“Twodegreeshigherthanitwasyesterday,“saidSt。John。
“Iwonderwherethesenutscomefrom,“heobserved,takinganutoutoftheplate,turningitoverinhisfingers,andlookingatitcuriously。
“London,Ishouldthink,“saidTerence,lookingatthenuttoo。
“Acompetentmanofbusinesscouldmakeafortunehereinnotime,“
St。Johncontinued。“Isupposetheheatdoessomethingfunnytopeople’sbrains。EventheEnglishgoalittlequeer。Anyhowthey’rehopelesspeopletodealwith。Theykeptmethree-quartersofanhourwaitingatthechemist’sthismorning,fornoreasonwhatever。“
Therewasanotherlongpause。ThenRidleyenquired,“Rodriguezseemssatisfied?“
“Quite,“saidTerencewithdecision。“It’sjustgottorunitscourse。“
WhereuponRidleyheavedadeepsigh。Hewasgenuinelysorryforeveryone,butatthesametimehemissedHelenconsiderably,andwasalittleaggrievedbytheconstantpresenceofthetwoyoungmen。
Theymovedbackintothedrawing-room。
“Lookhere,Hirst,“saidTerence,“there’snothingtobedonefortwohours。“Heconsultedthesheetpinnedtothedoor。
“Yougoandliedown。I’llwaithere。ChaileysitswithRachelwhileHelenhasherluncheon。“
ItwasaskingagooddealofHirsttotellhimtogowithoutwaitingforasightofHelen。TheselittleglimpsesofHelenweretheonlyrespitesfromstrainandboredom,andveryoftentheyseemedtomakeupforthediscomfortoftheday,althoughshemightnothaveanythingtotellthem。However,astheywereonanexpeditiontogether,hehadmadeuphismindtoobey。
Helenwasverylateincomingdown。Shelookedlikeapersonwhohasbeensittingforalongtimeinthedark。Shewaspaleandthinner,andtheexpressionofhereyeswasharassedbutdetermined。
Sheateherluncheonquickly,andseemedindifferenttowhatshewasdoing。ShebrushedasideTerence’senquiries,andatlast,asifhehadnotspoken,shelookedathimwithaslightfrownandsaid:
“Wecan’tgoonlikethis,Terence。Eitheryou’vegottofindanotherdoctor,oryoumusttellRodrigueztostopcoming,andI’llmanageformyself。It’snouseforhimtosaythatRachel’sbetter;
she’snotbetter;she’sworse。“
Terencesufferedaterrificshock,likethatwhichhehadsufferedwhenRachelsaid,“Myheadaches。“HestilleditbyreflectingthatHelenwasoverwrought,andhewasupheldinthisopinionbyhisobstinatesensethatshewasopposedtohimintheargument。
“Doyouthinkshe’sindanger?“heasked。
“Noonecangoonbeingasillasthatdayafterday——“Helenreplied。
Shelookedathim,andspokeasifshefeltsomeindignationwithsomebody。
“Verywell,I’lltalktoRodriguezthisafternoon,“hereplied。
Helenwentupstairsatonce。
NothingnowcouldassuageTerence’sanxiety。Hecouldnotread,norcouldhesitstill,andhissenseofsecuritywasshaken,inspiteofthefactthathewasdeterminedthatHelenwasexaggerating,andthatRachelwasnotveryill。Buthewantedathirdpersontoconfirmhiminhisbelief。
DirectlyRodriguezcamedownhedemanded,“Well,howisshe?
Doyouthinkherworse?“
“Thereisnoreasonforanxiety,Itellyou——none,“RodriguezrepliedinhisexecrableFrench,smilinguneasily,andmakinglittlemovementsallthetimeasiftogetaway。
Hewetstoodfirmlybetweenhimandthedoor。Hewasdeterminedtoseeforhimselfwhatkindofmanhewas。Hisconfidenceinthemanvanishedashelookedathimandsawhisinsignificance,hisdirtyappearance,hisshiftiness,andhisunintelligent,hairyface。Itwasstrangethathehadneverseenthisbefore。
“Youwon’tobject,ofcourse,ifweaskyoutoconsultanotherdoctor?“
hecontinued。
Atthisthelittlemanbecameopenlyincensed。
“Ah!“hecried。“Youhavenotconfidenceinme?Youobjecttomytreatment?Youwishmetogiveupthecase?“
“Notatall,“Terencereplied,“butinseriousillnessofthiskind——“
Rodriguezshruggedhisshoulders。
“Itisnotserious,Iassureyou。Youareoveranxious。Theyoungladyisnotseriouslyill,andIamadoctor。Theladyofcourseisfrightened,“hesneered。“Iunderstandthatperfectly。“
“Thenameandaddressofthedoctoris——?“Terencecontinued。
“Thereisnootherdoctor,“Rodriguezrepliedsullenly。“Everyonehasconfidenceinme。Look!Iwillshowyou。“
HetookoutapacketofoldlettersandbeganturningthemoverasifinsearchofonethatwouldconfuteTerence’ssuspicions。
Ashesearched,hebegantotellastoryaboutanEnglishlordwhohadtrustedhim——agreatEnglishlord,whosenamehehad,unfortunately,forgotten。
“Thereisnootherdoctorintheplace,“heconcluded,stillturningovertheletters。
“Nevermind,“saidTerenceshortly。“Iwillmakeenquiriesformyself。“
Rodriguezputthelettersbackinhispocket。
“Verywell,“heremarked。“Ihavenoobjection。“
Heliftedhiseyebrows,shruggedhisshoulders,asiftorepeatthattheytooktheillnessmuchtooseriouslyandthattherewasnootherdoctor,andslippedout,leavingbehindhimanimpressionthathewasconsciousthathewasdistrusted,andthathismalicewasaroused。
AfterthisTerencecouldnolongerstaydownstairs。Hewentup,knockedatRachel’sdoor,andaskedHelenwhetherhemightseeherforafewminutes。Hehadnotseenheryesterday。Shemadenoobjection,andwentandsatatatableinthewindow。
Terencesatdownbythebedside。Rachel’sfacewaschanged。
Shelookedasthoughshewereentirelyconcentratedupontheeffortofkeepingalive。Herlipsweredrawn,andhercheeksweresunkenandflushed,thoughwithoutcolour。Hereyeswerenotentirelyshut,thelowerhalfofthewhitepartshowing,notasifshesaw,butasiftheyremainedopenbecauseshewastoomuchexhaustedtoclosethem。Sheopenedthemcompletelywhenhekissedher。
Butsheonlysawanoldwomanslicingaman’sheadoffwithaknife。
“Thereitfalls!“shemurmured。ShethenturnedtoTerenceandaskedhimanxiouslysomequestionaboutamanwithmules,whichhecouldnotunderstand。“Whydoesn’thecome?Whydoesn’thecome?“
sherepeated。Hewasappalledtothinkofthedirtylittlemandownstairsinconnectionwithillnesslikethis,andturninginstinctivelytoHelen,butshewasdoingsomethingatatableinthewindow,anddidnotseemtorealisehowgreattheshocktohimmustbe。
Herosetogo,forhecouldnotenduretolistenanylonger;
hisheartbeatquicklyandpainfullywithangerandmisery。
AshepassedHelensheaskedhiminthesameweary,unnatural,butdeterminedvoicetofetchhermoreice,andtohavethejugoutsidefilledwithfreshmilk。
WhenhehaddonetheseerrandshewenttofindHirst。Exhaustedandveryhot,St。Johnhadfallenasleeponabed,butTerencewokehimwithoutscruple。
“Helenthinksshe’sworse,“hesaid。“There’snodoubtshe’sfrightfullyill。Rodriguezisuseless。Wemustgetanotherdoctor。“
“Butthereisnootherdoctor,“saidHirstdrowsily,sittingupandrubbinghiseyes。
“Don’tbeadamnedfool!“Terenceexclaimed。“Ofcoursethere’sanotherdoctor,and,ifthereisn’t,you’vegottofindone。Itoughttohavebeendonedaysago。I’mgoingdowntosaddlethehorse。“
Hecouldnotstaystillinoneplace。
InlessthantenminutesSt。Johnwasridingtothetowninthescorchingheatinsearchofadoctor,hisordersbeingtofindoneandbringhimbackifhehadtobefetchedinaspecialtrain。
“Weoughttohavedoneitdaysago,“Hewetrepeatedangrily。
Whenhewentbackintothedrawing-roomhefoundthatMrs。Flushingwasthere,standingveryerectinthemiddleoftheroom,havingarrived,aspeopledidinthesedays,bythekitchenorthroughthegardenunannounced。
“She’sbetter?“Mrs。Flushingenquiredabruptly;theydidnotattempttoshakehands。
“No,“saidTerence。“Ifanything,theythinkshe’sworse。“
Mrs。Flushingseemedtoconsiderforamomentortwo,lookingstraightatTerenceallthetime。
“Letmetellyou,“shesaid,speakinginnervousjerks,“it’salwaysabouttheseventhdayonebeginstogetanxious。Idaresayyou’vebeensittin’hereworryin’byyourself。Youthinkshe’sbad,butanyonecomin’withafresheyewouldseeshewasbetter。
Mr。Elliot’shadfever;he’sallrightnow,“shethrewout。
“Itwasn’tanythin’shecaughtontheexpedition。What’sitmatter——
afewdays’fever?Mybrotherhadfeverfortwenty-sixdaysonce。
Andinaweekortwohewasupandabout。Wegavehimnothin’butmilkandarrowroot——“
HereMrs。Chaileycameinwithamessage。
“I’mwantedupstairs,“saidTerence。
“Yousee——she’llbebetter,“Mrs。Flushingjerkedoutashelefttheroom。HeranxietytopersuadeTerencewasverygreat,andwhenheleftherwithoutsayinganythingshefeltdissatisfiedandrestless;shedidnotliketostay,butshecouldnotbeartogo。
Shewanderedfromroomtoroomlookingforsomeonetotalkto,butalltheroomswereempty。
Terencewentupstairs,stoodinsidethedoortotakeHelen’sdirections,lookedoveratRachel,butdidnotattempttospeaktoher。
Sheappearedvaguelyconsciousofhispresence,butitseemedtodisturbher,andsheturned,sothatshelaywithherbacktohim。
Forsixdaysindeedshehadbeenobliviousoftheworldoutside,becauseitneededallherattentiontofollowthehot,red,quicksightswhichpassedincessantlybeforehereyes。
Sheknewthatitwasofenormousimportancethatsheshouldattendtothesesightsandgrasptheirmeaning,butshewasalwaysbeingjusttoolatetohearorseesomethingwhichwouldexplainitall。
Forthisreason,thefaces,——Helen’sface,thenurse’s,Terence’s,thedoctor’s,——whichoccasionallyforcedthemselvesveryclosetoher,wereworryingbecausetheydistractedherattentionandshemightmisstheclue。However,onthefourthafternoonshewassuddenlyunabletokeepHelen’sfacedistinctfromthesightsthemselves;
herlipswidenedasshebentdownoverthebed,andshebegantogabbleunintelligiblyliketherest。Thesightswereallconcernedinsomeplot,someadventure,someescape。Thenatureofwhattheyweredoingchangedincessantly,althoughtherewasalwaysareasonbehindit,whichshemustendeavourtograsp。Nowtheywereamongtreesandsavages,nowtheywereonthesea,nowtheywereonthetopsofhightowers;nowtheyjumped;nowtheyflew。
Butjustasthecrisiswasabouttohappen,somethinginvariablyslippedinherbrain,sothatthewholeefforthadtobeginoveragain。
Theheatwassuffocating。Atlastthefaceswentfurtheraway;
shefellintoadeeppoolofstickywater,whicheventuallyclosedoverherhead。Shesawnothingandheardnothingbutafaintboomingsound,whichwasthesoundofthesearollingoverherhead。
Whileallhertormentorsthoughtthatshewasdead,shewasnotdead,butcurledupatthebottomofthesea。Thereshelay,sometimesseeingdarkness,sometimeslight,whileeverynowandthensomeoneturnedheroveratthebottomofthesea。
AfterSt。Johnhadspentsomehoursintheheatofthesunwranglingwithevasiveandverygarrulousnatives,heextractedtheinformationthattherewasadoctor,aFrenchdoctor,whowasatpresentawayonaholidayinthehills。Itwasquiteimpossible,sotheysaid,tofindhim。Withhisexperienceofthecountry,St。Johnthoughtitunlikelythatatelegramwouldeitherbesentorreceived;buthavingreducedthedistanceofthehilltown,inwhichhewasstaying,fromahundredmilestothirtymiles,andhavinghiredacarriageandhorses,hestartedatoncetofetchthedoctorhimself。
Hesucceededinfindinghim,andeventuallyforcedtheunwillingmantoleavehisyoungwifeandreturnforthwith。TheyreachedthevillaatmiddayonTuesday。
Terencecameouttoreceivethem,andSt。Johnwasstruckbythefactthathehadgrownperceptiblythinnerintheinterval;hewaswhitetoo;
hiseyeslookedstrange。ButthecurtspeechandthesulkymasterfulmannerofDr。Lesageimpressedthembothfavourably,althoughatthesametimeitwasobviousthathewasverymuchannoyedatthewholeaffair。Comingdownstairshegavehisdirectionsemphatically,butitneveroccurredtohimtogiveanopinioneitherbecauseofthepresenceofRodriguezwhowasnowobsequiousaswellasmalicious,orbecausehetookitforgrantedthattheyknewalreadywhatwastobeknown。