第25章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4169更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“Inmydreamyoutriumphedoverallofthem,Olaf,andalsometwithsomerewardeveninthislife,thoughnowIknownotwhatitwas。Yes,andtriumphyoushall,mysoninChrist。Fearnothing,evenwhenthestorm-cloudssweepaboutyourheadandthelightningsblindyoureyes。 Isay,fearnothing,foryouhavefriendswhomyoucannotsee。Iasknomoreevenunderthesealofconfession,sincetherearesecretswhichitisnotwelltolearn。Whoknows,Imightgomad,ortorturemightdrawfrommewordsIwouldnotspeak。Therefore,keepyourowncounsel,son,andconfesstoGodalone。“ “Whatwillyoudonow,Father?“Iasked。“ReturntoEgypt?“ “Nay,notyetawhile。ItcomestomethatImustbidehereforaspace,whichunderthispardonIhavelibertytodo,buttowhatendI cannotsay。LateronIshallreturn,ifGodsowills。Igotodwellwithgoodfolkwhoareknowntome,andfromtimetotimewillletyouhearwhereImaybefound,ifyoushouldneedmyhelporcounsel。“ ThenIledhimtothegates,and,havinggivenhimawitnessedcopyofhiswarrantofrelease,badehimfarewellforthattime,makingitknowntotheguardsandcertainpriestswholingeredtherethatanywhomolestedhimmustanswerforittotheAugusta。 Thusweparted。 Havinghandedoverthekeysoftheprison,Iwalkedtothepalaceunattended,beingmindedtotakeupmydutiesthereunnoticed。Butthiswasnottobe。AsIenteredthepalacegateasentrycalledoutsomething,andamessenger,whoseemedtobeinwaiting,departedatfullspeed。Thenthesentry,saluting,toldmethathisorderswerethatImuststandawhile,heknewnotwhy。PresentlyIdiscovered,foracrossthesquarewithinthegatesmarchedafullgeneral’sguard,whereoftheofficeralsosaluted,andprayedmetocomewithhim。I went,wonderingifIwastobegivenincharge,andbyhim,surroundedwiththispompousguard,wasledtomynewquarters,whichweremoresplendidthanIcouldhavedreamed。Heretheguardleftme,andpresentlyotherofficersappeared,someofthemoldcomradesofmyown,askingfororders,ofwhich,ofcourse,Ihadnonetogive。Also,withinanhour,IwassummonedtoacouncilofgeneralstodiscusssomematterofawarinwhichtheEmpirewasengaged。BysuchmeansastheseitwasconveyedtomethatIhadbecomeagreatman,or,atanyrate,oneinthewayofgrowinggreat。 Thatafternoon,when,accordingtomyoldcustom,Iwasmakingmyroundoftheguards,ImettheAugustauponthemainterrace,surroundedbyanumberofministersandcourtiers。Isalutedandwouldhavepassedon,butshebadeoneofhereunuchscallmetoher。SoI cameandstoodbeforeher。 “Wegreetyou,GeneralOlaf,“shesaid。“Wherehaveyoubeenallthislongwhile?Oh!Iremember。AttheStateprison,asitsgovernor,ofwhichofficeyouarenowrelievedatyourownrequest。Well,thepalacewelcomesyouagain,forwhenyouarehereallwithinknowthemselvessafe。“ Thusshespoke,hergreateyessearchingmyfacethewhile,thenbowedherheadintokenofdismissal。Isalutedagain,andbegantostepbackwards,accordingtotherule,whereonshemotionedtometostand。 Thenshebegantomakealaughofmetothepaintedthrongabouther。 “Say,noblesandladies,“shesaid,“didanyofyoueverseesuchaman?Weaddresshimasbestwemay——andwehavereasontobelievethatheunderstandsourlanguage——yetnotoneworddoeshevouchsafetousinanswer。Therehestands,likeasoldiercutinironwhomovesbysprings,withneveran’Ithankyou’ora’Goodday’onhislips。 Doubtlesshewouldreproveusall,who,heholds,talktoomuch,being,asweallhaveheard,amanofsternmorality,whohasnotendernessforhumanfoibles。Bytheway,GeneralOlaf,arumourhasreachedusthatyouhaveforsakendoubt,andbecomeaChristian。Isthistrue?“ “Itistrue,Augusta。“ “ThenifasaPaganyouwereamanofiron,whatwillyoubeasaChristian,wewonder?Onehardasdiamond,noless。Yetwearegladofthistidings,asallgoodservantsoftheChurchmustbe,sincehenceforthourfriendshipwillbecloserandwevalueyou。General,youmustbereceivedpubliclyintothebosomoftheFaith;itwillbeanencouragementtootherstofollowyourexample。Perhaps,asyouhaveservedussowellinmanywarsandasanofficerofourguard,weourselveswillbeyourgod-mother。Themattershallbeconsideredbyus。Whathaveyoutoanswertoit?“ “Nothing,“Ireplied,“savethatwhentheAugustahasconsideredofthematter,Iwillconsiderofmyanswer。“ Atthisthecourtierstittered,and,insteadofgrowingangry,asI thoughtshemight,Ireneburstoutlaughing。 “Trulywewerewrong,“shesaid,“toprovokeyoutoopenyourmouth,General,forwhenyoudoso,likethatredswordyouwear,yourtongueissharp,ifsomewhatheavy。Tellus,General,areyournewquarterstoyourtaste,andbeforeyoureplyknowthatweinspectedthemourselves,and,havingalikingforsuchtasks,attendedtotheirfurnishment。’Tisdone,youwillsee,intheNorthernstyle,whichwethinksomewhatcoldandheavy——likeyourswordandtongue。“ “IftheAugustaasksme,“Isaid,“thequartersaretoofineforasinglesoldier。ThetworoomswhereIdweltbeforeweresufficient。“ “Asinglesoldier!Well,thatisafaultwhichcanberemedied。Youshouldmarry,GeneralOlaf。“ “WhenIfindanywomanwhowishestomarrymeandwhomIwishtomarry,IwillobeytheAugusta’scommands。“ “Sobeit,General,onlyrememberthatfirstwemustapprovethelady。 Venturenot,General,tosharethosenewquartersofyourswithanyladywhomwedonotapprove。“ Then,followedbytheCourt,sheturnedandwalkedaway,andIwentaboutmybusiness,wonderingwhatwasthemeaningofallthisguardedandhalf-bittertalk。 ThenexteventthatreturnstomeclearlyisthatofmypublicacceptanceasaChristianinthegreatCathedralofSt。Sophia,whichmusthavetakenplacenotverylongafterthismeetingupontheterrace。IknowthatbyeverymeansinmypowerIhadstriven,thoughwithoutavail,toescapethisceremony,pointingoutthatIcouldbepubliclyreceivedintothebodyoftheChurchatanychapelwheretherewasapriestandacongregationofadozenhumblefolk。ButthistheEmpresswouldnotallow。Thereasonshegavewasherdesirethatmyconversionshouldbeproclaimedthroughoutthecity,thatotherPagans,ofwhomtherewerethousands,mightfollowmyexample。YetI thinkshehadanotherwhichshedidnotavow。ItwasthatImightbemadeknowninpublicasamanofimportancewhomitpleasedhertohonour。 Onthemorningofthisrite,Martinacametoacquaintmewithitsdetails,andtoldmethattheEmpresswouldbepresentatthecathedralinstate,makingherprogressthitherinhergoldenchariot,drawnbythefamedmilk-whitesteeds。I,itseemed,wastorideafterthechariotinmygeneral’suniform,whichwassplendidenough,followedbyacompanyofguards,andsurroundedbychantingpriests。 ThePatriarchhimself,nolessaperson,wastoreceivemeandsomeotherconverts,andthecathedralwouldbefilledwithallthegreatonesofConstantinople。 IaskedwhetherIreneintendedtobemygod-mother,asshehadthreatened。 “Notso,“repliedMartina。“Onthatpointshehaschangedhermind。“ “Somuchthebetter,“Isaid。“Butwhy?“ “ThereisacanonoftheChurch,Olaf,whichforbidsintermarriagebetweenagod-parentandhisorhergod-child,“shereplieddryly。 “WhetherthiscanonhascometotheAugusta’smemoryornot,Icannotsay。Itmaybeso。“ “Who,then,istobemygod-mother?“Iaskedhurriedly,leavingtheproblemofIrene’smotivesundiscussed。 “Iam,bythewrittenImperialdecreedeliveredtomenotanhourago。“ “You,Martina,youwhoareyoungerthanmyselfbymanyyears?“ “Yes,I。TheAugustahasjustexplainedtomethatasweseemtobesuchverygoodfriends,andtotalktogethersomuchalone,doubtless,shesupposed,uponmattersofreligion,therecouldbenopersonmoresuitablethansuchagoodChristianasmyselftofillthatholyoffice。“ “Whatdoyoumean,Martina?“Iaskedbluntly。 “Imean,Olaf,“shereplied,turningawayherhead,andspeakinginastrainedvoice,“that,whereyouareconcerned,theAugustaoflatehasdonemethehonourtobesomewhatjealousofme。Well,ofagod- mothernooneneedbejealous。TheAugustaisacleverwoman,Olaf。“ “Idonotquiteunderstand,“Isaid。“WhyshouldtheAugustabejealousofyou?“ “Thereisnoreasonatall,Olaf,exceptthat,asithappens,sheisjealousofeverywomanwhocomesneartoyou,andsheknowsthatweareintimateandthatyoutrustme——well,more,perhaps,thanyoutrusther。Oh!Iassureyouthatoflateyouhavenotspokentoanywomanunderfiftyunnotedandunreported。Manyeyeswatchyou,Olaf。“ “Thentheymightfindbetteremployment。Buttellmeoutright,Martina,whatisthemeaningofallthis?“ “Surelyevenawooden-headedNorthmancanguess,Olaf?“ Sheglancedroundhertomakesurethatwewerealoneinthegreatapartmentofmyquartersandthatthedoorswereshut,thenwenton,almostinawhisper,“Mymistressiswonderingwhetherornoshewillmarryagain,and,ifso,whethershewillchooseacertainsomewhatover-virtuousChristiansoldierasasecondhusband。Asyetshehasnotmadeuphermind。Moreover,evenifshehad,nothingcouldbedoneatpresentoruntilthequestionofthestrugglebetweenherandhersonforpowerissettledinthiswayorinthat。Therefore,atworst,oratbest,thatsoldierhasyetawhileofsinglelifelefttohim,sayamonthortwo。“ “Thenduringthatmonthortwoperhapshewouldbewisetotravel,“I