第17章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:3864更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“Thenalieisrumoured,Olaf。YetitistruethatIamambitious,whoseefarandwouldbuildthistotteringempireupafresh。Olaf,itisabitterthingtohavebegottenafool。“ “Thenwhydoyounotmarryagainandbegetothers,whomightbenofools,Augusta?“Iaskedbluntly。 “Ah!why?“sheanswered,flashingacuriousglanceuponme。“Intruth,Idonotquiteknowwhy;butfromnolackofsuitors,since,wereshebutahideoushag,anempresswouldfindthese。Olaf,youmayhavelearnedthatIwasnotborninthepurple。IwasbutaGreekgirlofgoodrace,notevennoble,towhomGodgaveagiftofbeauty;andwhenIwasyoungIsawamanwhotookmyfancy,alsoofoldrace,yetbutamerchantoffruitswhichtheygrowinGreeceandsellhereandatRome。Iwishedtomarryhim,butmymother,afar-seeingwoman,saidthatsuchbeautyasmine——thoughlessthanthatofyourIdunatheFair,Olaf——wasworthmoneyorrank。Sotheysentawaymymerchantoffruits,whomarriedthedaughterofanothermerchantoffruitsandthroveverywellinbusiness。Hecametoseemesomeyearsago,fatasatub,hisfacescoredalloverwiththemarksofthespottedsickness,andwetalkedaboutoldtimes。IgavehimaconcessiontoimportdriedfruitsintoByzantium——thatiswhathecametoseemefor——andnowhe’sdead。Well,mymotherwasright,forafterwardsthispoorbeautyofminetookthefancyofthelateEmperor,and,beingverypious,hemarriedme。SotheGreekgirl,bythewillofGod,becameAugustaandthefirstwomanintheworld。“ “BythewillofGod?“Irepeated。 “Aye,Isupposeso,orelseallisrawchance。Atleast,I,whoto-daymighthavebeenbargainingoverdriedfruits,asIshouldhavedonehadIwonmywill,am——whatyouknow。Lookatthisrobe,“andshespreadherglitteringdressbeforeme。“Harktothetrampofthoseguardsbeforemydoor。Why,youaretheircaptain。Gointotheantechambers,andseetheambassadorswaitingthereinthehopeofawordwiththeRuleroftheEarth!Lookatmylegionsmusteredonthedrilling-grounds,andunderstandhowgreattheGreciangirlhasgrownbyvirtueofthefacewhichislessbeauteousthanthatof——IdunatheFair!“ “Iunderstandallthis,Augusta,“Ianswered。“Yetitwouldseemthatyouarenothappy。Didyounottellmejustnowthatyoucouldnotfindafriendandthatyouhadbegottenafool?“ “Happy,Olaf?Why,Iamwretched,sowretchedthatoftenIthinkthehellofwhichthepriestspreachishereonearth,andthatIdwellinitshottestfires。Unlesslovehidesit,whathappinessisthereinthislifeofours,whichmustendinblackestdeath?“ “Lovehasitsmiseriesalso,Augusta。ThatIknow,foronceIloved。“ “Aye,butthenthelovewasnottrue,forthisisthegreatestcurseofall——toloveandnottobebeloved。Forthesakeofaperfectlove,ifitcouldbewon——why,I’dsacrificeevenmyambition。“ “Thenyoumustkeepyourambition,Augusta,sinceinthisworldyou’llfindnothingperfect。“ “Olaf,I’mnotsosure。Thoughtshavecometome。Olaf,ItoldyouthatIhavenofriendinallthisglitteringCourt。Willyoubemyfriend?“ “Iamyourhonestservant,Augusta,andIthinkthatsuchaoneisthebestoffriends。“ “That’sso;andyetnomancanbetruefriendtoawomanunlessheis——morethanfriend。Naturehaswrititso。“ “Idonotunderstand,“Ianswered。 “Youmeanthatyouwillnotunderstand,andperhapsyouarewise。Whydoyoustareatthatpavement?There’sastorywrittenonit。Theoldgoddessofmypeople,Aphrodite,lovedacertainAdonis——sorunsthefable——buthelovednother,andthoughtonlyofhissports。Look,shewooshimthere,andherejectsher,andinherrageshestabshim。“ “Notso,“Ianswered。“OftheendofthestoryIknownothing,but,ifshehadmeanttokillhim,thedaggerwouldbeinherrighthand,notinherleft。“ “That’strue,Olaf;andintheenditwasFatewhichkilledhim,notthegoddesswhomhehadscorned。Andyet,Olaf,itisnotwisetoscorngoddesses。Oh!ofwhatdoItalk?You’llbefriendme,willyounot?“ “Aye,Augusta,tothelastdropofmyblood,asismyduty。DoInottakeyourpay?“ “ThenthusIsealourfriendshipandhere’sanearnestofthepay,“ Irenesaidslowly,and,bendingforward,shekissedmeonthelips。 Atthismomentthedoorsofthechamberwerethrownopen。Throughthem,precededbyheralds,thatatoncedrewbackagain,enteredthegreatministerStauracius,afat,oily-facedmanwithacunningeye,whoannouncedinahigh,thinvoice,“TheambassadorsofthePersianswaituponyou,Augusta,asyouappointedatthishour。“ Ireneturnedupontheeunuchasashe-lionturnsuponsomehunterthatdisturbsitfromitsprey。Notingtheangerinhereyes,hefellbackandprostratedhimself。Thereuponshespoketomeasthoughhisentryhadinterruptedherwords。 “Thosearetheorders,CaptainOlaf。Seethatyouforgetnoneofthem。 Evenifthisproudeunuch,whodarestoappearbeforemeunannounced,bidsyoutodoso,Ishallholdyoutoaccount。To-dayIleavethecityforawhilefortheBathswhitherIamsent。YoumustnotaccompanymebecauseofthedutyIhavelaiduponyouhere。WhenI return,besureI’llsummonyou,“and,knowingthatStauraciuscouldnotseeherfromwherehelay,foramomentshelethersplendideyesmeetmyown。InthemtherewasamessageIcouldnotmistake。 “TheAugustashallbeobeyed,“Ianswered,saluting。“MaytheAugustareturninhealthandgloryandmorebeautifulthan——“ “IdunatheFair!“shebrokein。“Captain,youaredismissed。“ AgainIsaluted,retreatingfromthepresencebackwardsandstayingtobowateachthirdstep,aswasthecustom。Theprocesswassomewhatlong,andasIreachedthedoorIheardhersaytoStauracius,“Hearken,youdog。Ifeveryoudaretobreakinuponmethusagain,youshalllosetwothings——yourofficeandyourhead。What!MayInotgivesecretorderstomytrustedofficerandnotbespieduponbyyou? Now,ceaseyourgrovellingsandleadinthesePersians,asyouhavebeenbribedtodo。“ Passingthroughthesilk-clad,bejewelledPersianswhowaitedinanantechamberwiththeirslavesandgifts,Igainedthegreatterraceofthepalacewhichlookeduponthesea。HereIfoundMartinaleaningontheparapet。 “HaveyoumoreoftheAugusta’spearlsaboutyou,Olaf?“sheaskedmockingly,speakingoverhershoulder。 “NotI,Martina,“Ianswered,haltingbesideher。 “Indeed。Icouldhaveswornotherwise,fortheyareperfumed,andI seemedtocatchtheirodour。Whendidyoubegintousetheroyalscentuponthatyellowbeardofyours,Olaf?Ifanyofuswomendidso,itwouldmeanblowsandexile;butperchanceacaptainoftheguardmaybeforgiven。“ “Iusenoscents,girl,asyouknowwell。Yetitistruethattheseroomsreekofthem,andtheyclingtoarmour。“ “Yes,andstillmoretohair。Well,whatgifthadmymistressforyouto-day?“ “Acommissiontoguardcertainprisoners,Martina。“ “Ah!Haveyoureadityet?Whenyoudo,Ithinkyou’llfindthatitnamesyouGovernorofthejail,whichisahighoffice,carryingmuchpayandplace。Youareingoodfavour,Olaf,andIhopethatwhenyoucometogreatnessyouwillnotforgetMartina。ItwasIwhoputitintoacertainmindtogiveyouthiscommissionastheonlymanthatcouldbetrustedintheCourt。“ “Idonotforgetafriend,Martina,“Ianswered。 “Thatisyourreputation,Olaf。Oh!whataroadisopeningtoyourfeet。YetIdoubtyou’llnotwalkit,beingtoohonest;or,ifyoudo,thatitwillleadyou——nottoglory,butagrave。“ “Mayhap,Martina,andtospeaktruth,agraveistheonlyquietplaceinConstantinople。Mayhap,too,ithidestheonlyrealglory。“ “That’swhatweChristianssay。Itwouldbestrangeifyou,whoarenotaChristian,aloneshouldbelieveandkeepthesaying。Oh!“Shewentonwithpassion,“wearebutshamsandliars,whomGodmusthate。 Well,IgotomakereadyforthisjourneytotheBaths。“ “Howlongdoyoustaythere?“Iasked。 “Thecourseofwaterstakesamonth。LessthanthattimedoesnotservetocleartheAugusta’sskinandrestorehershapetothelinesofyouthwhichitbeginstoneed,thoughdoubtlessyoudonotthinkso。YouwerenamedtocomeasherofficerofthePerson;but,Olaf,thisotherbusinessroseupofanewgovernorforthejailinwhichtheC鎠arsand/Nobilissimi/areconfined。Isawachanceforyouinit,who,althoughyouhaveservedalltheseyears,havehadnorealadvancement,andmentionedyourname,atwhichtheAugustaleapt。Totellthetruth,Olaf,IwasnotsurethatyouwouldwishtobecaptainoftheguardattheBaths。WasIrightorwasIwrong?“ “Ithinkyouwereright,Martina。Bathsareidleplaceswherefolkdriftintotrouble,andIfollowduty。Martina——mayIsayittoyou?—— youareagoodwomanandakind。Ipraythatthosegodsofyourswhomyouworshipmayblessyou。“ “Youprayinvain,Olaf,forthattheywillneverdo。Indeed,Ithinkthattheyhavecursedme。“