第1章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4084更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
InmemoryofOodnadattaandmanywanderingsoverseaIofferthesepicturesfromthepast,mydearVincent,toyou,aloverofthepresentifanaspirantwhocanlookuponthefuturewithmoreofhopethanfear。 Yourcolleague,H。RiderHaggard。 ItchancesthatI,theEditorofthesepages——for,intruth,thatismyhumblefunction——haverecoveredaconsiderableknowledgeofabygonelifeofmine。Thislifeendedintimesthatarecomparativelyrecent,namely,earlyintheninthcentury,asisfixedbythefactthattheByzantineEmpress,Irene,playsapartinthestory。 Thenarrative,itwillbeobserved,isnotabsolutelyconsecutive; thatistosay,allthedetailsarenotfilledin。Indeed,ithasreturnedtomeinaseriesofscenesorpictures,andalthougheachsceneorpicturehastodowitheveryother,therearesometimesgapsbetweenthem。Totakeoneexampleamongseveral—— thejourneyofOlaf(inthosedaysmynamewasOlaf,orMichaelafterIwasbaptised)fromtheNorthtoConstantinopleisnotrecorded。ThecurtaindropsatAarinJutlandandrisesagaininByzantium。Onlythoseeventswhichwereofthemostimportanceseemtohaveburnedthemselvesintomysubconsciousmemory;manyminordetailshavevanished,or,atleast,Icannotfindthem。 This,however,doesnotappeartometobeamatterforregret。Ifeveryepisodeofafullandeventfullifewerepaintedin,thecanvaswouldbeoverloadedandtheeyethatstudieditbewildered。 IdonotthinkthatIhaveanythingmoretosay。Mytalemustspeakforitself。SoIwillbutaddthatIholditunnecessarytosetouttheexactmethodbywhichIhavebeenabletodigitandothersfromthequarryofmypast。Itisagiftwhich,althoughsmallatfirst,Ihavebeenablegraduallytodevelop。Therefore,asIwishtohidemypresentidentity,IwillonlysignmyselfTheEditor。 OfmychildhoodinthisOlaflifeIcanregainbutlittle。Therecometome,however,recollectionsofahouse,surroundedbyamoat,situatedinagreatplainneartoseasorinlandlakes,onwhichplainstoodmoundsthatIconnectedwiththedead。WhatthedeadwereIdidnotquiteunderstand,butIgatheredthattheywerepeoplewho,havingoncewalkedaboutandbeenawake,nowlaidthemselvesdowninabedofearthandslept。Irememberlookingatabigmoundwhichwassaidtocoverachiefknownas“TheWanderer,“whomFreydisa,thewisewoman,mynurse,toldmehadlivedhundredsorthousandsofyearsbefore,andthinkingthatsomuchearthoverhimmustmakehimveryhotatnights。 IrememberalsothatthehallcalledAarwasalonghouseroofedwithsods,onwhichgrewgrassandsometimeslittlewhiteflowers,andthatinsideofitcowsweretiedup。Welivedinaplacebeyond,thatwasseparatedofffromthecowsbybalksofroughtimber。Iusedtowatchthembeingmilkedthroughacrackbetweentwoofthebalkswhereaknothadfallenout,leavingaconvenienteyeholeabouttheheightofawalking-stickfromthefloor。 Onedaymyelderandonlybrother,Ragnar,whohadveryredhair,cameandpulledmeawayfromthiseyeholebecausehewantedtolookthroughithimselfatacowthatalwayskickedthegirlwhomilkedit。I howled,andSteinar,myfoster-brother,whohadlight-colouredhairandblueeyes,andwasmuchbiggerandstrongerthanI,cametomyhelp,becausewealwayslovedeachother。HefoughtRagnarandmadehisnosebleed,afterwhichmymother,theLadyThora,whowasverybeautiful,boxedhisears。Thenweallcried,andmyfather,Thorvald,atallman,ratherlooselymade,whohadcomeinfromhunting,forhecarriedtheskinofsomeanimalofwhichthebloodhadrundownontohisleggings,scoldedusandtoldmymothertokeepusquietashewastiredandwantedtoeat。 Thatistheonlyscenewhichreturnstomeofmyinfancy。 ThenextofwhichavisionhascometomeisoneofasomewhatsimilarhousetoourowninAar,uponanislandcalledLesso,wherewewereallvisitingachiefofthenameofAthalbrand。Hewasafierce- lookingmanwithagreatforkedbeard,fromwhichhewascalledAthalbrandFork-beard。Oneofhisnostrilswaslargerthantheother,andhehadadroopinhislefteye,bothofwhichpeculiaritiescametohimfromsomewoundorwoundsthathehadreceivedinwar。Inthosedayseverybodywasatwarwitheverybodyelse,anditwasquiteuncommonforanyonetoliveuntilhishairturnedgrey。 ThereasonofourvisittothischiefAthalbrandwasthatmyelderbrother,Ragnar,mightbebetrothedtohisonlysurvivingchild,Iduna,allofwhosebrothershadbeenkilledinsomebattle。IcanseeIdunanowasshewaswhenshefirstappearedbeforeus。Weweresittingattable,andsheenteredthroughadooratthetopofthehall。Shewasclothedinabluerobe,herlongfairhair,whereofshehadanabundance,wasarrangedintwoplaitswhichhungalmosttoherknees,andaboutherneckandarmsweremassivegoldringsthattinkledasshewalked。Shehadaroundface,colouredlikeawildrose,andinnocentblueeyesthattookineverything,althoughshealwaysseemedtolookinfrontofherandseenothing。Herlipswereveryredandappearedtosmile。AltogetherIthoughthertheloveliestcreaturethateverIhadlookedon,andshewalkedlikeadeerandheldherheadproudly。 Still,shedidnotpleaseRagnar,whowhisperedtomethatshewasslyandwouldbringmischiefonallthathadtodowithher。I,whoatthetimewasabouttwenty-oneyearsofage,wonderedifhehadgonemadtotalkthusofthisbeautifulcreature。ThenIrememberedthatjustbeforewehadlefthomeIhadcaughtRagnarkissingthedaughterofoneofourthrallsbehindtheshedinwhichthecalveswerekept。Shewasabrowngirl,verywellmade,asherroughrobe,fastenedbeneathherbreastwithastrap,showedplainly,andshehadbigdarkeyeswithasleepylookinthem。Also,Ineversawanyonekissquitesohardasshedid;Ragnarhimselfwasoutpassed。Ithinkthatiswhyeventhegreatlady,IdunatheFair,didnotpleasehim。Allthewhilehewasthinkingofthebrown-eyedgirlintherussetrobe。Still,itistruethat,brown-eyedgirlorno,hereadIdunaaright。 Moreover,ifRagnardidnotlikeIduna,fromthefirstIdunahatedRagnar。Soitcameaboutthat,althoughbothmyfather,Thorvald,andIduna’sfather,Athalbrand,stormedandthreatened,thesetwodeclaredthattheywouldhavenothingtodowitheachother,andtheprojectoftheirmarriagecametoanend。 OnthenightbeforeweweretoleaveLesso,whenceRagnarhadalreadygone,AthalbrandsawmestaringatIduna。This,indeed,wasnotwonderful,asIcouldnottakemyeyesfromherlovelyface,andwhenshelookedatmeandsmiledwiththoseredlipsofhersIbecamelikeasillybirdthatisbewitchedbyasnake。AtfirstIthoughtthathewasgoingtobeangry,butsuddenlysomeideaseemedtostrikehimsothathecalledmyfather,Thorvald,outsidethehouse。AfterwardsI wassentfor,andfoundthetwoofthemseatedonathree-cornered,flatstone,talkinginthemoonlight,foritwassummer-time,wheneverythinglooksblueatnightandthesunandthemoonrideintheskytogether。Nearbystoodmymother,listening。 “Olaf,“saidmyfather,“wouldyouliketomarryIdunatheFair?“ “LiketomarryIduna?“Igasped。“Aye,morethantobeHighKingofDenmark,forsheisnowoman,butagoddess。“ Atthissayingmymotherlaughed,andAthalbrand,whoknewIdunawhenshedidnotseemagoddess,calledmeafool。Thentheytalked,whileIstoodtremblingwithhopeandfear。 “He’sbutasecondson,“saidAthalbrand。 “Ihavetoldyouthereislandenoughforbothofthem,alsothegoldthatcamewithhismotherwillbehis,andthat’snosmallsum,“ answeredThorvald。 “He’snowarrior,butaskald,“objectedAthalbrandagain;“asillyhalf-manwhomakessongsandplaysupontheharp。“ “Songsaresometimesstrongerthanswords,“repliedmyfather,“and,afterall,itiswisdomthatrules。Onebraincangovernmanymen; also,harpsmakemerrymusicatafeast。Moreover,Olafisbraveenough。Howcanhebeotherwisecomingofthestockhedoes?“ “Heisthinandweedy,“objectedAthalbrand,asayingthatmademymotherangry。 “Nay,lordAthalbrand,“shesaid;“heistallandstraightasadart,andwillyetbethehandsomestmanintheseparts。“ “Everyduckthinksithashatchedoutaswan,“grumbledAthalbrand,whilewithmyeyesIimploredmymothertobesilent。 Thenhethoughtforawhile,pullingathislongforkedbeard,andsaidatlast: “Myhearttellsmenogoodofsuchamarriage。Iduna,whoistheonlyonelefttome,couldmarryamanofmorewealthandpowerthanthisrune-makingstriplingiseverlikelytobe。YetjustnowIknownonesuchwhomIwouldwishtoholdmyplacewhenIamgone。Moreover,itisspreadfarandwidethroughoutthelandthatmydaughteristobewedtoThorvald’sson,anditmatterslittletowhichson。Atleast,I willnothaveitsaidthatshehasbeengiventhego-by。Therefore,letthisOlaftakeher,ifshewillhavehim。Only,“headdedwithagrowl,“lethimplaynotrickslikethatred-headedcub,hisbrotherRagnar,ifhewouldnottasteofaspearthroughhisliver。NowIgotolearnIduna’smind。“ Sohewent;asdidmyfatherandmother,leavingmealone,thinkingandthankingthegodsforthechancethathadcomemyway——yes,andblessingRagnarandthatbrown-eyedwenchwhohadthrownherspelloverhim。 WhilstIstoodthusIheardasound,and,turning,sawIdunaglidingtowardsmeinthebluetwilight,lookingmorelovelythanadream。Atmysideshestoppedandsaid: