第34章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4074更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“WhatsortofjudgmentisthisthatthejudgesbringalreadywrittendownintotheCourt?Hearkenyou,lawyer,andyoustreet-curs,hiscompanions,whocallyourselvessoldiers。IfOlafRed-Sworddies,thosehostageswhomweholddiealso。Ifheistortured,thosehostageswillbetorturedalso。Moreover,erelongwewillsackthisfineplace,andwhathasbefallenOlafshallbefallyoualso,youfalsejudges,neitherlessnormore。Rememberit,allyouwhoshallhavechargeofOlafinhisbonds,and,ifshebewithinhearing,lettheAugustaIrenerememberitalso,lestanothertimethereshouldbenoOlaftosaveherlife。“ NowIcouldseethatthejudgeswereterrified。Hastily,withwhitefaces,theyconsultedtogetherastowhethertheyshouldorderJoddtobeseized。PresentlyIheardthepresidentsaytohiscompanions: “Nay,bestlethimgo。Ifheistouched,ourhostageswilldie。 Moreover,doubtlessConstantineandtheArmeniansareatthebackofhim,orhewouldnotdaretospeakthus。Wouldthatwewereclearofthisbusinesswhichhasbeenthrustuponus。“ Thenhecalledaloud,“Lettheprisonerberemoved。“ DownthelongCourtIwasmarched,onlynowguards,whohadbeencalledin,wentinfrontofandbehindme,andwiththemthefourexecutionersbywhomIwassurrounded。 “Farewell,god-mother,“IwhisperedtoMartinaasIpassed。 “Nay,notfarewell,“shewhisperedback,lookingupatmewitheyesthatwerefulloftears,thoughwhatshemeantIdidnotknow。 AttheendoftheCourt,wherethosewhodaredtosympathisewithmeopenlyweregathered,roughvoicescalledblessingsonmeandroughhandspattedmeontheshoulder。TooneofthesemenwhosevoiceI recognisedinthegloomIturnedtospeakaword。Thereontheblackexecutionerwhowasbetweenus,hewhomIhaddismissedfromthejailforcruelty,struckmeonthemouthwiththebackofhishand。NextinstantIheardasoundthatremindedmeofthegrowlthewhitebeargavewhenitgrippedSteinar。Twoarmsshotoutandcaughtthatblacksavagebythehead。Therewasanoiseasofsomethingbreaking,anddownwenttheman——acorpse。 Thentheyhurriedmeaway,fornowitwasnotonlythejudgeswhowereafraid。 Itcomestomethatforsomedays,threeorfour,Isatinmycellatthepalace,forhereIwaskeptbecause,asIlearnedafterwards,itwasfearedthatifIwereremovedtothatStateprisonofwhichIhadbeengovernor,someattemptwouldbemadetorescueme。 Thiscellwasoneofseveralsituatedbeneaththatbroadterracewhichlookedoutontothesea,whereIrenehadfirstquestionedmeastotheshellnecklaceand,againstmyprayer,hadsetituponherownbreast。Ithadalittlebarredwindow,outofwhichIcouldwatchthesea,andthroughthiswindowcamethesoundofsentriestrampingoverheadandofthevoiceoftheofficerwho,atstatedhours,arrivedtoturnouttheguard,asforsomeyearsithadbeenmydutytodo。 Iwonderedwhothatofficermightbe,andwonderedalsohowmanyofsuchmensinceByzantiumbecamethecapitaloftheEmpirehadfilledhisofficeandmine,andwhathadbecomeofthemall。AsIknew,ifthatterracehadbeenabletospeak,itcouldhavetoldmanybloodyhistories,whereofdoubtlessminewouldbeanother。Doubtless,too,thereweremoretofollowuntiltheendcame,whateverthatmightbe。 InthatstraitplaceIreflectedonmanythings。Allmyyouthcamebacktome。ImarvelledwhathadhappenedatAarsinceIleftitsuchlongyearsago。Onceortwicerumourshadreachedmefrommeninmycompany,whowereDanish-born,thatIdunawasagreatladythereandstillunmarried。ButofFreydisaIhadheardnothing。Probablyshewasdead,and,ifso,Ifeltsurethatherfierceandfaithfulspiritmustbenearmenow,asthatofRagnarhadseemedtobeintheBattleoftheGarden。 HowstrangeitwasthatafterallmyvisionhadbeenfulfilledandithadbeenmylottomeetherofwhomIhaddreamed,wearingthatnecklaceofwhichIhadfoundone-halfupontheWandererinhisgrave- mound。WereIandtheWandererthesamespirit,Iaskedofmyself,andsheofthedreamandHeliodorethesamewoman? Whocouldtell?Atleastthiswassure,fromthemomentthatfirstwesawoneanotherweknewwebelongedeachtoeachforthepresentandthefuture。Therefore,asitwaswiththesewehadtodo,thepastmightsleepandallitssecrets。 Nowwehadmetbuttobepartedagainbydeath,whichseemedhardindeed。Yetsincewe/had/met,formypartFatehadmyforgivenessforIknewthatweshouldmeetagain。IlookedbackonwhatIhaddoneandleftundone,andcouldnotblamemyselfovermuch。True,itwouldhavebeenwiserifIhadstayedbyIreneandHeliodore,andnotledthatchargeagainsttheGreeks。Onlythen,asasoldier,Ishouldneverhaveforgivenmyself,forhowcouldIstandstillwhilemycomradesfoughtforme?No,no,IwasgladIhadledthechargeandleditwell,thoughmylifemustpayitsprice。Norwasthisso。I mustdie,notbecauseIhadliftedswordagainstIrene’stroops,butforthesinoflovingHeliodore。 Afterall,whatwaslifeasweknewit?Apassingbreath!Well,asthebodybreathesmanymilliontimesbetweenthecradleandthegrave,soIbelievedthesoulmustbreatheoutitscountlesslives,eachendinginaformofdeath。Andbeyondthese,what?Ididnotknow,yetmynew-foundfaithgavememuchcomfort。 InsuchmeditationsandinsleepIpassedmyhours,waitingalwaysuntilthedoorofmycellshouldopenandthroughitappear,notthejailerwithmyfood,whichInotedwasplentifulanddelicate,buttheexecutionersormayhapthetormentors。 Atlengthitdidopen,somewhatlateatnight,justasIwasabouttolaymyselfdowntorest,andthroughitcameaveiledwoman。Ibowedandmotionedtomyvisitortobeseatedonthestoolthatwasinthecell,thenwaitedinsilence。Presentlyshethrewoffherveil,andinthelightofthelampshowedthatIstoodbeforetheEmpressIrene。 “Olaf,“shesaidhoarsely,“Iamcomeheretosaveyoufromyourself,ifitmaybeso。IwashiddeninyonderCourt,andheardallthatpassedatyourtrial。“ “Iguessedasmuch,Augusta,“Isaid,“butwhatofit?“ “Foronething,this:Thecowardandfool,whonowisdead——ofhiswounds——whogaveevidenceastothekillingofthethreeothercowardsbyyou,hascausedmynametobecomeamockthroughoutConstantinople。 Aye,thevilestmakesongsuponmeinthestreets,suchsongsasI cannotrepeat。“ “Iamgrieved,Augusta,“Isaid。 “ItisIwhoshouldgrieve,notyou,whoaretoldofasamanwhogrewwearyoftheloveofanEmpress,andcastheroffasthoughshewereatavernwench。Thatisthefirstmatter。ThesecondisthatunderthefindingoftheCourtofJustice——“ “Oh!Augusta,“Iinterrupted,“whystainyourlipswiththosewords’ofjustice’!“ “——UnderthefindingoftheCourt,“shewenton,“yourfateisleftinmyhands。Imaykillyouortormentyourbody。OrImayspareyouandraiseyourheadhigherthananyotherintheEmpire,aye,andadornitwithacrown。“ “Doubtlessyoumaydoanyofthesethings,Augusta,butwhichofthemdoyouwishtodo?“ “Olaf,notwithstandingallthathasgone,Iwouldstilldothelast。I speaktoyounomoreofloveortenderness,nordoIpretendthatthisisforyoursakealone。Itisforminealso。Mynameissmirched,andonlymarriagecancoverupthestainuponit。Moreover,Iambesetbytroublesandbydangers。ThoseaccursedNorthmen,wholoveyousowellandwhofight,notlikemenbutlikedevils,areinleaguewiththeArmenianlegionsandwithConstantine。Mygeneralsandmytroopsfallawayfromme。Ifitwereassailed,IamnotsurethatIcouldholdthispalace,strongthoughitbe。There’sbutonemanwhocanmakemesafeagain,andthatmanisyourself。TheNorthmenwilldoyourbidding,andwithyouincommandofthemIfearnoattack。Youhavethehonesty,thewitandthesoldier’sskillandcourage。Youmustcommand,ornone。OnlythistimeitmustnotbeasIrene’slover,forthatiswhattheynameyou,butasherhusband。Apriestiswaitingwithincall,andoneofhighdegree。Withinanhour,Olaf,youmaybemyconsort,andwithinayeartheEmperoroftheWorld。Oh!“shewentonwithpassion,“cannotyouforgivewhatseemtobemysinswhenyourememberthattheywerewroughtforloveofyou?“ “Augusta,“Isaid,“Ihavesmallambition;Iamnotmindedtobeanemperor。Buthearken。Putasidethisthoughtofmarriagewithonesofarbeneathyou,andletmemarryherwhomIhavechosen,andwhohaschosenme。ThenoncemoreI’lltakecommandoftheNorthmenanddefendyouandyourcausetothelastdropofmyblood。“ Herfacehardened。 “Itmaynotbe,“shesaid,“notonlyforthosereasonsIhavetoldyou,butforanotherwhichIgrievetohavetotell。Heliodore,daughterofMagastheEgyptian,isdead。’ “Dead!“Igasped。“Dead!“ “Aye,Olaf,dead。Youdidnotsee,andshe,beingabravewoman,hiditfromyou,butoneofthosespearsthatwereflunginthefightstruckherintheside。Forawhilethewoundwentwell。Buttwodaysagoitmortified;lastnightshediedandthismorningImyselfsawherburiedwithhonour。“ “Howdidyouseeherburied,youwhoarenotwelcomeamongtheNorthmen?“Iasked。 “Bymyorder,asherbloodwashigh,shewaslaidinthepalacegraveyard,Olaf。“ “Didsheleavemenowordortoken,Augusta?ShesworetomethatifshediedshewouldsendtometheotherhalfofthatnecklacewhichI wear。“ “Ihaveheardofnone,“saidIrene,“butyouwillknow,Olaf,thatI