway,betweenthefiguresofwaitershurryingpastwithplates。 Hewasinattentive,andHirstwasfindinghimalsoverycrossanddisagreeable。Theyhadtoucheduponalltheusualtopics—— uponpoliticsandliterature,gossipandChristianity。Theyhadquarrelledovertheservice,whichwaseverybitasfineasSappho,accordingtoHewet;sothatHirst’spaganismwasmereostentation。 Whygotochurch,hedemanded,merelyinordertoreadSappho? Hirstobservedthathehadlistenedtoeverywordofthesermon,ashecouldproveifHewetwouldlikearepetitionofit;andhewenttochurchinordertorealisethenatureofhisCreator,whichhehaddoneveryvividlythatmorning,thankstoMr。Bax,whohadinspiredhimtowritethreeofthemostsuperblinesinEnglishliterature,aninvocationtotheDeity。 “Iwrote’emonthebackoftheenvelopeofmyaunt’slastletter,“ hesaid,andpulleditfrombetweenthepagesofSappho。 “Well,let’shearthem,“saidHewet,slightlymollifiedbytheprospectofaliterarydiscussion。 “MydearHewet,doyouwishusbothtobeflungoutofthehotelbyanenragedmobofThornburysandElliots?“Hirstenquired。 “Themerestwhisperwouldbesufficienttoincriminatemeforever。God!“hebrokeout,“what’stheuseofattemptingtowritewhentheworld’speopledbysuchdamnedfools?Seriously,Hewet,Iadviseyoutogiveupliterature。What’sthegoodofit? There’syouraudience。“ HenoddedhisheadatthetableswhereaverymiscellaneouscollectionofEuropeanswerenowengagedineating,insomecasesingnawing,thestringyforeignfowls。Hewetlooked,andgrewmoreoutoftemperthanever。Hirstlookedtoo。HiseyesfelluponRachel,andhebowedtoher。 “IratherthinkRachel’sinlovewithme,“heremarked,ashiseyesreturnedtohisplate。“That’stheworstoffriendshipswithyoungwomen——theytendtofallinlovewithone。“ TothatHewetmadenoanswerwhatever,andsatsingularlystill。 Hirstdidnotseemtomindgettingnoanswer,forhereturnedtoMr。Baxagain,quotingtheperorationaboutthedropofwater; andwhenHewetscarcelyrepliedtotheseremarkseither,hemerelypursedhislips,choseafig,andrelapsedquitecontentedlyintohisownthoughts,ofwhichhealwayshadaverylargesupply。 Whenluncheonwasovertheyseparated,takingtheircupsofcoffeetodifferentpartsofthehall。 Fromhischairbeneaththepalm-treeHewetsawRachelcomeoutofthedining-roomwiththeFlushings;hesawthemlookroundforchairs,andchoosethreeinacornerwheretheycouldgoontalkinginprivate。Mr。Flushingwasnowinthefulltideofhisdiscourse。 Heproducedasheetofpaperuponwhichhemadedrawingsashewentonwithhistalk。HesawRachelleanoverandlook,pointingtothisandthatwithherfinger。HewetunkindlycomparedMr。Flushing,whowasextremelywelldressedforahotclimate,andratherelaborateinhismanner,toaverypersuasiveshop-keeper。Meanwhile,ashesatlookingatthem,hewasentangledintheThornburysandMissAllan,who,afterhoveringaboutforaminuteortwo,settledinchairsroundhim,holdingtheircupsintheirhands。 TheywantedtoknowwhetherhecouldtellthemanythingaboutMr。Bax。 Mr。Thornburyasusualsatsayingnothing,lookingvaguelyaheadofhim,occasionallyraisinghiseye-glasses,asiftoputthemon,butalwaysthinkingbetterofitatthelastmoment,andlettingthemfallagain。Aftersomediscussion,theladiesputitbeyondadoubtthatMr。BaxwasnotthesonofMr。WilliamBax。 Therewasapause。ThenMrs。ThornburyremarkedthatshewasstillinthehabitofsayingQueeninsteadofKingintheNationalAnthem。 Therewasanotherpause。ThenMissAllanobservedreflectivelythatgoingtochurchabroadalwaysmadeherfeelasifshehadbeentoasailor’sfuneral。 Therewasthenaverylongpause,whichthreatenedtobefinal,when,mercifully,abirdaboutthesizeofamagpie,butofametallicbluecolour,appearedonthesectionoftheterracethatcouldbeseenfromwheretheysat。Mrs。Thornburywasledtoenquirewhetherweshouldlikeitifallourrookswereblue——“Whatdo_you_think,William?“sheasked,touchingherhusbandontheknee。 “Ifallourrookswereblue,“hesaid,——heraisedhisglasses; heactuallyplacedthemonhisnose——“theywouldnotlivelonginWiltshire,“heconcluded;hedroppedhisglassestohissideagain。 Thethreeelderlypeoplenowgazedmeditativelyatthebird,whichwassoobligingastostayinthemiddleoftheviewforaconsiderablespaceoftime,thusmakingitunnecessaryforthemtospeakagain。HewetbegantowonderwhetherhemightnotcrossovertotheFlushings’corner,whenHirstappearedfromthebackground,slippedintoachairbyRachel’sside,andbegantotalktoherwitheveryappearanceoffamiliarity。Hewetcouldstanditnolonger。 Herose,tookhishatanddashedoutofdoors。