第20章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4463更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
ThenextvisionofthisByzantinelifeofminethatrisesbeforemeisthatofagreatroundbuildingcrownedwithmencladinbishops’ robes。Atleasttheyworemitres,andeachofthemhadacrookedpastoralstaffwhichinmostcaseswascarriedbyanattendantmonk。 Somedebatewasinprogress,orratherraging。Itssubjectseemedtobeastowhetherimagesshouldorshouldnotbeworshippedinchurches。Itwasafuriousthing,thatdebate。OnepartytoitwerecalledIconoclasts,thatwasthepartywhichdidnotlikeimages,andIthinktheotherpartywerecalledOrthodox,butofthisIamnotsure。SofuriouswasitthatI,thegeneralandgovernoroftheprison,hadbeencommandedbythoseinauthoritytoattendinordertopreventviolence。ThebeginningsofwhathappenedIdonotremember。 WhatIdorememberisthattheanti-Iconoclasts,thepartytowhichtheEmpressIrenebelonged,thatwasthereforethefashionablesect,being,asitseemedtome,worstedinargument,fellbackonviolence。 Therefollowedagreattumult,inwhichthespectatorstookpart,andthestrangesightwasseenofpriestsandtheirpartisans,andevenofbishopsthemselves,fallingupontheiradversariesandbeatingthemwithwhateverweaponwastohand;yes,evenwiththeirpastoralstaves。Itwasawonderfulthingtobehold,theseministersoftheChristofpeacebelabouringeachotherwithpastoralstaves! Thepartythatadvocatedtheworshipofimageswasthemorenumerousandhadthegreaternumberofadherents,andthereforethosewhothoughtotherwiseweredefeated。Afewofthemweredraggedoutintothestreetandkilledbythemobwhichwaitedthere,andmorewerewounded,notwithstandingallthatIandtheguardscoulddotoprotectthem。AmongtheIconoclastswasagentle-facedoldmanwithalongbeard,oneofthebishopsfromEgypt,whowasnamedBarnabas。Hehadsaidlittleinthedebate,whichlastedforseveraldays,andwhenhespokehiswordswerefullofcharityandkindness。Still,theimagefactionhatedhim,andwhenthefinaltumultbegansomeofthemsetuponhim。Indeed,onebrawny,dark-facedbishop——IthinkitwasheofAntioch——rushedatBarnabas,andbeforeIcouldthrusthimback,brokeajewelledstaffuponhishead,whileotherprieststorehisrobefromnecktoshoulderandspatinhisface。 Atlasttheriotwasquelled;thedeadwereborneaway,andorderscametomethatIwastoconveyBarnabastotheStateprisonifhestilllived,togetherwithsomeothers,ofwhomIremembernothing。SothitherItookBarnabas,andthere,withthehelpoftheprisonphysician——hetowhomIhadgiventhepoisonedfigsandthedeadmonkeytobeexamined——Inursedhimbacktolifeandhealth。 Hisillnesswaslong,foroneoftheblowswhichhehadreceivedcrippledhim,andduringitwetalkedmuchtogether。Hewasaverysweet-naturedmanandholy,anativeofBritain,whosefatherorgrandfatherhadbeenaDane,andthereforetherewasatiebetweenus。 Inhisyouthhewasasoldier。Havingbeentakenprisonerinsomewar,hecametoItaly,wherehewasordainedapriestatRome。AfterwardshewassentasamissionarytoEgypt,wherehewasappointedtheheadofamonastery,andintheendelectedtoabishopric。ButhehadneverforgottentheDanishtongue,whichhisparentstaughthimasachild,andsowewereabletotalktogetherinthatlanguage。 NowitwouldseemthatsincethatnightwhentheC鎠arNicephorusstrovetohanghimself,IhadobtainedandstudiedacopyoftheChristianScriptures——howIdonotknow——andthereforewasabletodiscussthesematterswithBarnabasthebishop。OfourargumentsI remembernothing,savethatIpointedouttohimthatwhereasthetreeseemedtometobeverygood,itsfruitswerevilebeyondimagination,andIinstancedthehorribletumultwhenhehadbeenwoundedalmosttodeath,notbycommonmen,butbytheveryleadersoftheChristians。 Heansweredthatthesethingsmusthappen;thatChristHimselfhadsaidHecametobringnotpeacebutasword,andthatonlythroughwarandstrugglewouldthelasttruthbereached。Thespiritwasalwaysgood,headded,butthefleshwasalwaysvile。Thesedeedswerethoseoftheflesh,whichpassedaway,butthespiritremainedpureandimmortal。 TheendofitwasthatundertheteachingoftheholyBarnabas,saintandmartyr(forafterwardshewasmurderedbythefollowersofthefalseprophet,Mahomet),IbecameaChristianandanewman。NowatlengthIunderstoodwhatgraceitwasthathadgivenmecouragetoofferbattletotheheathengod,Odin,andtosmitehimdown。NowI sawalsowhereshonethelightwhichIhadbeenseekingthesemanyyears。Aye,andIclaspedthatlighttomybosomtobemylampinlifeanddeath。 Soadaycamewhenmybelovedmaster,Barnabas,whowouldallownodelayinthismatter,baptisedmeinhiscellwithwatertakenfromhisdrinkingvessel,chargingmetomakepublicprofessionbeforetheChurchwhenopportunityshouldarise。 ItwasjustatthistimethatIrenereturnedfromtheBaths,andI senttoherawrittenreportofallthathadhappenedattheprisonsinceIhadbeenappointeditsgovernor。AlsoIprayedthatifitwereherwillImightberelievedofmyoffice,asitwasonewhichdidnotpleaseme。 Afewdayslater,whileIsatinmychamberattheprisonwritingapaperconcerningaprisonerwhohaddied,theporteratthegateannouncedthatamessengerfromtheAugustawishedtoseeme。Ibadehimshowinthemessenger,andpresentlythereenterednochamberlainoreunuch,butawomanwrappedinadarkcloak。Whenthemanhadgoneandthedoorwasshut,shethrewoffthecloakandIsawthatmyvisitorwasMartina,thefavouritewaiting-ladyoftheEmpress。Wegreetedeachotherwarmly,whowerealwaysfriends,andIaskedhertidings。 “Mytidingsare,Olaf,thatthewatershavesuitedtheAugustaverywell。Shehaslostseveralpoundsinweightandherskinisnowlikethatofayoungchild。“ “AllhealthtotheAugusta!“Isaid,laughing。“Butyouhavenotcomeheretotellmeofthestateoftheroyalskin。Whatnext,Martina?“ “This,Olaf。TheEmpresshasreadyourreportwithherowneyes,whichisararethingforhertodo。ShesaidshewishedtoseewhetherornoyoucouldwriteGreek。Sheismuchpleasedwiththereport,andtoldStauraciusinmypresencethatshehaddonewellinchoosingyouforyourofficewhileshewasabsentfromthecity,sincetherebyshehadsavedthelivesoftheC鎠arsand/Nobilissimi/,desiringasshedoesthattheseprincesshouldbekeptalive,atanyrateforthepresent。Sheaccedesalsotoyourprayer,andwillrelieveyouofyourofficeassoonasanewgovernorcanbechosen。Youaretoreturntoguardherperson,butwithyourrankofgeneralconfirmed。“ “Thatisallgoodnews,Martina;sogoodthatIwonderwhatstingishiddeninallthishoney。“ “Thatyouwillfindoutpresently,Olaf。OneIcanwarnyouof,however——thestingofjealousy。Advancementsuchasyoursdrawseyestoyou,notalloftheminlove。“ Inoddedandshewenton: “Meantimeyourstarseemstoshineverybrightindeed。OnemightalmostsaythattheAugustaworshippedit,atleastshetalksofyoutomecontinually,andonceortwicewasinhalfamindtosendforyoutotheBaths。Indeed,haditnotbeenforreasonsofStateconnectedwithyourprisonersIthinkshewouldhavedoneso。“ “Ah!“Isaid,“nowIthinkIbegintofeelanotherstinginthehoney。“ “Anotherstinginthehoney!Nay,nay,youmeanadivineperfume,anessenceofaddedsweetness,aflavouroftheflowersonMountIda。 Why,Olaf,ifIwereyourenemy,asIdaresayIshallbesomeday,foroftenwelearntohatethosewhomwehave——ratherliked,yourheadandyourshouldersmightbidgood-byetoeachotherforsuchwordsasthose。“ “Perhaps,Martina;andiftheydidIdonotknowthatitwouldgreatlymatter——now。“ “Notgreatlymatter,whenyouaredrivingatfullgallopalongFortune’sroadtoFame’stemplewithanEmpressforyourcharioteer! Areyoublindormad,Olaf,orboth?Andwhatdoyoumeanbyyour’now’?Olaf,somethinghashappenedtoyousincelastwemet。Haveyoufalleninlovewithsomefairprisonerinthishatefulplaceandbeenrepulsed?Suchafoolasyouaremighttakerefusalevenfromacaptiveinhisownhands。Atleastyouaredifferent。“ “Yes,Martina,somethinghashappenedtome。IhavebecomeaChristian。“ “Oh!Olaf,nowIseethatyouarenotafool,asIthought,butveryclever。Why,onlyyesterdaytheAugustasaidtome——itwasaftershehadreadthatreportofyours——thatifyouwerebutaChristianshewouldbemindedtoliftyouhighindeed。Butasyouremainedthemostobstinateofheathensshedidnotseehowitcouldbedonewithoutcausinggreattrouble。“ “NowIwishonecouldbeaChristianwithinandremainapaganwithout,“Iansweredgrimly;“thoughalas!thatmaynotbe。Martina,doyounotunderstandthatitwasfornosuchreasonsasthesethatI kissedtheCross;thatinsodoingIsoughtnotfortune,buttobeitsservant?“ “BytheSaints!you’llbetonsurednext,andillenoughitwouldsuityou,“sheexclaimed。“Remember,ifthingsgrowtoo——difficult,youcanalwaysbetonsured,Olaf。Onlythenyouwillhavetogiveupthehopeofthatladywhowearstheotherhalfofthenecklacesomewhere。I don’tmeanIrene’sshamhalf,buttherealone。Oh!stopblushingandstammering,Iknowthestory,andallaboutIdunatheFairalso。Anexaltedpersontolditme,andsodidyou,althoughyouwerenotawarethatyouhaddoneso,foryouarenotonewhocankeepasecrettohimself。Mayalltheguardianangelshelpthatnecklace-ladyifeversheshouldmeetanotherladywhomIwillnotname。Andnowwhydoyoutalksomuch?Areyoulearningtopreach,orwhat?Ifyoureallydomeantobecomeamonk,Olaf,thereisanotherthingyoumustgiveup,andthatiswar,exceptofthekindwhichyousawattheCounciltheotherday。Godaboveus!whatasightitwouldbetoseeyoubatteringanotherbishopwithahook-shapedstaffoveraquestionofimagesortheTwoNatures。Ishouldbesorryforthatbishop。Butyouhaven’ttoldmewhoconvertedyou。“ “BarnabasofEgypt,“Isaid。 “Oh!Ihopedthatithadbeenaladysaint;thestorywouldhavebeensomuchmoreinterestingtotheCourt。Well,ourimperialmistressdoesnotlikeBarnabas,becausehedoesnotlikeimages,andthatmaybeastingin/her/honey。Butperhapsshewillforgivehimforyoursake。You’llhavetoworshipimages。“