第8章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4720更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“See,“shesaid,pointingtoalineaboutfourinchesfromthetop,“thetreehasbeensawnintwolength-waysandthelidlaidon。Come,help。“ Thenshetookaniron-shodstaffwhichwehadbroughtwithus,andworkeditssharppointintothecrack,afterwhichwebothrestedourweightuponthestaff。Thelidofthecoffinliftedquiteeasily,foritwasnotpeggeddown,andslidofitsownweightoverthesideofthetree。Inthecavitybeneathwasaformcoveredwithapurplecloakstainedasthoughbysaltwater。Freydisaliftedthecloak,andtherelaytheWandererashehadbeenplacedathousandormoreofyearsbeforeourtime,asperfectashehadbeeninthehourofhisdeath,forthetanninfromthenew-felledtreeinwhichhewasburiedhadpreservedhim。 Breathlesswithwonder,webentdownandexaminedhimbythelightofthelamps。Hewasatall,spareman,toallappearanceofbetweenfiftyandsixtyyearsofage。Hisfacewasthinandfine;heworeashort,grizzledbeard;hishair,sofarasitcouldbeseenbeneathhishelmet,wasbrownandlightlytingedwithgrey。 “Doeshecallanyonetoyourmind?“askedFreydisa。 “Yes,Ithinkso,alittle,“Ireplied。“Whoisit,now?Oh!Iknow,mymother。“ “Thatisstrange,Olaf,sincetomeheseemsmuchlikewhatyoumightbecomeshouldyoulivetohisyears。Yetitwasthroughyourmother’slinethatAarcametoyourracemanygenerationsgone,forthismuchisknown。Well,studyhimhard,for,lookyou,nowthattheairhasgottohim,hemeltsaway。“ Melthedid,indeed,tillpresentlytherewasnothingleftsaveaskullpatchedhereandtherewithskinandhair。YetIneverforgotthatface;indeed,tothishourIseeitquiteclearly。Whenatlengthithadcrumbled,weturnedtootherthings,knowingthatourtimeinthegravemustbemeasuredbytheoilinthesimplelampswehad。 Freydisaliftedaclothfrombeneaththechin,revealingadintedbreastplateofricharmour,differentfromanyofourdayandland,and,lyingonit,suchanecklaceaswehadseenupontheghost,abeauteousthingofinlaidgoldenshellsandemeraldstonesshapedlikebeetles。 “TakeitforyourIduna,“saidFreydisa,“sinceitisforhersakethatwebreakinuponthisgreatman’srest。“ Iseizedthepreciousthingandtuggedatit,butthechainwasstoutandwouldnotpart。AgainItugged,andnowitwastheneckoftheWandererthatbroke,fortheheadrolledfromthebody,andthegoldchaincameloosebetweenthetwo。 “Letusbegoing,“saidFreydisa,asIhidawaythenecklace。“Theoilinthelampsburnslow,andevenIdonotcaretobelefthereinthedarkwiththismightyonewhomwehaverobbed。“ “There’shisarmour,“Isaid。“I’dhavethatarmour;itiswonderful。“ “Thenstopandgetitbyyourself,“sheanswered,“formylampdies。“ “Atleast,Iwilltakethesword,“Iexclaimed,andsnatchedatthebeltbywhichitwasgirtaboutthebody。Theleatherhadrotted,anditcameawayinmyhand。 Holdingit,IclamberedoverthestoneafterFreydisa,andfollowedherdownthepassage。Beforewereachedtheendofitthelampswentout,sothatwemustfinishourjourneyinthedark。Thankfulenoughwerebothofuswhenwefoundourselvessafeintheopenairbeneaththefamiliarstars。 “Now,howcomesit,Freydisa,“Iasked,whenwehadgotourbreathagain,“thatthisWanderer,whoshowedhimselfsothreateninglyuponthecrestofhisgrave,liespatientasadeadsheepwithinitwhilewerobhisbones?“ “Becauseweweremeanttotakeit,asIthink,Olaf。Now,helpmetofillinthemouthofthatholeroughly——Iwillreturntofinishthisto-morrow——andletusawaytothehall。Iamweary,andItellyou,Olaf,thattheweightofthingstocomeliesheavyonmysoul。IthinkwisdomdwellswiththatWanderer’sbones。Yes,andforesightofthefutureandmemoriesofthepast。“ IlaysleepinginmybedatAar,theswordoftheWandererbymysideandhisnecklacebeneathmypillow。Inmysleeptherecametomeaverystrangeandvividdream。IdreamedthatIwastheWanderer,nootherman,andhereI,whowritethishistoryinthesemoderndays,willsaythatthedreamwastrue。 OnceinthefarpastI,whoafterwardswasbornasOlaf,andwhoamnow——well,nevermindmyname——livedintheshapeofthatmanwhoinOlaf’stimewasbytraditionknownastheWanderer。OfthatWandererlife,however,forsomereasonwhichIcannotexplain,Iamabletorecoverbutfewmemories。Otherearlierlivescomebacktomemuchmoreclearly,butatpresentthedetailsofthisparticularexistenceescapeme。ForthepurposeofthehistorywhichIamsettingdownthismatterslittle,since,althoughIknowenoughtobesurethatthepersonsconcernedintheOlaflifewereforthemostpartthesameasthoseconcernedintheWandererlife,theirstoriesremainquitedistinct。 Therefore,IproposetoleavethatoftheWanderer,sofarasIknowit,untold,wildandromanticasitseemstohavebeen。Forhemusthavebeenagreatman,thisWanderer,whointheearlyagesofthenorthernworld,drawnbythemagnetofsomepreviousEgyptianincarnation,brokebacktothosesouthernlandswithwhichhisinformingspiritwasalreadysofamiliar,andthencewonhomeagaintotheplacewherehewasborn,onlytodie。InconsideringthisdreamwhichOlafdreamed,letitberemembered,then,thatalthoughathousand,ormaybefifteenhundred,ofourearthlyyearsseparatedusfromeachother,theWanderer,intowhosetombIbrokeatthegoadingofIduna,andI,Olaf,werereallythesamebeingclothedindifferentshapesofflesh。 Toreturntomydream。I,Olaf,or,rather,myspirit,dwellingintheWanderer’sbody,thatbodywhichIhadjustseenlyinginthegrave,stoodatnightinagreatcolumnedbuilding,whichIknewtobethetempleofsomegod。Atmyfeetlayabasinofclearwater;themoonlight,whichwasalmostasbrightasthatofday,showedmemyreflectioninthewater。ItwasliketothatoftheWandererasIhadseenhimlyinginhisoakcoffininthemound,onlyyoungerthanhehadseemedtobeinthecoffin。Moreover,heworethesamearmourthatthemaninthecoffinwore,andathissidehungthered,cross- handledsword。Therehestoodinthetemplealone,andlookedacrossaplain,greenwithcrops,onwhichsattwomightyimagesashighastallpines,lookedtoagreatriveronwhosebanksgrewtreessuchasIhadneverbeheld:tall,straighttrees,surmountedbyastiffcrownofleaves。Beyondthisriverlayawhite,flat-roofedcity,andinitwereothergreatcolumnedtemples。 ThemaninwhomI,OlaftheDane,seemedtodwellinmydreamturned,andbehindhimsawarangeofnakedhillsofbrownrock,andinthemthemouthofadesolatevalleywherewasnogreenthing。Presentlyhebecameawarethathewasnolongeralone。Athissidestoodawoman。 Shewasaverybeautifulwoman,unlikeanyoneI,Olaf,hadeverseen。 Hershapewastallandslender,hereyeswerelarge,darkandsoftasadeer’s,herfeaturesweresmallandstraight,savethemouth,ofwhichthelipsweresomewhatfull。Theface,whichwasdark-hued,likeherhairandeyes,wassad,butworeasweetandhauntingsmile。ItwasmuchsuchafaceasthatuponthestatueofthegoddesswhichwehadfoundintheWanderer’stomb,andthedresssheworebeneathhercloakwasliketothedressofthegoddess。Shewasspeakingearnestly。 “Mylove,myonlylove,“shesaid,“youmustbegonethisverynight; indeed,theboatawaitsyouthatshalltakeyoudowntherivertothesea。Allisdiscovered。Mywaiting-lady,thepriestess,butnowhastoldmethatmyfather,theking,purposestoseizeandthrowyouintoprisonto-morrow,andthereaftertoputyouonyourtrialforbeingbelovedbyadaughteroftheroyalblood,ofwhich,asyouareaforeignman,howevernobleyoumaybe,thepunishmentisdeath。 Moreover,ifyouarecondemned,yourdoomwillbemyown。Thereisbutonewayinwhichtosavemylife,andthatisbyyourflight,forifyouflyithasbeenwhisperedtomethatallwillbeforgotten。“ Now,inmydream,hewhoworetheWanderer’sshapereasonedwithher,sayingatlengththatitwasbettertheybothshoulddie,toliveonintheworldofspirits,ratherthanpartforever。Shehidherfaceonhisbreastandanswered,“Icannotdie。Iwouldstaytolookuponthesun,notformyownsake,butbecauseofourchildthatwillbeborn。NorcanIflywithyou,sincethenyourboatwillbestopped。Butifyougoalone,theguardswillletitpass。Theyhavetheircommands。“ Afterthisforawhiletheyweptineachother’sarms,fortheirheartswerebroken。 “Givemesometoken,“hemurmured;“letmewearsomethingthatyouhavewornuntilmydeath。“ Sheopenedhercloak,andthereuponherbreasthungthatnecklacewhichhadlainuponthebreastoftheWandererinhistomb,thenecklaceofgoldandinlaidshellsandemeraldbeetles,onlythereweretworowsofshellsandemeralds,notone。Onerowsheunclaspedandclaspeditagainroundhisneck,breakingthelittlegoldthreadsthatboundthetwostrandstogether。 “Takethis,“shesaid,“andIwillwearthehalfwhichisleftofiteveninmygrave,asyoualsoshallwearyourhalfinlifeanddeath。 Nowsomethingcomesuponme。Itisthatwhentheseveredpartsofthisnecklaceareoncemorejoinedtogether,thenwetwoshallmeetagainupontheearth。“ “WhatchanceistherethatIshallreturnfrommynorthernhome,ifeverIwinsofar,backtothissouthernland?“ “None,“sheanswered。“Inthislifeweshallkissnomore。Yetthereareotherlivestocome,orsoIthinkandhavelearnedthroughthewisdomofmypeople。Begone,begone,eremyheartbreaksonyours;butneverletthisnecklaceofmine,whichwasthatofthosewhowerelongbeforeme,lieuponanotherwoman’sbreast,forifsoitwillbringsorrowtothegiver,andtohertowhomitisgivennogoodfortune。“ “HowlongmustIwaitbeforewemeetagain?“heasked。 “Idonotknow,butIthinkthatwhenallthatjeweloncemoregrowswarmabovemyimmoralheart,thistemplewhichtheycalleternalwillbebutatime-eatenruin。Hark,thepriestesscalls。Farewell,youmanwhohavecomeoutofthenorthtobemygloryandmyshame。Farewell,untilthepurposeofourlivesdeclaresitselfandtheseedthatwehavesowninsorrowshallblossomintoaneverlastingflower。 Farewell。Farewell!“ Thenawomanappearedinthebackgroundbeckoning,andallmydreamvanishedaway。YettomymindcamethethoughtthatitwastotheladywhogavethenecklacethatDeathstoodnear,ratherthantohimtowhomitwasgiven。Forsurelydeathwaswritteninhersadandlongingeyes。 Sothatdreamended。WhenI,Olaf,awokeinthemorning,itwastofindthatalreadyeveryonewasastir,forIhadoversleptmyself。InthehallweregatheredRagnar,Steinar,IdunaandFreydisa;theeldersweretalkingtogetherelsewhereonthesubjectoftheforthcomingmarriage。IwenttoIdunatoembraceher,andsheprofferedmehercheek,speakingallthewhileoverhershouldertoRagnar。