第19章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4118更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
Ifollowedtheritetoitsend,observingtheseunhappyprisonersseekingfromthemysteryoftheirfaiththeonlyconsolationthatremainedtothem。Manyofthemweremeninnocentofanycrime,savethatofadherencetosomefallencause,politicalorreligious; victimswerethey,notsinners,tobereleasedbydeathalone。I rememberthat,asthemeaningofthescenecamehometome,IrecalledthewordsofIrene,whohadsaidthatshebelievedthisworldtobeahell,andfoundweightinthem。Atlength,abletobearnomore,I leftmyhiding-placeandwentintothegardenbehindthechapel。Here,atleast,werenaturalthings。Hereflowers,tendedbytheprisoners,bloomedastheymighthavedoneinsomelessaccursedspot。Herethefreebirdssangandnestedinthetrees,forwhattothemwerethehighsurroundingwalls? Isatmyselfdownuponaseatintheshade。Presently,asIhadexpected,Nicephorus,thepriest-C鎠ar,andhisfourbrethrencameintothegarden。Twoofthemledtheblindmanbythehand,andtheothertwoclungclosetohim,foralltheseunfortunateslovedeachotherdearly。Thefourwiththesplittonguesgabbledinhisears。Nowandagain,whenhecouldcatchorguessatthemeaningofaword,heansweredthespeakergently;ortheothers,seeingthathehadnotunderstoodthemaright,painfullytriedtoexplaintheerror。Oh!itwasapiteousthingtoseeandhear。MygorgeroseagainsttheyoungbruteofanEmperorandhiscouncillorswho,forambition’ssake,hadwroughtthishorriblecrime。LittledidIknowthenthaterelongtheirfatewouldbehisown,andthatamother’shandwoulddealitouttohim。 Theycaughtsightofmeseatedbeneaththetree,andchatteredlikestartledstarlings,tillatlengthNicephorusunderstood。 “Whatsayyou,dearbrothers?“heasked,“thatthenewgovernoroftheprisonisseatedyonder?Well,whyshouldwefearhim?Hehasbeenherebutalittlewhile,yethehasshownhimselfverykindtous。 Moreover,heisamanoftheNorth,notreacherousGreek,andthemenoftheNortharebraveandupright。Once,whenIwasafreeprince,I hadsomeoftheminmyservice,andIlovedthemwell。Ournephew,theEmperor,offeredalargesumtoaNorthmantoblindormurderme,buthewouldnotdoit,andwasdismissedfromtheserviceoftheEmpirebecausehespokehismindandprayedhisheathengodstobringalikefateuponConstantinehimself。Leadmetothisgovernor;Iwouldtalkwithhim。“ SotheybroughtNicephorustome,thoughdoubtfully,andwhenhewasnearIrosefrommyseatandsalutedhim。Thereontheyallgabbledagainwiththeirsplittongues,tillatlengthheunderstoodandflushedwithpleasure。 “GeneralOlaf,“hesaidtome,“Ithankyouforyourcourtesytoapoorprisoner,forgottenbyGodandcruellyoppressedbyman。GeneralOlaf,thepromiseisoflittleworth,but,ifeveritshouldbeinmypower,Iwillrememberthiskindness,whichpleasesmemorethandidtheshoutingofthelegionsintheshortdayofmyprosperity。“ “Sir,“Ianswered,“whateverhappensIshallrememberyourwords,whicharemoretomethananyhonourskingscanbestow。Now,sir,I willaskyourroyalbrethrentofallback,asIwishtospeakwithyou。“ Nicephorusmadeasignwithhishand,andthefourhalf-dumbmen,allofwhomresembledhimstrangely,especiallyintheweaknessoftheirmouthsandchins,obeyed。Bowingtomeinastatelyfashion,theywithdrew,leavingusalone。 “Sir,“Isaid,“Iwouldwarnyouthatyouhaveenemieswhomyoumaynotsuspect,formydutyherewherewithIwaschargedbytheAugustaisnottooppressbuttoprotectyouandyourimperialbrothers。“ ThenItoldhimthestoryofthepoisonedfigs。 Whenhehadheardit,thetearswelledfromhisholloweyesandrandownhispalecheeks。 “Constantine,mybrotherLeo’sson,hasdonethis,“hesaid,“forneverwillherestuntilallofusareinthegrave。“ “Heiscruelbecausehefearsyou,ONicephorus,anditissaidthatyourambitionhasgivenhimcausetofear。“ “Once,General,thatwastrue,“theprincereplied。“Once,foolishly,Ididaspiretorule;butitislongago。Nowtheyhavemadeapriestofme,andIseekpeaceonly。CanIandmybrethrenhelpitif,mutilatedthoughweare,somestillwishtouseusagainsttheEmperor?ItellyouthatIreneherselfisatthebackofthem。Shewouldsetusonhighthatafterwardsshemaythrowusdownandcrushus。“ “Iamherservant,Prince,andmaynotlistentosuchtalk,whoknowonlythatsheseekstoprotectyoufromyourenemies,andforthatreasonhasplacedmehere,itseemsnotinvain。Ifyouwouldcontinuetolive,Iwarnyouandyourbrethrentoflyfromplotsandtobecarefulofwhatyoueatanddrink。“ “Idonotdesiretolive,General,“heanswered。“Oh!thatImightdie。WouldthatImightdie。“ “Deathisnotdifficulttofind,Prince,“Ireplied,andlefthim。 Thesemayseemhardwords,but,beitremembered,IwasnoChristianthen,butaheathenman。Toseeonewhohadbeengreatandfallenfromhisgreatness,onewhomFortunehaddesertedutterly,whiningatFatelikeafretfulchild,andyetafraidtoseekhisfreedom,movedmetocontemptaswellastopity。Therefore,Ispokethewords。 Yetalltherestofthatdaytheyweigheduponmymind,forIknewwellhowIshouldhaveinterpretedthemwereIinthispoorC鎠ar’splace。Soheavilydidtheyweighthat,duringthefollowingnight,animpulsedrewmefrommybedandcausedmetovisitthecellsinwhichtheseprinceswereimprisoned。Fourofthemweredarkandsilent,butinthatofNicephorusburnedalight。Ilistenedatthedoor,andthroughthekey-placeheardthattheprisonerwithinwaspraying,andsobbingasheprayed。 ThenIwentaway;butwhenIreachedtheendofthelongpassagesomethingdrewmebackagain。ItwasasthoughahandIcouldnotseewereguidingme。Ireturnedtothedoorofthecell,andnowthroughitheardchokingsounds。QuicklyIshottheboltsandunlockeditwithmymaster-key。ThiswaswhatIsawwithin: Toabarofthewindow-placewasfastenedsucharopeasmonkswearforagirdle;attheendoftheropewasanoose,andinthatnoosetheheadofNicephorus。Therehehung,struggling。Hishandshadgrippedtheropeabovehishead,forthoughhehadsoughtDeath,atthelasthetriedtoescapehim。OfsuchstuffwasNicephorusmade。 Yetitwastoolate,orwouldhavebeen,forasIenteredtheplacehishandsslippedfromthethincord,whichtightenedroundhisthroat,chokinghim。 Myswordwasatmyside。Drawingit,withablowIcuttheropeandcaughthiminmyarms。Alreadyhewasswooning,butIpouredwateroverhisface,and,ashisneckremainedunbroken,herecoveredhisbreathandsenses。 “Whatplayisthis,Prince?“Iasked。 “Onethatyoutaughtme,General,“heansweredpainfully。“Yousaidthatdeathcouldbefound。Iwenttoseekhim,butatthelastI feared。Oh!ItellyouthatwhenIthrustawaythatstool,myblindeyeswereopened,andIsawthefiresofhellandthehandsofdevilsgraspingatmysoultoplungeitintothem。Blessingsbeonyouwhohavesavedmefromthosefires,“andseizingmyhandhekissedit。 “Donotthankme,“Isaid,“butthanktheGodyouworship,forIthinkthatHemusthaveputitintomymindtovisityouto-night。NowsweartomebythatGodthatyouwillattemptsuchadeednomore,forifyouwillnotswearthenyoumustbefettered。“ ThenhesworesoferventlybyhisChristthatIwassurehewouldneverbreaktheoath。AfterhehadswornItoldhimhowIcouldnotrestbecauseofthestrangefearswhichoppressedme。 “Oh!“hesaid,“withoutdoubtitwasGodwhosentHisangeltoyouthatImightbesavedfromthemostdreadfulofallsins。WithoutdoubtitwasGod,Whoknowsyou,althoughyoudonotknowHim。“ Afterthishefelluponhisknees,and,havinguntiedthecutropefromthewindowbars,Ilefthim。 NowItellthisstorybecauseithastodowithmyown,foritwasthesewordsofthePrincethatfirstturnedmetothestudyoftheChristianFaith。Indeed,hadtheyneverbeenspoken,IbelievethatI shouldhavelivedanddiedaheathenman。HithertoIhadjudgedofthatFaithbytheworksofthosewhopractiseditinConstantinople,andfounditwanting。Now,however,IwassurethatsomePowerfromaboveushadguidedmetothechamberofNicephorusintimetosavehislife,me,who,hadhedied,inasensewouldhavebeenguiltyofhisblood。Forhadhenotbeendriventothedeedbymybitter,mockingwords?Itmaybesaidthatthiswouldhavematteredlittle; thathemightaswellhavediedbyhisownhandasbetakentoAthens,theretoperishwithhisbrethren,whethernaturallyorbymurderIdonotknow。Butwhocanjudgeofsuchsecretthings?WithoutdoubtthesufferingsofNicephorushadapurpose,ashavealloursufferings。HewaskeptaliveforreasonsknowntohisMakerthoughnottoman。 HereIwilladdthatofthisunhappyC鎠arandhisbrethrenIrememberlittlemore。DimlyIseemtorecollectthatduringmyperiodofofficesomeattackwasmadeupontheprisonbythosewhowouldhaveputtheprincetodeath,butthatIdiscoveredtheplotthroughthejailerwhohadintroducedthepoisonedfigs,anddefeateditwithease,therebygainingmuchcreditwithIreneandherministers。Ifso,ofthisplothistorysaysnothing。AllittellsoftheseprincesisthatafterwardsamobhaledthemtotheCathedralofSt。SophiaandthereproclaimedNicephorusemperor。Buttheyweretakenagain,andatlastshippedtoAthens,wheretheyvanishedfromthesightofmen。 Godresttheirtorturedsouls,fortheyweremoresinnedagainstthansinning。