第45章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:3920更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
“’Feethavepassedhere;Isawthemarksoftheminthedust,’saidtheofficer。’Shemayhavehiddeninthisplace。Search!Search!ItwillgohardwithusifwereturntoMusatotellhimthathehaslosthistoy。’ “Theylookedintothesarcophagusandsawthebrokenmummy。Indeed,oneofthemliftedit,unwillinglyenough,andletitfallagain,sayinggrimly,“’Musawouldscarcecareforthiscompanion,thoughinherdayshemayhavebeenfairenough。’ “Thentheycametothecoffin。 “’Here’sanother,’exclaimedthesoldier,’andonewithagoldface。 Allah!howitseyesstare。’ “’Pullitout,’saidtheofficer。 “’Letthatbeyourtask,’answeredtheman。’I’lldefilemyselfwithnomorecorpses。’ “Theofficercameandlooked。’Whatahauntedholeisthis,fulloftheghostsofidolworshippers,orsoIthink,’hesaid。’Thoseeyesstarecursesatus。Well,theChristianmaidisnothere。On,beforethetorchesfail。’ “Thentheywent,leavingme;thepaintedlinencreakeduponmybreastasIbreathedagain。 “’TillnightfallIlayinthatcoffin,fearinglesttheyshouldreturn;andItellyou,Olaf,thatstrangedreamscametomethere,forIthinkIswoonedorsleptinthatnarrowbed。Yes,dreamsofthepast,whichyoushallhearoneday,ifwelive,fortheyseemtohavetodowithyouandme。Aye,Ithoughtthatthedeadwomaninthesarcophagusatmysideawokeandtoldthemtome。AtlengthIroseandcreptbacktothisplacewherewestand,forhereIcouldseethefriendlylight,andbeingoutworn,laidmedownandslept。 “AtthefirstbreakofdayIcrawledfromthetomb,followedthatsameroadbywhichIhadentered,thoughIfoundithardtoclimbupthroughtheentrancehole。 “Nolivingthingwastobeseeninthevalley,exceptagreatnightbirdflittingtoitshaunt。Iwasparchedwiththirst,andknowingthatinthisdryplaceIsoonmustperish,Iglidedfromrocktorocktowardsthemouthofthevalley,thinkingtofindsomeothergraveorcrannywhereImightliehidtillnightcameagainandIcoulddescendtotheplainanddrink。But,Olaf,beforeIhadgonemanystepsI discoveredfreshfood,milkandwaterlaiduponarock,andthoughI fearedlesttheymightbepoisoned,ateanddrankofthem。WhenIknewthattheywerewholesomeIthoughtthatsomefriendmusthavesetthemtheretosatisfymywants,thoughIknewnotwhothefriendcouldbe。 AfterwardsIlearnedthatthisfoodwasanofferingtotheghostsofthedead。Amongourforefathersinforgottengenerationsitwas,I know,thecustomtomakesuchofferings,sinceintheirblindnesstheybelievedthatthespirtsoftheirbelovedneededsustenanceastheirbodiesoncehaddone。Doubtlessthememoryoftheritestillsurvives; atleast,tothisdaytheofferingsaremade。Indeed,whenitwasfoundthattheywerenotmadeinvain,moreandmoreofthemwerebrought,sothatIhavelackednothing。 “HerethenIhavedweltformanymoonsamongthedustofmendeparted,onlynowandagainwanderingoutatnight。OnceortwicefolkhaveseenmewhenIventuredtotheplains,andIhavebeentemptedtospeaktothemandasktheirhelp。Butalwaystheyfledaway,believingmetobetheghostofsomebygonequeen。Indeed,tospeaktruth,Olaf,thiscompanionshipwithspirits,forspiritsdodwellinthesetombs—— Ihaveseenthem,ItellyouIhaveseenthem——hassoworkeduponmysoulthatattimesIfeelasthoughIwerealreadyoftheircompany。 Moreover,IknewthatIcouldnotlivelong。Thelonelinesswassuckingupmylifeasthedrysandsuckswater。Hadyounotcome,Olaf,withinsomefewdaysorweeksIshouldhavedied。“ NowIspokeforthefirsttime,saying,“Anddidyouwishtodie,Heliodore?“ “No。BeforethewarbetweenMusaandmyfather,Magas,newscametousfromByzantiumthatIrenehadkilledyou。AllbelieveditsaveI,whodidnotbelieve。“ “Whynot,Heliodore?“ “BecauseIcouldnotfeelthatyouweredead。ThereforeIfoughtformylife,whootherwise,afterwewereconqueredandruinedandmyfatherwasslainfightingnobly,shouldhavestabbed,notthateunuch,butmyself。Thenlater,inthistomb,Icametoknowthatyouwerenotdead。TheotherlostonesIcouldfeelaboutmefromtimetotime,butyounever,youwhowouldhavebeenthefirsttoseekmewhenmysoulwasopentosuchwhisperings。SoIlivedonwhenallelsewouldhavedied,becausehopeburnedinmelikealampunquenchable。Andatlastyoucame!Oh!atlastyoucame!“ Herethereisanabsoluteblankinmystory。OneofthosewallsofoblivionofwhichIhavespokenseemstobebuiltacrossitspath。Itisasthoughastreamhadplungedsuddenlyfromsomebrightvalleyintothebosomofamountainsideandtherevanishedfromthekenofman。WhathappenedinthetombafterHeliodorehadendedhertale; whetherwedepartedthencetogetherorleftherthereawhile;howweescapedfromKurna,andbywhatgoodfortuneorartificewecamesafelytoAlexandria,Iknownot。Astoallthesemattersmyvisionfailsmeutterly。SofarasIamconcerned,theyareburiedbeneaththedustoftime。IknowaslittleofthemasIknowofwhereandhowIsleptbetweenmylifeasOlafandthispresentlifeofmine;thatis,nothingatall。Yetinthiswayorinthatthestreamdidwinthroughthemountain,sincebeyondallgrowsclearagain。 OncemoreIstooduponthedeckofthe/Diana/intheharbourofAlexandria。WithmewereMartinaandHeliodore。Heliodore’sfacewasstainedandshewasdressedasaboy,suchaharlequinladassingersandmountebanksoftentakeintheircompany。Theshipwasreadytostartandthewindserved。Yetwecouldnotsailbecauseofthelackofsomepermission。AMoslemgalleypatrolledtheharbourandthreatenedtosinkusifwedaredtoweighwithoutthispaper。Thematehadgoneashorewithabribe。Wewaitedandwaited。Atlengththecaptain,Menas,whostoodbyme,whisperedintomyear,“Becalm;hecomes;alliswell。“ ThenIheardthemateshout:“Ihavethewritingunderseal,“andMenasgavetheordertocastofftheropesthatheldtheshiptothequay。OneofthesailorscameupandreportedtoMenasthattheircompanion,Cosmas,wasmissing。Itseemedthathehadslippedashorewithoutleaveandhadnotreturned。 “Therelethimbide,“saidMenas,withanoath。“Doubtlessthehogliesdrunkinsomeden。WhenheawakeshemaytellwhattalehepleasesandfindhisownwaybacktoLesbos。Castoff,castoff!I say。“ AtthismomentthatsameCosmasappeared。Icouldnotseehim,butI couldhearhimplainlyenough。Evidentlyhehadbecomeinvolvedinsomebrawl,foranangrywomanandothersweredemandingmoneyofhimandhewasshoutingbackdrunkenthreats。Amanstruckhimandthewomangothimbythebeard。Thenhisreasonlefthimaltogether。 “AmI,aChristian,tobetreatedthusbyyouheathendogs?“hescreamed。“Oh,youthinkIamdirtbeneathyourfeet。Ihavefriends,ItellyouIhavefriends。YouknownotwhomIserve。IsaythatIamasoldierofOlaftheNorthman,OlaftheBlind,OlafRed-Sword,hewhomadeyouprophet-worshipperssingsosmallatMitylene,ashewilldoagainerelong。“ “Indeed,friend,“saidaquietvoice。ItwasthatoftheMoslemcaptain,Yusuf,hewhobefriendeduswhenwearrivedatAlexandria,whohadbeenwatchingallthisscene。“Thenyouserveagreatgeneral,assomeofushavecausetoknow。Tellme,whereishenow,forIhearthathehasleftLesbos?“ “Whereishe?Why,aboardyondership,ofcourse。Oh!hehasfooledyoufinely。Anothertimeyou’llsearchbeggar’sragsmoreclosely。“ “Castoff!Castoff!“roaredMenas。 “Nay,“saidtheofficer,“castnotoff。Soldiers,driveawaythosemen。Imusthavewordswiththecaptainofthisship。Come,bringthatdrunkenfellowwithyou。“ “Nowallisfinished,“Isaid。 “Yes,“answeredHeliodore,“allisfinished。Afterwehaveenduredsomuchitishard。Well,atleastdeathremainstous。“ “Holdyourhand,“exclaimedMartina。“Godstilllivesandcansaveusyet。“ Blackbitternesstookholdofme。InsomefewdaysIhadhopedtoreachLesbos,andtherebewedtoHeliodore。Andnow!Andnow! “Cuttheropes,Menas,“Icried,“andoutwiththeoars。We’llriskthegalley。You,Martina,setmeatthemouthofthegangwayandtellmewhentostrike。ThoughIbeblindImayyetholdthembacktillweclearthequay。“ Sheobeyed,andIdrewtheredswordfrombeneathmyrags。Then,amidsttheconfusionwhichfollowed,IheardthegravevoiceofYusufspeakingtome。 “Sir,“hesaid,“foryourownsakeIprayyouputupthatsword,whichwethinkisonewhereoftaleshavebeentold。Tofightisuseless,forIhavebowmenwhocanshootyoudownandspearsthatcanoutreachyou。 GeneralOlaf,abravemanshouldknowwhentosurrender,especiallyifhebeblind。“ “Aye,sir,“Ianswered,“andabravemanshouldknowwhentodie。“ “Whyshouldyoudie,General?“wentonthevoice。“IdonotknowthatforaChristiantovisitEgyptdisguisedasabeggarwillbeheldacrimeworthyofdeath,unlessindeedyoucamehithertospyouttheland。“ “Cantheblindspy?“askedMartinaindignantly。