第6章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:3891更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“Iknownotwhatwillorwillnothappen,“answeredSteinar,“butuntilthenIcannotcome。Gonow,Iprayyou,ifyoumust,andbearmywordsandgreetingstothemenofAgger,whomsoonIhopetomeetmyself。“ Sotheywent,asIthought,heavilyenough。Awhileafterwardsmyfatherroseandcameintothehall,wherefrommybedIcouldseeSteinarseatedonastoolbythefirebrooding。HeaskedwherethemenofAggerwere,andSteinartoldhimwhathehaddone。 “Areyoumad,Steinar?“heasked。“thatyouhavesentthemawaywithsuchananswer?Whydidyounotconsultmefirst?“ “Becauseyouwereasleep,Foster-father,andthemessengerssaidtheymustcatchthetide。AlsoIcouldnotleaveAaruntilIhadseenOlafandIdunamarried。“ “IdunaandOlafcanmarrywithoutyourhelp。Ittakestwotomakeamarriage,notthree。IseewellthatyouoweloveandloyaltytoOlaf,whoisyourfoster-brotherandsavedyourlife,butyouowesomethingtoyourselfalso。IprayOdinthatthisfollymaynothavecostyouyourlordship。Fortuneisawenchwhowillnotbearslighting。“ “Iknowit,“answeredSteinar,andtherewassomethingstrangeinhisvoice。“Believeme,Idonotslightfortune;Ifollowherinmyownfashion。“ “Thenitisamadfashion,“grumbledmyfather,andwalkedaway。 ItcomesbacktomethatitwassomedaysafterthisthatIsawtheghostoftheWandererstandingonhisgravemound。Ithappenedthus。 OnacertainafternoonIhadbeenridingalonewithIduna,whichwasagreatjoytome,thoughIwouldsoonerhavewalked,forthenIcouldhaveheldherhand,andperhaps,ifshehadsufferedit,kissedher。I hadrecitedtoherapoemwhichIhadmadecomparinghertothegoddessIduna,thewifeofBragi,shewhoguardedtheapplesofimmortalyouthwhereofthegodsmusteatordie,shewhosegarmentwasthespring,wovenoftheflowersthatsheputonwhensheescapedfromwinter’sgiantgrasp。Ithinkthatitwasaverygoodpoemofitsownsort,butIdunaseemedtohavesmalltasteforpoetryandtoknowlittleofthelovelygoddessandherapples,althoughshesmiledsweetlyandthankedmeformyverses。 Thenshebegantotalkofothermatters,especiallyofhow,afterwewerewed,herfatherwishedtomakewaruponanotherchieftainandtoseizehisland。Shesaidthatitwasforthisreasonthathehadbeensoanxioustoformanalliancewithmyfather,Thorvald,assuchanalliancewouldmakehimsureofvictory。Beforethattime,shetoldmethathe,Athalbrand,hadpurposedtomarryhertoanotherlordforthisveryreason,butunhappilythislordhadbeenkilledinbattle。 “Nay,happilyforus,Iduna,“Isaid。 “Perhaps,“sheansweredwithasigh。“Whoknows?Atanyrate,yourHousewillbeabletogiveusmoreshipsandmenthanhewhoisdeadcouldhavedone。“ “YetIlovepeace,notwar,“Ibrokein,“Iwhohatetheslayingofthosewhohaveneverharmedme,anddonotseektodieontheswordsofmenwhomIhavenodesiretoharm。Ofwhatgoodiswarwhenonehasenough?Iwouldbenowidow-maker,Iduna,nordoIwishthatothersshouldmakeyouawidow。“ Idunalookedatmewithhersteadyblueeyes。 “Youtalkstrangely,Olaf,“shesaid,“andwereitnotknowntobeotherwise,somemightholdthatyouareacoward。Yetitwasnocowardwholeaptaloneonboardthebattleship,orwhoslewthegreatwhitebeartosaveSteinar’slife。Idonotunderstandyou,Olaf,youwhohavedoubtsastothekillingofmen。Howdoesamangrowgreatexceptuponthebloodofothers?Itisthatwhichfatshim。Howdoesthewolflive?Howdoesthekitelive?HowdoesOdinfillValhalla?Bydeath,alwaysbydeath。“ “Icannotansweryou,“Isaid;“yetIholdthatsomewherethereisananswerwhichIdonotknow,sincewrongcanneverbetheright。“ Then,asshedidnotseemtounderstand,Ibegantotalkofotherthings,butfromthatmomentIfeltasthoughaveilswungbetweenmeandIduna。Herbeautyheldmyflesh,butsomeotherpartinmeturnedawayfromher。Weweredifferent。 WhenwereachedthehallwemetSteinar,whowaslingeringnearthedoor。HeranforwardandhelpedIdunatodismount,thensaid: “Olaf,Iknowthatyoumustnotovertireyourselfasyet,butyourladyhastoldmethatshedesirestoseethesunsetfromOdin’sMount。 HaveIyourleavetotakeherthere?“ “IdonotyetneedOlaf’sleavetowalkabroad,thoughsomefewdayshenceitmaybedifferent,“brokeinIduna,withamerrylaugh,beforeIcouldanswer。“Come,lordSteinar,letusgoandseethissunsetwhereofyoutalksomuch。“ “Yes,go,“Isaid,“onlydonotstaytoolong,forIthinkastormcomesup。ButwhoisthathastaughtSteinartolovesunsets?“ Sotheywent,andbeforetheyhadbeengoneanhourthestormbrokeasIhadforeseen。Firstcamewind,andwithithail,andafterthatthunderandgreatdarkness,litupfromtimetotimebypulsinglightning。 “SteinarandIdunadonotreturn。Iamafraidforthem,“IsaidatlasttoFreydisa。 “Thenwhydoyounotgotoseekthem?“sheaskedwithalittlelaugh。 “IthinkIwill,“Isaid。 “Ifso,Iwillcomewithyou,Olaf,foryoustillneedanurse,though,formypart,IholdthatthelordSteinarandtheladyIdunacanguardthemselvesaswellasmostfolk。No,Iamwrong。ImeanthattheladyIdunacanguardherselfandthelordSteinar。Now,benotangry。Here’syourcloak。“ Sowestarted,forIwasurgedtothisfoolishjourneybysomeimpulsethatIcouldnotmaster。ThereweretwowaysofreachingOdin’sMount; one,theshorter,overtherocksandthroughtheforestland。Theother,thelonger,ranacrosstheopenplain,betweenthemanyearthtombsofthedeadwhohadlivedthousandsofyearsbefore,andpastthegreatmoundinwhichitwassaidthatawarrioroflongago,whowasnamedtheWanderer,layburied。Becauseofthedarknesswechosethislatterroad,andpresentlyfoundourselvesbeneaththegreatmassoftheWanderer’sMount。Nowthedarknesswasintense,andthelightninggrewrare,forthehailandrainhadceasedandthestormwasrollingaway。 “Mycounselis,“saidFreydisa,“thatwewaithereuntilthemoonrises,whichitshoulddosoon。Whenthewindhasdrivenawaythecloudsitwillshowusourpath,butifwegooninthisdarknessweshallfallintosomepit。Itisnotcoldto-night,andyouwilltakenoharm。“ “No,indeed,“Ianswered,“fornowIamasstrongagainaseverI was。“ Sowestayedtillthelightning,flashingforthelasttime,showedusamanandawomanstandingquiteclosetous,althoughwehadnotheardthembecauseofthewind。TheywereSteinarandIduna,talkingtogethereagerly,withtheirfacesveryneartoeachother。Atthesamemomenttheysawus。Steinarsaidnothing,forheseemedconfused,butIdunarantousandsaid: “Thanksbetothegodswhosendyou,Olaf。ThegreatstormcaughtusatOdin’stemple,wherewewereforcedtoshelter。Then,fearingthatyouwouldgrowfrightened,westarted,andlostourway。“ “Isitso?“Ianswered。“SurelySteinarwouldhaveknownthisroadeveninthedark。Butwhatmatter,sinceIhavefoundyou?“ “Aye,heknewassoonaswesawthisgravemound。ButSteinarwastellingmethatsomeghosthauntsit,andIbeggedhimtostayawhile,sincethereisnothingIdesiresomuchastoseeaghost,whobelievelittleinsuchthings。Sohestayed,thoughhesayshefearsthedeadmorethantheliving。Freydisa,theytellmethatyouareverywise。 Cannotyoushowmethisghost?“ “Thespiritdoesnotaskmyleavetoappear,lady,“answeredFreydisainherquietvoice。“Still,attimesitdoesappear,forIhaveseenittwice。Soletusbideherealittleonthechance。“ Thenshewentforwardafewstepsandbegantomuttertoherself。 Someminuteslaterthecloudsbrokeandthegreatmoonwasseenridinglowdowninaclearsky,illuminingthegravemoundandalltheplain,savewherewestoodintheshadowofthemount。 “Doyouseeaught?“askedFreydisapresently。“Ifnot,letusbegone,forwhentheWanderercomesatallitisattherisingofthemoon。“ SteinarandIdunaanswered,“No,“butI,whodidseesomething,said: “Lookyonderamongtheshadows。Mayhapitisawolfstirring。Nay,itisaman。Look,Iduna。“ “Ilookandfindnothing,“sheanswered。 “Lookagain,“Isaid。“Hereachesthetopofthemountandstandstherestaringtowardsthesouth。Oh!nowheturns,andthemoonlightshinesuponhisface。“ “Youdream,Olaf,“saidSteinar。“Ifyoudonotdream,tellusofthelikenessofthisspirit。“ “Itslikeness,“Ianswered,“isthatofatallandnobleman,wornasthoughwithyearsandsorrows。Hewearsstrangericharmourthatisdintedandsoiled;onhisheadisacapofmailwithtwolongear- pieces,beneathwhichappearshisbrownhairlinedwithgrey。Heholdsared-colouredswordwhichishandledwithacrossofgold。Hepointstheswordatyou,Steinar。Itisasthoughhewereangrywithyou,orwarnedyou。“ Now,whenSteinarheardthesewordsheshookandgroaned,asI rememberedafterwards。ButofthisItooknonoteatthetime,forjustthenIdunacriedout: