Forprotectionagainstboredom,Helenputabookofmemoirsbeneathherarm,andMrs。Flushingherpaint-box,and,thusequipped,theyallowedthemselvestobesetonshoreonthevergeoftheforest。
TheyhadnotstrolledmorethanafewhundredyardsalongthetrackwhichranparallelwiththeriverbeforeHelenprofessedtofinditwasunbearablyhot。Theriverbreezehadceased,andahotsteamyatmosphere,thickwithscents,camefromtheforest。
“Ishallsitdownhere,“sheannounced,pointingtothetrunkofatreewhichhadfallenlongagoandwasnowlacedacrossandacrossbycreepersandthong-likebrambles。Sheseatedherself,openedherparasol,andlookedattheriverwhichwasbarredbythestemsoftrees。
Sheturnedherbacktothetreeswhichdisappearedinblackshadowbehindher。
“Iquiteagree,“saidMrs。Flushing,andproceededtoundoherpaint-box。Herhusbandstrolledabouttoselectaninterestingpointofviewforher。HirstclearedaspaceonthegroundbyHelen’sside,andseatedhimselfwithgreatdeliberation,asifhedidnotmeantomoveuntilhehadtalkedtoherforalongtime。
TerenceandRachelwereleftstandingbythemselveswithoutoccupation。
Terencesawthatthetimehadcomeasitwasfatedtocome,butalthoughherealisedthishewascompletelycalmandmasterofhimself。HechosetostandforafewmomentstalkingtoHelen,andpersuadinghertoleaveherseat。Racheljoinedhimtooinadvisinghertocomewiththem。
“OfallthepeopleI’veevermet,“hesaid,“you’retheleastadventurous。
YoumightbesittingongreenchairsinHydePark。Areyougoingtosittherethewholeafternoon?Aren’tyougoingtowalk?“
“Oh,no,“saidHelen,“one’sonlygottouseone’seye。
There’severythinghere——everything,“sherepeatedinadrowsytoneofvoice。“Whatwillyougainbywalking?“
“You’llbehotanddisagreeablebytea-time,weshallbecoolandsweet,“
putinHirst。Intohiseyesashelookedupatthemhadcomeyellowandgreenreflectionsfromtheskyandthebranches,robbingthemoftheirintentness,andheseemedtothinkwhathedidnotsay。
ItwasthustakenforgrantedbythemboththatTerenceandRachelproposedtowalkintothewoodstogether;withonelookateachothertheyturnedaway。
“Good-bye!“criedRachel。
“Good-by。Bewareofsnakes,“Hirstreplied。HesettledhimselfstillmorecomfortablyundertheshadeofthefallentreeandHelen’sfigure。Astheywent,Mr。Flushingcalledafterthem,“Wemuststartinanhour。Hewet,pleaserememberthat。Anhour。“
Whethermadebyman,orforsomereasonpreservedbynature,therewasawidepathwaystrikingthroughtheforestatrightanglestotheriver。ItresembledadriveinanEnglishforest,savethattropicalbusheswiththeirsword-likeleavesgrewattheside,andthegroundwascoveredwithanunmarkedspringymossinsteadofgrass,starredwithlittleyellowflowers。
Astheypassedintothedepthsoftheforestthelightgrewdimmer,andthenoisesoftheordinaryworldwerereplacedbythosecreakingandsighingsoundswhichsuggesttothetravellerinaforestthatheiswalkingatthebottomofthesea。Thepathnarrowedandturned;
itwashedgedinbydensecreeperswhichknottedtreetotree,andbursthereandthereintostar-shapedcrimsonblossoms。
Thesighingandcreakingupabovewerebrokeneverynowandthenbythejarringcryofsomestartledanimal。Theatmospherewascloseandtheaircameattheminlanguidpuffsofscent。Thevastgreenlightwasbrokenhereandtherebyaroundofpureyellowsunlightwhichfellthroughsomegapintheimmenseumbrellaofgreenabove,andintheseyellowspacescrimsonandblackbutterflieswerecirclingandsettling。TerenceandRachelhardlyspoke。
Notonlydidthesilenceweighuponthem,buttheywerebothunabletoframeanythoughts。Therewassomethingbetweenthemwhichhadtobespokenof。Oneofthemhadtobegin,butwhichofthemwasittobe?
ThenHewetpickeduparedfruitandthrewitashighashecould。
Whenitdropped,hewouldspeak。Theyheardtheflappingofgreatwings;theyheardthefruitgopatteringthroughtheleavesandeventuallyfallwithathud。Thesilencewasagainprofound。
“Doesthisfrightenyou?“Terenceaskedwhenthesoundofthefruitfallinghadcompletelydiedaway。
“No,“sheanswered。“Ilikeit。“
Sherepeated“Ilikeit。“Shewaswalkingfast,andholdingherselfmoreerectthanusual。Therewasanotherpause。
“Youlikebeingwithme?“Terenceasked。
“Yes,withyou,“shereplied。
Hewassilentforamoment。Silenceseemedtohavefallenupontheworld。
“ThatiswhatIhavefelteversinceIknewyou,“hereplied。
“Wearehappytogether。“Hedidnotseemtobespeaking,orshetobehearing。
“Veryhappy,“sheanswered。
Theycontinuedtowalkforsometimeinsilence。Theirstepsunconsciouslyquickened。
“Weloveeachother,“Terencesaid。
“Weloveeachother,“sherepeated。
Thesilencewasthenbrokenbytheirvoiceswhichjoinedintonesofstrangeunfamiliarsoundwhichformednowords。Fasterandfastertheywalked;simultaneouslytheystopped,claspedeachotherintheirarms,thenreleasingthemselves,droppedtotheearth。
Theysatsidebyside。Soundsstoodoutfromthebackgroundmakingabridgeacrosstheirsilence;theyheardtheswishofthetreesandsomebeastcroakinginaremoteworld。
“Weloveeachother,“Terencerepeated,searchingintoherface。
Theirfaceswerebothverypaleandquiet,andtheysaidnothing。
Hewasafraidtokissheragain。Bydegreesshedrewclosetohim,andrestedagainsthim。Inthispositiontheysatforsometime。
Shesaid“Terence“once;heanswered“Rachel。“
“Terrible——terrible,“shemurmuredafteranotherpause,butinsayingthisshewasthinkingasmuchofthepersistentchurningofthewaterasofherownfeeling。Onandonitwentinthedistance,thesenselessandcruelchurningofthewater。
SheobservedthatthetearswererunningdownTerence’scheeks。
Thenextmovementwasonhispart。Averylongtimeseemedtohavepassed。Hetookouthiswatch。
“Flushingsaidanhour。We’vebeengonemorethanhalfanhour。“
“Andittakesthattogetback,“saidRachel。Sheraisedherselfveryslowly。Whenshewasstandingupshestretchedherarmsanddrewadeepbreath,halfasigh,halfayawn。Sheappearedtobeverytired。Hercheekswerewhite。“Whichway?“sheasked。
“There,“saidTerence。
Theybegantowalkbackdownthemossypathagain。Thesighingandcreakingcontinuedfaroverhead,andthejarringcriesofanimals。
Thebutterflieswerecirclingstillinthepatchesofyellowsunlight。
AtfirstTerencewascertainofhisway,butastheywalkedhebecamedoubtful。Theyhadtostoptoconsider,andthentoreturnandstartoncemore,foralthoughhewascertainofthedirectionoftheriverhewasnotcertainofstrikingthepointwheretheyhadlefttheothers。Rachelfollowedhim,stoppingwherehestopped,turningwhereheturned,ignorantoftheway,ignorantwhyhestoppedorwhyheturned。
“Idon’twanttobelate,“hesaid,“because——“Heputaflowerintoherhandandherfingerscloseduponitquietly。“We’resolate——
solate——sohorriblylate,“herepeatedasifheweretalkinginhissleep。“Ah——thisisright。Weturnhere。“
Theyfoundthemselvesagaininthebroadpath,likethedriveintheEnglishforest,wheretheyhadstartedwhentheylefttheothers。
Theywalkedoninsilenceaspeoplewalkingintheirsleep,andwereoddlyconsciousnowandagainofthemassoftheirbodies。
ThenRachelexclaimedsuddenly,“Helen!“
InthesunnyspaceattheedgeoftheforesttheysawHelenstillsittingonthetree-trunk,herdressshowingverywhiteinthesun,withHirststillproppedonhiselbowbyherside。
Theystoppedinstinctively。Atthesightofotherpeopletheycouldnotgoon。Theystoodhandinhandforaminuteortwoinsilence。
Theycouldnotbeartofaceotherpeople。
“Butwemustgoon,“Rachelinsistedatlast,inthecuriousdulltoneofvoiceinwhichtheyhadbothbeenspeaking,andwithagreatefforttheyforcedthemselvestocovertheshortdistancewhichlaybetweenthemandthepairsittingonthetree-trunk。
Astheyapproached,Helenturnedroundandlookedatthem。
Shelookedatthemforsometimewithoutspeaking,andwhentheywereclosetohershesaidquietly:
“DidyoumeetMr。Flushing?Hehasgonetofindyou。Hethoughtyoumustbelost,thoughItoldhimyouweren’tlost。“
Hirsthalfturnedroundandthrewhisheadbacksothathelookedatthebranchescrossingthemselvesintheairabovehim。
“Well,wasitworththeeffort?“heenquireddreamily。
Hewetsatdownonthegrassbyhissideandbegantofanhimself。
RachelhadbalancedherselfnearHelenontheendofthetreetrunk。
“Veryhot,“shesaid。
“Youlookexhaustedanyhow,“saidHirst。
“It’sfearfullycloseinthosetrees,“Helenremarked,pickingupherbookandshakingitfreefromthedriedbladesofgrasswhichhadfallenbetweentheleaves。Thentheywereallsilent,lookingattheriverswirlingpastinfrontofthembetweenthetrunksofthetreesuntilMr。Flushinginterruptedthem。Hebrokeoutofthetreesahundredyardstotheleft,exclaimingsharply:
“Ah,soyoufoundthewayafterall。Butit’slate——muchlaterthanwearranged,Hewet。“
Hewasslightlyannoyed,andinhiscapacityasleaderoftheexpedition,inclinedtobedictatorial。Hespokequickly,usingcuriouslysharp,meaninglesswords。
“Beinglatewouldn’tmatternormally,ofcourse,“hesaid,“butwhenit’saquestionofkeepingthemenuptotime——“
Hegatheredthemtogetherandmadethemcomedowntotheriver-bank,wheretheboatwaswaitingtorowthemouttothesteamer。
Theheatofthedaywasgoingdown,andovertheircupsofteatheFlushingstendedtobecomecommunicative。ItseemedtoTerenceashelistenedtothemtalking,thatexistencenowwentonintwodifferentlayers。HereweretheFlushingstalking,talkingsomewherehighupintheairabovehim,andheandRachelhaddroppedtothebottomoftheworldtogether。Butwithsomethingofachild’sdirectness,Mrs。Flushinghadalsotheinstinctwhichleadsachildtosuspectwhatitselderswishtokeephidden。
ShefixedTerencewithhervividblueeyesandaddressedherselftohiminparticular。Whatwouldhedo,shewantedtoknow,iftheboatranuponarockandsank。
“Wouldyoucareforanythin’butsavin’yourself?ShouldI?
No,no,“shelaughed,“notonescrap——don’ttellme。There’sonlytwocreaturestheordinarywomancaresabout,“shecontinued,“herchildandherdog;andIdon’tbelieveit’seventwowithmen。
Onereadsalotaboutlove——that’swhypoetry’ssodull。
Butwhathappensinreallife,he?Itain’tlove!“shecried。
Terencemurmuredsomethingunintelligible。Mr。Flushing,however,hadrecoveredhisurbanity。Hewassmokingacigarette,andhenowansweredhiswife。
“Youmustalwaysremember,Alice,“hesaid,“thatyourupbringingwasveryunnatural——unusual,Ishouldsay。Theyhadnomother,“
heexplained,droppingsomethingoftheformalityofhistone;
“andafather——hewasaverydelightfulman,I’venodoubt,buthecaredonlyforracehorsesandGreekstatues。Tellthemaboutthebath,Alice。“
“Inthestable-yard,“saidMrs。Flushing。“Coveredwithiceinwinter。
Wehadtogetin;ifwedidn’t,wewerewhipped。Thestrongoneslived——theothersdied。Whatyoucallsurvivalofthefittest——
amostexcellentplan,Idaresay,ifyou’vethirteenchildren!“
“AndallthisgoingonintheheartofEngland,inthenineteenthcentury!“Mr。Flushingexclaimed,turningtoHelen。
“I’dtreatmychildrenjustthesameifIhadany,“saidMrs。Flushing。
EverywordsoundedquitedistinctlyinTerence’sears;butwhatweretheysaying,andwhoweretheytalkingto,andwhowerethey,thesefantasticpeople,detachedsomewherehighupintheair?
Nowthattheyhaddrunktheirtea,theyroseandleantoverthebowoftheboat。Thesunwasgoingdown,andthewaterwasdarkandcrimson。
Theriverhadwidenedagain,andtheywerepassingalittleislandsetlikeadarkwedgeinthemiddleofthestream。Twogreatwhitebirdswithredlightsonthemstoodthereonstilt-likelegs,andthebeachoftheislandwasunmarked,savebytheskeletonprintofbirds’feet。Thebranchesofthetreesonthebanklookedmoretwistedandangularthanever,andthegreenoftheleaveswasluridandsplashedwithgold。ThenHirstbegantotalk,leaningoverthebow。