第4章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:3795更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
TheyhadbeensearchingforusatAar,butinthatdarknesshadfoundnothing。Only,attheheadofthebridgewasFreydisa,atorchinherhand。Sheglancedatmebythelightofthetorch。 “Asmyheartforetold,soitis,“shesaid。“Bringhimin,“thenturnedandrantothehouse。 Theyboremeupbetweenthedoubleranksofstabledkinetowherethegreatfireofturfandwoodburnedattheheadofthehall,andlaidmeonatable。 “Ishedead?“askedThorvald,myfather,whohadcomehomethatnight; “andifso,how?“ “Aye,father,“answeredRagnar,“andnobly。HedraggedSteinaryonderfromunderthepawsofthegreatwhitebearandslewitwithhissword。“ “Amightydeed,“mutteredmyfather。“Well,atleasthecomeshomeinhonour。“ Butmymother,whosefavouritesonIwas,lifteduphervoiceandwept。Thentheytooktheclothesfromoffme,and,whileallwatched,Freydisa,theskilledwoman,examinedmyhurts。Shefeltmyheadandlookedintomyeyes,andlayingherearuponmybreast,listenedforthebeatingofmyheart。 Presentlysherose,and,turning,saidslowly: “Olafisnotdead,thoughneartodeath。Hispulsesflutter,thelightoflifestillburnsinhiseyes,andthoughthebloodrunsfromhisears,Ithinktheskullisnotbroken。“ Whensheheardthesewords,Thora,mymother,whoseheartwasweak,faintedforjoy,andmyfather,untwistingagoldringfromhisarm,threwittoFreydisa。 “Firstthecure,“shesaid,thrustingitawaywithherfoot。 “Moreover,whenIworkforloveItakenopay。“ Thentheywashedme,and,havingdressedmyhurts,laidmeonabednearthefirethatwarmthmightcomebacktome。ButFreydisawouldnotsufferthemtogivemeanythingsavealittlehotmilkwhichshepoureddownmythroat。 ForthreedaysIlaylikeonedead;indeed,allsavemymotherheldFreydisawrongandthoughtthatIwasdead。ButonthefourthdayI openedmyeyesandtookfood,andafterthatfellintoanaturalsleep。OnthemorningofthesixthdayIsatupandspokemanywildandwanderingwords,sothattheybelievedIshouldonlyliveasamadman。 “Hismindisgone,“saidmymother,andwept。 “Nay,“answeredFreydisa,“hedoesbutreturnfromalandwheretheyspeakanothertongue。Thorvald,bringhitherthebear-skin。“ ItwasbroughtandhungonaframeofpolesattheendofthenicheinwhichIslept,that,aswasusualamongnorthernpeople,openedoutofthehall。Istaredatitforalongwhile。ThenmymemorycamebackandIasked: “DidthegreatbeastkillSteinar?“ “No,“answeredmymother,whosatbyme。“Steinarwassorehurt,butescapedandnowiswellagain。“ “Letmeseehimwithmyowneyes,“Isaid。 Sohewasbrought,andIlookedonhim。“Iamgladyoulive,mybrother,“Isaid,“forknowinthislongsleepofmineIhavedreamedthatyouweredead“;andIstretchedoutmywastedarmstowardshim,forIlovedSteinarbetterthananyotherman。 Hecameandkissedmeonthebrow,saying: “Aye,thankstoyou,Olaf,Ilivetobeyourbrotherandyourthralltilltheend。“ “Mybrotheralways,notmythrall,“Imuttered,forIwasgrowingtired。ThenIwenttosleepagain。 Threedayslater,whenmystrengthbegantoreturn,IsentforSteinarandsaid: “Brother,IdunatheFair,whomyouhaveneverseen,mybetrothed,mustwonderhowitfareswithme,forthetaleofthishurtofminewillhavereachedLesso。Now,astherearereasonswhyRagnarcannotgo,andasIwouldsendnomeanman,Iprayyoutodomeafavour。ItisthatyouwilltakeaboatandsailtoLesso,carryingwithyouasapresentfrommetoAthalbrand’sdaughtertheskinofthatwhitebear,whichItrustwillserveherandmeasabed-coveringinwinterformanyayeartocome。Tellher,thanksbetothegodsandtotheskillofFreydisa,mynurse,Ilivewhoallthoughtmustdie,andthatI trusttobestrongandwellforourmarriageattheSpringfeastwhichdrawson。SayalsothatthroughallmysicknessIhavedreamedofnonebuther,asItrustthatsometimesshemayhavedreamedofme。“ “Aye,I’llgo,“answeredSteinar,“fastashorses’legsandsailscancarryme,“addingwithhispleasantlaugh:“LonghaveIdesiredtoseethisIdunaofyours,andtolearnwhethersheisasbeautifulasyousay;alsowhatitisinherthatRagnarhates。“ “Becarefulthatyoudonotfindhertoobeautiful,“brokeinFreydisa,who,asever,wasatmyside。 “HowcanIifsheisforOlaf?“answeredSteinar,smiling,ashelefttheplacetomakereadyforhisjourneytoLesso。 “Whatdidyoumeanbythosewords,Freydisa?“Iaskedwhenhewasgone。 “Littleormuch,“shereplied,shrugginghershoulders。“Idunaislovely,isshenot,andSteinarishandsome,ishenot,andofanagewhenmanseekswoman,andwhatisbrotherhoodwhenmanseekswomanandwomanbeguilesman?“ “Peacetoyourriddles,Freydisa。YouforgetthatIdunaismybetrothedandthatSteinarwasfosteredwithme。Why,I’dtrustthemforaweekatseaalone。“ “Doubtless,Olaf,beingyoungandfoolish,asyouare;alsothatisyournature。Nowhereisthebroth。Drinkit,andI,whomsomecallawisewomanandothersawitch,saythatto-morrowyoumayrisefromthisbedandsitinthesun,ifthereisany。“ “Freydisa,“IsaidwhenIhadswallowedthebroth,“whydofolkcallyouawitch?“ “IthinkbecauseIamalittlelessofafoolthanotherwomen,Olaf。 Alsobecauseithasnotpleasedmetomarry,asitisheldnaturalthatallwomenshoulddoiftheyhavethechance。“ “Whyareyouwiser,andwhyhaveyounotmarried,Freydisa?“ “IamwiserbecauseIhavequestionedthingsmorethanmost,andtothosewhoquestionanswerscomeatlast。AndIamnotmarriedbecauseanotherwomantooktheonlymanIwantedbeforeImethim。Thatwasmybadluck。Still,ittaughtmeagreatlesson,namely,howtowaitandmeanwhiletoacquireunderstanding。“ “Whatunderstandinghaveyouacquired,Freydisa?Forinstance,doesittellyouthatourgodsofwoodandstonearetruegodswhichruletheworld?Oraretheybutwoodandstone,assometimesIhavethought?“ “Thenthinknomore,Olaf,forsuchthoughtsaredangerous。IfLeif,youruncle,Odin’shighpriest,heardthem,whatmighthenotsayordo?Rememberthatwhetherthegodsliveorno,certainlythepriestlives,andonthegods,andifthegodswent,wherewouldthepriestbe?Also,asregardsthesegods——well,whatevertheymayormaynotbe,atleasttheyarethevoicesthatinourdayspeaktousfromthatlandwhencewecameandwhitherwego。Theworldhasknownmillionsofdays,andeachdayhasitsgod——oritsvoice——andallthevoicesspeaktruthtothosewhocanhearthem。Meanwhile,youareafooltohavesentSteinarbearingyourgifttoIduna。Orperhapsyouareverywise。 Icannotsayasyet。WhenIlearnIwilltellyou。“ Thenagainsheshruggedhershouldersandleftmewonderingwhatshemeantbyherdarksayings。Icanseehergoingnow,awoodenbowlinherhand,andinitahornspoonofwhichthehandlewascrackedlongways,andthusinmymindendsallthesceneofmysicknessaftertheslayingofthewhitebear。 ThenextthingthatIrememberisthecomingofthemenofAgger。ThiscannothavebeenverylongafterSteinarwenttoLesso,forhehadnotyetreturned。Beingstillweakfrommygreatillness,Iwasseatedinthesunintheshelterofthehouse,wrappedupinacloakofdeerskins——forthenorthernwindblewbitter。Bymestoodmyfather,whowasinahappymoodnowheknewthatIshouldliveandbestrongagain。 “Steinarshouldbebackbynow,“Isaidtohim。“Itrustthathehascomebynoill。“ “Ohno,“answeredmyfathercarelessly。“Forsevendaysthewindhasbeenhigh,anddoubtlessAthalbrandfearstolethimsailfromLesso。“ “OrperhapsSteinarfindsAthalbrand’shallapleasantplacetobidein,“suggestedRagnar,whohadjoinedus,aspearinhishand,forhehadcomeinfromhunting。“Therearegooddrinkandbrighteyesthere。“ Iwasabouttoanswersharply,sinceRagnarstungmewithhisbittertalkofSteinar,ofwhomIknewhimtobesomewhatjealous,becausehethoughtIlovedmyfoster-brothermorethanIdidhim,mybrother。 Justthen,however,threemenappearedthroughtreesthatgrewaboutthehall,andcametowardsthebridge,whereonRagnar’sgreatwolfhounds,knowingthemforstrangers,setupafuriousbayingandsprangforwardtotearthem。Bythetimethebeastswerecaughtandquelled,thesemen,agedpersonsofpresence,hadcrossedthebridgeandweregreetingus。 “ThisisthehallofThorvaldofAar,isitnot?AndacertainSteinardwellsherewithhim,doeshenot?“askedtheirspokesman。 “Itis,andIamThorvald,“answeredmyfather。“AlsoSteinarhasdweltherefromhisbirthup,butisnowawayfromhomeonavisittothelordAthalbrandofLesso。Whoareyou,andwhatwouldyouofSteinar,myfosterling“