第27章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4012更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
Shewasthewomanofwhom,yearsago,IhaddreamedonthenightonwhichIbrokeintotheWanderer’stombatAar! NeverforonemomentdidIdoubtmeofthistruth。Iwassure。Iwassure。Itdidnotevenneed,whilesheturnedtowhispersomethingtohercompanion,thatthecloaksheworeshouldopenalittle,revealingonherbreastanecklaceofemeraldbeetlesseparatedbyinlaidshellsofpaleandancientgold。 Shewaswatchingtheprocessionwithinterest,yetsomewhatidly,whenshecaughtsightofme,whom,fromwhereshestood,shecouldscarcelyhaveseenbefore。Ofasuddenherfacegrewdoubtfulandtroubled,liketothatofonewhohasjustreceivedsomehurt。Shesawtheornamentaboutmyneck。Sheturnedpaleandhadshenotgrippedthearmofthemanbesideher,would,Ithink,havefallen。Thenhereyescaughtmine,andFatehadusinitsnet。 Sheleanedforward,gazing,gazing,allhersoulinthosedarkeyes,andI,too,gazedandgazed。Thegreatcathedralvanishedwithitsglitteringcrowds,thesoundofchantingandoffeetthatmarcheddiedfrommyears。InplaceoftheseIsawamightycolumnedtempleandtwostonefigures,tallerthanpines,seatedonaplain,andthroughthemoonlitsilenceheardasweetvoicemurmuring: “Farewell。Forthislife,farewell!“ Nowwewereneartoeachother,nowIwaspassingher,Iwhomightnotstay。Myhandbrushedhers,andoh!itwasasthoughIhaddrunkacupofwine。Aspiritenteredintomeand,bending,Iwhisperedinherear,speakingintheLatintongue,sinceGreek,whichallknew,Ididnotdaretouse,“/Avepostsecula!/“Greetingaftertheages! Isawherbosomheave;yes,andheardherwhisperback: “/Ave!/“ Thatnighttherewasfeastingatthepalace,andI,Olaf,nowknownasMichael,asaconvertwasoneofthechiefguests,sothatformetherewasnoescape。Isatverysilent,sosilentthattheAugustafrowned,thoughshewastoofarofftospeaktome。ThebanquetcametoanendatlastandbeforemidnightIwasfreetogo,stillwithoutwordfromtheEmpress,whowithdrewherself,asIthoughtinanill- humour。 Isoughtmybed,butinitknewlittleofsleep。IhadfoundherforwhomduringallthelongyearsIhadbeensearching,thoughIdidnotunderstandthatIwassearching。AftertheagesIhadfoundherandshehadfoundme。Hereyessaidit,and,unlessIdreamed,hersweetvoicesaiditalso。 Whowasshe?DoubtlessthatHeliodore,daughterofMagas,theprinceofwhomtheBishopBarnabashadspokentome。Oh!nowIunderstoodwhathemeantwhenhespokeofanothernecklaceliketothatIwore,andyetwouldexplainnothing。ItlayuponthebreastofHeliodore,HeliodorewhowassuchaoneashewishedthatImightwed。Well,certainlyIwishedittoo;but,alas!howcouldIwed,whowasinIrene’spower,atoyforhertoplaywithortobreak?AndhowwoulditfarewithanywomanwhomitwasknownthatIwishedtowed?ImustbesecretuntilshewasgonefromConstantinople,andinthiswayorinthatIcouldfollowher。I,whohadeverbeenopen-minded,mustlearntokeepmyowncounsel。 Now,too,IrememberedhowBarnabashadsaidtheAugustacommandedthatthisPrinceMagasandhisdaughtershouldcometothepalaceasherguests。Well,theplacewasvast,atowninitself,andlikelyenoughIshouldnotseethemthere。YetIlongedtoseeoneofthemasneverIhadlongedforanythingbefore。Iwassure,also,thatnofearscouldkeepusapart,eventhoughIknewtheroadbeforemetobefullofdangersandoftrials,knewthatIwentwithmylifeinmyhand,thelifeofwhichIhadbeenquitecareless,butthatnowhadbecomesodeartome。Fordidnottheworldholdanothertowhomitbelonged? Thenightpassedaway。Iroseandwentaboutmymorningduties。 ScarcelywerethesefinishedwhenamessengersummonedmetothepresenceoftheAugusta。Ifollowedhimwithasinkingheart,certainthatthosewoeswhichIhadforeseenwereabouttobegin。Also,nowtherewasnowomaninthewholeworldwhomIlesswishedtoseethanIrene,EmpressoftheEarth。 Iwasledtothesmallaudiencechamber,whereofIhavealreadyspoken,thatonthefloorofwhichwasthemosaicofthegoddessVenusmakingpretencetokillherlover。ThereIfoundtheAugustaseatedinachairofState,theministerStauracius,mygod-father,whogloweredatmeasIentered,somesecretaries,andMartina,mygod-mother,whowastheladyinattendance。 IsalutedtheEmpress,whobowedgraciouslyandsaid: “GeneralOlaf——nay,Iforgot,GeneralMichael,yourgod-fatherStauraciushassomethingtosaywhichItrustwillpleaseyouasmuchasitdoeshimandme。Speak,Stauracius。“ “Belovedgod-son,“beganStauracius,inavoiceofsullenrage,“ithaspleasedtheAugustatoappointyou——“ “Ontheprayerandadviceofme,Stauracius,“interruptedtheEmpress。 “——Ontheprayerandadviceofme,Stauracius,“repeatedtheeunuchlikeatalkingbird,“tobeoneofherchamberlainsandMasterofthePalace,atasalaryof“(Iforgetthesum,butitwasagreatone) “withallthepowerandperquisitestothatofficepertaining,inrewardoftheserviceswhichyouhaverenderedtoherandtheEmpire。 ThanktheEmpressforhergraciousfavour。“ “Nay,“interruptedIreneagain,“thankyourbelovedgod-fatherStauracius,whohasgivenmenopeaceuntilIofferedyouthisprefermentwhichhassuddenlybecomevacant,Stauraciusaloneknowswhy,forIdonot。Oh!youwerewise,Olaf——ImeanMichael——tochooseStauraciusforagod-father,thoughIwarnhim,“sheaddedarchly,“thatinhisnaturallovehemustnotpushyouforwardtoofastlestothersshouldbegintoshowthatjealousywhichisastrangertohisnoblenature。Comehither,Michael,andkissmyhanduponyourappointment。“ SoIadvancedand,kneeling,kissedtheAugusta’shand,accordingtocustomonsuchoccasions,noting,asdoubtlessStauraciusdidalso,thatshepressedithardenoughagainstmylips。ThenIroseandsaid: “IthanktheAugusta——“ “Andmygod-fatherStauracius,“sheinterrupted。 “——Andmygod-fatherStauracius,“Iechoed,“forherandhisgoodnesstowardsme。YetwithhumilityIventuretosaythatIamasoldierwhoknowsnothingwhatsoeverofthedutiesofachamberlainandofaMasterofthePalace,and,therefore,Ibegthatsomeoneelsemorecompetentmaybechosentofillthesehighoffices。“ OnhearingthesewordsStauraciusstaredatmewithhisroundandowl- likeeyes。NeverbeforehadheknownanofficerinConstantinoplewhowishedtodeclinepowerandmorepay。Scarcely,indeed,couldhebelievehisears。ButtheAugustaonlylaughed。 “Baptismhasnotchangedyou,Olaf,“shesaid,“whoeverweresimple,asIbelieveyourdutieswillbe。Atanyrate,yourgod-fatherandgod-motherwillinstructyouinthem——especiallyyourgod-mother。Sonomoreofsuchfoolishtalk。Stauracius,youmaybegonetoattendtotheaffairsofwhichwehavebeenspeaking,asIseeyouburntodo,andtakethosesecretarieswithyou,forthescratchingoftheirpenssetsmyteethonedge。Bidehereamoment,General,forasMasterofthePalaceitwillbeyourdutytoreceivecertaingueststo-dayofwhomIwishtospeakwithyou。Bideyoualso,Martina,thatyoumayremembermywordsincasethisunpractisedofficershouldforgetthem。“ Stauraciusandhissecretariesbowedthemselvesout,leavingthethreeofusalone。 “Now,Olaf,orMichael——whichdoyouwishtobecalled?“ “Itismoreeasyforamantoalterhisnaturethanhisname,“I answered。 “Haveyoualteredyournature?Ifso,yourmannersremainmuchwhattheywere。Well,then,beOlafinprivateandMichaelinpublic,foroftenanaliasisconvenientenough。Hark!Iwouldreadyoualesson。 AsthewiseKingSolomonsaid,’Everythinghasitsplaceandtime。’Itisgoodtorepentyouofyoursinsandtothinkaboutyoursoul,butI prayyoudosonomoreatmyfeasts,especiallywhentheyaregiveninyourhonour。LastnightyousatattheboardlikeamummyatanEgyptianbanquet。Hadyourskullstoodonit,filledwithwine,itcouldscarcehavelookedgrimmerthandidyourface。Bemorecheerful,Iprayyou,orIwillhaveyoutonsuredandpromotedtobeabishop,likethatoldhereticBarnabasofwhomyouaresofond。Ah!yousmileatlast,andIamgladtoseeit。Nowhearkenagain。ThisafternoontherecomestothepalaceacertainoldEgyptiannamedMagas,whomI placeinyourespecialcharge,andwithhimhiswife——atleast,I thinksheishiswife。“ “Nay,Mistress,hisdaughter,“interruptedMartina。 “Oh!hisdaughter,“saidtheAugustasuspiciously。“Ididnotknowshewashisdaughter。Whatisshelike,Martina?“ “Ihavenotseenher,Empress,butsomeonesaidthatsheisablack- lookingwoman,suchastheNilebreeds。“ “Isitso?ThenIchargeyou,Olaf,keepherfarfromme,forIlovenottheseuglyblackwomen,whosewoollyhairalwayssmellsofgrease。 Yes,Igiveyouleavetocourther,ifyouwill,sincetherebyyoumaylearnsomesecrets,“andshelaughedmerrily。 Ibowed,sayingthatIwouldobeytheAugusta’sorderstothebestofmypower,andshewenton: “Olaf,IwoulddiscoverthetruthconcerningthisMagasandhisschemes,whichasasoldieryouarewellfittedtofindout。ItseemshehasaplanfortherecoveryofEgyptoutofthehandsofthefollowersofthataccursedfalseprophetwhosesouldwellswithSatan。